Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by tommo

Dianeva, the only thing I think I can advise is to not worry about "paranoid" ideas/actions etc.
Just do the actions but don't get stressed about it.
Seems to have worked for me. Like I said I always check under my bed/closet etc. I used to be kind of stressed or whatever while doing that, and wondering what if there is someone there lol
But now I just do it, I just check and forget about it. I would suggest the same thing for you.

I wish I had your mentality, but it's rejection that pains me.

Linkzelda, you should hear some of the conversations I have with my sons. We go on and on about video games, levels etc If that's what you enjoy, don't censor yourself too much. There are dames out there who love video games just as much as you do
I do know what you're saying though. It's good to be "well-rounded". My first marriage failed, in part (in my mind anyhow) because I was painfully boring. All I talked about was what TV show I watched or book I read and whatever the kids did that day.

I'm having conflicting emotions of ranting and happiness. Skyrim hits stores in just a few hours. I'm going to be at Walmart at midnight to pick up a copy (YAY!!)... then I'm buying groceries and driving out the the Farm (ugh!) because that's where the PS3 is Then I'll have to fight my boys to play it. But they come home on Tuesday, so I'll get in LOTS of gaming time them.

Sitting in english class. Cant help but overhear the girls in my class. Awareness is so painful sometimes..

*grumble grumble*
Very frustrated and anxious.
You know the feeling when you get angry but it's such a frustrated anger you just want to punch a wall?
Yea.

Why the fuck don't big dick pills work?

So I thought I had 4 quarters when going to a vending machine, I ended up having 3 quarters and 1 coin from Canada with a caribou on it

Originally Posted by tommo

Dianeva, the only thing I think I can advise is to not worry about "paranoid" ideas/actions etc.
Just do the actions but don't get stressed about it.
Seems to have worked for me. Like I said I always check under my bed/closet etc. I used to be kind of stressed or whatever while doing that, and wondering what if there is someone there lol
But now I just do it, I just check and forget about it. I would suggest the same thing for you.

That might be good advice, I don't know if it's possible for me though. If I stopped worrying I wouldn't care enough to do the actions. I'm similar with checking under the bed. I'm no longer afraid while doing it, I just do it out of habit and because I don't feel right sleeping without it. lol Ever since you mentioned looking under the bed I've thought of you every time I do!

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Skyrim hits stores in just a few hours. I'm going to be at Walmart at midnight to pick up a copy (YAY!!)... then I'm buying groceries and driving out the the Farm (ugh!) because that's where the PS3 is Then I'll have to fight my boys to play it. But they come home on Tuesday, so I'll get in LOTS of gaming time them.

Zhaylin plays Elder Scrolls! Everything you say seems to bring you up more on my list of favorite people on this forum. (I don't actually have such a list). I'm getting it tomorrow too but buying it on Steam. I loved Oblivion. Open-world games are so amazing.

Originally Posted by Erii

*grumble grumble*
Very frustrated and anxious.
You know the feeling when you get angry but it's such a frustrated anger you just want to punch a wall?

Yes. Focusing the energy on some form of art or something is a lot more productive than punching walls or hurting yourself though.

Originally Posted by gan_naire

Why the fuck don't big dick pills work?

Stop watching porn.

Originally Posted by Wayfaerer

So I thought I had 4 quarters when going to a vending machine, I ended up having 3 quarters and 1 coin from Canada with a caribou on it

That's a quarter. Holy shit lol. In Canada we don't really care if anything <= a quarter is American or Canadian. If I took 10 random pennies, 1 or 2 of them would probably be American. But when I was in the US buying a coffee and gave the guy a Canadian penny as part of the payment, he stared at it and looked at me and said "This is Canadian...". And I looked at him like so?, and he finally just accepted it.

I fragin LOVE Oblivion!!! I had every expansion for the X-box (which is now broken )
I never actually beat the game though lol I had too much fun playing to actually beat it

I am ill right now. About an hour ago, I decided to try a pill like the Stacker-3 (caffeine and herbs). My blood pressure is 142/93, my pules is 115. I'm both hot and cold and very shaky. Humorously enough, I'm also still sleepy :/ Though Caffeine alone doesn't work well enough any more (even at 1400 mg some days), it's better than how this new crud is making me feel. No thank you.

I think I'm going to go then head to the store.
I'd much rather go to bed, but every kid in my town is supposedly going to be waiting for this game.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

I fragin LOVE Oblivion!!! I had every expansion for the X-box (which is now broken )
I never actually beat the game though lol I had too much fun playing to actually beat it

I am ill right now. About an hour ago, I decided to try a pill like the Stacker-3 (caffeine and herbs). My blood pressure is 142/93, my pules is 115. I'm both hot and cold and very shaky. Humorously enough, I'm also still sleepy :/ Though Caffeine alone doesn't work well enough any more (even at 1400 mg some days), it's better than how this new crud is making me feel. No thank you.

I think I'm going to go then head to the store.
I'd much rather go to bed, but every kid in my town is supposedly going to be waiting for this game.

Skyrim is SO good.

Bah... I won't know until Monday. I'm picking the boys up then instead of on Tuesday.

I feel so strange and yucky. I waited in line for almost 30 to get the game... could afford little food, so I came back home and grabbed some soups... drove out toward the Farm, felt ITCHY, pulled over and took off my sweater (tank top under it). I dropped off groceries and the game and didn't even get out of the car. As I was driving home, my skirt itched and annoyed the crap out of me, so I pulled it completely up above my waist lol. Then my feet were bugging me, so I slipped off my shoes and socks and drove barefoot
I've not been THIS uncomfortable in my own skin in a VERY long time.

I threw up before going to the store, so I no longer feel ill. And my blood pressure is back to a nice 117/77- resting pulse of 93... but I feel very odd. I'm sleepy as heck yet restless at the same time
Teaches me [not!] to try something new!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

Okay. So if a girl comes up to me and is interested in me...my best trump card would be this. (I'm not making this up)

Girl: Hiii Brandon =D
Me: Hey
Girl: Whatcha doing?
Me: Deciding if I should get members again for my level 133 with 99 range, 99 mage, 99 hunter, 99 Hitpoints, 93 Herblore, 95 prayer, 98 Strength, and 81 Dungeoneering named Wugguls.
Girl: O . o
Me: And if that's not good enough for you, I killed 22,000+ Waterfiends for 96 Summoning. Whatcha think?
Girl: O . O
Me: Then again, I did hunt 40,000+ red chinchompas for 99 hunter.
Girl: wtf...*mind raped*
Me: And I also got 1,000,000 experience alone just by hunting implings, and the most you can get is at least 500 exp per impling.
Girl: *runs away*
Me: No wait! I want to show you my Pack yak!!! It can store 30+ items and bank one space in my inventory!

If you think that's sad...wait till you hear about the limited edition Lightning Dragon I bought for 20 bucks on Mabinogi...

I really don't have many things to say to people...it's either talking about Biochemistry, or video games and MMORPGs that I used to play before I came to Texas A&M University. I might as well just get a degree in Biochemistry, go to graduate/medical school and get a Masters or PhD in Biochemistry, become a master at a lucid dreaming technique, and dream about Megan Fox to fill the void that prevents me from being sexually repressed. =D

well ya see. alot of what makes you special to a girl is listening. So you don't have anything to talk about. But you can listen..... and just simply knowing that you care and aren't going to judge is good enough. You don't have to do anything special.

Oh, the futility of it all.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

I just got an email that apparently a couple assignments ago I accidentally handed in the wrong file, the one for the previous assignment. I guess the precautions I take (to email a copy to myself and open it to make sure it was the right one) are usually useless, because it has always ended up being the right one, so I just didn't bother doing it. (...) So I get a 0 for that lab. To think I might as well not have worked on it at all. I was rushing and up so late to get it done. I could have been doing other things. I got it working to perfection and it was all for naught. I feel sick. Today was going kind of well before this, now I feel non-metaphorically close to gagging.

Wow, your university is harsh.

I feel much better today. But I'm annoyingly sleepy
If I make myself sick enough taking crap just to stay awake, maybe hubby will actually pay for my Provigil or order some Didrex. Didrex is a weight loss med but it gives you a crap-ton of energy. BUT, it also makes my anxiety worse and messes up my stomach some.
I need to remember to have my p-doc order a blood panel just to make sure my levels are all good. My white count will be a little elevated but that's normal for me. I don't think my iron is low. But something has to account for this fatigue!!!!!!!
I've always been easily tired, but this is crazy even for me lol

Hope everyone is doing well today

Unable to get Skyrim until I replace my xbox or computer to be able to play it. Unable to do that because I haven't the money.

*sigh* I guess I will have to wait.

Abstinence is so awesome *twitch*

*hugs pillow saturated in lotion* *twitch* *twitch*

Why must Skyrim be so terrible for me on PC. I wanted to play it so badly.

I don't know what's been going on outside. I haven't looked out the window yet, only through cracks in the blinds, but an hour or so ago I heard thunder a couple times, really loudly. Then a few minutes later I heard a really loud banging noise which sounded like a shotgun or a tree falling down or something. Now when I look out the window everything looks really sunny but the trees are going insane like it's really windy. And there's condensation on the windows which I've never seen happen before.

Dark Souls is so harddddddd

I was watching The Godfather. I was really into it, and all was fine and dandy. Michael reconnects with Kay.


And bam.


The video file cuts off at 2:08:42.

Originally Posted by Clyde Machine

I was watching The Godfather. I was really into it, and all was fine and dandy. Michael reconnects with Kay.


And bam.


The video file cuts off at 2:08:42.

You caused a time paradox!!!

I finally have something to NOT complain about as much... I saw Titanic The Musical and it was wonderful. But now I'm complaining that I can't watch it again...

Does Skyrim not work on your PC, Dianeva?
Sounds like awesome weather though!

My room is SO messy I cannot even easily lay my air mattress down to sleep. I sometimes squeeze it in between my desk and "glass" cabinet- right in front of my door. But most of the time, I can't be bothered, so I just sleep on the floor. I REALLY need to straighten it up. Last weekend, I cleaned out the RV from when I was living in it several years ago. I forgot how much stuff had accumulated! To save time, I bagged, boxed or otherwise carried everything in and just set it in my room. I've spent a couple hours sorting through it, but I have a long way to go.
I have been tackling my mountain of dirty clothes though. But I've washed and dried only 3 loads since yesterday (it's takes SO long for clothes to dry inside!)

My TMJ has been acting up since I've been back on Wellbutrin. I keep waiting for the side effect to go away, but I'm starting to fear it never will. Ibuprofen helps when I remember to take it in time.

My dog is driving me up the freagin wall. She keeps going to my door to be let out. She's been outside 4 times in the last hour or so. Maybe I shouldn't have let her eat TWO hotdogs

Mr.Monthly is in town and is painfully letting his presence be known thanks to too many freagin caffeine pills. I don't think I'll ever learn lol *sigh*

I've had morbid, gory and violent dreams for the past few nights in a row, and I'm sick of it. I just want to dream about something nice or beautiful when I go to bed and leave my boring daily life.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Does Skyrim not work on your PC, Dianeva?
Sounds like awesome weather though!

I'm just having some problems with the mouse movement. Hopefully it will work after some mod.

Originally Posted by DeeryTheDeer

I've had morbid, gory and violent dreams for the past few nights in a row, and I'm sick of it. I just want to dream about something nice or beautiful when I go to bed and leave my boring daily life.

I had that problem while taking certain pills.

Well... I have this goddamn auction to go to tonight tonight, and I'm nervous as fuck. I'm dealing with the power point crap, and I'm sooooo nervous that the screen is going to fuck up :/ Its this damn screen my boss rigged up last week, and its not looking in too great of shape.