I was searching for something on Dog Pile search and within the lists of options I found one that sounded right and clicked on it and it brought me here. I am fascinated by the subject of lucid dreaming for a lot of reasons I won't bore you with right now and did not know it until I reached this site. I want to know more since, I seem to have two types of dreams, one type is what I call the repeater dream. There are several of those and I can remember them going all the way back to my childhood. The second type, I know I dreamed but I have no memory of it and as I get older that is the predominant dream condidition I am generally in. No memory of my dreams. I thought maybe I had lost the ability to dream. I also learned how to manipulate my dreams so I would not wake up if something happened and since one of my repeater dreams was about me falling out of a convertible going up a very steep hill, I had to do something because I would always wake up and I wanted to finish the dream.

So whenever I fall out of the car, I say "this is a dream, I can fly if I want to. Then I do, and then since I am flying, I decide to go visit places, like the grand canyon. LOL I love that place, since I took a 9 day white water rafting trip from AZ to Nev and it was the best experience of my life. Another story for another time. Anyway, that is why I decided to join.

I was a bit disappointed about the subject I did find that was a result of my dog pile search efforts. It seemed a poster put up a very good forum piece and had references etc, and everyone made fun of him. That made me nervous about how people react when they disagree with someone. I would like some reassurances that disagreeing is acceptable especially if someone has evidence the poster is wrong. I did not see any effort to prove the poster wrong and the source he used seemed to be valid, but no one proved otherwise. That was my only concern. I will wait til I get a response to know if this is a place for me, or if I am not the kind of person you would want here. Something like this should be mutual.