Elaineylane

I was in what looked like a library room where there are card catalogs & a desk. But then it turns out to be a tv set for the Andy Griffith show. I notice Ron Howard who plays Olpie but he is a kid like he was on the show way back then. So I realize that I am back in time & become lucid. I'm excited & telling him that he is going to be famous & that when he grows up he will be a producer & director. We are walking around & I'm trying to figure out how long ago it really was & I tell him that I know about this because I live in the future about 50 years from this time. I was laughing to myself because I'm trying to do math in a lucid dream. It was mostly tricky because when the show aired it was ahead of when the time of the show was set in. The set was really cool but I lost my lucidity & just woke up.

D1: I was being talked down to by some old boss of mine & I'm working for a Pizza Hut, lol. He wanted me to replace someone at one of the branches. But Mike didn't approve of this change, yet I was going anyway for some reason. I couldn't find anything to wear because apparently I was in some kind of job way above the employees at the actual restaurant. I had also worked there before at some previous time yet I kept driving around & couldn't find the branch.... Meesha Cat woke me up.

D2: I used to rent a house a long long time ago IRL from a local Radio Talk Show Host named Hank Rotten Jr. In my dream I was looking all over town for specific ingredients from Hank to make a Chinese dish to win a radio contest.

Spending the holiday w/ my husband. Had non lucids but I just keep falling back asleep. Monday will be back to 6 days a week for my husband until Christmas break. Hence, I'm making time for family.

Still no sleep for over 2 weeks now. I'm going non stop w/ cleaning & duties of all kinds that it is surreal. I had to wreck the grand kids room in my house cuz the Dish Network guy needed to go through that room & I had to move heavy shit for him cuz he was too fat to fit under my house. After which I could've saved time by not dealing w/ that aftermath of cleaning if only my daughters had told me the kids weren't even going to be here this year. I'm sorry but those installation guys need to fit in a fucking crawl space. Then yesterday I had some sort of emotional breakdown in the middle of making Thanksgiving dinner yesterday. I'm in so much pain, utterly exhausted, I'm sad my uncle just died, one of daughters didn't come & none of my grand kids came. I'm just fucking glad it's over. All of those who were there did understand though in the end & were grateful for all I did. Of course I get to do all of this again for Christmas, how exciting~ (eye roll) I'm still in so much pain I just can't explain it. I know I need another surgery but my last surgery from last December still isn't paid off. I'm not doing jack shit today. Okay, I'm done w/ my banter. Going back to watching tv & doing a whole lot of nothing.

Thanksgiving. No sleep. Way to much to do.

I can't log anything today because I'm having Thanksgiving at my house. And by that I mean. I'm buying everything, making everything & doing everything for a bunch of other ppl at my house. Mike will help some but I'm stressed out as hell.

Yesterday, lucid: This was a reocurring dream scene. Back in high school even though I'm an adult. This time I just said, yes I know I'm too old to be here & became lucid. I was shocked to find that I was back in time to the 60's. I stumble upon others who also were others like me that are time travelers in a sense. I'm kind of startled & confused that there are other ppl like me. I ran off some violent crazy woman & decide to stay w/ these ppl for a while & enjoy this new adventure. But Meesha Cat wakes me up.
I laid back down & focused on the dream I was just in & I started chaining right back into it. Still my time travel friends & we break up into groups in an apartment complex to keep us all together. We now come across children w/ the same time travel ability so we feel obligated to help mold them & train them to be safe w/o drawing attention to their abilities. A woman is charting out who will live in which apartments. A man & me are hitting it off & flirting so we ask to be put together w/ a group of the small children that we have bonded with. All of the children were toddlers up only to the age of maybe 6 at the most. After we had settled in I woke up.

Today: I was in a dream w/ my husband & we hear my phone ringing. We are both laughing saying "Fuck 'em!" We are avoiding my phone. But it really was my alarm on my phone which was waking me up. I checked the time & it had been going off for 8 minutes, lol

I wrote down my dreams but I'm just too exhausted. Deep cleaning the house today in preparation for Thanksgiving dinner at my house. We bought a 50 inch tv, new stand & upgraded to the Hopper3 w/ the joey. It's finally time Mike & I got something for ourselves. We always buy for grand kids & other things but we finally put ourselves first. Screw it if christmas isn't as big & flashy as usual. Now the kids can reap the benefits from all the movies/netflix, etc. We are tired of being at the bottom when my husband busts his ass to work over 60 hrs a f****** week & feel like we can't buy ourselves shit. Good for us! I'll post my stuff tomorrow during my breaks of cleaning like a mad woman again.

Yesterday I had a power issue in my house so I just was able to say only that but here my dream from yesterday where I needed to pee before I fell asleep but I was so tired I fell asleep anyway.

Non-lucid: People are in the beginning stages of turning into zombies I think. That is the close I can figure out but they didn't look like they were injured in anyway but they had become very violent & distant & just plain were acting weird. I was in a nice bar that served food too. Also there is a big park outside. We are stealing food by slipping in through a second entrance through the huge bathroom in the back. This repeats a whole lot. I continuously feel like I need to pee but I just keep going on these trips even though a bathroom is right there over & over. This was a long dream w/ us going through the park & back to the bar like place. (Meesha Cat woke me up so, that was that.)

Today my dreams were just to hard to hold on to. I'm just becoming so busy that I'm exhausted but only get small amounts of sleep. Friday we wrapped up helping our son by a car & took it too him at school then we all drove back to our house where we had went to buy a new tv & stand which is our gift to ourselves & for the grand kids so they can now watch Netflix & DVD's w/ it. Most of today will not be much rest either. More preparing for family for Thanksgiving & my poor husband went to work for his second 6 day week w/ crazy overtime.

Must log tomorrow. Power issue.

I woke up abruptly from a really bad spinal pain & my dreams were lost. Sigh.

No dream recall other than my dad was in it due to someone calling & waking me up.

non-lucid: I was in this hospital but all the rooms were weird scenario's. One had my dad saying that my mom left him. (which will never happen cuz they just retired & traveling via their RV. They now officially live in it w/ their dog} It was just so bizarre.

I know the meaning. I have way too many things going on & I need to take care of myself first.

non-lucid: I was w/ a group of people preparing to go into a part of America where we were to secretly vote but must be coached & heavily guarded due to the civil unrest of a kind of fall out from Martial Law which turned into what looked like a 3rd world country. Some sections were completely taken over by way more than a military presence. There were parts that were taken over by local thugs in the city. It was a whole lot of violence. Militia were the ones helping us. These were a mix of races of concerned military persons who were trying to take back our country. It was disheartening to the reality of what could actually happen here. Those of us who were white had to hide our faces & also vice versa for black people w/ us in order for us to stay safe during our journey through different areas that were biased to whichever group of people they were against. There was a big focus on making sure we filled out our ballots correctly in order for them to count to an underground group of citizens trying to take back their country. It reminded me of those persecuted & killed during the Nazi reign where citizens banded together to stay safe & become the resistance. We were the resistance in my dream. We were the people who were trying to stop the oppression. We even went through a very crude lesson in firing guns & protecting ourselves w/ strategy & knowing how to deal w/ those we encounter. Such as when to get down, how to recognize different groups of ppl we would encounter according to our race. This was a very vivid informative dream for me do to the civil unrest & oppression that resulting from most of us voting for Trump to try & break free from the political agenda of the elites. (Essentially those whom did not vote for Hillary.) What the people that voted for Hillary do not understand is that our history has been actually changed in academic books to educate a false history in favor of those who were the real racists (democrats) whom wanted to oppress the black community. Planned Parenthood is a form of eugenics which has been widely ingrained in our society for way too long. Our people in general are not racists put the establishment has promoted to pit races against each other in order to divide us. Hence my dream was structured like this. I think I'm going to do some outward meditation today because I've spent so much time dealing w/ a political war that I've been studying & educating others about for the last 16 yrs. I owe it to my country to continue to search for answers & put it out there via social media. We finally won the vote in Trump. He understands the real political agenda of the elite & is a business man whom we need badly in a country that is so insanely in debt & are in need of a good house cleaning & makeover.

My dreams are becoming more complicated. I can't explain them from last night. I'm not even going to try because my head is spinning. By complicated I mean there are layers upon layers of content that it's overwhelming!