Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

**OpheliaBlue** · 05-02-2012 04:46 AM

Antibiotics have many bad side effects. Many :/

Hurry up and get better melanie. RRC needs you back in full throttle already!

**melanieb** · 05-02-2012 04:53 AM

I'm working on it. Anything breathing related just drains a lot of energy out of me.

I've also had a hard time accurately putting my thoughts to paper, or here, because my mind has been a little fuzzy lately.

Still, I'm plodding on.

**tropicalbreeze** · 05-02-2012 05:10 AM

many times i wanted to contribute to this thread but for some reason every time i click the reply button the desire to type anything fades away.

oh well, at least i typed something today.

**Wayfaerer** · 05-02-2012 05:28 AM

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

**littlezoe** · 05-02-2012 09:37 AM

Not really a serious complaint... but why is that in movies the "shy girl" always looks nothing like a real shy girl? It's totally not realistic when she looks exactly like the girls that usually bully others... O.o

**Carrot** · 05-02-2012 10:08 AM

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Not really a serious complaint... but why is that in movies the "shy girl" always looks nothing like a real shy girl? It's totally not realistic when she looks exactly like the girls that usually bully others... O.o

Because you need a lot of confidence to act. Their confidence is born in them. Or... Their acting skill just sucks.

**littlezoe** · 05-02-2012 10:14 AM

Originally Posted by Carrot

Because you need a lot of confidence to act. Their confidence is born in them. Or... Their acting skill just sucks.

That's not really what i meant

I'm talking more about the looks here. A girl looking like this being shy and outcast?

Hardly believable... people like her are usually the bullies...

For this reason movies like this are so boring to me... they could find an actress that's actually a believable outcast..

**Carrot** · 05-02-2012 10:44 AM

There must be no shy charming girls then. Hmm...

**littlezoe** · 05-02-2012 11:16 AM

Originally Posted by Carrot

There must be no shy charming girls then. Hmm...

Focus on the "outcast" word then, as you don't seem to understand what i mean, lol...

I want to see a girl like that being an outcast once...

**Carrot** · 05-02-2012 11:32 AM

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Focus on the "outcast" word then, as you don't seem to understand what i mean, lol...

I want to see a girl like that being an outcast once...

I know what you mean. I'm looking at the director's perspective. They must think outcasts ain't charming.

To be an outcast, there must be something about how you look/act that most of the people don't like. And how would an unpopular personality appeal to the audiences if she was chosen to act?

**Suena** · 05-02-2012 07:25 PM

littlezoe: No offense, but I think that's pretty stereotypical. I mean we all are at times, but a girl can look perfectly normal and still be considered an outcast. For instance, I'm not saying that I'm like gorgeous or anything, but I know that my looks are decieving. People seem to want to talk to me until they see how weird I am lol. (at least in person)

I've been an outcast my whole life. I'm used to people changing their mind about wanting to be my friend. lol

Either way, I think as long as the girl's acting as an "outcast" is good and believeable, then it really doesn't matter how it looks. You know, some girls are outcast just because they look good and some bully girls decided they didn't like her and didn't want her in the group.

Now I'm rambling. I feel like I'm in high school again.

RANT:

Listen woman, just because you've dropped acid several times, dated a bunch of hippies and "been thru some shit" in your life, doesn't make you some sort of spiritual goddess. You must earn that fucking right. I understand you're confused, lost, even though you may not realize it, but you seriously need to quit being a f ucking bitch. So what? I don't do drugs with you anymore. I have a CHILD. So what? You think I'm young and dumb and you think I'm a rat in a cage. You have no idea what it's like to be a mother. You have no idea how much farther in life I am going since I quit pretending to be something I am not.

I love my son, I love my CAT and I can call him a family member if I fucking want to. DUH, I know he's not a real person. FUCKING DUH. Pointing that out on facebook and then making fun of the town YOU GREW UP IN (somehow blaming the town for my "stupidity" of calling a cat family) is not fucking cool. It's not a wise remark. FUCK off.

You think I don't know when you're insulting me? You think I'm just part of the masses who don't think for themselves? You think I "liked" your comment because I didn't realize you wanted to hurt me?

Bitch, I liked your comment so I could kill you slowly with kindness. I pretend to not notice how much of a BITCH you've become since our paths have split.

What the fuck did you need me for? Just to make yourself feel better? Fuck you hippie-gangster-wannafuckingbe. So what? You're adopted. Did you ever think your dad wasn't being a fucking dick for kicking you out? But maybe that he was trying to make you understand that you CAN'T have everything given to you? Did you stop to think that maybe your stepmom had your best interest at heart when she told you to get help? YOU FUCKING NEED IT.

I'm tired of trying to be there for you, be your friend, when all you fucking do is insult me underneath a fake smile. You don't fool me for a fucking second.

It's not HOW much acid you do, it's the quality of your fucking experience. I think that is the take home message, bitch. I'm done with it. I don't need your negativity in my life anymore. I really don't.

I'm tired of you making me feel like I'm somehow less of a person, that I'm a zombie TV watcher when I don't even have cable. Seriously. Fuck off.

**Linkzelda** · 05-02-2012 07:35 PM

Originally Posted by Suena

RANT:

Listen woman, just because you've dropped acid several times, dated a bunch of hippies and "been thru some shit" in your life, doesn't make you some sort of spiritual goddess. You must earn that fucking right. I understand you're confused, lost, even though you may not realize it, but you seriously need to quit being a f ucking bitch. So what? I don't do drugs with you anymore. I have a CHILD. So what? You think I'm young and dumb and you think I'm a rat in a cage. You have no idea what it's like to be a mother. You have no idea how much farther in life I am going since I quit pretending to be something I am not.

I love my son, I love my CAT and I can call him a family member if I fucking want to. DUH, I know he's not a real person. FUCKING DUH. Pointing that out on facebook and then making fun of the town YOU GREW UP IN (somehow blaming the town for my "stupidity" of calling a cat family) is not fucking cool. It's not a wise remark. FUCK off.

You think I don't know when you're insulting me? You think I'm just part of the masses who don't think for themselves? You think I "liked" your comment because I didn't realize you wanted to hurt me?

Bitch, I liked your comment so I could kill you slowly with kindness. I pretend to not notice how much of a BITCH you've become since our paths have split.

What the fuck did you need me for? Just to make yourself feel better? Fuck you hippie-gangster-wannafuckingbe. So what? You're adopted. Did you ever think your dad wasn't being a fucking dick for kicking you out? But maybe that he was trying to make you understand that you CAN'T have everything given to you? Did you stop to think that maybe your stepmom had your best interest at heart when she told you to get help? YOU FUCKING NEED IT.

I'm tired of trying to be there for you, be your friend, when all you fucking do is insult me underneath a fake smile. You don't fool me for a fucking second.

It's not HOW much acid you do, it's the quality of your fucking experience. I think that is the take home message, bitch. I'm done with it. I don't need your negativity in my life anymore. I really don't.

I'm tired of you making me feel like I'm somehow less of a person, that I'm a zombie TV watcher when I don't even have cable. Seriously. Fuck off.

Finally someone uses Facebook for reverse psychology

. I'm sorry in advance if I make you angry on this site.

I'm glad you finally told your "friend" what you thought instead of holding it back.

Feels good, doesn't it?

**SpaceCowboyDave** · 05-02-2012 07:44 PM

I ran out of Fritos

**Suena** · 05-02-2012 08:00 PM

No worries, Link!

I don't think anybody online can piss me off the way some people do in my daily life, you know. I really needed to let that out though. I hope some can forgive the excessive language.

**Carrot** · 05-02-2012 08:54 PM

I wanted to bathe an hour ago... Procrastination. And my one month challenge to bathe by 10pm everyday has failed badly. I'm back to square one again.

**melanieb** · 05-02-2012 10:03 PM

I'm tired of sustaining myself on crackers and Gatorade. I want some real food!!!

**Wolfwood** · 05-02-2012 11:03 PM

Originally Posted by Carrot

I know what you mean. I'm looking at the director's perspective. They must think outcasts ain't charming.

To be an outcast, there must be something about how you look/act that most of the people don't like. And how would an unpopular personality appeal to the audiences if she was chosen to act?

Can tell you one thing: it's well easy to be an outcast as a guy.. ;p

**Wolfwood** · 05-02-2012 11:05 PM

Originally Posted by Carrot

I wanted to bathe an hour ago... Procrastination. And my one month challenge to bathe by 10pm everyday has failed badly. I'm back to square one again.

lol... so somehow you make the 30 days of sexual abstinence, no sweat. And yet, the bath challenge conquers you.

**Linkzelda** · 05-02-2012 11:27 PM

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol... so somehow you make the 30 days of sexual abstinence, no sweat. And yet, the bath challenge conquers you.

That's women for you, man.

**littlezoe** · 05-02-2012 11:29 PM

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol... so somehow you make the 30 days of sexual abstinence, no sweat. And yet, the bath challenge conquers you.

It seems like....

... she did break a sweat...

YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!

**Zhaylin** · 05-02-2012 11:43 PM

I'm blind now. Grrr. The tech said the dialation can last for 3 days. Hubby told me 4 hours lol. Either way, my font is huge just so I can read and type here

BUT, my vision is still great. It's 20/25. I don't have to go back for at least 2 years.

On the drive home I kept hoping a cop would not pull me over. My pupils are HUGE

Ah well, I'll probably take a nap for a while.

In other news, Family Therapy was canceled for tomorrow.
Friday is the MDT for my kids.
The week should go smoothly.

to those who need one.

**~~Alyzarin~~** · 05-02-2012 11:51 PM

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

I'm blind now. Grrr. The tech said the dialation can last for 3 days. Hubby told me 4 hours lol. Either way, my font is huge just so I can read and type here

BUT, my vision is still great. It's 20/25. I don't have to go back for at least 2 years.

Geez, 3 days? Did they give you atropine or something?

*hopes not*

**Wolfwood** · 05-02-2012 11:54 PM

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

I'm blind now. Grrr. The tech said the dialation can last for 3 days. Hubby told me 4 hours lol. Either way, my font is huge just so I can read and type here

BUT, my vision is still great. It's 20/25. I don't have to go back for at least 2 years.

On the drive home I kept hoping a cop would not pull me over. My pupils are HUGE

Ah well, I'll probably take a nap for a while.

In other news, Family Therapy was canceled for tomorrow.
Friday is the MDT for my kids.
The week should go smoothly.

to those who need one.

woah, bet bright lights aren't your friend.

**SpaceCowboyDave** · 05-03-2012 01:29 AM

The obscene song lyrics: "The world's a cesspool, and I'm a piece of shit" keep ringing in my head lately. And I know why...

**Linkzelda** · 05-03-2012 02:22 AM

I thought I was going to spend these days before Friday would consist staying in my apartment like a caveman, and just type up all things I needed to know for the Biology final on Friday, but I'm already too exhausted.

F***, I even skipped breakfast for two days just to get some extra sleep....

I need to sell my soul to a succubus next time. It's either do or die, Link.....

UGH!!!!!!

Guess I'll just have to rely on the study guides I made for the other exams, I guess that's a more efficient and smarter way than killing myself. And I forgot to study for the other exam on Friday too, so it looks like I'll be studying that shit tomorrow.

Man...just when I was motivating myself to get a 100 on the final.......F*** that! I just hope everyone bombs the exam, so that we get a really huge curve. I'm pulling for a D in this class. I have never wanted a D in my life. Why is college reversing my work ethic!!!

Also, I realized something pretty obvious, I'm not the one with low self-esteem towards women, it's the women with the low self-esteem. I never stuttered in front of a women before, just quiet, but never stuttered, when they can barely form proper English around me....god damn it......so all this time I've been pretending someone I'm not....but whatever, I don't care anymore...I just want this semester and exam drama to end!!!

All you TL;DR readers can go suck it.