Turquoise Dreams

Wednesday 9/18/13

Last night 11:30pm - 9:20am

After talking to FryingMan about Yoga Nidra, and how it puts me to sleep, so I can't use it just to get relaxed for WILDing, I thought I do it again today.

Layed down on my sofa around 3pm. Listened to last 2 tracks - the Ascending Breathing and Yoga Nidra. It stops with instructions to keep looking deep into the space inside the chest. So I did that. I have been noticing some slight vibrations and I was happy to have them again. I even forgot to recite a mantra.

Next thing I know I'm standing up and I though I totally screwed up, because I felt my real body standing up. I was thinking, that I'm standing up too soon, but I said "screw that, I'm gonna make this work, no matter what".

So I'm standing and lucid. I'm some kind of a bright hallway, like a school. I grab somebody by hand and we are looking for a place to do it. As I'm walking, I'm thinking this is going to be a long one, I don't feel any indication of it ending. I'm losing it and I'm thinking how long will it take me to get another one. My head is falling backwards, I get the familiar sensation and I'm lucid again.

Same school. Again, I grab someone and walk into a room. There are people there, so we walk into another one. But two teachers walk in. I'm talking to one of them and I see her looking on my hands and she is cringing. I have a thumb pushed to the palm. I'm gently pushing but I know I'm going to, because I know it would hurt. So I ask her "am I here?, are we here? like for real?"

I'm fading and pushing my head backwards to get the familiar feeling. As soon as I'm lucid, I walk to the large glass wall, like the ones at the ariports. But it's the same school. I get out and see an airplane high in the sky. I decide to fly to it. I can't go fast, no matter how much I try. I imagine having rockets on my legs, but it didn't work. So I try to take away the distance between me and the plane. That works and something comes very close to me, but it looks like a giant tarp, not the airplane.

**each transition was super fast, under 5 sec. I was talking to DCs, an I even started shouting to someone "omg, I'm finally talking to DCs, this is my first". And I was crying from happiness and at the same time telling myself to calm down so I don't wake up.