To start out with, I'm 15 years old, slim, brunette, if that helps at all.
I've been having rape dreams lately that really freak me out. I used to have rape dreams something like every other day, but they are only a few times a week now, but they still happen often. The dreams used to involve random older men from my life, but only one man was repeated; my friend (Shelby)'s uncle. Shelby has been my very close friend for two years now, and I've been over to her house many times and spent the night a lot. Her uncle (who is technically just a close family friend, but who helped raise Shelby) lives with her and her family, so I've been around him and talked casually to him before.
I've had 8 or 9 rape dreams about him now. The dreams mostly all have different situations; the earlier ones involved him coming to my house while I'm alone, casually taking me, and raping me. The more recent ones involve more intimate situations; for example, in the latest one, I was sitting in his lap, and he put his arm around my waist and started rubbing my waist and between my legs with his other hand, whispered stuff in my ear, and then he grabbed me by the wrist and took me into another room to rape me. The more recent the dream, the more aggressive he is.
In reality, he hasn't done anything serious to give me dreams like that. A few times I saw his eyes glance down while I was talking to him, and once he was sitting beside me (Shelby was on my other side), and he put his hand on my thigh, but that's it.
He's a big guy (he's 35), and they live right down the street from me, so these dreams are really starting to freak me out. I don't know him that well, but he's nice to me (except when playfully teasing).
I'm sorry this is so long, I just wanted to make sure I had all the details, because I've been looking everywhere for a website like this. Does this dream mean anything? Any responses are appreciated.
*Also, sorry! I just realized there was a "Nightmares and Recurring Dreams" Section that I should have posted this in. Sorry. >_>
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