 Originally Posted by reflections
I've tried this at least 10 times for about one to two hours each time. Tonight I laid down at 1 AM. I closed my eyes, started counting. After an unknown amount of time, my arms and legs began to feel heavy.After some time, the darkness behind my eyelids became a void. At around that same time, it began to feel like I was being pulled, shrunk, pulled, like my body was growing then getting smaller. Sometime later, it began to get harder to breathe, like there was a weight on my chest. At around that same time, I couldn't feel my arms or legs at all, but I knew that they were there. I lingered in this state for an unknown amount of time, unable to proceed. When I tried to focus on the darkness behind my eyelids, my eyes kept blinking and I was afraid that I would accidentally open them. After roughly two hours of attempting this, the pipes in my bathroom make a racket that startled the living crap out of me. I could feel each beat of my chest, more than I've ever felt it before. Since I had laid there for about two hours, I decided to call it quits and got up to check what time it was. It was 3:28 AM. My mouth was dry and my limbs were and still are tingly.
I've had no hallucinations. There was one time when I first started and had laid my hands on my chest that I thought they were bound there, but that was about it. The only time I really ended up hallucinating was when I tried this thing called the Ganzfeld effect and thought I was laying on a raft in the ocean. Anyway, nothing interesting's happened and it's really frustrating because a couple of years back, from the time I was, like, 7 to 12, I was able to enter lucid dreams at will. Now? Nothing at all.
Does anyone have any suggestions?
Hey dude, yea you're not really gonna reach SP (or the correct term is REM Atonia, honestly it's all the same to me) right before you go to sleep. Wake up about 4-6 hours and then try it again. Even then honestly, I think it's still pretty hard but I'm sure if you practice more you'll be able to get it right. The reason I say this is because I suffer from SP from time to time and in my middle school days and even my freshman year I would get it a lot. I would be terrified because I didn't know what it was but now that I do I'm pretty pissed off at myself from not being able to take advantage of it. I had SP twice a couple of nights ago, and this time I relaxed and let go of myself. I closed my eyes and gave in to sleep.
By doing this I immediately felt a sensation of being dragged across my bed faster and faster, something close to exhilarating, almost close to a ride. It was like I was being sucked into a portal lol. Within seconds I found myself in a dream, still conscious of the fact that I had just gone to sleep. I did a RC and became lucid and went about my business.
It wasn't my intent to enter SP either, and I've been trying to induce it for days. I'm about to forget about it and find other induction methods, because I still get them from time to time. Now I know what to do with these episodes of SP.
Keep at it bro
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