In the past year, I've gone from only pretty much having DILDs my whole life, to finally experiencing WILDs and DEILDs. The key was using these vibrations that have occurred naturally all my life. I just didn't know what to do with them. I was a little scared of them, because let's face it, they feel kinda crazy. But I've been eyeballing this class, and talking with RareCola who recommends this class highly over the past several months. Anyway, what I'm getting at, is that I finally induced the vibrations for the first time, instead of just waiting for their rare and random occurrence. This is a huge step for me, because if I can repeat it, then I can increase the frequency of having WILDs, vs hoping and waiting for random DILDs. Nothing wrong with DILDs, don't get me wrong. I am just happy that I'm getting better at WILDing! And alot of the reason is because of this class. And patience. Tons of patience. Like literally, YEARS of patience. Also, I may have remedied a schema or two in the process. Here's an excerpt:
I was lying on my right side, and felt the urge to roll over. I did partially, then decided to keep in the same position and try for a WILD. I did this indescribable thing that I always do to concentrate the vibrations once they start. But they hadn't started yet, I just kinda mentally went "fishing" for them, if that makes any sense. They came, but the first round was really weak. I tried again, and they flooded over me just like they normally do. Then I decided that in those few seconds, where I normally wait to "open my dream eyes" and start out the LD in my room, I tried to imagine another place. ANY other place. And I waited for it to form on my eyelids, and skip the whole "open eyes" thing, because I believe that's just a schema I created for myself, unintentionally. I saw some bright sunlight and a sparkly blue sky appear, and a window. A huge window, like the whole wall was window. With a little cushion seat. I was still lying on a bed in the same position though lol. But it was most definitely not my room, and I didn't recognize anything outside of the window. I got up slowly, and things were so vivid. I could hear the sound of me moving in the bed, moving the blankets, my skin scraping across the sheets. I wondered if I was hearing residual sounds of my real body moving around in the bed irl. So I proceeded slowly. I got to the window and looked outside: it was a sparkly day, with snow melting away from buildings and trees that were not familiar. Christmas lights hung loosely from some of the trees and bushes. I pressed my head to the window and moved through it. When I got outside, things changed. It got darker (ffuu), but I just plodded along down the block. I walked past that SAME pool, which made me mad for some reason. "Really?!" I didn't want to revisit it. Those carvings still looked icky to me. I wish I had thought of the basic ski task though, since at least that water was shallow and I had already been in it. Oh well. I couldn't really think of much to do, and I was getting a bit randy anyway. I found a clothing shop with some women inside, so I went in...
New Found Control over WILDing - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views
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