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    I am Number 1: Writing New Edition of Reference Book

    by , 08-10-2013 at 10:34 AM (438 Views)
    In my dream I undertook the mammoth task of writing an updated edition of a Java reference book. In waking life I do not know how to program in Java, and even in the dream I was not good at it and I felt inadequate for the task. However, I felt someone had to do it because it was an important reference book.

    The previous edition had been written by an organization we work with in waking life, and the employees of that organization were like in waking life. My coworkers and managers however were not ones like in waking life, and the building and organization and goal of our work were not the same.

    In my dream I had to spend some time persuading a manager of why testing was necessary. Then I actually revised one chapter of the huge reference book and implemented the corresponding code for it, which resulted in two lines crossing, one representing actual data and the other some sort of extrapolated data.

    A high level executive of my dream organization was very impressed with my work, and meaningfully said to my dream manager that I am "number 1". At least I thought this had some sort of important hidden meaning, but I did not know what it meant, except that I had the sense that it was like "favorite", but i felt insufficiently qualified for that. I was supposed to go to the executive's office later, and hoped to be told what being number 1 meant.

    I talked with a representative of the publisher of this reference book. And she said good that I was working on this new edition, because this one was about to go out of date. I said that I would not be done in time because I had just started one chapter, and it was a huge reference book.

    The first revised chapter I did was one somewhere in the middle. Now I started tackling the reference book starting from the front cover. I had the revelation that there would be no need to revise every chapter, since this was a new edition, just the ones that needed to change. This made me realize that the task was not quite as huge as the reference book made it look like.

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    1. JoannaB's Avatar
      Analyzing this dream for myself: I think the executive saying that I am number 1 is significant, as in the phrase "look out for number one", meaning myself. I think the mammoth task of writing a programming reference is about my task of redefining myself, changing my programming, revising the reference book about myself. I feel inadequate to the task because of my low self esteem at times and because changing oneself is such a major undertaking. However, at the end of the dream I realize that this is just a new edition, and not all of me needs to be changed, and thus this task is quite manageable after all, so I should be able to successfully redefine myself before I go "out of date", stay updated with my own developments. Oh, goody. incidentally this is not my first dream this year of me working on some mammoth project like that, something to watch out for as a dream sign.
      Updated 08-10-2013 at 11:04 PM by JoannaB