JoannaB

I had a paranoid conspiracy theory type dream in which someone had at some point broken into system at work and probably had all the access now. I knew a friend who at some point had told me about a similar scale security compromise at his work. What we needed to establish was did the intruder likely know that my friend knew something because then whatever my friend knew would not be a threat after all. We had a meeting with several people about this, and first on the agenda was a discussion on whether the enemy likely knows about the meeting. We discussed whether the reason I knew that my friend knew was because he had told this secret to many people, or were we lovers and he spoke in his sleep. The friend in this dream reminded me of a friend when I was a teen, who told me he loved me, and I was embarrassed because he was just a buddy to me.

Fragment: In my dream my mother in law found out the percentage of our charitable donations, and she was making me feel guilty that it was less than 20% of our income. (Note: this is completely out of character for her.)