Turquoise Dreams

11/01/13 Bed 12am - 8am

Mentally exhausted, but I couldn't sleep, so I meditated for a while sitting on a bed. I was asking for help figuring things out.

DR
I'm staying in a hotel. It's huge. Indoor is bright, multi-story, marble and glass everywhere. I walk around and come to a retirement home. I'm thinking how nice for the residents, to live right inside of a mall, so near to entertainment and shops.

I'm in my hotel room. Suddenly I feel a tooth in my mouth. I spit it out and wrap in a cloth. I go downstairs to the dentist to have it reattached. He says sure, but I'm gonna need 12 shots. I'm asking "why would I need shots"? And he says "Shots are great at taking away the pain".

So I make an appointment to get there at 6:30. On my way there I stop to pick up bread I had apparently pre-ordered. They hand me a large bag of flat sheet of rolls. As I'm walking away, they are suddenly in a huge burlap shopping bag. And I don't just have one, but 4 of them. I look inside and in one of them are 2 lizards.

I walk to the outside of the hotel. A georgeous park starts right there. It reminds me of the forest where Snake finds Tsushinoko, with all the little colorfull frogs, squirells, fireflies... It looks like there is black moss on the ground and on the rocks. I stop and look at the animals. There is this tangeine sized ball, that looks like it's made ouf of suede. It has huge, very cute eyes. There is at least 2-3 different species of them. Up on a rock I see a small, 1inch long, black centipede. He is so cute. There are firns, and some lizards. I think this is the attraction of the hotel.

I keep walking on the path through this park, looking for a safe place to release the lizards. Away from streets and people. There is some landscaped area with bushes, but they have no leaves, and there is noo grass. I'm looking for a place where they could hide right away. Just accross is an area with foot tall clover. I shake first lizard out of the bag. He is about foot long, bright green with yellow tummy. The other one is very similar. They are a couple. They are fat, and they move slowly.

I'm waking back to the dentist office and I see a nurse leaving. She tells me I'm late (I know i'm 30 min late and it's 7pm now), but to go and check to be sure. I come to the office and doctor is just locking up. We talk for a bit and I'm not sure if he still takes me in. So I guess my pain is all mine.

Noon nap frags:
I'm in a store, looking at displayed binoculars. I want to look through a rifle scope, but someone just pickes it up. He says that it's all not focused, because there is not enough distance to look at. I pick up a 7x50 small binocular. I aim it at the window and at the hills behind it. I amazed to find some hikers going up the hill on a slanted path. They start changing and now they look more like chimps and gorillas. I think they are a new species or human-apes.