Turquoise Dreams

This is my second entry today. First was night time, this one is morning nap.

6:40 am - 2x300mg of Alpha GPC choline
7:14 am - 2x4mg of galantamine and went to lay on the sofa

This was second time that I used my new sleep mask. I have it on very loose so I barely feel it.

woke up at 9:21, but last dream was already non-lucid

I estimate the LD chain to be 40 min long


This is only second time I took this new GM. First time it was 4mgs and 900 of Alpha GPC and didn't feel a thing. I thought maybe GM was fake or something.

Having only 1 day a week to morning nap, I'm so happy finally everything clicked in place. My state of mind, sleepiness, no noise outside. And I kept my cat from my body by a rolled up blanket between us. The other cat climbes on me anyway, but that one is my lucky charm and doesn't bother me. So I didn't feel the first cat at all, the second came out of the closet the moment I settled down on my sofa. How does he know? But he didn't stay long, maybe 10 min, then he left.

So I'm falling asleep on the sofa comfortably, only to wake up 3 times to realize my mouth is open. I hear my watch's chime at 8am (45 min into attempt) when I lower my pillows a bit. But soon after that I decide to pretty much end it and I turned to my left side. I never had a lucid on my side since my first few 4 years ago. I realize that and I think "well, it will be what will be".

Next thing I know I realize I'm dreaming. I had a few things planned while I was falling asleep.

1. Attempting to go to the Moon again. I failed every time before, but I realized that I scored some pretty amazing lucids even if I never got to the Moon, just by wanting to go there and what happened on the way there.
2. Seeing Ophelia again
3. June TOTM
- pull something out of your butt
- erase a 3D objects while looking at it
- find crystal, animal or plant and ask someone what's it called
- jump in the dryer and discover where lost socks go

Next 40 min was a mix of LDs and me laying in bed after LD was over, thinking I'll just wait there for another one, keeping the TV on so when I see it I know I'm dreaming, realizing I can see and getting up from the sofa numerous times. (All this while asleep) I got out of my room throug window, door, window covered with mosquito net... I paused once to marvel at how my room looks the same as in waking life, even reflecting my latest rearangement of furniture. Ofc this turned out to be not the way it's in WL, haha. Most of the time I was aware of my head rush/cold spot on top back of my head that humms to life when I'm transitioning or in a WILD. I realized domewhere along the way that this is going on already for quite a while and that I'm not waking up, even when I kinda expected to. But I also know that I can have a long ones, so I was not worried.

I was doing these things, in no particular order

1. going to the Moon by flying vertically straight up, passing electrical wires, wanting to hop on a roof and use it as a launch pad, more electrical wires

2. another Moon attempt later on

3. flying through a distribution yard with crates and trucks full of vegetables
here is where I decided to try and erase a crate - I moved my arm like an erasor, but the damn thing would not budge.
I decided not to look for the washing machine or dryer, because didn't want to lose lucidity.

4. later on attempted to erase a whole truck pulling 2 trailers full of vegetable crates - I just wished it to disappear, but nothing

5. tried to pull something out of my butt, but all I managed to put in there was my thumb. I was thinking well how am I gonna pinch what I find to pull it out? Anyway, there was nothing to pinch. I was thinking "well at least that gross thing the other member pulled out". But no, not even that. Then I thought next time I need to use some tool, like kitchen tongues or something and I tried to figure out the logistics of it

6. I'm walking to the river near a place I used to live. I'm in a mood for some action, so I decide to take my top off. It comes of half way, then i can't take it off all the way. But I manage to take my bottoms off, after a brief struggle. I resolve to practice that in WL some more. Some girls come along and wouldn't mind, then some boys. Then a damn government drone shows up and everybody scatters. I sneak home hiding behind some flower and weed bushes.

Non lucid thought about OP and infinitelly sad that she left, when I realize another friend of mine left as well.