Cool stuff MasterMind.Thanks.
How do you expect something or someone to get attracted to you when you are not BEING you?!!
I seriously missed it.BEING ME!Till the age 12 I was ME.Now that I lost it I know what an awesome thing it was...
Freedom,Confidence,Happiness and even more...But then I started noticing my imperfections.I started comparing myself to others,feeling incomplete etc.As the time passed I unconsciously kept doing it.I got away and away from ME.Now after 5 years,I realize what the hell I just did to myself.Now that I want to fix it,it just seems impossible.This NOT BEING ME has turned to a habit and don't know how to get rid of it.I mean I don't have any idea who I am so try to be that...Anyway enough off topic.

Well having the right mindset is cool and necessary for WILD.But being free of what prevents you from having a successful WILD(for me is usually expectation,which not only ruins my attempt but also I get punished but not falling asleep the whole night) is not that easy.Specially if you're used to the wrong one.In my most successful attempts I was just focusing on my breath and nothing else.But don't know what the hell happened that made me expect whenever I try and it lead to not falling asleep and I guess that subconsciously I got to the point that by trying WILD or even thinking about that upon waking up during night I expect to not fall asleep.I should find a way to fix it...
This mindset is really tricky to understand because if you want to achieve freedom from outcome, gues what then you have an outcome..
Cool,but by trying to achieve freedom from it,just makes me think about it more and I guess it makes it worse for me(I know I'm doing it wrong somehow)