Hello everyone!

Trying to keep this introduction fairly short, as it is already quite late at where im at:

I'm a 19 year old guy from Germany who has been desperately trying, for I believe over 3 years now, to get my stuff together in order to experience a real lucid dream
In the time I have started to get into this topic my dream recall has increased drastically, even though I only had as much as a few "pseudo lucid dreams" in which I dream that I have a lucid dream which is quite frustrating.
I sometimes like to think that I am cursed when it comes to Lucid dreaming, even though I am aware that it is basically all my own fault
for slacking off and not setting up a healthy sleeping pattern

I am looking forward to participate, and I'm happy to be here!

-Dionisos