nito89

I am with Joe, giving him a lift, he says he needs to pick up a lawnmower.
It is clear to me that i am in my nottingham dreamscape, which i have mentioned before.

We drive around and i dont know the roads at all, im getting confused and really frustrated, often taking wrong turnings. I pull over the next to a sort of par/ field. Its behind loads of posts with a pole connecting them, its black. The field is like a slow and steady downhill bank.
There are lots of people on the grass, i look around and its night time, there are a few trees about and the road leads down to streets with loads of houses.

As im pulling up i say "I just wish i knew where we are." Joe assures me that it is fine and tells me to wait for him. He heads off down a path to the left of the grass.
I get out the car climb over the small posts and onto the grass, i then lay down on the top (and highest part of) the bank with my belly on the floor and head in hands.
After a few minutes i see a group of 3 lads walking up the path to my left, the one in the middle looks at me, so i nod at him slowly and he nods back, then carries on walking.

I look down the bank at some of the people, there is one guy playing acoustic guitar, he has dark short hair, across one eye, similar to myself, but shorter. I notice he isn't very good at playing guitar. Suddenly i start to slide slowly down the hill towards a group of people. I have no control here and find this very bizarre, I start thinking to myself " i wonder if i am dreaming" but i have no time to dwell because all of a sudden i am in the middle of a group of people and they are all staring at me. I quickly introduce myself and they smile at me.

The guy on guitar begins to play "stay together for the kids" quite poorly and i am wondering if i could ask him if i could have a go. he stops playing, looks up and notices that me and the new group of DC's i am with are watching and listening to him, he asks "who am i?" i smile and raise my hands above my head, "Blink 182" i say, at the same time as the guy next to me.

I slide down a little further and the group starts to watch me again, i say "i can't stop sliding down the hill, im sorry." the group smile and i get up.
I decide its time to leave. I make my way up the hill and off the grass. I notice there is a huge queue of people waiting to get on the grass. A tall black guy makes a comment about me as i walk past him. I cant remember what he says but it annoys me. I stop and turn to him and make a comment about his afro being crap and i remember saying "ive seen white guys with better afros than that, put some effort into it, son"

Everyone is now laughing at the guy, he swings for me but misses, i lunge at him straight away but people are dragging me backwards, i swing again and manage a pathetic hit on his arm, i think to myself ah man that was poor but as i look at him he is holding his arm and seems to be in pain. i smile to myself.

I head back to my car and the door is wide open, i panic and and check inside the car to see if anything was stolen. There are mud splashes everywhere, its so dirty, i look into the back and there is a black lawn-mower on the back seat covered in mud but i cant see joe anywhere.
I get in the car and notice that it is different from my own, the CD-player isnt the same, so i open the glove compartment and see what i usually keep in there isn't there (just old letters etc) i get in the car and say "this isn't my car, this head-unit is wrong, there are no letters. This is NOT my car."
i try the ignition and it works with the key im carrying, i know this isnt my car and start wondering about dreams again but notice there is alot of people stood up now staring at me so i close the door and drive off.

I dont know where i am and keep making wrong turnings again - i get woken up by my alarm.

Fragment 2

I am in a shop and realise that some old school friends work there, i am sat on the stairs to the shop, about half way up, leaning on a railing with two of my friends from school crouched next to me. One of them is Scott, but i cant remember who the other one is.
We talk for a while and Scott says "don't ya think gemma is pretty fit?" He points over to a girl and i recognise her as a friend from school. i look at her for a moment and then say "no, besides scott, your gay!" I giggle and scott smiles, he asks me "how did you know?" - "Scott, i knew you were gat before you did, but the fact you've always been the campest person i ever knew kinda gave it away!"
We both start laughing.

He points again "theres Lauren" i look up and see a girl sat/leaning on the railing just down from me, she has dark hair and is very attractive, i recognise her straight away as lauren from school.
I tell scott and the other that i have to go now. I get up and buy some things and leave the shop. When i leave i have a bike with me and have to hold this up along with all the shopping. I get frustrated with it after about 2 mins of walking and kick the bike quite hard. It ghost rides for a few metres and then falls to the right and hits the ground. 3 people are standing a few feet away from where the bike lands, they are all wearing black suites. There is 2 elderly men and 1 young woman, she is small and blonde with her hair tied back in a pony-tail. I walk up to my bike, pick it up and put 2 bags on the left handle bar and one on the right, i carry on walking. The suites are staring at some small plaque on the wall to the left of me.

As i'm walking past one of the elderly man says " Here boy, what do you think of this?" i read the plaque and it said "suicide scorers" I gave the man a questioning look and he says to me "its our team, what do you think?"
"well.... It's a little bit Emo isn't it?" i reply, the two men look shocked but the woman laughs and agrees with me. The men say i dont know what im talking about and walk away, i laugh. The woman smiles at me and says "you think thats bad, you should try working with them." we laugh together and i pat her affectionately on he arm "good luck" i tell her.
She smiles at me, says "thank you" and starts to stroke my face/cheek.

I wake up.