Turquoise Dreams

10.25.13

Last night bed 2am-9am

Nap 3:20-5pm

I layed down all excited that I'm going to WILD. I was thinking that Ophelia just got a LD and I didn't want to be left behind.
I keep dipping under and waking up slightly. I notice I got my lex relaxed very fast.
I had 3 LDs, but they fell more like just one, with change of scenery. But I was losing then gaining awareness, so not sure if DEILDs or what.

I feel I'm getting close, so I push my head back. I start falling backwards. I know, that this is the least successfull type of entry for me. So I'm forcing my eyes to open knowing, that I'm already in a dream, even if still falling.

I open my eyes and I can see clearly. But they start to close almost as soon as they open.

Now I'm cutting vegetables. I'm thinking how much fun was the last LD. I figure I should RC. When I look at my hand, part of my finger is missing and start laughing at my SC, how tricky it is.

I walk out the window. I'm in a town with hills in the background. They are black and white, with patches of soil and melting snow. I look away and when I look back, the whole town looks like the hills - black and white patches. I laugh with excitement, how easy it is to change something just by thinking it.

I'm trying to figure out what to do. I don't wanna stay in town.

I'm on a sofa again and I'm looking at myself, as when you half sitting with pillows behind your back. I can see very clearly. I think to do an RC and I start waving my arms in front of my face. But I don't see them. Feel them, but I can't see them. There is only a very minor space distortion. As if they were camouflaged. I start clapping them to make them appear. At some point I get out the window.