dream fragment

I know I had some interesting dreams last night, but poor recall sucks.
Also tried DEILD but kept forgetting to keep still after I'd woken up

-I was outside with some people and there was a huge Packers logo on the ground made of snow. We got a permit so that we were allowed to walk on it and we ended up throwing snow everywhere and had fun destroying it. (Note: I have nothing against the Packers - I am actually a Packers fan!)

-Ghost mystery type dream with Patricia Arquette from Medium(tv show)!

Just remember fragments.

-Up north with parents and Niki, I suggested we go to coffee shop but then decided to make coffee at cabin. My mom gave me like 200$ and my grandpa was going to give me some money. Eventually I realized I was naked the entire time because I forgot to get dressed

-at a train station going somewhere but I had no idea how to use the train or get a ticket and it was a very sketchy environment

Don't remember much. Main reason I'm posting this is to record the sleep paralysis I experienced, which I think is only the second time ever that I experienced it. Quite scary.

-4 people dying in a beautiful tragedy style dream

-I'm on the street by my house french kissing everyone I see. I realize I'm lucid, and decide to go to my neighbor's house to see who's home but I wake up.

-I died and went to heaven. I'm opening drawers that when you open them seem to go on forever.

I wake up, but I can't move. I can't even open my eyes. It's scary but I figure I'll come out of it eventually I try to fall back asleep in hope that when I wake up I won't be paralyzed anymore, but I somehow am finally able to move. Sometime during this I hear things like my dad in my room(in RL he's not at the house) and my dog(also not here in RL). Weird dream-like state.

I don't think this is even worth posting, but I want to record as much as I possibly can to help improve my recall.

-Was with my mom picking up my dad somewhere(airport?) and I was bored of waiting so I went driving down the road(and went rollerblading?)

-I had a Christmas present that I didn't give to my dad yet. For some reason I didn't like the way it was wrapped so I opened it and then wrapped it again

-I was walking down my street dancing happily. People were staring but I didn't care.

yeah.. pointless entry.

regular dreams: 9-6-10

The first two dreams are from several nights ago and they are kinda depressing/disturbing. I don't really know why I had these dreams, probably from watching too many scary movies or something. The last dream is from last night. I can't remember much so they are just fragments.

Rape
I don't know who's house we were at, mine or someone else's. There was this middle aged woman there, with curly brown hair. I was just standing there watching as this guy was creeping around the outside of the house trying to break in. I called the cops but the line was busy and they never came. The guy got in the house and raped her right in front of me. This happened multiple times, it was like the dream was repeating itself and I couldn't change the outcome.

My Suicide
I was in my room and I'm not sure why but I wanted to die. So I think I took some pills or maybe cut my wrists, I don't remember. There were some people trying to get in my room and help me but they couldn't. I knew that I wouldn't die no matter what because I think part of me might have known that I was in a dream and I can't get injured in dreams. So all I really remember is sitting on the floor in my room dying.. or not.

Late For Class
It was third block(hour, class, whatever) and I was at my locker talking to a friend. I had forgotten what class I had next and the time clock was counting down. I started freaking out and looked at my schedule and saw that I had accounting class next(I don't even take that class in real life) and it was downstairs. So I hurriedly walked to the back of the school and to the right to a staircase(even though there's not one there in real life) and got to class like 5 minutes after the bell rang. But it didn't matter because the teacher said he never takes attendance and didn't care. Then I realized that I might have early lunch instead of late so I didn't even know if I was supposed to be there.

8-10-10

It's been too long since I'd last posted a dream, but lately I haven't been remembering any dreams. I think this is because I go to bed so late and don't allow myself to sleep very late to make up for it. I'm really trying to go to bed earlier so hopefully I can remember more. For now I guess I'll just post some fragments.

My sister came home from her trip. I was sad because I had just finished the last piece of the rainbow cake(YES, me and Middy and Aubrey from DV all made a rainbow cake for a party in real life! It was yummy.) and I wanted her to try some.

Also something about all my friends being in a huge shower, including me. I don't think we were actually showering, and we weren't naked or anything..

Something about parking my car and then parking it again and again because I couldn't make up my mind.

lucid dreams: 7-22-10

I have been having trouble remembering my dreams lately, so I can only recall fragments.


Short Lucid Fragment

In one dream, I was talking to someone who I think was important. Actually, they were talking to me. I was lucid the whole time, but just sat there and listened. The background was a blue sky, and we were up in the clouds. I wish I could remember what was being said.


Mr. Echo

I think this dream might have been a lucid one since I wanted to wake up from it..

I fell back asleep using the FILD method, which actually works really well. But when the dream opened, Mr. Echo from the television show Lost showed up. For some reason, I was really scared of him and didn't want to see him or talk to him so I tried to wake myself up again. He said something like "no.. wait!" but it was too late.I was drifting in and out of the dream. Finally I decided to return to the dream but I just couldn't get back to it.

regular dreams: 7-7-10

I haven't been remembering much of my dreams lately so I haven't been posting anything.. I'm going to Colorado for awhile so I won't be able to post anything even if I do remember a dream.

Here are some parts that I remember from the dreams I had last night:

I remember something about a woman getting tons of abortions. She was some kind of slut and like every week or so she would have to go get an abortion. I watched her do it a few times. They stuck this thing up her womanly part...But one time they couldn't get it to go in... yea it was really gross and random.


Also, I remember being at a pool and this black girl who was about my age started drowning. Some lifeguards jumped in and fished her out but she wasn't breathing so they started working on her. It caused like a whole crowd of people to circle around the scene.. She finally coughed up some water and said "What happened?" I don't think anyone replied.. Then they put her on a stretcher and in an ambulance.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 5-23-10

I tried so hard to have a WBTB LD. I got up around 6am and went on DV for awhile, then tried to go back and LD but after like half an hour I gave up because my pets wouldn't stop making noise.


Fragments:
girls house-in trouble? tried to help her i think..
strict parents, dad w/shotgun
Friend named Monica there
I remember when the mom came in, I tried to hide first in the ceiling, then when she looked up I would fly down low by the carpet, she eventually saw me.
ran outside-line of people by a beach, dad with shotgun
we stood there, dodging bullets and made it alive


-rollerskating girl who worked at a popcorn shop

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 5-3-10

The Tornado

I was outside of my house and I saw a miniature tornado at the corner of my street. It was like a small dust tornado type thing, so I decided to go take a look at it. But as I got closer, it started to pull me in. All of a sudden, I was going around in circles in the tiny tornado, which was weird because the tornado was about half the size of me, with a super strong force. Out of no where this black guy caught me. He was dressed in all black with super white eyes and a shaved head. Kind of creeped out and shaken up, I returned home and told my parents about the incident. Then, the sky turned a light yellow color and the wind started to pick up. My mom yelled for us to run into the basement, but my dad sat staring through the window, saying "that's awesome!". I turned to the window and saw the sky a dark purple color, and the grass and trees a bright color, lighten up from the yellow sky behind the house. The grass and trees were blowing like crazy in the howling wind. I yelled for my dad to get up and run to the basement, and he quickly got up and started running. When we got into the basement, my mom and dad went under the pool table for protection. For some reason, I didn't feel safe under the pool table, so I opened up the foot rest on the tan colored recliner and crouched underneath it. We could hear the wind blowing super hard, and I imagined that it was blowing down our house, along with everything in sight. All of a sudden, my chair started to lift off the ground. I tried to hold it down but realized that it was no use. The wind had sucked my chair out of the basement, which was odd because we were in the basement and nothing else was flying around. I started to go towards another room in the basement to find some other shelter but then my dad came out and said the storm was over. He went upstairs first, followed by me and then my mom. I looked outside to see the yellow sky again.


The Lance Armstrong Book

Nicole and I were at the library when she told me that she had accidentally returned the Lance Armstrong book I let her barrow into the library's return box. She told me that I probably would not be able to get it back because the librarians would think it was their book now. I was angry because this was my dad's book and I wanted it back. When I finally got the courage to go ask someone about it, the checkout counter turned into a movie theater snack bar. I ordered a cup of water because I was poor from buying a movie ticket earlier(movie tickets are super expensive these days) and asked her about the book. She gave me a cup of water and looked for the book. I think she found it.. I don't really remember. Then I was going to go to the movie that I got a ticket for but realized that it had started 20 minutes ago. I saw some of my friends standing in lines but they didn't look happy to see me because they were with other friends of theirs. That's all I remember.

Dream Fragments:
-sitting on a church bench for like two hours
-eating food in a hotel room that had 3 bathrooms and was huge

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 4-30-10


The internet hasn't been working lately so I wasn't able to put up any dreams for the last couple of days and I forgot about them. Last night I had some amazing dreams, though I don't remember all the details. For now I am just going to list some of the fragments that I remember.


Fun with Flying
-sidewalk w/ppl
-jumping&flapping arms, practicing, getting better
-some guy......

Britt's Arm
-some big wound on arm

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 8-18-09

Locker Confusion

I couldnt figure out which locker was mine and I didn't know the combination so I went to the front office. they gave me a late pass and I was late to 8th hour. I was happy about that because I have a teacher I don't like for 8th hour. On the bus ride home, instead of school buses, people rode in tan Tahoe cars. I looked for my number but I couldnt find it. Finally, some lady pointed me in the right direction. It looked like a pink ice cream truck. I got in.


Fragments

My sister looked under the couch and found lucid dreaming books. She gave me two of them.

Oh and I had a dream about Frisky, my sisters cat that had to be put down on October 31st, 2008. I don't really remember how the dream went.I remember thinking, "hmm thats strange, he came back from the dead." What I should have thought was: "Frisky is dead. Why can I see him now? Hmm.. maybe its because I'm DREAMING"

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-2-09

I am getting worse at this. I cant remember my dreams as good as I used to. I'm not working hard enough. I need to start focusing.


Fragments


Something about school. AGAIN.

Something about going to a waterpark. I was Elsia Star so I flew off a ledge for fun.

something about me and ali watching that one tv show.. but i was also part of the movie... some girl kept telling too many people who she was.

something about me and brittany going up north. it took forever to load the car and stuff.


you know what? I really have to start actually focusing and writing down dreams the moment i wake. so i think im going to start writing in a journal-pen and paper. but i think i'll still keep this dream journal also.

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 7-1-09

Hmm I dont really remember.

Fragments

Something about school. I cant stop dreaming about school!

Something about driving....

Originally Posted by ElsiaStar

regular dreams: 6-29-09

I'm in such a bad mood tonight. I didn't feel like recording my dreams at all today. Maybe I'll finally do it.


Fragment


I went to some party at an ice skating place with Rachel. Her mom drove us there.

dont feel like saying anymore.