 Originally Posted by Occipitalred
I struggle to even want to be mindful. There's a part of me that really wants to be mindful and another that just wants to sleep, so to speak. And the sleeping voice has such an easier way. I've got to fix that.
That all depends on your goals, and what you really want out of mindfulness. A few examples:
1.) I practice mindfulness (general) so that I can control my reactions. An example is, say you are in a grocery store and you are not hungry. You see something; a food item which has been specifically researched to make you hungry, from the packaging down to it's placement and the words used in any ad that may be present. Through mindfulness, I see easily my sudden hunger, realize that I am being manipulated, and can choose to give in (because I want that thing) or to simply observe the thought until it evaporates, which it inevitably will.
2.) I practice "ADA" when in the world, as said before, because it is very difficult to ambush an alert individual. As an aside, it is not paranoia, I simply enjoy doing this, and it has helped on many occasions.
3.) Finally: RRC, Dream Yoga (a modified version), and self-awareness in general I practice for lucid dreaming.
Your goals will be different. You may find that ADA is your best LDing practice. The point is to find this out, and as a result your motivation will go up, and you can decide when and where to use your mindfulness.
Now, let's say I do become like you and can easily become mindful and let my mindfulness go and so on in a continuous and very productive cycle. Could I, and how would I, stay mindful while doing something that requires a lot of attention and that must be done rapidly such as writing an essay or learning a specific something? That is, I have no time to stop and ask myself any irrelevant question about my position and my context. Am I just making all of this too complicated? As I said, being sentient beings, we are conscious a 100% of the time so I already do have all day awareness. Techniques such as ADA and RCC "only just" allow us to be more aware of our position, our context, our influences and our effects. Therefore, if I have good mindfulness habits, if I've got to stop questioning myself for a while, just so I can get lost in creating a piece of art or what have you, I can just remain alert of what I am doing and after or here and there ask myself the awareness questions and focus my attention here and there and remember where I stand in time and etc... and I will have an optimal awareness? Is it this simple? That is the answer to the long sought ideal awareness?
"Ideal" as a universal is not something I would focus on, because again, you have to find your own ideal awareness. To answer your first question: again in my personal case, when I am learning a physical skill for example, I will at first have to focus on it entirely until I develop the muscle memory to expand my awareness beyond the activity. With physical skills it becomes very difficult to explain the zone you can end up in, but it is very tranquil. I am getting off the point though, which is simply that with practice you can eventually choose to be mindful even during very complex physical activity, like martial arts.
In the case of writing an essay, you got me there. There is never a time where I even want to be mindful continuously through this. I like short stories myself, and while I am reading or writing them it is just no fun to lose the fantasy; but that is why I do the RRC, because it takes that effort to pull myself away, and that is in my opinion the most important time to periodically become aware if you want to become aware in those dreams where you are fully engrossed.
If you do focus training (I forgot the term used in yoga, but it is one-pointed focus on an object) you will soon learn of the conscious mind's problem with multi-tasking, which is why actions must become unconscious through practice. Unfortunately, some actions cannot be rendered automatic.
There is really no single answer, but in my case it is periodic self-awareness during really taxing conscious activities, or just really enjoyable ones. Sometimes I simply don't want to be mindful. I am a daydreamer after all (big time). However since my goals listed above take up a large portion of my time, I find myself pretty aware most of the time.
You raise some great questions by the way.
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