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Looking after a load of kids thats wont tidy up.
Next i'm wearing clothes of a special material so that i'm protected, I'm even wearing the clothing over my head.
I then start to make myself change by making my bones expand, until i look like a giant bat with ribs for wings, quite gory, I have to stop as the expansion feels like it will make my skull explode if I continue.
False awakening, in some flat overlooking a street with shops.

Was going on some kind of a trek (journey). Next I was talking to guy about them supplying avocado's to local shops I joked and said have you got a jungle or something to be able to compete with other sources, which made him glum so I spent rest of time trying to distract him.

to be cont...

Notes:
This is the 2nd dream in a row where I have met a dark haired woman who was nice to me. Before the dream I had written an intention to meet my dream guide. We will see what happens in subsequent dreams.

no recall due to no energy, emotionally drained from work and stress at home

D1 - needing to see a solicitor
D2 - Walking through gardens in the baking heat, back garden is natural and covered with vines. At the front of the house my brother is standing on a well kept lawn. I talk to him about something to do with houses and gardens.

D3 - I am with a survivor colony, we are somewhere very barren looking. The earth is blackened, maybe volcanic. I then go down into a cavern which is open wide the surface. We are all in rags and are discussing how to survive.

D1 - Staying in a small apartment . My partner does something seemingly unforgivable. My daughter is shocked and I feel ashamed. I tell her its over and im leaving, I cannot believe her. She just laughs in my face and says fine, go. I am left feeling desolate as I realise she knows I cannot leave while my daughter is still there. She continues to laugh and goads me into leaving

D2 - I am in a classroom. None of the kids will listen to me and infact two in particular who are talking back to me. They refuse point blank to do anything. Eventually I try to rally the other children to speak up and say why their peers should respond.
On leaving the classroom a manager makes a passing comment that I need to have all my work done and submitted by end of the day. Despite the fact they had seen how unruly my class was they gave no thought of support, the opposite infact lol.

[comment]
These dreams were very unusual as they were very near the mark to actual real life events. All have actually happened.

[dream was interesting due to the fact a) I thought issue was resolved b) didn't realise I was thinking about this in the day
=> unresolved & was not a verbalised thought but still there]
D1 - At work, head was checking books, children had answered all questions wrong, even though they were simple for them 6-2=
Other teachers defended me as if to say was not my teaching clearly children were not listening, or paying attention to their work.
Outcome other manager set work for me to do.

[Primal source of feelings]
D2 - A silver tray is full of very gloopy redish pink viscous stuff with lumps of muscle or flesh in it. It is alive, the red is kind of blood.
Someone is looking for me, but i am hidden, hidden inside the flesh and blood, the body.
I jump out at the end. Ta dar! style.

[Delay tactics 1,2 &3]
D3 - I avoid submitting some artwork by sending different peices of art, they come alive and battle to delay the viewer.
There are 3 waves of attack. The last is made up of lovely fiery bowpeople all in flames, firing arrows.

[Comments]
It is interesting to see that it is not my actions of the day that are important but what resides in the background or behind my actions.
I repressed thinking about work, reading a zombie book and doing artwork : these all plopped to the surface in my dreams.