DJ of lucid goals and how it goes

I'm at a greek scen and looking at people who are acting. There is a naked man on stage.

I'm in a fancy house with many people at a party. I go into a big room and into the toilet. There is a person that kills me and cuts me up into very small parts and my view becomes like a movie. They put my body into a sack and cut down more people and put them into the sack. Annika puts the sack under her shirt and applies a fake stomach over it. She looks pregnant and I am somehow feeling her stomach. They walk out and there are two indian people who are with the heist. They walk into a hotel and to the elevator. The woman starts to cough up fake blood and the man starts to scream for medical care to take their attention. They get a room and walk up to it.

Notes: I watched a video where Gatis Kandis showed how to hide toilet paper and put it under his shirt so it looked like he had a big belly.

Tuva is my girlfriend but we don't see each other because we don't have anything to do together. I take a moped and drive to her because I want to break up with her and not just let it pass away because that would be bad. The moped I use has a broken pedal and sometimes I have to push really hard with my foot for the engine to start. There are some cars in front of me and back and I drive past Pastabaren. Eni is there and greets me, he thinks it's cool that I drive the moped. I reach Tuvas home and walk in. Her family is there and I meet her parents. When I walk in Tuva says that I absolutely can't express my love for her. I tell her that I need to tell her something in private and that I am not going to express my love for her. She follows me to the porch and I tell her that I don't want what we have to just slip into the water slowly but that it is better that we put an end to it here and just be friends. It comes out very good and I am able to express myself. She says that I am right and we walk in again. There is a 2.5 litre juice package that I have never seen before. I take a glass and pour some into it. It's so big that some of the juice is spilled out. I walk out and meet Eni again. He seems happy.

Notes: I've had a similar moped situation where I have to manually start it over all the times.

I dig some gold by scratching the surface with a big stone. Some other people are there and I show them how to do it too.

I'm in church and Elina has a baby there. I play with it for some time. I walk to my cousins and see that Therese also has a new baby. I play with it but it is really slippery and I can't hold it for long. I almost drop it but Peter saves the baby. I tell him that she is really slippery. The Children are very annoying and Jonathan and Oskar is fighting over a mobile game.

Notes: I love babies.

I'm in a snowy place and I am looking up a hill. There are my Norwegian cousins. There is a man that I don't know who is about to slide down the snow hill with only his skiing boots on. He succeeds and is very happy with himself because of his old age (he is about 45 years old). I have skies on me and ski with Tobias. I walk into a hut but my vision is getting darker and I can't control my legs properly. I fall down on the ground and look up. There is a small girl about 13 years old that is caring for me. She lies next to me and is kind of petting me. I think it is awkward to lie so close to her and that if someone sees they might get the wrong idea. I still like her company because I havn't got any power to stand up. I see Stefan but he likes that she cares for me.

There is a secret room with a code on it. There is a girl that says to me that I have to go in. There is a four digit code and she opens it. There is a big boy around 17 years old and he copies the code without my persmission. He wrote down 1 4 9 9 vertically on a paper.

Notes: I remembered much more when I woke up in the night but didn't want to write it down and see how much I remembered when I woke up if I really focused on remembering the dream.

I'm in a big room with stoves and a lot of monotonic black drawers. I was just hired to work here and they are giving me instructions. The one showing me around feels like Julia. She says that I need a name tag and learn how to fix different things. She shows me my own fridge that I have private access to. There is a hamburger and she tells me to always put the sauce on lastly. I say that it makes sense because otherwise it will become soggy. I look on the hamburger and there are two cucumber slices and a very bad looking tomato slice. I see a big bag in a trash can and think that I accidentaly put it there so I take it out and put it on a big shelf. There is a big fridge with strawberries in it. I ask the main boss if I should take four strawberries and put them in my fridge. She says that I need 11 and that I need to slice them first. The one guiding me earlier says to the big boss that it is not necessary to cut them anymore and the big boss says "okey, so they changed that". We walk to the right and there are many workers that are frying Singoalla biscuits directly on the stoves. I wonder to myself how the boss can let these workers do things like this. I think to myself that they probably aren't good tasting but that I understand how someone could like it. I see how the biscuits get golden brown and how the cream inside melts just a little bit and it looks much more appetizing now. There is a big chocolate muffin that is soaked with butter and looks very good. The boss inspects the muffin and says to the workers "This is why you should have become a film crew instead!".

Notes: I work at Subway and this is really how I think of them. They change how things are all the times and because I only work on the summers there are a lot of changes that I have to learn each time. I recently got a mail that I have to do two hours of online courses because we have to re learn some new things. My co-workers at Subway usually do random food combos that isn't good. Some people took white bread and dipped it in a cola drink and ate it for example.

I'm in some kind of museum and I become lucid. I look around and see a professor. I think to myself that I just want to follow the dream and see what it has for me instead of just flying away and create my own dream as I usually do. Recall gap. I Jump from a height in the museum and is a bit afraid that I will not be able to fly. I succeed and the flying is very smooth. I walk up a staircase and notice how my vision is more narrow than usual. When I focus on my vision it becomes darker too. Recall gap. I'm with some kind of rich family.

Notes: This is sad. I remember when I became lucid and that there was a long story I was a part of with some kind of rich family but I can't recall more. I think I lost my lucidity because I followed the dream narrative and I am not used to doing such things. I should practice how to stabilize my dreams more IRL if I want to increase my lucidity in my dream because I often forget to in my dream.

I'm with dad, Peter and William. We are in some kind of little shed with a sandwich. There is a hole in the ground and we are supposed to do something with it. (Peter and my dad share the same body in this dream and sometimes the person is my dad and sometimes it is Peter. I can't tell when always). Peter has some kind of mask that is covering his nose and eyes. I see that I also have one hanging around my neck and I equip it. Peter has a new kind of equipment that is also covering his mouth. I can't find one at first but find one later on around my neck too. It is not sitting properly and I am a bit worried. They attach a big plastic hose about 0.8 meter in diameter to the hole in the ground. There is a lot of smoke coming from the hole that isn't going through the hose as planned. The smoke is white and I can't see much because it is covering my vision. I am very afraid to breath in because I think the gas is poisonous. I don't succeed and I run out of the shed instead. We run to another shed and sit there. I see how the big hose is broken and torn apart everywhere. My dad/Peter next to me is very sad and says that he is a failure who can't accomplish anything. Robert B comes and says something neutral to us and that the sandwich probably was the problem.

Notes: I prepared the sacrament yesterday. That is why I dreamt about the bread.

I listen to a man who explains how we will save the earth. He shows us a movie of a yellow monster squid that is burrowing its tentacles into the ground. He then shows a picture of Gyro Gearloose with the same art as in the pockets but he looks a little bit mad in my dream. He says that Gyro Gearloose accidentally created this monster because he got depressed after a game of lol where his teammate committed suicide next to a tower. He shows a replay and now Diego is also there. There is a 2 vs 1 situation where Diego is the lonely person and Gyro Gearloose is one of the two players. They all suck at the game and just walk around next to each other aimlessly and sometimes auto atack each other. One of the characters walk into the tower and dies to it. The man explains that we have to save the world by making an alternative timeline where this doesn't happen.

Notes: I slept 10 hours this night and had many dreams.

I'm very emotional and cry to my dad. I have some kind of board. About 1x1 meter. There are many emblems on it and I get two more from my dad. I am happy because I finally have all of them. I try to use some magic from one of the emblems but I don't succeed. I think to myself that I only can use them in dreams and that I have to wait until I sleep.

Notes: Well that was funny. The dream was much longer and I saw the emblems in the dream. I remember they were beautiful with shiny coulors but not how they looked.

I'm playing piano and there is music playing. I try to find the right chords to the music and I succeed. It goes very easy and I only have to use the white keys (the music is in C). I make some big jumps over the piano and miss the right chord. My grandma I is also there listening.

I'm standing by a beach with William. I talk about all the different kinds of cells in our body and how they work. We talk about ships on the ocean too.

Notes: I had a big biology test yesterday and now I dream about it. Me, dad and William was going to a friend today.

I'm in some kind of foster home. It feels as if I am about 12 years old. I have two friends in my age. We are mischievous and are looking for different pranks and other things we can do. We find some permanent markers in different colors in a shelf and I take the black pen. As I take it I hear someone old coming. I hold the pen and walk to the person as if I was innocent. The old person is suspecting we are up to something and says that we should not write on the furniture. She says a specific word we shouldn't write and I really want to write that word but reckon that she will know that it is me then. New fragment I'm walking outside with my sister. I'm holding a plastic box with small white cookies from a store. We find a car that is deserted by the water. We look in the luggage and find some kind of bomb with a wire that is leading to the ocean. We follow the wire. New fragment. We are walking in town and are dressed for cold weather. We know that someone is looking for us and wants to steal the cookies because he is an addict. There is some kind of substance in our cookies he wants. We see him and he approaches us. I don't know what to do with the cookies. My sister is approaching him and giving me an opening to hide them. When he looks at my sister I throw the cookie box up in the air over the addict. He doesn't notice the box in his view but hears when the box falls to the ground behind him. He looks behind himself in suspicion but doesn't see the box due to the dark winter climat. He walks away and me and my sister is able to walk away safely. We meet dad after a while and we tell him about the addict.

Notes: I wondered what I would dream about and how the dream would be interesting. I am not disappointed. My family watched some old photos of us when we were small and found a text where it said how much trouble I caused for 30 minutes that day. Including taking a permanent marker and write on a wall with it. I think the addict in the dream was the gambling addict from church. I had a lot of HI and it was hard to hold my eyes closed.

I'm sitting on a bed with IT and we are talking about something. The wall to my right is a glass wall and I see the people and town walking outside. I talk about the trachea and how I could strangle him with a throwing tool I have in my hand. He seems afraid. I Keep on pushing him mentally and he becomes unstable. He goes on a rampage and throws himself under the bed. I am scared because I don't know where he might show up. I get confidence because I was able to scare him earlier. I walk of the bed and prepare to face him, thinking that I can beat him. He jumps me from under the bed with long nails, sharp teeth and his arms stretched out against me. I become lucid and try to wake myself up. He starts to tickle me and it is terrible. I wake up.

Notes: In biology we talk about the different body parts that are active during respiration, the cell, digestion and circulation. I have a test on these subjects in two days and I am nervous and should have practiced more. In the dream I use biology as a weapon.

I'm in a cellar. I'm being hunted and decide to hide in some kind of big container in a public bathroom. There comes a green slime monster and it jumps into the container and dissolves into some kind of hidious green mixture. My vision is changed to outside the container and I see the mixture is moving disgustingly. There comes a new creature in the bathroom. It is a large man without a shirt that looks brain dead. He jumps into the container and all his body contents are being pushed out from his behind until there is only a loose skin of him. His contents are not intestines as you would expect. It is diarrhea! I am inside this container but my vision is from above and I see the mixture blending with the green slime. My senses of disgust is almost making me puke and I feel horrible. But this is not the end. Monster after monster comes in and I have this afraid feeling at the same time I have this disgusted feeling. All the monsters jump in and dissolve into diarrhea and I am somehow counting how many things have jumped in and dissolved. I counted to ten. New fragment I am at a beach with Olivia, Stefan and Gabriel. We walk inside a big cabin and it is pouring rain outside. I look at the water and the big waves outside. Gabriel shows me some kind of cylinder device with many holes in the bottom. There are four clays with distinct coulors. Blue, yellow, red and green. Gabriel shows me how the clays start to rise from the holes and that I am like the red clay. The red clay is superior and rises over the other clays. He says that this is how the different clays impact on the greenhouse effect. I am proud over it and says that is the way I am (I did not think about it in the dream but there were four people in the room and four clays. Maybe each colour represented each one of us). Olivia changes the subject and we talk about going out swimming but I say it is too cold. I think in my head how warm it would have to be for me to go and swim. I start with 19 degrees celsius but end up at 25 degrees celsius.

Notes: I felt a bit stomach sick yesterday evening which may have resulted in the disgusting dream. When I woke up I was afraid to go to the bathroom because of the disgusting dream which makes it to a nightmare too. Yesterday I did some math and showed my family how we could have saved more than 1 million kr (113 000 USD) by only eating egg each day for the past 16 years. I told them it is nutritious, cheap and better for the environment than red meat. I am fighting for the environment and doesn't know why the dream me acted as if I didn't care.

I tell my family in the dining room that I am allergic to eggs but wonder if they will know I lie because I ate eggs last week.

Notes: That was weird. Why would I ever lie about that? I talked about my allergies with my friends four days ago when we ate at a restaurant.

I have accidentally married with someone I don't like in our bathroom at home. I think dad is there too. It is a double marriage because another pair is also there to marry. My newly wedded wife and I walk into my old room next to the eating room. We talk and my sense of despair disappears because she is not that bad. I walk into my mother's and father's room and there are some naked people in there and I become somewhat lucid. I feel on my face and wonder if this is a dream. I don't quite come there and the dream disappears.

Notes: In physics yesterday I wondered about how many of the girls in my class I would be okey marrying to. I didn't think anyone had the same life goals as I have and that almost none of them would enjoy 80 years with me. I thought about how our everyday life would look like and that my religion affects a lot.

I tried to WILD 03.25 (woke up naturally) and had some kind of weird experience. I had my thoughts and knew I existed. I wake up and remember a whole dream but I didn't remember falling asleep.

Tried out the mantra "I am going to dream about love" to see what my uncounscious thinks love is.

I'm outside with mom. She is supposed to go breastfeeding.

Notes: Breastfeeding may be a symbol for new family members? Maybe my love is for getting a bigger family.

I'm at Håkanssons' and they have all these cars with motorboats on them. I am supposed to drive one of the cars. The boat is on the car's back and it is hanging pretty loosely. I get nervous and think it is going to fall of. We drive to town and everything is going fine.

I am in some kind of universe where everything is a sickly green coulor. My cousins H and Therese are there. We talk about how this is heaven but there is some kind of other heaven that we want to go to. We don't know how the other heaven is, if it is actually better but we just want to go away from this heaven.

Notes: I had some discussions with my friends about what comes after this life two days ago.

I'm in a sofa with two other boys in my age. One of them is a person from my english class. There comes a camera person and we are supposed to record a short movie. The two boys go and sit upside down in the sofa so their heads are pointing down and their legs are up in the air. The camera person goes and record them from a high perspective and films down on them.

There is a giant frog in front of me on a pedestal. I have to jump on it in order to fight it. I somehow get up on the frog and starts to jump on its head. The frog starts to jump really high and I get scared of the height. There is some kind of health bar on the frog and it dies.

Something about my cousin Gabriel.

Notes: I don't remember anything except a very strong precens of Gabriel.

I'm in a big hall with a water pool. There are many other kids there and we have competitions. You are supposed to swim as fast as you can. I am the best. There are some time for free games at the end and the leader asks us what we want to do. I say that I like to swim but that Walter (A small DC that I have never seen before) can get my game request. Tuva N is holding him. I think to myself and regret that I didn't say that we could have a flying competition. I am being more lucid but the dream ends.

Notes: I haven't seen Tuva in a long time.

I'm walking in the woods with dad and it's dark. We have reach a place where Daniel S and many people I know from church are resting. I start to croon a meme song and as I hum more and more people that are sleeping join me. Everyone is crooning and I am happy.

Notes: I have seen Daniel S pretty frequently for the past weeks.

I'm on some kind of school trip and we are viewing different things.

There is some kind of rank requirement. The worst rank is stingray two and the best is stingray nine.

I didn't write down my dreams in my tag book when I woke up this night. I wanted to focus on my homework this day.

I have some smaller friends who remind me of the Stranger Things company. Helene sends a message to me about aliens that have the ability to brainwash. Some of my smaller friends discuss whether we should try to build gear that can prevent mind control. They say that it is worth trying even if it does not work in the end. New fragment I copy paste the information Helene sent me and send it back to her because I want her to read the instructions. I talk with her over the phone too. She says that she has never seen that information earlier. We understand that Helene has been brainwashed and we prepare the gear. New fragment I sit on a rotatable circle platform with an iron helmet that is notably home made on my head with four other people. The one opposite to me also has a helmet but not the other two people. I start to spin the platform by using my feet against the ground. The smart one that is in charge of the operation says worried that the speed might be too high and that we might die. I keep on spinning and don't care about his statement. There are some of us guarding the door from the aliens. There is a platform from the ceiling were about five aliens stand on that is being lowered. I close my eyes because I think it is a movie and do not want to look on them because I don't like to see scary things on television. My closed eyes don't help me because I still see them. They are tall, green and slimy but has a normal face like humans. They reach the ground and start to walk against us. We spin faster and faster until the energy is full. There is a new platform that starts to rise and takes the aliens with it. The aliens are able to walk of the platform easily but they just stand there. The platform rises to the upper floor and an arm of one alien is trapped and cut of by the elevator. Nobody seems to care. The upper floor is very close to our floor and we decide to run away. I suddenly have very slippery heels and it is almost impossible to move in them. Stefan F is helping me to move. There is an alien that helps us and Stefan says that there is only one double agent. I tell him that we can't be sure and that there may be more. There is a staircase we come to and Stefan walks one way and I walk the other. I don't want to leave him but see that the two different paths we chose led to the same destination only that mine was shorter.

Notes: This was a nightmare and I was scared when I walked to the bathroom in the night. I saw a movie on netflix that Helene tipsed us to watch. We talk about brain control in the english lessons. That feeling when you can't run in a dream is so frustrating.

I wake up 03.20 and wrote down the alien dream. I try to WILD and have a very positive mind that I will succeed. I am able to keep my focus but the itches are bombarding me. It's impossible to relax and I decide to sleep. I had some confusing FA too.

It is some kind of Bolliad and I sit by a table with Diego. There are tables placed in the middle of the room and there are some youths dancing couple dance around us. I see some girls that look lonely that I want to cheer up by dancing with them but I decide not to. The youths that are dancing want to group dance instead but there is a young leader (about 20 years old) that encourages them to keep on dancing in pairs. I look for William and is sad when I remember that he is too old to be there. There are two old sister missionaries (about 70 years old) that talk about all the cakes on the table in front of me. There is a big cake that they want the recipe to.

Had a dream about dad and something too.

I'm walking down a pavement but I am a spectator watching from third person. I grab the snake's neck with some kind of long tool. The tool start by the neck but go longer down its body steady and slowly. When the tool is holding the snake in the middle (the snake was about 2 meters long) it starts to eat something from a basket. Someone comes and says that the experiment is done and notes when the snake started to eat from the basket and where the tool I was using was on the snake. New fragment. I have been walking up the pavement and is about to walk back now. I come to the place where I held the snake. I look at it and is a bit scared. I have company with some kids too. I grab it with my tool but notice that it is severed and it is cut up as if someone had made fillets of the body and it looks like fish meat.

I wake up 06.30 and start my nightly wild attempt. I start off okey but it is hard to let go of all my thoughts. I fall asleep and enter a dream.

I'm in some kind of school dressing room with other people. We walk into a big hall and I notice it is a dream. I see Wencai's face really clearly. I walk to the next room but the dream fades. I am in my bed and try to wild again and enters the same dream instead. I'm in the same school but I'm alone with a janitor. There comes a big sign that covers my view where there is a picture of a zealot from SC2 and Zilong from Mobile Legends and a "VS" between them. I am Zilong and the janitor is the zealot. When I get my view back I am not actually Zilong and the janitor is not a zealot. We have a fist fight and I am crushing him. I become more and more lucid. I think to myself "if I think that the janitor will win over me, is he going to win?". I have beaten him up so bad that he his eyes have become red and his left chin is covered with blood. He reminds me of a vampire and I can't let lose of the thought that he is going to win. When the thought comes deeper to my mind I suddenly know that the janitor is going to win. He becomes a real vampire and jumps on me with his sharp teeth. I am trying to wake up but it takes some time. Meanwhile I see his eyes and teeth even tough I am closing my dream eyes.

Notes: I re-entered the dream many times and see different parts of the school and had some FA in my house which made me really confused because I was still trying to wild. The FA:ings made me thought that I had walked up from my bed which was weird because I didn't remember ever canceling my wild attempt.

I'm in school with Signe and showing her the Dream Journals' section of dreamviews on my school computer. I see one of my posts and there is a picture of a bowl with cereals and milk in it. I see a comment from my classmate Hugo.

I'm in school in a sofa with many other pupils from school. I have a guitar and play it. I do some different chords and notice that the chords I'm playing aren't the ones I hear from the guitar. I know it's a dream but I get the feeling that the dream is going to disappear. A transition were I lose my lucidity and teleports to another part of school. I'm walking the D200 floor from the spiral steps to the other part of the floor. I walk to a toilet and slowly realize I'm in a dream. I walk to Helene and Signe. I walk to the spiral stairs and jump down. There is no end to them and I keep on falling. I fly to the stairs and hit the ground smoothly. I want to do it again in order to feel how it felt again. I look down the stairs but there is an end to them now about three meters down. I fly down and Signe and Helene are there again. I feel the dream starts to fade away. I'm in my bed and do a RC. I try to go up from my bed but it's hard and my vision is bad. I open my window and fly away. I fly in through a window and find two girls and a boy sitting in a sofa watching a movie. I test my abilitiy to command my DC:s to do things through my mind and is able to make one of the girls to stand up and jump around without saying anything. The dream fades away.

Notes: I played guitar at school yesterday. I wonder if I can stop the random teleportations and have a long lucid dream instead.

I am a missionary at a yard. I walk around with my companion and there is a girl there too. We walk into a small house and there are many drinking glasses. I do some tricks with the glasses and walk out. I look back in the house I just was in and see some other persons doing tricks with drinking glasses. Some of them drop them and they break. Some people are mad because they break.

Notes: I am preparing to become a missionary and saving money.

I'm in the kitchen with Eni and his friends. His friends walk out and I talk to Eni. I tell him that we can camp in the park if he brings a tent and sleeping bags. I eat a Billys Pan Pizza and really feel the smooth tomato sauce between my teeth. I think to myself that we probably won't have time to camp because I will soon wake up. Soon after I wake up because of my alarm.