Originally Posted by mimihigurashi
Hi, I have a few questions, if you don't mind.
Firstly, how can you be a Christian when you...
I used to be very anti christianity, because of all their faults and the horrible things that have done to the natives of other countries. What I sought out back then was to discover something true, something that I simply called goodness. Once I saw the face of evil my being wished for something to be called good in order to oppose such a thing. Upon reading some verses of the new testament, the words of Jesus, i found that no one has promised the things that he promises. I could find no fault with the man, and so I called him master. It is very hard to reconcile the truth with religious beliefs. Rest assured my faith was very much under attack and I was covered in doubt. But I understood something from the old philosophers. Evil is not something in itself, its nothingness, it's as much something as a hole in the ground. thats not a thing, it is a lack of a thing. Darkness is the same way, its a absence of light. Evil, ignorance, is just the absence of knowledge. If you knew that that evil path would not lead you to your happiness (the purpose of human life), and not instant gratification but the lasting kind, you would not follow it. If you knew the outcome of that path you would choose differently. Goodness as knowledge (all truths, even the scientific ones who are all in a state of theory and not yet fact). I can now reconcile my faith with what i know; Jesus has yet to return, heaven has yet to arrive or be made. The world is ruled by evil (as the bible states) and only one being in our entire history has promised to save all those who wish to be saved. I could go on this topic for quite a while, showing you the various real life aspects of evil in this world (like Jay Z wearing a shirt that says; "Do as thou wilt, that is the whole of the law" (another joke, its self contradicting. Do as thou wilt because there is no law is more accurate.) or presidents of countries and celebrites and random people in power who like flash with their hands the devil horns like they were some kind of heavy metal fans. but you can easily find that on the internet. *puffpuff*
Originally Posted by mimihigurashi
Also, you say not to ever complain that no one told us the truth, that it's own own damn fault for not believing. Don't you think that's a bit harsh? I mean some skepticism, especially when you are not experienced in this field, is healthy. Do you expect your average Joe to believe this stuff without any evidence?
you're right, it is quite harsh, but you see how it is true. Joe will not believe it. we all know this, but he was at least given a chance. thats more than most people get. remember the allegory of the cave? no matter what the truth is, once it is presented to the population, that person(s) will be treated very badly and treated like delusionals. the one thing i have to do to cement this particular argument is to force you to admit that you are the ones sitting in the cave looking at shadows and in fact not the ones making the shadows.
Originally Posted by Sageous
IFirst, what jumped out at me most is this: what is with all the attacks, threats, and fighting? I've been at this for decades, and over the course of many thousands of dreams I have very rarely been in fights in LD's...Do you have any insights into this
Oh, i used to be a very peaceful man. i could easily solve disputes and end fights before they even begin. Now my enemies are many, and were you to judge me based on them youd call me the finest of chaps. I used to be, and id rather i was still, but i was tortured by them every hour of every day for 4 years straight, and they have been trying to turn me into one of them (what you call a demon) since my earliest memories. and not just me, my brothers and sisters too, though i dont know what they had planned for them. There are two main groups that ive encountered. one good, and one who does not give a damn (do as thou will, there is no law) . the current goverment of your particular country, and there are many other unaffiliated people. you have not encountered any violence because you are of no threat to them, of no particular value above anyone elses, have simply escaped the attention of predators, no one is competing for you or trying to destroy you.or you could simply, after all your time there, be already protected and not sought after by any competition. Im protected in this way but im also sought after so it becomes a fight, a war, violence and death, ripping out limbs and cracking skulls with your teeth. There are many who fall prey to them and have no idea what to do, for example....schizophrenics,my kind are mostly always made into food. my kind are rarely awakened because they are simply too powerful. The naturals simply have too much potential. We are trouble and so we're usually kept in the dark, under many delusions, thinking that god himself is talking to us, and all of this time we are been feed upon. there are other groups as well, specifically the lost children (those are dont survive the darkness, children turned into murderers, rapists, pedophilies, suiciders...all the dark paths they do walk, and all leading to hell, hence why they are lost) but this would be the best example of someone in dire need of some tool, concept, or weapon in order to do some violence upon their captors. once you see them for whom they are, id hope youd pick up your guns and get to work on saving people...which then goes to this...
Originally Posted by Sageous
Are all spirits really a bunch of rapists and murderers? Seems a bit harsh...
this is a piece of contention between me and them as well. they are not -all- like this, i would hope but dont know. but there are a very large number who are, both good and evil. it comes down to certain definitions. since you cannot really die, the soul is immortal. so lets say, like one of the 'good' told me one day' that you kill someone and then take over their body. "i needed a new body!" was her answer. if a good person can do this without much moral conflict within their being, than it would be an easy guess that the evil out there do it as well, and in greater numbers. as for the rape part, my argument was this...if you found a passed out girl, had sex with her without her knowing, than put her in her bed cleaned her up, and there were no diseases transmitted to her, would that be rape if she didnt remember it? my answer is yes. Now for their side; they can come into your dream and have sex with you (and as far as i understand it spiritual sex and real sex are the same, with the spiritual one being potentially more gratifying and intense) Now this sex is done without consent. I ventured to them this...if you were to ask that girl if you could have sex with her in her dreams, what do you think would be the answer? again, sex without consent. i call that rape. they resist this assessment.
Originally Posted by Sageous
Finally, it would be great if you could elaborate on your "reach the school" paragraph. This seems very interesting, but a lot seemed to be left out. What is the school, and what will happen?
Im not in good terms with many people out there, and ive only been led to the School once. I saw many different people there, all kinds of them being taught lessons that were beyond my dreaming ability to comprehend or follow (and i was never good at school anyway) but I was told that you need this training in order to be effective. There was something about a flame that you needed to claim, like a graduation thing of sorts. I cant elaborate more than this because they refuse to speak to me about such things. they dont want me to learn more than i already know because i am a threat, the mere act of writing these posts is a threat to them. i dont know how to reach it, but if in a lucid state, if you were to seek it, chances are you will find it. I am also aware of a very high tower where you stand on a pad, and it tells you everything about your being. It overwhelmed me the first and only time a tried. like i said, they dont want me to learn, because with just one sentence, just a few words, i can extrapolate their current state of mind, what they believe in, and what their intentions are. So im left in the dark, but you can go and do this.
some clues about them; They are often, not always, encountered as a group. with many working as one, one as many. when asked where the live or where they are, their answer has always been the same "We are here and there" these are their terminologies, and they recognize it well if spoken to them.
sorry for the harshness, both past and present, but ive been fighting them for many years now and ive developed a sort of a mean streak that i try to keep bottled up so as to not affect those who dont deserve to be spoken to in such a way.
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