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Quick notes..gotta run..DILD, DS=sasquatch-like DC - fly over green field with glowing grass first one & 2nd base girl in 2nd one.
Dog getting out, 3 locks, CW.
Vehicle mounted gun, sniper rifle,2 females, 1 killed rabbit with stone.

8/25 at a restaurant like Bill Johnson and Bill introduces himself first to the table with my uncle D at it. Me my son and my dad are at another table a round booth my son is sitting to the left on the other side of the opening and my dad over to my right at the back of the booth. At my uncles table it seems like they do a cheer with drinks and then my uncle points over to us and the owner comes to our table he does a prayer.. prays as he thrusts around praying in an odd manner like filled with the Holy Spirit. But then it feels a little like he is mocking. His privates keep hitting me in my elbow as he thrusts around and towards the end I can feel that it is getting engorged, weird! Everyone's eyes are closed except mine as I look to make sure he's not bumping into my son and wondering if my dad notices how he is praying. But no, everyones eyes are closed and I'm the only one who sees everything that's happening. When he says amen my dad says "good old fashioned prayer! " someone asks me "you didn't like this place back in either home or some vacation spot?" I responded I must have gotten a bad dish last time. My uncle D sent me his Pepsi and asked if I liked it. I said yes thanks but I realized it tasted water down like the ice had melted too much. Another weird dream I'm peeing out onto a wide array of rocks and covering them all and someone joins me like one of those long urinal troughs in mens bathrooms and after a moment starts to turn towards me still peeing so I turned towards him to get him back it was kind of childish weird but didn't feel weird during the dream kind of like 2 kids spraying water at each other. But weird! And then a bizarre dream that may have been at a bazaar , many weird dreams tonight. For some reason I was selling hole set or case of handcrafted costume jewelry? Made with mostly red stones to a store that buys. After awhile it felt like they were ripping me off. The number they wrote on my glass case looks like a lot of money but then I realized but I need to convert it to know how much it really is. Two of the items did not have a price underneath it and I was talking to the lady behind the counter and saying if he's not offering on those two I can keep them, correct? I wait and wait to see how much money I am getting and other customers come and go before me when I ask what about me? Then they produce an envelope I open it up it has some local currency some US currency some Spanish currency and some other currency but it all looks like small donations and doesn't add up to much. He says check the balance on the cash card tomorrow and you will be surprised. It seems I am outside the store now and I hear a commotion up above somewhere I look and there is a teenager maybe 18 for my son's age falling or jumping off of a cliff it has a temple or some kind of building at the top and I wonder if they were pushed or jumped because of the commotion right before. But then another young person comes and jumps on their own and then another and then they are lining up and jumping at the same time at least 20 or more before I wake up. Before I wake up I was looking to see if any of them look like my son. And asking why are they doing this what is going on? Crowd is screaming I can't watch as they hit the ground maybe about 200 yards away.

8/24/13 first some fragments: multiple dream characters eastern European with ties to (radio station) concerts. one burly, big moustache, balding? reminds me now of the dreamlet of a character with round black hat (amish-like) and big black framed round Rx glasses. also woman going out with someone "believe me she's not so hot (as she seems)" says a DC.

(WBTB with SSILD) Dream that turns lucid: I am standing as one fairly attractive thick blond woman in light jean shorts is in front of me (perhaps I am a cameraman and they are being interviewed?) when I see the next one in line...she looks familiar, her name is Brooklyn, thin, unassumingly attractive, long brown hair with her hands clasped behind her back, I find myself drawn to her and she looks at me in a love at first sight kind of mutual stare. I think it is the thought that I had during the dream that I remember her from a previous dream that made me lucid..."this is a dream" I immediately start floating then flying and swoop around in a loop back down to Brooklyn, we kiss and now my whole vision is filled with old style(analog) tv static and I hear the crackling of the static and feel the disappointment that Brooklyn is gone and all I have is this static but the static sounds a little like a waterfall and reading last night about attempts and a success with one of the DV tasks of the year must have inspired me and I decided to transport to a waterfall and I end up right underneath a waterfall. I stand there enjoying the falling water...perhaps too long to turn it into Angel Falls...but waking up smiling, none-the-less at the satisfaction of a lucid...try DEILD but too awake.

Brooklyn feels like my dreamworld true love and now Girl Friday seems like little more than an infatuation.

Thought I would note this because it was unusual for me. I was planning on just doing a regular late afternoon cat nap but noticed the dreamlets starting to pop up and decided to try to wild but every time a new dreamlet would pop up I would seem to wake myself too much by paying attention to them. The interesting thing was that I had something like 12 to 14 different dreamlets or mini dreams in maybe a 20 minute span. Each one was very distinct and not the sort of things that would pop into my mind daydreaming... very dream like in their unusual subject matter. They weren't just images but scenarios with action and some with dialogue.

I had several thought provoking dreams last night but one that I wanted to note here before I lose any more of it. I don't recall having dreams like this before but may have forgotten...kind of supernatural in nature. So I entitled it someone else's dream. I was walking with this other entity in a rocky, hilly, tree covered area. As we step into the boundaries of what I take as a sacred area many different entities of different sizes and shapes appear in front of me and behind me and one of them asks the one I was walking with "why did you bring her here." Referring to me as her. I'm not sure why. I remember being fascinated that they had different features some had tails, some had wings. None of them seemed scary though and the dream started fading here but it felt like they let me stay in this sacred area.

Fill in the blanks later hopefully..gonna go back to sleep but tornadoes in downtown San Francisco and deceased loved one pays a visit!!!=LD

8/4/13* we have a meeting at work and there is a quiz on a new thing we are doing. I leave the quiz on the desk and later they say you can check your file box to see how you did and I don't think I did well because I didn't fill it out properly but it is not in my file folder so I feel like no one knew that I didn't do well. Strange. I see a guy who retired quite a few years ago, Mike. I question what are you doing here? He said that if he puts in more years or hours and goes over 1000 something he gets a special special party with the executives and an increase in the retirement income factor. I'm exiting a movie theater with my son I think and it seems like maybe a theater we had been in earlier in the night in a previous dream but this time we go out a different exit and I think well it can't be that different. There is blue carpet on the stairs going down to the exit and when we come out on to the street after walking a little I realize we came out about 2 blocks away from where we did going out the other exit the previous time . I see a dream character acquaintance that I seem to remember from a previous stream and I offer to give him a ride since we are heading the same way. My vehicle is a sports motorcycle it looks very fast and nothing like anything I've ever owned. Next thing I remember I am driving a car with my son and we are in downtown San Francisco for some reason. There are winds swirling in front of us all around picking up things into the air and I think tornadoes in downtown San Francisco, this is really weird this might be a dream. I ask my son should I stay stopped or should I keep driving. I also ask do you think it's safer to get out of the car and then I find that we are both out of the car under some trees and now it is raining very hard. I lose track of my son and I see it is it's getting harder to see, perhaps because of the rain pouring down my face. In real life I have ear plugs in my ear and I sense that in the dream and realize that I may not be able to hear my son calling for me so I need to take the ear plugs out as I take them out (in the dream only, I later awake to find ear plugs still in) I somehow find 3 ear plugs in my hand and then later 4 and I question why would there be four but still not lucid. I find myself back home what feels like home in the dream but in waking life does not look at all familiar. I am in a basement like room and I hear the keys being put into the lock for the front door and I think oh maybe it is my son found his way back. Or maybe it is my wife and why is she coming home so late. But instead who walks around the corner but my deceased father in law who is very near and dear to all of us and I instantly became lucid. I said to him oh my god it's you. He says well hello there "noc" (I am still checking on the significance of this word but it is similar to a nickname he called his wife and my son says it may be a term he used for young kids). He is younger maybe 50, relatively thin, wearing a striped shirt, short sleeve and glasses with pretty big brown frames. I start to tell him how much everybody misses him and how important he was to my son and I find myself waking up. Very special, and these special lucids seem to end too quickly. Later I think that I'm awake with my ear plugs in when I hear what sounds like radio static and signals in my ears and I feel like I'm just trying to get to sleep. I questioned why there would be radio static in my ears but only very shallowly. Probably hypnagogic sounds. Later I am looking face to face at myself when I was maybe 20 years old or so and I'm hanging off of a open air vehicle. Some earlier dream we are waiting in line for a slingshot ride that happens to be at a favorite restaurant.

yesterday's dreams ..8/3/13 Diane? Prefers a world or school like a Disney movie maybe like Snow White. One by one characters are formed front of me . There were four groups of characters that I remember and 3 characters in each grouping. The first three groups featured a girl and each one was slightly different mainly in the way that the nose was drawn. The last group that I remember featured a boy. In a previous stream there was acid on the floor in the basement like sitting and the dream characters we're like Boston mobsters I had to crawl through the acid as did one of the mobsters and his toddler, mobster started bleeding and left a spot of blood on the floor. I go upstairs and change clothes in front of everyone without thinking twice. Then a pretty mundane dream an open house in our neighborhood and a couple is standing there how to the house staring towards the garage and I say are you wondering if it is really a two car garage? It definitely is although it's easier if you don't have a lot of things stacked on the sides of the garage and if you park one car backwards so that you can park the cars closer together and still be able to open the door on each side of the garage. To be honest with you we live in the neighborhood and sometimes parking on the street can be a challenge. If you have a party you may have to let your guests know that they may have to walk a block or two to your house from where they find parking. E's sister in law M is buying a courtyard home. C asks why a courtyard why not go bigger. I say but at least they can make a profit vs the place they're living now.

Wake up with french sentences in my head..leftovers from vacation. Today at the end of my break I decide to close my eyes for a few moments and almost immediately start dreaming of eating some ribs and open my eyes realizing I am chewing slightly on air.

After having a more normal dream being stuck in traffic and turning around to go a different way near mall in H, I find myself on a pogo stick type vehicle bounding through O(?) As I go higher and further with each "jump"I almost float mid-air on the highest one and become lucid..enjoyed immensely but it didn't last long enough!

Awareness work, RC's, typing out mantra, wbtb, ssild, verbalizing mantra (not sure which or if several or all helped make me lucid)

I usually keep a more detailed journal next to my bed but have been lazy to jot my dreams down in it for some reason and it has been affecting my recall. I use the online journal even less. I am noting this entry, at least briefly, because the subsequent DEILDs were so unusual for me. The initial lucid dream was brought on by noticing 2 things that didn't seem likely IRL. I had a false awakening and went into my home office and my temperature/humidity readout showed humidity of 77 which is very unusual around here (confirmed the high reading over night on the readout IRL was 51). Then I notice that my desk was toppled over but my computer and notepad was neatly placed on the floor and not toppled over with the desk. The combination of unusual sights gave me the a-ha realization that I was dreaming but I didn't get very far and found myself back in bed but chained together quite a few DEILDs which is unusual for me...that was the unusual part...I was in a light sleep not long before needing to get up for the day and was able to keep entering dreams. I am only counting it as one lucid since each re-entry was short. I hope to continue and make great strides with DEILDs! And Girl Friday was in most of my re-entries! Woke up smiling broadly!

061613 Triple=wonderful father/son experience+2 LDs(1=son + 2nd=very odd fighting&sexy dream..don't have fight much anymore in dreams). 2nd night in a row to LD(mostly only attempt on weekend) for first time I can remember and first time with two LDs in one night! WBTB/SSILD/DEILD. Only one LD below...may fill in the rest later...busy.

...and I looked over at (my 18 year old son who IRL is getting ready to go off to University) was sitting at the table with a few other people and he said I need a haircut and then he started crying and thought that's strange why would you be crying about getting a haircut and then he turned into a toddler with his short hair curling up where it is too long just like he was so many years ago it was the most wonderful experience and I said I am dreaming...realized I was dreaming and went over to pick him up... I got too excited (much more excited than my LDs recently) and was kind of in a light sleep anyway and woke up. Lucid part was too short but I wouldn't trade it for anything! I have been dreaming about my son a lot lately. Empty nester to be..

061613 Triple=wonderful father/son experience+2 LDs(1=son + 2nd=very odd fighting&sexy dream..don't have fight much anymore in dreams). 2nd night in a row to LD(mostly only attempt on weekend) for first time I can remember and first time with two LDs in one night! WBTB/SSILD/DEILD. Only one LD below...may fill in the rest later...busy.

...and I looked over at (my 18 year old son who IRL is getting ready to go off to University) was sitting at the table with a few other people and he said I need a haircut and then he started crying and thought that's strange why would you be crying about getting a haircut and then he turned into a toddler with his short hair curling up where it is too long just like he was so many years ago it was the most wonderful experience and I said I am dreaming...realized I was dreaming and went over to pick him up... I got too excited (much more excited than my LDs recently) and was kind of in a light sleep anyway and woke up. Lucid part was too short but I wouldn't trade it for anything! I have been dreaming about my son a lot lately. Empty nester to be..

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060613 LD: Dark, then Silhouettes, Realistic Animation, then Realistic
I am skipping my non-LDs from earlier in the night and haven't been putting my journal online lately..anyway. I think this is my first DEILD. I remember being in a half conscious state and thinking no, I want to go back in and dream and LD. Very quickly I find my self stomach-down floating and skidding along my bed. I know this feeling and know that I am dreaming. I am excited and take off flying completely skipping the idea that I am in my room so there was no effort to get out. It is dark with nothing to see so I remember that I can create my own scene. I imagine my "happy place" a beautiful beach and ocean waves rolling in. I end up instead under the ocean but still very nice. It is very odd in that there are only two colors as far as I remember, blue and black. I see fish swimming around but they are black silhouettes only against the blue ocean water, very odd. I decide I want to see some beautiful women and two appear maybe 5-10 meters in front of me, but again silhouettes. I am fascinated by what my dreaming mind is doing here but I want more. I fly up out of the ocean and now there are more colors. The sky and clouds look like dawn but it looks like a very realistic artistic rendering...but still a rendering none-the-less..like those very realistic looking animated movies. I continue flying and come to a town and everything becomes normal waking-life realistic but still dawn. No one is around! There are lights on in some of the houses including this older two story house and when I first float-fly by it looks like someone is standing in there down a hall or on the far side of the room. I decide to swing back by and for some reason use my hands kind of like when I was swimming in the ocean, kind of paddling 1 or 2 times back in the direction of the window but I am definitely not under water..I am in the air. This time no one is visible through the window but the light is still on. I fly around looking for more people, looking at different houses and come to the end of a block and was going to fly off to the left of me and I see power lines. I think there is no danger really, it is just a dream, but what if accidentally flying into the power lines wakes me up and then I believe that thought alone may have caused the dream to fade but then again right after I open my eyes with the huge smile on my face my alarm clock goes off(one I use for getting up for the day) so that could be the reason too (how you sometimes wake up right before the alarm goes off as your brain timer kicks in).

Lucid again this night! Go to bed a little after 12 and wake up sometime between 420 and 440 . It felt right to try wild but nothing came to fruition so I tried SSILD a few times eventually going to the bathroom as my stomach was bothering me helped again! First dream is a Harrier aircraft having trouble landing but taking its time something flew by that threw it off and it landed a little too hard may have caused some damage. The pilot said that sometimes that happens. She writes down a website where I can look at a video of the same thing happening something like New Brunswick .com? It gives me the idea that it must be an Air Force Base website.

Later some reference to 9.9 or 10 inches and image of a blonde girl biting off a bit of a chocolate covered banana on a stand sitting on a table. I believe this was induced by the Hebrew National Hot Dog commercial that my wife pointed out before we went to bed. She said it looked ugly and she rewinded it and showed it to me in real life. Not sure what she meant by ugly maybe the face the girl makes but I wonder if she means that it had kind of a sexual connotation and that made it ugly. Around 12 something when I was first going to sleep with what seem like the first 30 seconds or so 2 images popped up in my mind fairly vivid. Forgot now I think I was too tired to write it down but one was like a young blondish brown haired girl that looked kind of proper her hair put up in a bun like some Amish girls might do and sitting in a typical portrait pose for a picture. Kind of a homely girl(not very attractive) without a real youthful appearance-hard to describe.

Later dream..Started as false awakening? Vague memory of getting up and going downstairs to this scene:

There are a variety of birds in my back yard all different kinds medium or normal size, small birds and some a little bigger like the variety I do see in real life in the back. But it is odd to see them all together as one will usually scare off another although not always but never this many different birds all together. 1 pigeon with a feather-crown like seen on a recent news story IRL walked through the group of birds and I was thinking that that he would scare away the other birds but no they just kinda parted a little bit as he passes through walking along the ground . I think it might have been my son saying that they look like a big group of friends that probably hang out together all the time. My son is sitting on the floor looking through our screen door at all these birds I am standing just to the right of him also looking out. Y is standing to the left of him looking out. Mother in law is sitting at the table mostly just
looking at us, C and girl Friday are in the room also. At some point the sliding screen door is open and I say we have to be careful don't let the birds in and some of the birds start coming near the screen and I begin to imagine (just like I would in real life that the bird could start flying around the house and flying up stairs and how would we get him out. In real life I often play out scenarios of what could happen as my mind goes off on a tangent.) Girl Friday approaches me and is asking questions maybe something like Hey could you..or do you like it when I.. She begins to press her cheek against mine well she stands behind me caressing her body against mine. I can feel her skin and hear her voice so vividly. I turn my cheek into her cheek we begin to kiss open mouth with tongues clashing feverishly. This is when I realize that it is a dream. Just before this I could feel the others looking at girl Fridays interaction with me
and kind of wondering what she is doing. And whether it is appropriate. We continue to kiss and I think of my physical body sleeping back there somewhere avoiding focusing too much on exactly where or focusing on the body too much. Excited I decide to fly up and away to a more exciting location and I think no wait I want to grab girl Fridays hand and bring her with me but I don't I think it worked so I'm flying through fairly plain scape and I reach my cheek back like I did before try to start kissing again what is like I'm kissing the air she is gone I left her behind. So I continue flying on some brief images flash by and I continue on and towards a white scape that have some grids in it not perfect grids but it formed like six to nine sections closest to squares but not perfectly drawn. I wake up lying in bed grinning from ear to ear lay there for a little while reflecting on the dream my wife turns over and notices how large my member is (and
remarks about it later as getting ready for work) and then I get up having to urinate really badly.

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050413 One long night of dreams remembered(slept in)

spend a little longer before going to sleep telling myself that I would remember my dreams and I know that I am dreaming. I go to bed late after midnight after one of my games this is in real life. I wake up around 4 something and I am NOT able to remember any dreams at that point. I go to the bathroom and use my phone to try to wake up a little more and when I go back to bed I tried the SSILD cycles and I still seem to have trouble remembering the steps and following them especially doing all three together at the same time. Upon waking in the morning around 6 something I lay there recalling my dreams. One dream I was in a maze of a locker room that was coed, mostly families. The men's and the women's area are right next to each other and open, no doors. I accidentally went in to women's area and quickly back out. I was
going back through the locker room I noticed it had several sets of doors on one side like another way into the locker room from the ticketing offices. I decide to go back in? Another time to look for my towel ?? I remember seeing 2 company towels in different areas. Some guy is folding laundry and I wonder if they are washing a new set of towels that maybe I could grab one. Some guys are talking about real estate saying something like we find out if we get 1.5 or 1. Also refinance talk?

At beautiful view loan guy is there using salesman like skills in discussing something maybe a refinance. 2 different times salesman skills were used. Someone comments...always the salesman about him .. The beautiful view is vivid and daylight scene. I said something like Wow beautiful view to the others in the room overlooking the view. The room seem to be perched up at a high point maybe on a hill. I comment how I came up there and didn't even notice the view at first. That I am...quote unquote going around in oblivion. And I remember thinking about awareness and thought about or maybe did mention that I was working on awareness. I don't believe this made me lucid. I was saying did you see that it is up on what do you call those? someone answered piers. Yeah piers isn't that beautiful. So the piers were laid out in a v-shape and behind it was like a small island beautiful with a tall hill. On the piers were some kind of man made design didn't seem like
buildings but something to make it look beautiful? Like landscaping I think. ( as it comes back to me)

European train? People on train start clapping. I ask what the clapping is about . Oh it is union appreciation..postal workers etc..guy: "back in (hometown) we..." I say "I'm from (hometown)...We could appreciate the workers more..the ones that work.." he ignores me?

Arguing with wife. At airport? Or train station? I say something like oh so you want to do that with your boyfriend instead of me?(no boyfriend known IRL) No response as if it's true so I storm away I leave down an escalator at busy busy airport or train station. It seems like we started off in a hotel room but I can't remember.

Different dream or tied into one of the others I am walking to my car that is parked in a free parking spot seems like an area where I'm worried if I might have had a broken window and it even seems like there's a window out or down as I'm sitting in the car maybe? (From the way the sounds are coming into the car) On the way to the car I pass 3 small rough looking boys that look mischievous and one of them throws a small round beige thing on my neck maybe a piece of candy? Up ahead is a rough looking man that looks like he is serving as a lookout and when he sees me he kind of signals to someone like No no not him as if I will not be a good target? My car seems fine and I consider leaving it there for the rest of the day and whether or not it will be safe to come there at the end of the day, could be night time. It is definitely daytime during this dream scene.

Sleeping in...more dreams..
My buddy is watching a greek mythology movie and he lights up while he thought I wasn't paying attention. it was during a scene with a Half Man half horse creature with a bare butt..gave me the idea that he might be gay. Before I was talking about his name being Tim instead of Timothy. in real life this is probably from the Lucid video guy with lucidipedia because whenever I watch the video I think he looks like my buddy and I think the lucidipedia guy's name is actually Tim. I look at his drivers license and I see a different name it seems like he didn't want me to know his real name.? Later dream, girl Friday asks me "who calls me boo?" I say that would be your boyfriend. It would be weird if I called you boo right.. She says right.. Undercurrent suspected but not known as if she wanted me to call her boo or wanted herself to be my boo(I don't even use the term "boo" IRL).. I guess I would call you (insert nickname L has for girl Friday). Later..some kid got hurt two different times in the leg and on the second time she
got impaled in both legs by deer antlers "you know how there is always miscellaneous junk laying around at the park" someone says. They were going to have a pillow fight. As I pull up the little girl's head it is S S. Who did this to you I asked. I was worried it would be N. She said it was so and so (not N). She showed me her injuries one was like a blister and she said she liked it..it was like a nice bubble I guess. Maybe this turned into the boo conversation with girl Friday(injuries, boo-boo's). Later I am sitting on the floor with D in the office and I'm telling him about Arnold IRL, a success. Then C comes along and we're talking about the office use to be here. Then later we are in a different part of office overlooking a lower section and it is C and one other female I can't remember who. C says you need to find a rich man. I say rich man? Maybe one of the women here. I
suggest. And it seems like I felt like they were hinting that I should be with her. Before the rich man/woman comment it seems like they were talking about some previous technical issue that I hadn't heard of and someone asks me well how long have you been doing this?..Like they couldn't believe I hadn't heard of that previous issue. Go back to sleep and had a daydream? with girl Friday where I start off in the living room where we were the other day and I remove A and the little guy and L and the drunkard basically sweeping them from my dream scape or fantasy scape and there she is lying there in her short blue jean shorts curled up in the fetal position kind of like she was in real life and started looking at her butt. I think I restart(the daydream?) a couple of times when I maybe start getting the mini dreams as they can be distracting from the focus. I slowly undressed her and we had various dialogue. We had intercourse. It was such an intense
experience that I wrote down that it was an emotional orgasm. Later the SSILD cycles gave me a strong sense of the various feelings throughout my body, odd awareness. I think of the circulatory system arteries veins starting with the heart pumping in my body. Made me look up how the arteries and veins connect IRL.

There was a woman I wanted to interact with on some romantic level (to be determined) but knowing it was a dream my knee-jerk reaction was that I told myself to stabilize first and was examining my hand..This time it did look weird and was quite vivid (the previous time I did this in a Lucid FA my hand looked quite normal). I think there were 6 fingers but as I started to count them the dream started fading so this is when I remembered the suggestion on the forums to just do what you want, don't focus too hard on stabilizing. No longer seeing the woman, I decided to take off flying and enjoyed it. I was flying in a white scape with nothing to see so I tried to think of some place interesting and it starting turning grayish, still flying. Not satisfied with the progress, I imagine I am in space and I see a planet and start looping around it from pole to pole. The planet most resembled earth. Thinking about it afterwards it reminded me of a scene in Superman when he flew around the earth (along the equator instead?) to turn back time I think it was. Not sure if I am going to go back and post some of my previous eventful LDs or dreams.