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WILD Attempt 3


I didn't get the vibrations this time, but I did feel my heart pounding and whatnot. I was a lot more aware this time, I was trying to notice what was going on in my body, and I was doing my best to remember everything. I started out seeing a lot of blue, like last time (that was reassuring), and then I lost a little bit of awareness. I brought it all back and stuff, and then throughout the rest of my attempt, I started seeing stuff again, a lot more vividly than my first time. There were all of highways and cars and such, and I wanted to see if I could change it, so I tried to see a dojo, and it came out. I thought to myself "I must be close" and then it turned into a mountain with a huge roller coaster on it. I also heard some people in the imagery talking. My stepdad's voice said to me "just like that, you know?" I felt something crawling on my leg, but I was like "lol, that's not real" and it went away.

It was really weird, I felt like my perspective was changing a lot. You know how you can feel that your mind's in your head and you know where you are? I felt like my "mind" was flying around in figure-eights. Also, my eyes were darting around like CRAZY!

My air conditioner started up, and it made a loud noise, bringing me out of it. It was 5:30 here when I got up, and I need to go somewhere soon, so I'm not too upset, but I'm a little pissed that I didn't make too much progress.

Second WILD Attempt (July 7th 2011)

Welp, I went to try and WILD again today. I'm really excited, I'm trying to overcome my fears and I think it's working. I can only do it when it's light out though. Otherwise I get too nervous.

Anyway, I lied down and closed my eyes, breathing in and out and counting down from 100 with each breath, saying to myself "I will have a lucid dream". I swallowed twice, then I felt myself twitching, which was pretty cool. I accepted it and moved on. Then, I started to see some stuff. I saw in front of me, a pan with a chicken breast in it that I was flipping. Then it went away and I noticed I didn't hear anything outside, so I was all internal at that point. I eventually started feeling like I was moving fast, so I pictured myself flying through a field of blue, and then I started to involuntarily see blue. Next, I saw a big blue butterfly flapping its wings at me...it was so beautiful.

Then the assholes next door decided to start playing drums and I heard it, thinking it was a hallucination. I got startled again and bolted up, only to realize that I actually hadn't had any auditory hallucinations whatsoever. Total waste of awesome progress.

1. Closest to an LD

I was accidentally sleeping on my couch one morning before school. I should have been awake, but meh. I remember being in the Dream world, running from the back of my house to the front and down the street. I thought, "Hey, I was totally not here before...I'm so dreaming!". Then I was SO rudely interrupted by the threat of missing my bus in real life, so I was woken up by the parents again.

2. First SP! (July 6th 2011)

My first experience with SP was really fun. I woke up in the morning for the day, but I really didn't want to. It was earlier than I expected. So, after I ate and took a shower and what not, I was sitting in the reclining chair, and I decided to try and WILD. I stayed perfectly still in a (semi) sitting up position forever. I did simple math and thought about things and what not. I eventually started to think it wasn't going to work, but just like that, out of NOWHERE, my heart started POUNDING and POUNDING and I felt this ridiculously awesome vibration just zooming through my body, like I was in hyperdrive or something. I swallowed and got scared that I would ruin it, and in turn, I did. I wish I had ignored the swallow. Oh well.

3. Second SP! (July 6th 2011)

That same night, I had accidentally entered SP again. I was lying on the floor for some reason. I didn't want to go to bed quite yet. I worked out a little and just lied down. Everything in my memory is gone from here on, but I do remember seeing HI. I was behind a house at a barbeque, and I was...getting to know myself, for some reason. I heard a rather loud voice in my right ear and it startled me awake. I jumped up and was like "LOLOLOL DATS SP LOLOL". I was proud of myself that I didn't let the voice scare me, but in all honesty I think I shat myself a little.

I thought it was really funny that I almost had a WILD and I didn't even know I was attempting it.

The Most Amazing Awesome Dream I've Ever Had (Not Sure of a Date):
I was in this really cool Red and White suit, like the Crysis nanosuits. It had jets on the arms and feet and I flew everywhere. I was on a team with a bunch of other really cool suited people. We were in this massive dark city, and we had to break into this guys apartment and shoot it up with our laser arms. Then, we had to find some data on this computer.

Next thing I know I'm in a Gym for a school assembly, not sure why. I think we were supposed to show how much of a cool unit we were to the schoolchildren. One little asian kid said that I was so cool and he wanted my suit. I said "Thanks kid!" and flew off. It was like Crysis + Boba Fett.


July 5th-6th Night Time Dreams:

1. Weird Murder

Alright, so for some reason we were in this weird apartment that was just one big circle of a hallway. It was weird, and dark. Pretty sure it was raining too. Then all I remember from then on was that somehow, two kids died and I was really sad. The kids were on the floor. Then the police came at some point. It was very fragmented.


2. Odd Job Requirements.

I was applying for a job. For some reason, however, it was a requirement that I had to undergo some sort of surgery to my...manlier parts. I really didn't want to do it, but I really wanted a job. I remember being on the phone, pacing around my backyard, getting really upset that this was a necessarily thing to do. It was really infuriating, I really didn't feel like getting my rather large friend cut up and what not. I was woken up by the parents after.