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    Spirit World - Life

    , 03-22-2011 at 03:34 AM (1103 Views)
    non dream - lucid - non lucid

    After the last rather special dream, I decided to WBTB and attempt a WILD the next night.
    I really wanted to see Yuya again, I kept thinking about her when I went to bed.


    The WBTB alarm goes off and I try to WILD thinking about Yuya.
    Unfortunately I fall asleep...

    ... I'm walking... just walking... aimlessly.
    There is no path, there is no ground, I'm just walking.
    I get a sudden burst of awareness and my vision sharpens.

    Clouds turn into objects and I can see that I am on Teraluna.
    I have a hard time focusing on my surroundings, I zone in and out a few times until I manage
    to stabilize the dream.

    I'm talking to Yuya. She know's im stressed in waking life, so she made me special tea that will help me relax.
    When I drink it, it "tastes relaxing".
    I talk to Yuya about my last dream, about hovering through a galaxy full of pulsating stars...

    "I want to show you something... come here..."

    She sits on the ground and makes me a sign to sit in front of her.
    As I sit down I feel very light headed, but also very relaxed, probably because of the tea.
    Yuya takes a meditative pose and I mimic it.
    I'm sitting right in front of her, facing her.
    We both close our eyes and start linking our thoughts.

    "Let go of your thoughts... let go of everything... I will guide you..."

    Her thoughts become mine and my thoughts become hers.
    Our consciousness start merging together.
    With Yuya's help, I manage to free my mind of all thoughts and let go of all the muscles in my body.
    My dream body is slowly falling into a state of perfect calm, like it is turning itself off.

    I can feel Yuya's body touching mine, but I know we're sitting apart from each other.
    Yet it feels like we are embracing each other.
    After some time I realize that it is our minds that are embracing, not our bodies.
    I feel my body completely turning off, it is slowly letting go of my "spirit" (I call it spirit, I don't know what else to call it... my mind? my consciousness? my soul?)
    As my body turns off I completely loose perception not only of my surroundings but also of my emotions...

    ... I can see again, but it feels different from seeing. I am now a small cloud of pulsating energy, and so is Yuya.
    I decide to call this form "spirit".
    Yuya is very pure and blue, there are fine crystalline strings emitting from her center.
    I am green and orange a complex, complicated, "worried" but gentle mix of colors.
    My strings move around more nervously than her's.
    Our spirits are touching, and we start moving into a direction.

    I start seeing an infinite amount of other spirits, forming a spiral galaxy of energy.
    I see many kinds of spirits. The spirit of a small bush of grass, the spirit of a tree, the spirit of a bird, and the spirits of many other beings.
    They are all beautiful in their own way.
    I understand that what I am seeing is the essence of life, it is what drives us, it is why we live...
    We keep floating along some sort of path, our spirits are linked, we decide directions as one.

    After some time our spirits detach, and I feel my dream body forming around me again.
    I open my eyes and I am sitting on a huge green leaf. I am very small, and the plant the leaf belongs to is very big, it can easily carry my weight.
    Yuya appears next to me, smiling like she always does.
    I don't ask her any questions because there are none to ask.
    What I saw is beyond my level of understanding, yet because our consciousness was merged, I caught a glimpse of it.

    I am still in an extremely relaxed state and I don't feel like talking or doing anything at all for that matter.
    We just sit on this leaf, enjoying the feeling of not thinking at all...

    I am not a spiritual person, but I do believe that we all have some sort of spirit or soul, depending on what you want to call it.
    It doesn't make sense to me that our consciousness consists of only a neural network.
    I'm not sure where those extremely relaxing dreams are coming from.
    Maybe I'm longing for this relaxed state because I am stressed in waking life?

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    1. bust113's Avatar
      It is your stories that make me want to lucid dream even more. AAAAAARRRRGGHGHH!!!!! Why can't I do it?
    2. KristaNicole07's Avatar
    3. SaiC's Avatar
      I have to fall into line with M3sterneugit. Having an episode of correlating dreams, let alone nonchanging dreamcharacters which prove to be intelligent and indipendent seems to be a honorable achievement, or lucky predisposition, however you want to see it.
      ...Why can't I do it?
    4. Baron Samedi's Avatar
      Lovely dream. I had a similar dream where I was meditating with a thousands of dream warriors in a lemniscate floating in space.
    5. Hyu's Avatar
      I have never meditated in waking life, I'm thinking about looking into it after this dream though.
    6. Baron Samedi's Avatar
      Meditate while sitting, then meditate while lying on your back in savassana (yoga corpse pose.)

      Focus your eyeballs up and center, which your third eye.