D1 - I am playing god and creating people, but I need the correct material in correct propotions. Everything is under control ~^ D2 - I am in my classroom, the idea of control is a figment of someone else's imagination. The kids have no connection with me, they are "playing up" refusing my control. I send one child after another to "sit out" but they are milling about like walking dead zombies, and kind of hostile too Oo. [Comment] I am trying to control things and have expectation of things that are unacceptable. I need to accept what is and go with the flow, not try and force what is into another shape.