I'm not even sure if I should even leave the picture of me up. I mean I'm not sure if I can trust people after having to deal with people on the other dream forum.
sorry to hear you made some bad experience with people in a forum... too sad one might find bad people everywhere, even at places one does not expect... but on the other hand one can find good people in similar unexpected places too and that i find comforting.
Originally Posted by ~Stoic Beauty~
Sanibel died at 6:45 o' clock in the morning. She was very one. She finally in a better place.
sorry to hear that! but even if it sounds hard. it will go by like everything else does too...
I got the job
They haven't sent out the official mail yet, but my manager told me it's just the formalities remaining now.
P.S: I'm still in the same workplace, just moving to a different work profile. (graphic design)
Sanibel died at 6:45 o' clock in the morning. She was very one. She finally in a better place.
That feeling when you lost your animal buddy which means a lot to you. I understand it very well. Hope you can move on and accept that fact soon even though it's hard.
Been fairly preoccupied with stuff. All my hobbies, work, my blog, blah....
I haven't had that much to complain about since I've been alone. Writing this just now I realise most
of my problems stem from social interaction aha.
Regarding your "jonesing for something" thing, I totally have that.
I seem to associate it with cigarettes, but as you say, they do nothing.
It doesn't get rid of that feeling. It must be a dopamine thing, I think.
Lack of striatal dopamine (or rather dopamine receptors) explains most of the things wrong with me.
So I'm pretty convinced about that.
Rant: I've had a rather social day which is super annoying and draining. After about 2 hours I just cannot handle conversation anymore.
Doesn't matter who it's with, even my best friend. After a certain point I'm just like.... ok stop talking now....
A lot of it is to do with most conversations being completely uninteresting, which is what most people seem to gravitate toward after
a certain amount of time. There's really just not that much to discuss in general so I guess it makes sense that most of the time
conversations devolve in to boring shit.
Spoiler for Long Bonus rant to make up for not posting for so long, also I'm a little drunk:
Everyone I know is getting married/starting families/getting pregnant/dating....
Kinda annoying. Nobody is just happy alone. Most relationships are superficial, even friend relationships.
There was a study that showed the most unhappy couples are more likely to post relationship stuff on facebook.
I presume that applies to friend relationships as well.
This is everywhere. All the people who, at face value, appear to be super close BFFFFF's, are not at all.
All the couples who post shit about themselves constantly are super unhappy with their lives and seek validation from others for being cute together etc.
If people meditated or went in float tanks regularly this would not be a problem.
The romantic relationship thing bothers me because of overpopulation.
We're heading for 8 billion people really, really fast.
We've used up 90% of the arable land, literally. I think it might even be 95%. We've basically got the Amazon and a few national parks etc. left.
Everything else is farmland, cities/suburbs, or desert/mountains.
With automation increasing every day we're heading for mass starvation, increased crime, lower quality of life for everyone except the rich.
Almost nobody can see this and it's pretty damn scary.
As soon as retail jobs are automated, a large majority of the population is out of work. It's the single biggest job sector in developed countries
and fairly easy to automate once the shops are set up correctly. I give it 10-15 years before nobody works in retail.
We're living in the future but people's minds are stuck in the past. I mean, we've got electronic cigarettes, automated factories, bitcoin, virtual reality.
The world is changing too fast for our monkey brains.
sorry to hear you made some bad experience with people in a forum... too sad one might find bad people everywhere, even at places one does not expect... but on the other hand one can find good people in similar unexpected places too and that i find comforting.
sorry to hear that! but even if it sounds hard. it will go by like everything else does too...
Thank you. It's a lesson learned. They are crazy over there. I'm just glad I'm part of that place anymore.
Here is Sanpan (Sanibel) my dog.
Bro, you can complain about anything you want in here. See that tree out there in that park by your house? Fuck that tree.
Sup GG
Just wanted to let you know that my boyfriend isn't really into lucid dreaming, or dreams at all for that matter. He barely recalls any dreams at all ever. So his interest in DreamViews is even more than less than how much he is interested in dreaming in general. That being said, he loves it when I read your posts to him.
I haven't really been around, I could say it's because things have been mental at work, but I guess it's that i've been re-evaluating life. Hoping to get back on track, not necessarily the same ones.
@Stoic, really sorry about your dog, she looked beautiful :/ but i'm glad you've got decent friends on here.
@tropicalbreeze & tommo, I agree, people only try to run your life through their own fear, not out of respect for you, do they even know you? and your dreams, probably not.
@ophelia, yeah my partner is slightly worse, mostly just takes the piss out of anything I say dream related, or gives me a quizzical look, thinking "you crazy!"
Rave: After a few months, I had to wear size 44 jeans and 42 dress pants, and now I'm able to wear 40 for dress pants, and 40-42 for jeans. I can't wait for my order for the resolution drops, and planning out some calorie intake (700-1200) for the next 30 days or so starting next week Wednesday. I'm pushing to go for a size 37 next year, at the very least, along with getting rid of that muffin top as well. I'm really happy, and if I can get 15-20+ pounds shaved off, then it's another trip for more pants.
What annoys me most is when they asks me "when are you going to get married and have kids?" I tell them "never."
Homie don't play that.
"When I stop being an unlovable freak, so probably never" xD
Rant: I am never drinking more than one beer in a night again. I only had 3 yesterday but I still feel like shit all day today. Not like a massive hangover, just "off".... and slightly depressed. It's not even enjoyable anymore either, just makes me feel tired.
@ophelia, yeah my partner is slightly worse, mostly just takes the piss out of anything I say dream related, or gives me a quizzical look, thinking "you crazy!"
@Ophelia, know the feeling, but now i'm free FREE, holidays are here! Oo shopping is mental, the house is a mess :/ maybe I should go back to work...only jk :d ~climb back under duvet
@wobly Oh yeah I forgot the world was crazy and were sane but their in control of da media so they say its the other way round
@tommo forget drinking i'ma too tired zzz, where'd I put my zombie book?
@Link way to go! I try to avoid the scales this time of year, when I get some energy i'll exercise a bit, maybe even go jogging, maybe not
@Meoh: my house was a wreck too, but my bf and our sons cleaned the whole house when I was at work today, and I precooked all the food for tonight so I'm way less stressed now. And yes, shopping now is madness, I won't go into a store again until after Xmas
I like this time of year. For the next two weeks i plan on taking a break from training and just go out and enjoy the holiday atmosphere. The weather should be unusually warm and i want to take advantage of that. I don't do Christmas shopping or anything like that this time of year hence the holiday season is not a stressful time of year for me but rather a relaxing time of year. 2015 has been an awesome year for me but 2016 is going to be even better.
I like this time of year. For the next two weeks i plan on taking a break from training and just go out and enjoy the holiday atmosphere. The weather should be unusually warm and i want to take advantage of that. I don't do Christmas shopping or anything like that this time of year hence the holiday season is not a stressful time of year for me but rather a relaxing time of year. 2015 has been an awesome year for me but 2016 is going to be even better.
Rave: Heck yeah, that holiday atmosphere <3
Rant Cry Complain: None right now. Honestly, none.
yeah my partner is slightly worse, mostly just takes the piss out of anything I say dream related, or gives me a quizzical look, thinking "you crazy!"
My partner has recently become interested in lucid dreaming after I mentioned it. He says he had a short lucid the other day. I hope he doesn't stumble upon DV and read all the shit that I wrote here.
My partner has recently become interested in lucid dreaming after I mentioned it. He says he had a short lucid the other day. I hope he doesn't stumble upon DV and read all the shit that I wrote here.
If you discover anything new about your lover isn't something to feel incredible about ?
Imean, everytime we discover something new about someone, is a piece of his/her personality that fits in the discovery puzzle that a relationship is, isn't ? Not something to hide... I don't know xD
My complain is that my life is so rushed lately that last time I had a LD feel like ages, even my FILDs isn't working this time around
Milly's brain: I need to wake up early tomorrow so I can clean up the house and bake christmas cookies, BETTER NOT SLEEP AT ALL RIGHT?
...
No brain, that's... That's not how it works... *exhausted*
My God, I wish everyone would shut up about the new Star Wars movie. Maybe it's because I'm late to the hype train (I had never seen any of them until my roommates made me watch all 6 over the course of 2 weeks this semester), but I really don't see what the huge nerdgasms are for. As far as I'm concerned, it's subpar acting, kinda meh special effects, and an uninteresting plot. Maybe I'm just not a huge fan of sci-fi (even though I absolutely loved Interstellar and the Martian (the book, haven't seen the movie yet)), but I really just don't see what the fuss is about.
And now my friends want to go see it tonight, and I don't have the heart to tell them I don't give a rip. I want to hang out with them, I really do. But I just can't imagine going to the theater an hour early, dealing with the millions of other people who will be in line trying to get in, then sitting down and being forced to watch a movie I care nothing about instead of actually getting a chance to interact with my friends.
"Going through life worrying about the little things is like cooking with motor oil instead of cooking oil. Sure, you can still probably pull it off, but it'll leave a bad taste in your mouth in retrospect." - Me, apparently
If you discover anything new about your lover isn't something to feel incredible about ?
Well, that really depends on what new 'anything' you discover...
and whats all this fuss with Xmas about anyway, tomorrow (22.12.15 04:48 AM (UT) ) is Winter-Solstice thats the real thing,
why did you all start worshipping an materialistic, old , fat man who deals a soft-drink with a far to high pH value?
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