lucid

04.07.2016

(DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I fell asleep during SSILD before I intended to, during the first minute of short cyckes, and found myself semi-lucid in a dream.

I was talking to my brother about something, we were getting ready to go to the university. I put on a new shirt and pants that I had just bought. The pants were huge and I noticed that I had accidentally bought them 6 sizes over my waist size. I told him to drive me to the store; it was a owned by a chinese couple and located in a very sketchy place. It was sorta fenced by high walls and there were hobos all over the place. I went inside (and this time I also noticed they had given me breast implants when I bought the pants) and returned the pants; I asked the cashier I also wanted to return the implants. She grabbed a scapel, and without even washing her hands or putting on gloves, made an incision on my left pec and pulled the implant out. I was bleeding quite a bit. She grabbed a normal stappler and stappled the insicion. She told me taking out the first one was free, but the second one would be 1000 dolars. I left with one impant still inside.

My brother was gone and there were riots everywhere. People were getting killed all around me. A group of people with swords stared chasing me. I ran towards the back of the store and remembered I could use super powers. I tried shooting a kamekameha at them but nothing came out. I ran towards a wall, and ran up the wall and over. I kept running as fast as I could. I reached a building and climbed it. At the roof I noticed a group had followed me and were entering the building. I jumped down the building and glided towards a hospital I used to work at. The hospital was like a maze and different to how I remembered it. I made a "EMERGENCY" sign appear in one hallway which led me to the ER. I told the nurses at triage that I had been abducted and woke up with breast implants (thought that would make it a bit less embarassing) and they sent me in to get it removed.

25.06.2016

(WILD/SSILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up 4.25 hours after going to bed. I remembered right away that it was time to attempt SSILD; I got out of bed and felt extremely tired. I stayed inside my room, just walking around and staring at things. After 5 minutes I went back to bed and laid on my back. I did 4 shorts cycles, but kept getting distracted by toughts; instead of worrying about these thoughts I just let them pass by and got back to the cycles. Then I started doing the long cycles, I probably went through 1 or 2 until I noticed I was falling asleep. I switched positions to my sleeping position (laying on my stomach) and focused on hearing my sleep fan. I don't know how much time passed or whether I fell asleep and then woke up, but I started hearing the buzzing that I am all too familiar with from my WILD experiences. I started feeling the tingling in my legs, and the sound coming and going. I waited a minute or so, and then stood up from my bed.

I was in my room, it was dark and things were not arranged as they actually are. I looked at the window and was tempted to jump out and start flying but decided not to, afraid I would wake myself up. "It has been a while" I thought to my self; I opened the door and walked down the stairs. It was bit lighter downstairs. I opened the backyard door and sat on the patio couch; It was dawn and the sky had all kinds of vanilla and purple clouds. It was so mesmerizing I thought I should take a picture of it, but then realized I wouldn't have it by the time I woke up. The dream was a little bit unstable, my vision was starting to get blurry so I started rubbing my hands together. I tried to remember other stabilizing techniques but I couldn't remember any, again, "it has been a while" I thought. I decided to just observe my surroundings and everything became really sharp. I was amazed at how surreal everything looked, and caught myself laughing out of pure enjoyment. I saw my dad driving around the corner and he asked me to help him with something. I leaped over the fence and we went to the garage. I opened the garage door with Telekinesis... We started cutting lumbers and I drifted into the dream.

I had another dream after this one, and when I woke up this morning I was disappointed because I thought SSILD hadn't worked, then I realized I did have SP during the night and that helped me remember most of the dream. Since I literally got back into lucid dreaming yesterday, this is a huge success and I know I need to build up by recall, as well as review other skills such as dream stabilization, dream recall, and dream control.