Hopeless Wanderings

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular/lucid dreams: 6-25-09

I finally had a (very short) DILD!!!!

Monica Fragment

I really dont remember that much.. I remember these two guys chasing eachother by a barn in the woods... or something like that... and then a friend named Monica showed up and I dont know.. I was Elsia Star.. and something happened to me.. I dont remember what.. well anyway she called 911 for some reason and said "can i request an ambulance?" but one never showed up..I wasnt actually hurt though and I think she knew that. then later she said that we need to visit the (something, idk what she called it..something up in the sky). I tried to fly up with her but it didnt work. then the next thing i remember is standing by a lake with Monica and the lake was covered with clouds and so was the sky. then..

i realized I was dreaming.. but i wasnt sure if I wanted to have an LD because then I knew that this wouldnt seem real anymore.. and I would know that none of this is actually real. I had a choice: have an LD or just forget that I was dreaming and continue with my amazing adventure. Since I hadnt had an LD in a long time, I decided I'd give it a try. Even though I knew I was dreaming, I did a reality check and looked down at my hands but they looked normal. I still knew I was dreaming though. I started loosing the dream so I tried dream spinning, but I started hearing music, repeating itself over and over, and it was waking me up.. I thought it was coming from the real world.. but it was actually my dream music waking me up. Thats all I remember.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dream: 6-23-09

this dream was awesome!


Believe Show Actress

I don't really remember the first part of the dream, but what I do remember is all the amazing things that happened. I was part of the cast of Criss Angel's Believe show. I can kind of remember performing on the stage for the first time, i was sone kind of character who danced and stuff in the background i think. im not sure if Criss was there or not. What I remember very clearly, is walking to the Believe theatre to put on the second show. I was thinking about my mom, and how she would be proud of me for working so hard, even though it was only the second show. I couldnt believe how lucky I was to have this amazing job. I was totally loving life. I went through the doors passed the Believe store, but instead of leading to a hallway that leads to the theatre, it lead right to the actual theatre. I met up with some of the other cast members and producers there. One of the directors or whatever said that one of the dancers, i dont know the name but it was one of the main characters-a girl dressed as a doll in a red dress just like in real life, was sick and couldnt make it to the show. I told the other dancers and they started looking for a replacement. A few minuets later, I was on the balcony and the show was starting. For some reason I wasnt backstage, I was watching the show, waiting to see if the girl would show up and waiting for my turn to go on stage. My sister happened to be sitting by me. Finally, a guy went on stage and announced that the show was starting. Criss Angel levitated down from the ceiling and everyone started screaming and cheering(just like what happened in real life). I screamed too, but my voice sounded really weird. My sister said something about my voice being weird, and I told her I lost my voice, or something like that. After Criss Angel planted his feet on the stage, the curtain went down. They stopped the show temporarily so that they could find a replacement for the girl. I spread my arms and flew down to the stage. I dont remember what happened then. Later, I flew back up to the balcony, trying to impress the people who were starting at me by flapping my arms. That was the only time in a dream that I didn't actually have to flap my arms to keep flying(I did anyway though.) I was, after all, Elsia Star. Well anyway, thats pretty much all I remember before my friend waking me up in the morning.

Throughout the day, whenever I thought about the dream I had, I smiled. I kept remembering the feeling of how lucky I was and how amazing I felt.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dream: 6-12-09

Jumping Off Buildings to Criss

I had a dream that me and my dad went to Las Vegas and stayed in this really old, creepy house. I got freaked out because I kept hearing strange noices. I was so scared that when my dad said he had to get something form the basement, I begged him not to leave me alone. He went anyways.. So I left the house and decided to look for Criss Angel. Since he has a show called Believe, which I've seen in real life, I decided to go to the building were his show was in hopes that he would be there. On the way to the building, I would fly up to the top of buildings and jump off them just for fun. I even jumped off the Stratophere(the tallest tower in the midwest). Anyways, when I finally got there, it was a huge cream colored building(instead of the Luxor hotel where his show is in real life) that had a banner on it with the name of Criss's show. All of a sudden, a helicopter headed towards the building and prepared to land on top of it. I was sure that Criss was in it becuase tons of his fans suddenly started cheering and taking pictures of it. I got out my camera because I wanted to show my mom a picture of him, but the camera started changing forms, and soon the lense had disappeared. I didn't know what to think of it. Thats all I remember of that dream..



For some reason, I always have dreams where I am flying or jumping off buildings. They are rarely LDs, though.