Linkzelda's Dream Journal

05.12.2012

Come Sit Next To me... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a hallway that looks like a place where students wait for the Lab TA's to come out or come in to open the door to start lab classes.

Our TA was a young and black teenager. He wore a gray shirt, wore some fairly thick glasses with the black sides, like the stylish kind of shades. He wore some dark dreams as well, and we all go inside the classroom, and it seems we're trying to find a place to sit.

So I'm presuming this is the first time we've entered lab, because I see everyone trying to find whatever people they can interact with. I go to the back, and the TA has his desk at the back as well. I look a girl who looks like Erica in real life, and I wanted her to sit next to me, but she sits in front of the lab.

I don't know why, but I felt depressed when she didn't sit near me, even though I have mixed feelings for her in waking life.

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05.12.2012

Sound Muffling (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much from this dream, so I'll start at the point where I'm sitting next to some girl outside at a bench. I keep a distance from her, but she seems to glance at one or two times, but I just keep track of that with peripheral vision.

It seems someone is announcing something up front, and I probably was annoyed and wanted to sit somewhere to get away from the lady speaking, and I found that the sound was diluted a bit. What I mean is, as I'm shifting from one location to the next that is short in distance, the sound of the female's voice is almost eradicated, but I'm still hearing the muffled echos of it.

I believe the girl sitting to the left of me wants to talk, and I forget what we said, and she looked like a variation of a Chemistry Lab classmate I had the last semester as a Freshmen at the University. I believe the table had some cloth over it, and had blue and white squares to them.

I forget what I did next.

The interesting part of this dream to me was that I was able to pick out how the sound started to get muffled and lower when I moved away from the lady talking in front of a group of people.

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05.12.2012

Show Time (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some people wanted me to sing, but I didn't know what to sing. I decided I should sing a song from Code Lyoko from Subdigitals, and I looked for any dream character with a stack of papers with lyrics on it.

I see one to the right of me has a whole set with the X.A.N.A. logo from Code Lyoko, and the font to the left of it said "Code Lyoko" as well.

I can't remember what I did after.

05.11.2012

Katy Perry is Large (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's day time in the dream, and it is really bright here as well. I'm sitting down between a skinny girl to my right, and a person that looks like Katy Perry, only fatter. I decided to go for the fatter girl first.....(looooool Link, damn it...).

I think I went for her first because I thought she'd be easier than the skinny girl, but still man....*facepalm*. She had her legs up and rested on top of the bench and tilted to the side, which meant she had to angle herself towards facing right to my left side.

I think I say "Hi" to her or something, but I can't remember what she said back to me. She wore some glasses, a pink shirt, and dark blue jeans along with some dark brown lace-less shoes.

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05.11.2012

Resident Evil 4 Garradors (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

That video pretty much sums up how difficult Twin Garradors can be...

I'm playing Resident Evil 4, and I'm playing as Leon. I'm starting out in the area where you have to face several Garradors in the castle.

I was actually not all that scared of having guys with long claws whose only objective is to hear my footsteps and hopefully impale my head to the wall as they're charging like there's no freaking tomorrow.

I skip through the first area with ease, and I'm not even fighting the monsters, just walking slowly so they can't hear any big footsteps. I open the door to get to the second area where there's supposed to be 4 Garradors I believe, but again, I breeze through this area without having to fight them.

There was one moment where I heard them scream (and when they scream, you better move somewhere pretty bloody quick, or else you're pretty much going to die, or be severely injured; having 4 of them in one room, if all of them heard you, you have little chance to move and dodge, because you might get impaled by the other ones).

I opened the door without having to kill them, and I see that Leon's body basically exploded. I wondered what I did wrong, but apparently, when Leon came outside from exiting the two rooms with the Garradors, there was another body that looked like his, and the exploded remains started to collect and reform themselves on the new vessel that looked like him.

I believe Saddler was there as well, and he's wondering what the hell is going on with this transformation. Apparently, a dead Leon plus the new vessel of him combining together means he's invincible. Leon is in white robes and is holding a long spear.

I aim Leon to start stabbing Saddler, and Saddler can't do anything because he admits Leon is invincible now. So Leon stabs Saddler repeatedly until he's dead.

The dream shifts back to me now, and I think the point of experiencing all that stuff was to have sex in a different way with someone???? I'm not exactly sure what dodging Garradors and stabbing some freaking looking guy is going to do with sex.....maybe augment my sadomasochistic tendencies a bit, but I doubt I'm going to see an A+ in my overall being.

ugh....

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05.11.2012

Me vs. Huey (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much about this dream, but I'm challenging Huey from The Boondocks in a gun showdown of death. I'm wielding a shotgun, and I'm trying to get to some cover, probably because I know I need to reload really quick before seeing him again.

I go open a door quickly, hide, and grab the same shotgun I was holding in my hand a few moments ago. I quickly pumped it, saw Huey, and try to take a shot at him. I'm only seeing his face and him wearing a gray shirt and blue or black pants.

Eventually, we're finally at a stalemate, I tell him that if he stops shooting, I'll stop shooting at him. We're still a bit jumpy, but he complies and disappears.

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05.11.2012

Heart stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't remember much from this dream either, I saw some clip of Toguro from Yu Yu Hakusho trying to kill someone, but I'm trying to stop him but ripping out some kind of body part. It's really hard to pull it out.

I see a sheet with heart valves, something like that, and a person has three openings instead of two. After a while, the person has to split from one opening to go to the other.

The dream shifts to where I'm on my knees on a floor, and with some random people. We're looking at some sheets with various electronics, then I get bored and decide to go somewhere.

I think I get outside of the apartment I'm in, and it's not mine, and I see some old lady riding a yellow vehicle. There's some really cute females inside it, maybe two or three of them. I watch them for a while, and the old lady is trying to back up a little bit, and is taking a while to do so.

I can't remember much after that.

Now that I think about it, all that heart stuff, and seeing Toguro made sense I think? Because I remember he pretended to kill Kuwabara in Yu Yu Hakusho by barely touching his vital organs.

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05.11.2012

Physics Test with Steve Jobs(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a classroom, Steve Jobs passed out the Physics test, and is giving us a few final words before we start. He goes on and on for a while, and while we're taking the exam, he asks us,

"Pretty easy, huh?"

Most of the people in the classroom agree. He's wearing a black turtle neck or shirt, and long dress pants with black shoes.

That's all I remember.

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05.11.2012

Sit on the panel (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a small room with a few females, one was noticeable, Let's call her Liz.

There were these panels where you had to step of sit on the floor before the countdown timer of 15-16 seconds was over. Just trying to sit on the panels was difficult in its own way, because you had to duck under a table to sit down with other people in a really tight space.

When I tried to get the upper hand by finding the panel closest to me, Liz tells me,

"Hey! You can't do that!"

Ugh.....so I get up and try to go to another one, but I can't remember what I did to resolve it.

Had the alarm wake me up at several times, well, just 2-3 times, which is why I remembered a few dreams.

Took 6mg of Melatonin before going to bed, had one moment where I could've done a DEILD, but gave up, had one moment where I could've used the CANWILD tech, but failed to cooperate....ugh...but I met a certain someone, twice.

05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms..... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in a gym, and I'm resting on a wall somewhere, and it seems that me and someone in my arms is in an area with some group of children and teenagers. She was resting on my chest, probably sleeping or something, because there wasn't a lot of movement on her part.

I think she probably was injured, but I'm not sure. While I was wrapping my arms under her armpits and to her sides, I also touched near her upper thigh region. There were children around, but I didn't really care if they were going to see some awkward things happening.

I didn't realize it at first, but I had to be holding Eva, because for some reason, I think I had a dream shift from a previous dream, and I don't know if it's the second time I held her in my arms below, or if that was first and this was second.

Ugh...anyway, I had her wrapped on me while she's sleeping, and I had my hand close enough to where her private areas could be touched, but I didn't do anything else.

Some child who looked like a kid I knew in waking life is looking at us basically groping each other, or maybe groping her, and tells me,

"Hey you can't do that!"

Just hearing this brat's voice pissed me off, I wanted to tell him to Shut the fuck up because he has no say in this matter, but I tell him in an awkward tone,

"Yes I can! She's my girlfriend!"

Uhhh did that just come out of my mouth in this dream?


.....................looooool....

The worse part about this dream was that I could only feel someone embracing my body, so it being Eva could be wrong, but it felt like her....I guess? Even though I never really knew how she was towards me?

I guess she could've been alive, or I could've been a necrophiliac and had a near to death body....BAHAHAAHAHHA, that's not really funny....*cries* who knows....

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05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms.....again? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm playing Metal Gear Solid 3, or at least seeing Snake walk around in third person perspective, and I believe I'm controlling him without actually playing the game, if it is a game....

I believe we were in the Swamp/Forest/Jungle part in the game, and I believe I was trying to hide from Ocelot, but I didn't notice until the dream resets just a little bit.

I saw Eva disguised as Tatyana, her alias, and she was wearing the whole green outfit as well. She looked like she was waiting for someone, seeing as she was just standing there.

There's some gaps in my recall on this, so I'll presume there's a dream shift, and it seems that I'm holding Eva in my arms again. I think there was some major fighting going on, since I saw Snake being pulled up from a helicopter, along with a few other DCs except for me and Eva.

She looked tired and injured, like in the last dream. I go to an area in the Jungle where we can both rest. I believe I braced against a wall and sat down while holding her in my arms.

The dream resets, and I say reset because Eva was standing in the same position I saw her in.

This time she asked to herself,


"Where is that asshole?"

.........................................>.>

..............<.<

...............heh....hope she wasn't referring to me.....*cries*

Anyway, while she's standing around, I hear the Caution music for MGS3 playing, and I think I'm playing as Snake again in third person mode. I think I had to lure Eva to go to a certain spot so Ocelot wouldn't see me.

And the same item I had to use was a Croc cap....loooooool, okay, working with the logic, I throw the croc cop somewhere in front of Eva.

(It wasn't the whole croc cap, just the package it comes in when you find it in the game)

As she goes towards it, I go around this small boulder separating us, and I think I put her in a CQC hold, or in short, just holding her near her neck, but not really trying to kill or injure her.

I think I had another moment where the dream resets again with me throwing the Croc cop near Eva's area, but I kind of threw it in an awkward position, so I picked it up, and threw it again.

I don't know why the dream resets for me to be in that situation, but I get to Eva again either way, but I didn't get to hold her because Ocelot was still around.

I thought he caught me, but apparently, he doesn't have any intention to kill me, he's just surprised that I'm here, I guess, and he wants me to take out all the weapons and items I have.

The environments starts getting weird, I'm seeing Solid Snake in third person view instead of Naked Snake (Solid Snake isn't really supposed to be born right now, seeing as he's the son of Eva being the surrogate for Naked Snake???....but it's a dream, so oh well).

The environment turns blank and has some colors of gray or silver. The whole place is dull, it's like this whole thing was simulation like in the VR missions you see in MGS2 with Raiden or Snake.

Anyway, Solid/Naked Snake (I can't tell anymore) starts dropping his weapons and items, they just come out of him like that lol.

Ocelot is inspecting them, picking them up, and while he's doing that, my perspective is kind of weird. I'm also checking them as well, in a weird third person perspective. I saw some letters like "p squared (p^2) and probably "q squared (q^2)" as well.

For some reason, that has to be related to the Hardy-Weinberg equation of p^2+2pq+q^2=1......


Hmmm, I wonder why the description on some items had elements of that equation???

I can't remember much that occurs later on in the dream, except for Ocelot looking around and picking up all the items around Snake that he wanted him to take out.

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05.10.2012

Biochemistry Seminar Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking outside near my University, around clock tower, and it seems I'm headed for the Biochemistry Seminar course I had this semester. I see a guy wearing a fluorescent green shirt and black pants, along with a black packpack as well.

I couldn't make out his face, but it looked like he was one of the classmates I had for the class, and he was headed his way to the classroom as well. I go the usual way to get to the class since there was construction going on from the last route I took the first semester of college.

I tried to see if the construction still went on in the dream, but the place was gated, so I couldn't go the other way even if it was all cleaned up and brand new.

Now here's the next part that I'm confused on which happened first......

I go inside a building, and the carpet is green I believe, I head near a room that I assume is the class I have to go to. Then I see a blonde girl sitting near the door, and I sit next to her. She was wearing a white shirt and black sports shorts with the white lining on the sides of them.

Then I believe I decided to head into the room, and I see almost everyone that took the class in waking life. I see that they're turning in some paper for a seminar, and it had the previous guest speaker's name on it...let's call him Pat.

I realized something was weird and asked them,

"Wait, didn't our teacher say that since it was our last seminar meeting, that we didn't have to turn in a paper?"

They all realized this and some probably had a mental facepalm moment and said, "ooooh yeah."

Even though I realized that we didn't have a paper to turn in, I still didn't do a reality check myself because I'm already finished with the course, so I guess it wouldn't have been any better to tell them that, but I guess it was better for me, because I would be panicking, because I didn't think I had a paper to turn in for the teacher.

Since we didn't have a paper to turn in, and since it was our last seminar class last week, I told them while standing up getting ready to leave,

"So I guess this means we can go........right?"

I look at them, and it seems they're turning their face towards a Biochemistry Adviser in waking life that I've seen before. I sit back down and ask her a few questions like if the teacher is going to show up.

Apparently, she's there just to fill his spot in the mean time. I was confused, and ask her why she's here, but I said it indirectly, which made it harder because she didn't understand what I was asking her, looool.

She was talking about some theories on the white board, and was making some kind of weird model of some kind of hormone, RNA, DNA, or whatever molecule.


She told us to watch out for any small green parts to the model being on the floor. I lean to my left side, and I check the floor, which was fluffy, and there seemed to be no green parts at all, so I get back up and watch her go on some wild tangent over random information.

It was something like a Butter something Theory, where the hottest region in the universe would roll all over, like a dab of butter in the middle of the pan would be heated up, and the pan would lean to various sides, causing the butter to move around.

She didn't really tell me all this, but the name of the Theory automatically made me associate it with that in the dream.

The dream shifts, and I think the real professor actually is here. I forgot if I asked him if I can use a printer, or if he needed to get something printed, but I use the printer to the left of me, and it seems that it isn't printing right. As the paper is going down to be printed, it goes down too fast, which means things get misaligned. The paper even folds into two because of the force, and I look at the professor awkwardly.

Then he starts talking about some stuff, and was using some headphones I had as a microphone, but I signaled him that he should use the microphone that's placed right in the middle of me. He takes it, and I move the wire away from the printer so he can have more wire to move around with.

I'm not listening to ANYTHING this guy is saying, I just pretend that I'm interested in everything he's saying. Then I get some flashing clips of some lady in a shiny and silver latex suit, kind of like the suits one of the ladies from the Beauty and the Beast unit in MGS4 would wear when they had the name "Laughing (name)."

Even though I'm seeing the ass of the woman, I think the lady had black hair or something, and she was crawling all over the place showing her ass off. I think it was probably Raging Beauty.

Better view than listening to the professor....and I should've caught that the guy never taught in class, all he did was just have the filler role of guiding the guest speaker to the right place after they gave us a little preview of that they'll be talking about.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Melanieb's Hot Older Daughter (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, this dream.....either I'm seeing someone in the future, or maybe Melanieb has a daughter my age that she hasn't talked about to me.

Anyway, I'm looking at a photo of a hot blonde girl, probably around my age of 18, and there's this guy who has six pack abs and everything, a perfect trophy boyfriend for the girl.

Melanieb is talking to me through some instant messaging program, but it's appearing as a small hologram instead of me using a laptop. She starts talking about how fine the guy looks, and I just take what she says about him.

I zoom in closer on what might be an older daughter of hers, and she was pretty hot. Her lips were little big, but it wasn't a distraction or anything.

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05.10.2012

Get Out... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This same dream...I could've done a DEILD from the CANWILD tech I was trying to do...you'll see...

I was arguing with my mother about something, and we're inside my apartment, lol that's weird......

Anyway, I started to get serious with her, and eventually, she can't take it anymore and wants me to get out of my apartment.....um okay....it's my apartment, but okay, I'll get out if you lost the verbal battle with me.

I look at the table to my right, and I grab a shirt before going outside. She's pointing her way to the door, and as I'm getting closer and closer....

THE ALARM RINGS....and I wake up. Lol, I could've went for a DEILD, but eh.....I don't know what was wrong with me, that was the PERFECT association my body has made to signal me that the alarm was about to initiate.

Oh well...

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05.10.2012

Ho-Oh (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in this area where there's a few green hills, along with buildings with some stone gray stairs, and having an overall color of gray to them. There were a lot of areas where you hide under the stairs.

I think I was playing a game with some random people, I can't remember exactly, and I believe I saw a Ho-Oh somewhere in this dream.

The dream shifts to me just running around the place, trying to find the people I was playing with....

What a boring dream......

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05.10.2012

Sidney Poitier Arrested? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a house, and my mother and Sidney Poitier are with me as well. The doorbell rings, and I go check to see who it is by looking through the hole. I couldn't get a good view of them, because everything was blurry. I told the people inside what they looked like, but I can't remember the exact description.

I head to go back to a room somewhere in the house, and the door opens. It was two cops in black uniforms that came to arrest Sidney Poitier.


One of the cops comes in while Poitier is being hand-cuffed, and he's asking if one of us is the father.....lol wut??? I looked at my mother, and asked her if I should call my father (wait why would I do that???).

The cop said I can call him, I think? I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Blonde girl kidnapped (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm honestly freaked out by this dream....ugh...

There's this blonde girl who looks like she's around the age of 4-7, and she's wearing a light pink outfit. I believe she was going to walk with her friend to go home, but I think she disappeared.

Then a random old man in horrible clothing, almost as if he's a homeless guy, comes in and grabs the little girl, and has one hand over her mouth so she wouldn't scream.

He said that they would both have a fun time together...

Ugh...disgusting.

05.09.2012

Fun with Rulers (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in the English Pre-AP/K-level class I was in my freshmen year of High School. The teacher was the same as well, tall blonde guy. Let's call him Mr. A.

While everyone is sitting in actual seats in class, I'm in front listening to everyone, but I don't think they really mind me just sitting there. I'm not even sure if they saw me.

While Mr. A is trying to read some stuff to the class (he's sitting down on a chair between some rows of students) and there's this Asian girl who speaks....well, ASIAN, and the Asian guy in front of her was mimicking her.

Mr. A looks at him, and the guy immediately quiets down, and he continues reading more random information to the class, and then the Asian girl started to get annoying, and the teacher looks at her to make her quiet down as well. After he's done talking, I think I'm on the right side of class this time, and he comes up to me and hands me a survey.

Wait....what? I take it, and I start filling out some of the Teacher Evaluation questions. Then I started to get lazy and marked "B" for everything (B was the second positive answer you could pick, and he was a cool teacher my freshmen year as well).

I give it to him, and then I see some people turning some assignment. Oh crap.....

I go check to see what it was, and it seems pretty simple, just make a simple bar graph with a ruler.

Boy was I wrong.....

I get a light green transparent ruler, and one random sheet. I was being stupid, and I made a X and Y axes on a bar graph that was already made. I had difficulty making a straight light, and I swear the ruler was shifting in form or something, not by a lot, but just enough to make me question what's wrong with the ruler.

I ditched using that sheet, and I get a blank one, I tried making two straight lines come together for another graph set-up, but again, still having trouble making straight lines. Then I looked to Mr. A about the situation, and he said I need to complete the assignment now because it's due today.

I start panicking (STOP PANIC!), I can't make a fucking graph for freaking sake!!!!

I started to scream at Mr. A for making me do an assignment when I'm not even part of the class.

Lmaoo....xD

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05.09.2012

Fajitas (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm going inside a fast food place, and I decide to get some Fajitas, don't know how I can get Fajitas at a store that sells mostly burgers, fries, basic stuff. This isn't a Hispanic Restuarant link.......

I go up to the cash register person, and they say it'll cost $7.56..screw that. I tell them, "Oh, never mind..."

I go outside, and there's some kind of dance fest or soemthing where one person stands on some symbol on the ground, and start busting some moves. People were watching one guy that was closer to me than the one further away.

I guess he was trying to have sex with the air, because all he did was do pelvic thrusts and humping the air along with weird snake like dancing.

I go into a random house, apparently it's mine, and before I go in, I see two dogs near the set of stairs I'm on. I try to get their attention, and they get closer to me, then I see a lady come in the hallway, and she sees what I'm doing. I close the door, but I know the lady is going to come and knock on the door to ask what happened.

I forgot what I said, but after we talked, I closed the door and she goes on her way.

I took a nap today, and took 51 milligrams of Melatonin too before hand. Not much of a difference, at least for me. Guess I should've saved that for tonight instead of sleeping for most of the day.

05.08.2012

Long Road (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I'm riding my bicycle on a very long road. It's afternoon time, no surprise there, seeing as I'm sleeping during the day. There's a lot of construction going on, which makes me have to shift to left and right lanes a lot.

I remember going down some mini hill with some sand, and it seems there was a person's footprints on it, and that kind of bothered me for a few seconds before I went down the hill. I presumed it must've been a construction worker walking when there wasn't as much traffic to go down the hill.

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05.08.2012

Mall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a mall, and the overall setting is blue, or turquoise if you want to be precise. There's this black female in a red dress that appears as I'm getting closer to one of the stores, and she asks me a question, but I'm not planning to go into any store.

This leaves her in an awkward position, and her smile slowly turns into a neutral form, and goes back into the store. She wasn't mad at me or anything, just in an awkward position.

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05.08.2012

Chemistry Final Exam (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream is kind of funny because when I woke up from the alarm from the afternoon nap, as I was drifting to sleep, the dream sort of came just like that, but I wasn't aware.


I'm sitting down, taking an exam for Chemistry, I'm assuming it's my final exam since I took it today.

I'm sitting at a different seat than I was in waking life, which was supposed to be near the upper regions at a column of seats for left handers, but I'm shifted to the bottom left side of columns for left handers.

I'm sitting next to a girl, can't really remember the facial details and all that, and a few people are asking the professor a few questions before they take the exam. The professor was exactly like the one I had in waking life, and she was wearing something that was light pink as a shirt or a vest over a shirt.

Some questions were about theories, but I can't remember what exactly, and most of them weren't even related to the course work, but I wasn't even bothered to do a reality check. I was just too worried that I'm taking an exam.

I looked down at the sheet to see a random question before quickly looking up to see the professor talk about a few things on the large screen in front of class. There was a girl who finished her exam, and she got up to ask the professor if GPA matters for her major to apply for research.

The teacher said, "No," since she was was a Socioeconomic major, some thing along those words.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.08.2012

Laundromat Closed Down (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a Laundromat, and it resembles the one near my area. It's shut down, and I don't know why I'm inside of it, there are no lights turned on or anything. There were some clothes in the dryers, but not a lot.

There were two females I believe with me, and they were wondering if the place was closed down as well, and then we all went outside. I think I asked one of them where I could find another laundromat, and they said something with the name "wood," can't remember unfortunately.

I acknowledge their response, and I can't remember what I did after.

05.08.2012

Alarm (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's late at night, I'm in a random house, I look at some chick that is sleeping in pink pajamas, I can't make out her visage though, but from what I remembered, she looked cute sleeping.

I think I was eating something, and was going to get up to put the cup and plate in the sink. I wanted to go somewhere near the female that was sleeping, but when I do, the alarm for the house triggers. It startles me a little bit, but I quickly go to the alarm thingy that you go to enter the code.

Apparently, the code was related to personal bank stuff....lmao, and I even said the code in a form of a question to someone. Don't know if they responded back, but how could I not tell that I said a personal bank pin to a random DC?

Then I see my father come out of the door, but he's in a passive state, probably still tired, and he sees the alarm is taken care of and goes back to sleep.

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05.08.2012

What is this, Titanic?? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a group of people, and it seems we're inside a ship because there's water coming up all the way to our knees. I believe me and a girl decide to stay together.

The girl herself? Not even attractive enough. Either I was extremely fucking horny or extremely fucking stupid to stay with this girl.

The reason I'm saying that is because the group that's heading out, one of them apparently was going to bomb the doors, meaning we couldn't get out. But I didn't know what was going to happen to us, maybe the water levels might increase gradually, and we'll drown together.

The girl on the other hand, she didn't care at all on what's going to happen, it seemed she had an abnormally active sex drive, and she was fixated towards me.



Like, I swear, this girl would be up for any kind of sex. I can't recall too much, but judging by her positive emotions, this girl was probably past the level of insanity. We're going to die either way, and me and her both decide to stay inside the ship that's going to flood...*facepalm*

Come, at least be Eva or some other hot chick with a vagina. Looks don't matter? pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffftt okaaaaaaaaaaay

Spoiler for 18+ Stuff eeeeew:

Anyway, my perspective changes, and I see the girl being drilled doggy-style, and she's enjoying the thrusting the guy is giving her, but the guy isn't me.

WTF, I just....but.........this isn't fair!!! At least let me bang the chick with my body!

Then the girl decides to lick the guy's asshole, but she has a little challenge trying to open his ass cheeks, loooooool. She gets down to business and starts drilling him with her tongue....eeew

The dream shifts to a completely to where I'm in an area that looks like a place related to my University environment. There was a blonde lady who looked a lot like my AP English 4 teacher I had at High School.

For some reason, I assumed that this lady was looking for her son, and in my mind, the son was the one who was going all freaky time with the chick from the last shift. The problem is, the guy didn't look like her son AT all.

Weird logic being sustained in my mind, no doubt, but as usual, I don't do a reality check from something as abnormal as that. I started talking to myself and laughing mentally at this women, and I believe one of those speculations were,

"Aww poor woman, it's sad that she's not going to know her son is going to die until later on..."

Don't know why I said that, but hey, guess I'm a real asshole when I don't have control over my dreams.

There were people lined up near some fence, and apparently, it seems to be some kind of collaboraiton with singers and instrument players.

The weight size of these people was hilarious, one looked like a bloated balloon, some had bigger proportions in other areas, it was just awkward just to see them do hand formations and even dance.

By dancing, I mean twisting their bodies to one side and to the other, not exactly professional dancing, but who am I to blame them....I only know two-step and three-step back and forth dancing...meh.

So I get closer to this group, and go under this small area under what seems like a bridge, and I'm standing in front of a person that looks like a guy's brother that I knew in the Tennis team I was part of in High School.

I basically have to extend my right hand, with one finger pointing up, and I have to make a reverse U sign from right to left to inform whatever group to move their fingers the opposite direction. And apparently, when they do that, music starts playing.

I get out of synch at first, but I finally get used to it and synch it right. Then some random guy tells us that he admits that he doesn't give us the instructions online, making it hard to understand what the hell we had to do just now.

What an idiot....

Then he starts bragging about this 1:1 interaction is nothing compared to how he has to do 5:10 or 5:20 with other people

The ratios I mention above just means interaction with people, so I guess he gets 5 people to interact with 10 or 20 people at once. Didn't really see what's the big deal with that, you're just responsible for a few more people.

Whatever. That's all I remember.

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05.08.2012

A little privacy please?!?!? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm headed to the bathroom, and my perspective is weird in this dream. While I'm in the bathroom, I can see what's going on in the kitchen or living room in the house, and the people in it.

It seemed my mother and Kim (another dream with her again...) were going to the bathroom as well.

Kim was interested in what I could be doing in the bathroom, and starts laughing while she questions me on what I'm doing.

Ooooh I don't know.....obviously freaked out that you're asking me that question!?!?!?

(The reason why I'm kind of annoyed is because she's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay older than me and not really good looking....if it were a younger woman, sure come right in!)

I brace my back to the door, because I have a feeling Kim is going to go inside, but my mother comes in and says she has to get something in the bathroom.

Okay.....


That's all I remember.

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05.08.2012

Biology Lab Stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in Biology Lab, the setting is different, the TA for the lab is the same one I had for Biology 112.

It seems that it's the end of the lab, and everyone gets out.

I think I have another dream shift before or after this one, and I'm talking with a woman who looks Indian. I guess she's average on looks, and I forget what she was telling me.

I was telling her how I was compared to some other Indian girl I knew in waking life. We'll call this girl I'm mentioning Hum.

I told the lady that I was in the top 3%, while Hum was probably in the top 8-10%. I don't know how I got that random percentage for Hum's ranking though.

I think me and the lady were going to enter a building, but I can't remember.

I took some Melatonin (3mg) last night to help with sleeping. I heard the alarms I set, but since I had some good sleep from the Melatonin, it was kind of hard to stay a conscious for a WILD. For the WBTB, I think I tried at least two times, I had the temptation to sleep quickly.

Woke up for the final time, and I feel like a new person. Remembered a lot more dreams, some where so long that I should've woken up for a while to write them down. Oh well.

05.07.2012

Left my Backpack (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a huge dream shift that I probably forgot, making this dream confusing.

Basically, I go into some random men's athletics room, and I see my backpack to the right of me resting on a bench.

I had a herp derp moment, and took the backpack just like that. I move forward to left side to rest my backpack on the left bench. There's a guy already at a locker, and he has a bunch of crap to put in, or put out, not sure what he's trying to do, but he has a lot of clothes and stuff in a pile.

He looked like Felix in waking life that I used to know in Middle School and High School. There was a guy named Brian, who was his friend in waking life as far as I know, who came in. Felix tells him that the locker that Brian is trying to go to is occupied, and Brian says in an almost scared tone towards him,

"Oh okay...."

I don't know, either he was afraid of me, or he was doing crack or something, because he was kind of twitching a little too much for my taste.

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05.07.2012

Lady with Plug (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some lady is our teacher, and I don't know who I'm hanging with at the time except for her. I think we're in a computer lab of some sort, and the floor is white, and the room is a kind of dark, I was wondering who is going to turn on the lights in here.

There was some lights from the outside hallway that provided enough to see what's going on, but it would've been a helpful to still turn on the lights.

A girl has a problem doing something on the computer, and I think the teacher takes the time to help her. There's some other stuff I can't remember to well, but there's a dream shift to where she explains to some girl that the plug, as in an outlet, is prone for error if not inserted correctly in an outlet.

I guess it served as some kind of flash drive in an abstract way, and it was white all over. It looked like your basic plug-in with a chunky white layer hiding the wires and all that, with the two outlet connections sticking out.

There also seemed to be something she utilized to protect those same ends sticking out, and when she did, it would light up a small bright green light, probably to confirm that things are in place.

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05.07.2012

Moving Circular Waterfall? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh, I don't know how to describe this waterfall, not even sure it's a waterfall, it's the best I can come up with. I googled what a circular waterfall was, but that wasn't it...too lazy to edit it out with a different name....


I believe I'm walking on a Circular moving waterfall? It's kind of hard to describe it any other way, but it feels like I'm walking, or someone is walking while I'm looking in first person perspective on a waterfall that's moving.

I think I slip down one of the holes after going high to up, and it's basically seeing a person slide left and right in third person view now. Apparently, before the small shift, I think the reason that as each time the person went down, things started to fade more.

I think they needed a specific amount of points to go to a certain afterlife, but I'm not too sure on that, because even though things faded, the person still went deeper.

They finally reach the bottom, or at least a good surface point for now, and they start moving a bit. I'm not sure if I'm playing a video game, and watching the character move that I'm controlling or whatever, but it feels kind of weird. I think I'm at some kind of Game Expo or whatever like E3 or even Comic Con.....not sure, just hearing a few people talking, but their voices are diluted while I'm focusing on the video game.

Oh, and the person seemed to be in some kind of sky city, because the bottom level, you can clearly tell that if they fell off, they would be falling for a pretty long time from above.

I can't remember anything else from the dream.

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05.07.2012

10 Reports (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream is kind of confusing to me....having a little bit of gaps in recall as well.

Some parts of this dream I remembered was being underwater I think to see how some kind of demon male can pretty much eat any kind of creature for some reason I can't remember.

The demon, or at least I thought it was, was dark violet, and when he turns around, he opens his coat layers or whatever it is, and there's a bunch of pink penises on each side. He had white hair too I believe, along with blue horns.

(The closest picture I can find is the demon girl made by uthstar01 in a certain gallery online)

The chick on the right...white hair, purple body, except it looked like a male in the dream.

There are other parts of the dream like me looking for some small animal in the grass, and then trying to kill some guys who want the same animal or object as well.

The dream shifts to where I'm inside a room, and I see a person that looks like my Biology 111 professor. I had a hunch I had to give my reports on the experiences I had before with the animal searching and all that stuff with the demon.

I remember a girl being next to me that looked like Linda, a Hispanic girl I knew in waking life. I was giving the professor my report, and the first one was kind of short, seeing how he read it so fast. I think he is getting more impressed each time he sees another report, and Linda is nudging me as if I got this thing for sure.

She was wearing a sleeveless black shirt and light blue jeans. She had black hair instead of light brown hair as well. I can't remember much after that.

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05.07.2012

Swimming to Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember was that me and Alyzarin, at least I assumed it was her, underwater, and she looked like she was unconscious as she's descending. She's still near the surface though, maybe 3-4 away from it.

I'm trying to reach her by swimming as fast as I can, but I'm going to slow. I assumed it was her because the entity looked a lot like the person on her avatar. Green hair, wearing a light colored full dress. etc.

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05.07.2012

Spike Spiegel Dies (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember for this dream was Spike Spiegel and some girl who looks maybe 6-8 years of age walking together at some random park. They're on some stone road, and I believe there were Pink blossom trees, and some of the leaves are floating in the air.

I think Spike decides to kill someone, but I'm not too sure on that. Whatever the reason or action, this causes the girl he's walking with to pull out something that looks like a lipstick of some sort.

It actually is a mini-pistol of some sort, and she shoots Spike. Spike grunts, and says something like the lines of,

"You little....you took it while I grabbed your.." something.


That lipstick trick reminded me of a scene in MGS3 where Sokolov thought Eva was going to kill him with some weapon that ended up being a lipstick...lol.

(From 0:00-1:15)

05.06.2012

Afraid of the Dark (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know how to categorize this lucid, lol. WILD, DILD, DEILD? I'll just go with WILD I guess.

I believe this is after I heard the alarm, because I said to myself that I would do a reality check after the alarm started to ring.

I'm resting on my bed, and I decided I should do a nose plug reality check.


I feel awkward at first, but I know I'm lucid because even thought it was hard to breathe through at first, I know that in waking life, my insides wouldn't be able to expand.

I'm at my apartment, and it's dark, barely any light at all, maybe near the kitchen, but I'm not sure about that.

I take the time to try and turn on one of the lights several times, but none of them are working for me. I believe I rubbed my hands at some point for stabilization, and I decided to open the front door. It's still dark outside, and I see maybe two or so random people walking outside.

I couldn't see their facial composition though, there was one person that looked like a silhouette, literally, and for some reason, I was afraid of going outside in the dark, so I go back inside my apartment.

That's all I remember.

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05.06.2012

No exam for me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I moved to another school in this dream, because the main thing I wanted to ask this random professor in the ends was whether or not I still have to take an exam for moving in at an awkward time. The professor seemed to be awesome, everyone paid attention to him and all that fun stuff.

After class was over, I go up to him and ask if there's any exams that I have to take. He pauses, then smiles and says,

"Nope, we're pretty much done."

I remember the dream shifting to where I'm waiting for my father to pick me up.

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05.06.2012

Store Rage (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I go inside a store, and I asked one of the employees how much they would buy a pair of black shoes I was holding on to.

"Ten bucks..."

I said, "Make it 20$."

"You got yourself a deal...." he replied.

I go up to the guy, get my money, check it, and then he said,

"That easily would've gone for $15."

Okay.....I get out of the store, then I checked the amount of cash I had, there was some trouble reading it (missed reality check), and it takes a while for me to calculate how much I have in my hand right now.

I actually see a nine-dollar bill while looking through the amount I had. I realize that guy gave me over $20, and I decided to go back into the store to tell him this, but then I had a gut feeling to just not tell him, I almost did, but I stopped midway.

The dream shifts to where I'm probably in a different store, and there's an Asian employee this time of a Caucasian one. I'm looking above the shelves to my right and see a bunch of printers and scanners.

I'm interested in the scanners, and ask him how much they cost. I check the price tag on them, and saw $30. I was surprised at first, but I checked again, and it was for the ink cartridges. The actual printers were around $100 or so.

The Asian guy gets angry at me for some weird reason, and I'm trying to figure out why he's being so mad at me. I look down at one of the printers, and I see Japanese symbols that were printed out, which leads me to assume that it doesn't print English.

He gets more serious, and I just reach the breaking point and basically told him to go screw himself and left the store. I get out of the store, and I think I'm shifted in the dream to where I'm near the store again, and the Asian guy is taking a smoke.

I don't think he notices my face, but I'm still pissed at him for getting mad at me for no reason, so I ignored him and get near a fairly deep ledge to get on the grass on the bottom.

I look left and right for traffic coming by, then when it's clear, I jump off the ledge, walk down the road to get to the section in the middle with grass on top of the curb to split the lanes, and then cross it as well.

I see a blonde girl in a black jacket and some short sports shorts, sitting down with some females. There's other groups of people around, but I just continue walking forward.


I had another dream, but I forgot it, whatever..

05.05.2012

Okay, so after sleeping a little more, I recalled more dreams. The first one is the most recent one, and the rest are just in random order lol.

Foursome with Melanieb and Twin Sisters (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at my University, and I'm riding my bicycle pretty fast, barely managing to dodge a few people or run over them. I just ride just for the sake of riding, and I'm headed towards a new area.

I shift to the right lane of the road, go to a small downhill road to turn left, passing through a truck just in time before it can block me.

Then I reach a dead end, and was worried I was going to crash, but I leaned towards the side of my bike with both of my legs on one side, and jump off it while holding the handles.

I walk inside a random room, and I go all the way in, turn left, and then decide to go back outside and go to my apartment. I'm my way out, I barely notice a bald guy wearing a striped shirt with red and white going down vertically.

I felt like an idiot to just randomly go in, so I pretended to be dumb and said "Hi" to the guy. He was in the process of sitting down on a black rotatable, and was looking at the computer in front of him that was black, and shining pretty bright.

He responds to me saying "Hi" to me, and I do this awkward leave, slowly walking backwards and smiling, and just getting out of there.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm back at my apartment. I go inside my bedroom, and I find there's some clothes on the bed.

Hm.....


Looks like all of these are mine. Then I hear someone say,

"Brandon!"

Shocked, I slowly peek to see who it was, but I couldn't see anyone, because I had the living room lights turned off, though the kitchen light should've helped me see the outline of the person at least.

I decided I should go to the living room section a little bit closer, and I see a woman with black hair, red shirt and a small thin black jacket on top of it.

She turns her face around, and it's Melanieb, without her sunglasses on her profile picture.

She has glossy lips, like this:

I don't know why, I didn't have complete control over myself, but I am seeing things in first person perspective, and I kissed Melanieb on the cheek.

I asked her,

"Wait, how did you get into my apartment?"

She responds saying that she told the managers some clever reason that I can't remember exactly. She then said that they didn't believe her at first, so she lied to them again and said,

"I wanted to preserve my virginity for you..."

Pause.









Pause..










Wha----







Why didn't I do a nose plug RC? Especially since melanieb was in my apartment?!?!?!?

Anyway, I looked into her eyes for a while, and it's kind of hard to assume that this person was a dream figure, I looked into her eyes pretty deep, and she felt happy to be around me, or maybe she's just being cheerful overall.

She holds my hands, and from this point, my mind is going blank on her cute expression towards me. While she's guiding me to the bedroom, I'm still shocked and blank.

When we get to the bedroom, it looks a bit messy. I hear her saw a few things, but I can presume that she wanted me to clean up some areas in the bedroom before we did anything.

I tell her that I will clean it up, and I declared that the reason why is because I've had so much free time lately that I've been passive on managing my bedroom.

I start to pick up an underwear on the bed, and put it next to another small piece of clothing on my left hand.

The dream starts to fade a little bit, and it shifts to where I'm outside.

From this point, I thought I was awake, and was mad at myself for the dream fading away, because I was looking at some old man walking at some random point in a section that looked like a pharmacy drive-thru.

I got annoyed, turned my face back to its natural position to see Naruto in his older form smiling at me while he's walking over some grass.

Then I see some girl who looks a bit like she's from an anime, but at the same time, she looked realistic, like 3D Anime or something like that, but even more realistic than that.

I believe she wore glasses, and had black hair as well, and she was driving a white or silver car. She looks at me, and I look at her, and then there's another car coming in, and it's another girl in it as well.

They both look the same in facial composition, I was confused. Both of them were following each other while in their cars.

Then the dream shifts to where Melanieb and the twins were inside my apartment apparently, and I was going to go inside with them, but the dream fades and I wake up....

Loooooooool. So much for the foursome.

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05.05.2012

Shoot the Fake one (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't really care much about this dream.

There were two men on the floor, and they both looked the same, and I had a handgun in my hand, and I had to kill the fake one.

I had a hunch on who it was, and I aimed the gun at him while they're busy fighting and rolling on the floor in a garage.

I almost shot the real one, and then calmed down until the fake one rolled to the left to get on top of the other guy.

Before he could punch him, I shot him in the head.

I dropped the gun, and I think I went to someone and started crying, but I don't know who...

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05.05.2012

Kaomea and her Pain meds (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, so I'm reading Kaomea's Dream Journal about how she's taking her pain meds or something like that.

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05.05.2012

Rich Blonde Saves my Ass (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know how I got into affiliations with Asian gang group members, but these were one of those high class ones where men in fancy suits would come after you and "take care" of you if you did something wrong, in other words, you'd either be dead or severely injured.

There's something that's bothering my mind, and apparently, I had to pay off some shark loan or something like that by tomorrow.

I believe the amount was $1,600? Obviously, I'm screwed, and I'm worried on how I'm going to get this payment done and over with in a short period of time. I think I'm with someone, but I can't remember, and I can't remember what happens next except in the next dream shift.

I'm near a blonde female, and she's positive towards me, though I'm not really paying to much attention to the vibe she's giving me, probably because of the loan I had in the back of my mind worrying about.

She writes a check that basically will let me pay off the loan. I look at her and had a face that said, "Why????"

She smiles at me, and she even gives me a $100 in cash just like that. I acknowledge her by showing her how grateful I am, and I looked at the $100 bill and thought of the things I could buy with this amount of money.

I think I replaced the $100 bill since it looked a little bit blank in the middle with a black censor or something like that.

The blonde didn't mind at all though, that's all I remember.

05.04.2012

Throw the gum away (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in class, and it's almost time to leave, I can just feel it.

I was doing some project with some people I can't remember, but apparently, people were waiting for me to be able to be dismissed. It took me a while, but everyone started to shift their attention towards me.

I look at them have that "Okaaaaaay" face on me, I get up, and I think I was chewing gum.

Guess the teacher wanted me to spit it out for whatever odd reason that prevented us from being dismissed. I wanted to be a hero and throw the gum in the trash can, but I miss, like I always freaking do, and did the walk of shame.

I heard some voices going, "Nooope" "ahhh ahhh!" "awww" when I was going to shoot the gum in the basket.

I go back to sit down, and that's all I remember.

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05.04.2012

Running up Stairs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I was with a group of people, and one of them was summoning trees to grow larger or something, and then the dream shifts.

I was in a house, don't know who it is, but it has a lot of small sets of stairs going up to the attic. I was going up pretty fast, probably even skipping a whole set, and turning to the other sets until I'm finally up to an attic.

I see those same trees that were extended, and they were weird looking trees, they looked more like zoomed in versions of flowers.

There's this random tree-house attached inside the house, and it extended to the outside. What I mean is that if you decided to go inside of it, it would be in midair, but supported by the house itself.

It looked unstable, since I tested it but tapping my foot near the floor, and there was some creaking sounds....definitely not going to an unstable tree house outside of an attic.

Oh, and apparently, mooseantlers (DV member) built the tree-house because a message came up as a chat bubble saying,

"Mooseantlers built this."

After that, I can't remember anything else.

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05.04.2012

Two Men & One Woman (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This felt like a middle school dream or something of the sort, maybe a High school one. I was sitting down near the bleachers in the gym, and I was sitting next to a blonde girl.

Someone was complaining why we need to eat stuff, well duh, to survive...right?!?!?

Anyway, I was holding an object in my hand, but can't remember what exactly. The girl I was sitting next to, the blonde, she basically smelled me without making it apparent she was smelling me.

She was disgusted by it, and shifted to the left a little bit. I ignored her to pretend like nothing happen, and to save embarrassment if other people looked at her and saw that she moved away from me.

There was some guy sitting one level on the bottom of me, and he was telling me what's up, and how it's been a long time or something like that, but I ignored him. I saw him make the face that said, "Oooh okay, guess I'm not cool or anything." but I didn't care too much.

I believe she was wearing a white dress shirt, blue jeans, and based on my peripheral vision, she probably had freckles as well. The instructor/teacher requested everyone to arrange themselves to where there would be one female and two males for a group.

She said that,

"It would be best to have it with two males and one females, because having a female in it will give more attention to you all" or something like that.

There was this new girl sitting next to me, and based on my peripheral vision, she looked like she resembled a Biochemistry classmate I had this semester. I forgot her name in waking life though, and she was Hispanic as well.

She wore a black sports jacket with white stripes along the sides of her arms, and had a red shirt underneath it. I believe she was wearing long black sports pants as well. There was another guy with us, but I didn't care too much about him, he was sitting left of her.

After a while, I think the dream starts to fade, and this is probably one of those dreams where I get closer and closer to finally getting a CANWILD technique done.

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05.04.2012

Eva? Anyone??? (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, so......IT WORKED IT WORKED, now to just keep up with the technique. I set my alarm on the computer to wake me up after four hours of sleep instead of the usual 5-6 that I tried this week.

I told myself that when I hear the alarm, I would wake up, keep my eyes, closed, and remain still. Worked like a charm! In fact, I woke up from a dream naturally, kept my eyes closed.

I presumed that since I woke up, it was probably a few minutes before the actual alarm set off. So I told myself in this void state from coming out of a dream that I would still keep my eyes closed and remain still, and it works!

So the CANWILD tech, although I came out of a dream naturally, I was able to listen to the alarm passively. Once I heard it, started getting ready to get into the dream state.

After maybe 10-20 seconds of being still, started to feel this fuzzy feeling around my head and neck region, but I kept calm, with my eyes slightly open, but I closed them shut, and then I realize it's my dream eyes.

But to make sure I wasn't opening my real one, I closed them and imagine what the room would look like.

My dream eyes opened naturally. I was laying on my left side in the bed, and when I was looking inside of the room, the walls were white, and it definitely was NOT my apartment this time.

I think it was either me in someone's house, or maybe this is just a new setting my mind wanted me to explore a little bit. I do a nose plug reality check, and from that point on, I focused on stabilizing the dream.

Stabilization was my main objective, along with trying to summon Eva, of course.

Anyway, the same bedroom I'm in, it had stickers all over the walls. I couldn't tell exactly what they represented, but I know there was this dim light blue light radiating from the bottom somewhere, probably to serve as a nightlight for whoever house this is.

I open the door, and slowly walked out to the living room. The flooring has a wooden shine to it I believe, and it's fairly empty, but everything is pretty vivid in this dream. I turn on the lights, because there were a lot of doors arranged in this dream, and I was a little fearful that something random might pop up.

I kept holding my nose and breathing through it to remind myself that I'm dreaming, since the place would be an environment that I would take for granted and become non-lucid or something. There was some temptation to roll my eyes, which has a nasty tendency to wake me up, but I suppressed the urge, and still kept myself in the dream.

I'm walking around the living room, and there's a light lamp shining from above, while all the other areas such as the kitchen and dining room were left in the darkness.

I decided to summon a T.V., didn't expect it to work but, it did! An HD widescreen T.V. showed up, and it was gray on the external layers on it.

Wow.....that's amazing, summoning something simple as a T.V. was a challenge for me. I think I either turned on the T.V., or listened to another one in the house.

A commercial was playing, or some clip of a random movie, but I never seen anything like it, so I guess it's just a collaborated event going on. There's this blonde female in the shower, and there's two men in it I believe.

Don't think it's porn scene, lol. Anyway, she looked like she was afraid of something, and walked over quickly to the strong and muscular guy for protection. It was kind of short, the clip that is, and I focused my attention back to myself.

I even rubbed my hands slowly as well, finally getting a sense of what it's like to feel my dream hands. Things shift from third person to first person perspective for me a few times, and I believe that's what caused me to get the dream stabilized, since in most of my non-lucids, it's mostly third perspective.

So I guess I just need to get used to being in first person perspective in these lucids now, will help tremendously.

Anyway, I figured that since I'm stabilized in this dream long enough, even though I should've stabilized some more, I decided that since I summoned the HD T.V. in front of me, I said,

"Eva!" and waiting for someone to appear, but nothing. I mean, I knew that it might've taken a while, and that I should've been patient, but since that didn't work out, I decides to say,

"My previous dream guides!"

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Nothing lol.

I was sitting on a small soft chair meant for one person to sit on, and I think I had one of my legs over the other.

Disappointed, I get back up again, and then the dream starts to fade, and I think it's because I was starting to see myself in third-person perspective.

Anyway, glad I got a lucid from autosuggestion and setting the alarm after 4 hours of sleep for the successful DEILD, so even though I didn't do the CANWILD like I thought I would do, I still did it because I told myself that I would be aware of the alarm, and remained still and keep my eyes closed.

05.03.2012

Janitor and Elevator (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember going inside this pretty huge elevator, and there's this janitor that comes in at out of the stops. He is wearing a gray dress shirt, and some shorts.

He asks me a question that I can't remember, probably something related to cleaning up the floor on within the elevator, but I said No.

The elevator opens, and as he's taking his stuff out, I noticed he forgot that one of his equipment was dangling out inside the elevator, so before door closes completely, I dash towards the area move it aside.

I come out, and I'm in some random area, it feels like in a firm of some sort, seeing out things are fancy. It doesn't feel like a hotel, because area itself I'm in is too small.

I turn around and explore the place a little bit, and there's two doors. One is for going to different floors of a bank, and the other I can't remember too well.

I'm kind of hesitant on which door to pick, and I remember going near the ledge and holding on to the metal barrier on top to look down. I think some small thing falls on my head, or maybe it was a spider's web that got on me.

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05.03.2012

OpheliaBlue met Alex in Texas? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

OpheliaBlue tells me that Alex was in Texas in waking life one time, and she got the chance to meet and talk with him.

I don't understand why she would tell me something that would technically be confidential and only released to staff members, but I guess it wasn't big of a deal for her to tell me.

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05.03.2012

Eyeball (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking around random areas, can't really get a good description of any, too many dream shifts, and they were most likely short experiences anyway.

The one I do remember is me in the bathroom. I'm looking at myself in the mirror, but I'm not seeing myself, I'm seeing my eyeball zoomed in.

There's a hair strand right on the middle of my pupil, and I carefully slide it to the white area and took it out. Then something else random was in my eyes, it looked like half of a transparent shower curtain hook was in my eye as well.

It felt kind of weird how I was taking it out, but it in a twisted sort of way, it was relaxing feeling it come out of me as I'm moving it out.

Someone is telling me something, but I don't really pay attention to them, and I don't think it's my higher self talking or anything like that.

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05.03.2012

Over sized Clothes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a store with a female named Kim in waking life, I don't know what she's doing in this dream, but apparently, she declares to me that she'll some clothes for me.

Okay, free stuff, sweet, so I go around the store, and the carpet is dark brown, and there's somewhat of decent lighting in the store. All I'm seeing from this store are dress shirts and some fancy suits, nothing NORMAL to wear, and they're all over sized.

I can't possibly wear any of these over sized clothes and make myself look like I'm fat or something. I try to avoid Kim seeing me, seeing as I can't pick out any clothes as yet.

I don't know what I'm being a wimp with not going up to her and admitting there aren't any clothes my size because they're over-sized for me.

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05.03.2012

Head shot (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I know more went on in this dream before, but I can only remember this certain starting point.

I'm outside and it's bright as day, the building I exit seems to be a skyscraper or some kind of large corporation building with glass windows making up most of its composition.

I see a light brown brick wall somewhere in this dream, and someone was supposed to appear behind it I guess?

I look to my right and see someone coming out, they look at me, holding a weapon most likely since I'm sure I raised both my arms to show that I'm not going to do anything to them.

I slowly motioned myself towards what seems like a backpack, and I think I knew there was a gun I could use, but again, the lapse in recall makes this a bunch of presumptions of what's in it.

When they turn the other way to look at another person I think, I quickly grab a gun, probably from the backpack or whatever, and immediately shot the person in the head.

I didn't hear a gunshot from it, it was like hearing the sound of a tranquilizer gun, but I'm pretty sure that guy I shot was dead.

D.......E........A..........D...

The bullet went in pretty deep inside of his head, and there's no blood coming out.

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05.03.2012

Swimming with Zora, Aqua, or Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in an environment like in the video below, it definitely had a strong resemblance of it.



Exclude that I'm Link on a boat though, it's just me, half naked wearing a long black dress pants. I'm swimming pretty fast in this down stream, or maybe it's because of the current speed that's accelerating me.

There's someone swimming with me, and I feel it was a female Zora, and I could tell it was female because I heard her say things to me in a voice that could only be a female.

I think I told her to be careful swimming and try not to bump into too many of the green colored boulders. So I guess in my mind, I had the logic of the boat game where if you bump into the boulders or anything, you would lose points.

Except this time, it was the Zora/Aqua entity that I was concerned about, because every time she was being ditzy and bumped into something, I felt some of her life force getting weaker and weaker. Maybe I was just concerned about her well-being rather than it being her life force, lol.

She was a mix of these: Aqua from Tales of Symphonia 2, Zora from Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess (the image is a male, but it's hard to tell if Zoras are male or females in TP though), and Queen Rutela from Twilight princess as well.

It was pretty fun being around this entity, despite their Klutzy nature.

There were some moments where the dream resets at certain points, probably when the person's life ended and was set to full back again, not sure, I just remember a few blackouts and us starting wherever she hit a boulder or something.

Alyzarin did mention her swimming in a dream last night, and I wonder if it's her in a different form, since she is kind of klutzy and ditzy in her dreams sometimes, especially in this one.

Anyway, we're (I still don't know who) finally reaching the end of the stream, and it seems this one is carrying us at a higher acceleration than before. We finally reach the end, and I think I thank the person I was swimming with, and went out alone.

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05.03.2012

Carrot the Mastermind (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's kind of hilarious seeing Carrot, a member here on DV, being in control of what I do in my apartment. Even now, I wonder if she's actually doing that, hahahaha.

From the dream above with the Zora/Aqua/Alyzarin speculation, I believe this dream is a continuation of that.

I remember floating up to water surface, and feeling the water rush out of me as I'm on ground level. As I'm walking, I'm shaking my head to get rid of the water, and I still feel myself wearing the long black dress pants from the last dream, and I think I was still half-naked.

I'm clearly headed for somewhere, but I don't know where exactly, I just know the area I'm in resembles certain areas at my University. There was this small gap I was going through at some point in the dream, and I had to jump on some small ledge and edge myself along the path.

Okay, enough of that boring stuff. I finally reach my apartment, go inside, and there's a person inside. He's skinny, brown hair, wearing a white jacket with some small black font on it probably, and is wearing some generic blue jeans that were faded.

I ask him,

"How did you get in here?"

He starts getting a knife, and tries to stab me, but I dodge most of his attacks, just barely.......

He is telling me some things, but I can't remember anything except when I asked him the same question like before basically.

He responds saying Carrot is able to control who goes in and out of my apartment electronically.

And that it's all part of her twisted game in having fun with what I do inside my apartment. The person said I was an S1 or G1 type of ranking, not sure what that meant.

I think he even said something along the lines of compared to Carrot's rank, I'm like a third grader. I was a little shocked by this, and he continues attacking me with the knife. I dash towards my bedroom, close it quickly.

It's a good thing the guy thought I locked it, because I know that in waking life, the bedroom door doesn't have a lock, and doesn't even close all the way. (It makes a clicking sound, but it always retracts and slides just a little back).

While I'm peeping through the small crevice, I see him going back, then turning around facing the door. Instead of just waiting for him to do something, I think I turn around to go to my closet and find something to attack him with.

I do it quietly, and the dream shifts to where I open the door, and he's coming at me, and he grazes his weapon on the lower regions of my chest, but it was just a graze.

I can't remember much after that.

05.02.2012

I think I'm on my second day of attempting the CANWILD technique that I tried a long time ago that got me to do a WILD pretty quickly before. Going to rely on that technique from now on, seeing as I'm getting used to the alarm I have set up to waking me up.

I still keep my eyes closed, so that's a perfect way for me to hopefully seize a REM period to have an instant WILD. It'll take a few nights, but I'm not going to give up on this technique, and thanks to the assignments on the DVA courses hosted by OpheliaBlue and fOrceez, I want to make sure I get an A+

I'm really glad that I joined those courses, it forces me to stick to one technique, because I know how much I complain when I do too many. So for from now, it's the CANWILD technique for me...I know it works because I had a WILD from it on the first go or two.

Here's the link if you're interested.....

http://www.dreamviews.com/f79/**craz...rial-**-87710/

As for the alarm sound I used, it's the first one in this site:

http://soundjax.com/alarm-1.html

The only exception is that I augmented the sound by 500%, so there's no way in hell that I can ignore a sound like that.

Barbershop & Song Parody (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The way the parody was set up with the tune of the song "I can't Decide" by Scissor Sisters was pretty funny, in fact, it went so fast and it was so catchy that I couldn't possibly remember even 3% of the song.

The dream starts out where I'm in an environment that seems to be raining a bit. The overall color of this place is brown, and the mix of the rain and the natural color of the place kind of gives off this mood that I should just remain in my place and watch the view.

Some group of black people came and needed help finding a certain class. They came to me first, but I didn't know what they were talking about, nor did I know what bus route or whatever would take them to the right place.

Then some random person helps them, and it seems he had a better awareness of a reasonable route to go, but it seemed even he was a little confused on what they wanted.

While he's talking to them, I look to top left, and there's a road going up, and I see two girls sitting on a bench. Both of them look familiar, one was blonde female and one was a black female. Let's nickname the blonde one Chels and the for the black female, I forgot her name lol.

I decided that since I know that Chels at least took a math class in the university I attend would be of some help to the group of people asking us a question, I quickly added on to the conversation and declared and pointed towards Chels and the girl sitting next to her might be able to help them.

They acknowledge it and go to them. They first were waiting on traffic to pass by, so that they could walk or ride their bicycle. I stay inside under some cover so the rain wouldn't get me or anything.

The people waiting on the traffic are STILL there...and I even told them,

"Hey, you can go now....there isn't any traffic..."

But they're still hesitant in going. I decided to just ignore them, and I find myself pushing a mattress on it's side. I look to my right, and I see two barbershops, talk about location and competition.....

The barbershop that was little further away from me had some guy working on people's hair. He looked familiar, but I could only make out the outlines of his visage. The one closest to me, there was a female working on people's hair.

I ditched holding the mattress like it wasn't even there, and go to the one with the female inside (lol I would choose the female).

There were two people sitting down, and I believe there were four rotatable chairs on the left side of the shop. One person was sitting on the one closest to me, and the other was sitting on the third one further away from me.

There was a seat in front of me, the second one, and I decided to sit there and wait. I don't know why I'm waiting, I guess my dream body wanted a haircut, but I didn't really pay attention to how I looked, seeing as I'm in first person view most of the time.

I since I knew this chairs can go up or down depending on how you press the lever on the bottom, I decided to have a little fun spinning around and going up and down. But before I could do that, the lady taking care of a person's hair said not to do that since the chair is wobbly, and might fall off if I make it move sporadically.

I immediately stop, and then someone tells the lady about something related about the chair being wobbly and that I could still play around with it, not to sure.

Then someone comes in to give me a message from someone, and asks if I wanted to see it. I said no, but I still take the message.

After they leave, I open it, and now I'm in a different perspective to where the paper takes up the whole field of view. Words start scrolling down slowly, and a catchy tune is playing....

Sounds familiar.....and I realized it's the tune from Scissor Sisters' "I can't decide" song playing with different words.

The song is playing while the lyrics are scrolling down, and it's hilarious on how different words are able to synch up with the tune! I spend the time listening to how it is basically talking about me, from how I look and my fitness level, academics, etc.

After it's finished, I can't remember what I did next, but it was funny listening to the tune of the song with different words, honestly, if I could remember all of it, it would probably be an even better laugh in waking life.

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05.02.2012

Don't Jump to Conclusions (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a garage with a group of people. I believe I have a weapon on me, an old school revolver that's silver, with some dark blue padding on the gun handle I believe.

I didn't notice this until later though.

There's this old man who gets near the apartment, and he has a gun himself in the front of him tucked halfway inside his pants.

I start to panic a little bit, and he also came by parking his red car on the driveway of another house. I just stay back like the other characters are doing, and the man asks while pulling his pants up.,

"Any of you a student?"

I almost raise my hand, but the DC to the left and front of me did, and came with the guy. I was going to get ready to use my gun on the old man, but I was afraid that it might not shoot, seeing as in previous dreams, it only worked if I had some kind of pain of loss or something, like with Eva getting injured in the Akashic Records dream I had a while back.

So the old man and DC, who looked like someone I knew in waking life, let's call him "T."

He and T go back inside his red car, and they go off somewhere. After they pass, and me acting like a little pussy by hiding behind the door, me and the dream characters come back together near the garage, and I start talking about what the old man is going to do with T.

I took out my gun, opened the barrel, and there's three bullets inside, and the whole thing can contain six. It's a good thing that I didn't take my gun to shoot him, because I realized the gun itself was set to a slot that had no bullets AT ALL, so if I decided to try and be a hero and shoot at the old man, it wouldn't have worked because there were simply no bullets for that slot.

And if I shot again to realize it didn't work, it wouldn't have worked again, because ANOTHER slot would be empty.

So I guess the third time really is the charm in this case if I went in blind fury on how the gun didn't work, because the next 3 slots would have bullets in them. (The last slot was already on the right before the two empty slots if you're wondering about that).

Anyway, we all calm down a bit after T and the old man go away, but I'm still worried what the hell the old man could possibly want with a "student."

Then shit started getting even weirder, I swear, one by one, dream characters are randomly disappearing, and I don't know who the hell is causing all of this.

I look at one random dream character, and tell them that we're in for it now, and that we better start being more diligent. I decided to go outside again, and I see someone coming in with some kind of black jeep vehicle, the type where there aren't any windows or roofs, like the ones you would see poachers use or whatever. (Hunting Jeep)

Yeah, a female comes out, and she looks Hispanic, she has long and beautiful light brownish hair I believe, almost close to being orange. She was wearing a plain white shirt that was ruffled up a little bit, and I believe she was wearing really short pink shirts that would probably be a replacement for her underwear....

Instead of confronting her, I duck for cover under a vehicle because I'm not taking any chances with how the dream characters are disappearing just like that. I think I get some dirt on the clothes I'm wearing, possibly sand or dust, but I don't care much about what's on me though.

The girl looks at how I'm ducking for cover under a vehicle, and she has this face that says,

"Lolwut, what's wrong with you?"

Anyway, after she comes, and I forget what I did with her, a red car comes near the driveway on the same house to the left again. I thought this was the old man bringing back T again, but it was a young blonde female, kind of cute by the way, especially with how her cheeks where shaped to make her smile naturally.

I calm down a bit, and I forget what I did around her as well. The dream shifts to where the old man and T came back, and it looked like the old guy shot T, because T's head was leaning to the side, and he didn't even move.

I start to get even more worried as the old man comes out, but T is actually alive because he comes out as well! The old man leaves, and I ask T what the hell he wanted to do with him.

T said that he needed someone young to try out some clothes for him, apparently, it was supposed to be clothes for some female, probably the old man's grand kids or whatever.

Okay......................................you just randomly come in with a gun tucked in your pants, and you ask for students in an almost threatening tone just so they can test out how some clothes would fit for someone?

Perfectly reasonable..../sarcasm....

It's a good thing that I didn't shoot the old guy, seeing as he wasn't a threat to me in the first place.....but one thing remains....

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THE OTHER PEOPLE THAT DISAPPEARED IN THIS DREAM!!! It was like a mini-horror flick in the afternoon....

ugh....

I did learn from this dream not to jump to conclusions, even if the person has a gun and has a serious tone in his speech.

I also realized that I should check how many bullets I have with the weapon in my hand the next time I dream myself with one.

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05.02.2012

Blue Snake (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember a lot from this dream.

there's this blue snake, with black spots at random places, and I decided to kill it because of the fact that a snake with that kind of color looks freaking dangerous.

I don't know what I did, but I started to chop it up in fear and rage.

I think during the time I was killing it, either it changed to the color green, or I killed another snake. For the snake that was green, I remember grabbing it by it's tail, and stomping on his head very hard.

I started to pull its body and eventually hear a cracking sound. I let go of the tail, and it's dead.

Then some lady talks to another lady on how it's okay that someone's egg was broken, because the blue snake bit on an egg already...

Couldn't really understand that...but just putting it out there for the sake of remembering.

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05.02.2012

Stupid Kids (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much from this, just walking inside of a store, looking for something. Then some small children were looking at me for a while, and I was kind of annoyed by them.

The place kind of resembled a Barnes and Nobles bookstore.

05.01.2012

Bicycle and Traffic (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm riding a completely different bicycle. It's blue and it's one of those where you can bend down like a hardcore cyclist, or just ride normally, the ones with the thin wheels, but can help you go insanely faster than those off-road bikes.

I'm in traffic, and some idiot in a white truck is trying to go to the other lane. I slow down a bit and then keep going forward once they finally get to the other lane in a few seconds.

Dream shifts, and I'm in even tighter traffic, I have to be even more patient. People are actually more generous this time, allowing me to pass through to shift to the sides. I eventually stop, and I lock the bicycle in a weird place.

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05.01.2012

Sonic and the Gang (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The environment is very dark, and there seems to be some kind of war or some gun fights in this dream. There is no natural lighting sources, only a blue fog gives off some kind of light.

I'm seeing things in first person perspective, and Sonic, Tails, Amy, and a few others where near me. We were talking about something, and it seems we're in a safe zone, but I can still hear some gunshots out on the field.

Then I see some red entity running towards us with my left peripheral vision. I thought it would be someone trying to attack us, but it ended up being knuckles carrying a machine gun.

Lol.

There's a barrier to the left of us, so that means Knuckles had to take a side jump by using one hand to thrust himself sideways.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm sitting with Sonic, and there's a female sitting to the left of him (I'm sitting on his right).

I couldn't see the female, but I do know that she was a dark blonde female, she even looked like Topaz from Sonic X, only in 3D form.

She's just sitting there with one leg over the other, and is leaning on one of her arms. Sonic is just chilling, in fact, he's in that "guuuh fuck everything" mood while he's drinking some wine in a fancy golden cup.

He braces his head next to the window, and I think he starts to have a spasm for a few seconds, and continues drinking the wine.

The dream shifts to where Eggman wants to show everyone something that could save us all, or something like that. I have a bad feeling for this, since I knew that when Eggman tries to help, and when Sonic falls for it, there's something bound to go wrong.

While Sonic, and a few other random characters I didn't pay attention to were following Eggman, I started to get even more suspicious of him, and then out of nowhere, someone comes in to say some kind of audio was altered to make it look like Eggman was helping them.

But the sounds themselves were people crying for help I think, along with a bunch of random noises as well.

I can't remember what happens next.

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05.01.2012

Running around (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know what motivates me to run, but I start getting a good pace, and I'm walking insanely fast. As I'm going down or up the stairs, my feet is moving really quick for each step.

I spend the rest of the dream just running around like crazy, trying not to bump into people.

I remember going inside of what seemed like a mini-asian temple room, kind of like the one I was in the previous dream when I was trying to find Eva.

But I was going so fast that I ignored whoever was in it. I saw some familiar faces, but it was all just a blur for me.

It gets darker, and I'm running even faster, and I see two girls in front of me, and both of them look like a Jasmine that I think goes to my university, and another girl named Angela or something that attends another university.

I'm stilling running as I'm waking up, and even though I knew I'm already awake, my eyes were still closed, and I moved my feet in quick paces while trying to do some random hand formations.

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05.01.2012

More DV Porn (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm posting nude pics on DV again, and in my mind, showing tits were perfectly fine.

Then after a while, I realize none of that was allowed, so I started to freak out a bit and tried to delete them.

They were mostly nude pics of some really hot Asian females, most of them were in the spread eagle position, exposing everything......

I figure posting this other entry of mine will give me motivation to REALLY find her and figure out if she can be my dream guide or not, AND to find what was inside of the letter.

And again, forgive how I was all lovey dovey with her.....I was really really really REALLY desperate to find my dream guide, like....REALLY DESPERATE.

This was probably before I made some friends here on DV, I think I was one of those people who only made DJ entries, and didn't really go into the off-topic section on Dreamviews

I was alone, so you can clearly see how desperate I was

Even now, I'm laughing at this a little bit. I did way better back then than I am now.

Here's the link, lol.

http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/link...t-my-dg-27260/

Sorry if this second post of an older entry annoys any of you, just making sure how things were set out, and hopefully, I'll incubate the same environment below when I almost found her.



Dream 3:

I believe I’m inside of some mini Asian house, it was temple looking like. It’s overall color was brown.



I was inside my bedroom in my apartment though, so the room was basically attached to inside the Asian mini-temple. This girl named Angie that I knew in real life was trying to tell me something.

I can’t remember what she said, but she was complaining about something, so I decided to record what she said with my voice recorder I had in real life. After she was done talking, I told her “Thank you Angie for letting me record what you said.”

I believe I did a RC to see if I was dreaming, but I knew I was dreaming. Instead of just running around like crazy whenever I get the chance to become lucid. I thought to myself “Okay, it’s time to meet my dream guide…I’m tired of this!”



I walk outside of the Asian room, and went into another one. I screamed out “EVA! I know you’re here somewhere!” As I go deeper into the other room, I turn left to another path, and I see an arm pass by quickly, and I could tell it was a person wearing a jacket, just like how EVA wore her outfit in Metal Gear Solid 3





(If by now you don’t know who I’m trying to find, I’m trying to find EVA from Metal Gear Solid 3, since I met her in a dream once, I’ve been fascinated in making her my dream guide, or at least, that’s what I want my actual dream guide to alter their form in).

I started to chase where she was going, and I’m going through various rooms, and every time I turn my head to go to another area, I kept augmenting my confidence that I will see her! But I just kept seeing parts of her body dash to more rooms. I can’t remember much after that though.



I you EVA! :3

Okay, recall is a little better now.

04.30.2012

Phenlypatin Explosion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The word Phenlypatin is what I saw in the dream, I googled what that is, and got Phenlypentane. Note this dream a little......


How should I say this......

murder...blood...explosion...laughter....

The thrill of almost being caught, the thrill of hearing others die in the next room because they couldn't handle the explosion right.

Blowing up things with ease with a random chemical that doesn't even exist, at least here.....it was crazy...I honestly am scared on how my non-lucid state loved all this.

Whoever knew that getting away for explosions was actually thrilling?

The dream starts out to where someone hands me some kind of small test tube with a pink liquid inside. They tell me that it is "Phenlypatin," and that when it's set to somewhere under 10 degree Celsius, it will cause an explosion.

This wasn't really good logic at all, seeing as since I'm in shade, it should've exploded instantly, but it didn't. Maybe they meant if it's in an environment near 10 degree Celsius or above...but whatever..

The environment is mostly consists of this huge uphill, and we're at the bottom of it. To the right of me is an extension for it for vehicles to turn left (on their side). It seems to be around afternoon in this dream, and the sky is clear, so it gives us this kind of light grayish atmosphere to it.

There's a huge tree to the right of me as well, which adds on to the shade in the area I'm in.

I believe I'm in the shade at the time, and behind me was some kind of old and abandoned house. I think someone lived there, but it was a really old female. I don't know how I started out in this area, but I threw some of this Phenlypatin stuff near the truck.

(Note: I didn't know it was Phenlypatin until later on in the dream).

I thought the truck should've exploded by now, but as it goes downhill from the long road slope down near the curve to the left (right curve in my case), one of the gray, shiny, and oblong shaped tanks it was containing exploded right in front of me.

I saw some gases come out, and they had these hues of white and silver to is. The explosion was more of a pop, rather than actual fire.

The blue truck crashed into the large tree or whatever to the right of me. Then I started to laugh because this stuff was actually explosive!

I spend more time throwing the test tubes at random vehicles, I think I threw one at a taxi, or maybe it was just a plain yellow vehicle, not sure.

After I started cackling like a madman, I'm shifted to where my Biology TA I had for my second semester as a freshmen gives us more of these tubes, but either she didn't know these were explosive and being ignorant, or was just a random DC set out to force me not to do a reality check.

(That should've made me do a reality check, seeing as I don't have to go to Biology lab anymore because I took care of the Practical Exam last week).

There's probably two more people with me, and they're waiting for her to give them more tubes. She gives more tubes to me apparently because one of the people asked if they can take some from me. I hold on to the tubes and moved my arms away from them so they wouldn't take it.

MY TUBES was my behavior at the time....lmao, I really have gone crazy with these things..

Then I'm alone in this dark room now, and I hear some sounds coming from the wall. I presume that it's people that were near me before.

They were doing some countdown, probably for another Phenlypatin Explosion.

Altogether, they declared,


"3.............."






"2.................."


"1......................"



PLOP!







They're all dead. I hear the sound of their bodies exploding from the inside, it had this squishy sound to it. I guess the blood was splattered all over the walls to create that weird sound.

It shocked me a little bit, but they were stupid to activate the explosive in short range. I honestly thought the explosion would be strong enough to cause the Phenlypatin near the wall to explode as well.

Then I get out of the dark room, and apparently some Authority figures come in, and they're telling us of the incident. I believe I ignore what they're saying for a few seconds to look at a box that had the name of the explosive, which said Phenlypatin.

I'm surprised they didn't know I was part of the group with the explosives, and then as everyone leaves, there's this random guy who turns towards me, but is walking backwards.

He puts up the middle finger at me, and he makes this face like he's trying to get his upper lips to touch his nose, which causes his top head region to stretch down as if he's mad.

I don't know why he's mad, but I didn't kill anyone at all. The people who caused the explosion and got themselves killed were the idiots...not me.

Then I turn around and see a tube sticking out from the bedroom, along with some kind of plastic needle medium that you press down on the top to squeeze out whatever liquid was inside.

I quickly shove it under the sheets so the authorities wouldn't take a glance at my bedroom (they didn't check my bedroom, and I was honestly scared that they would, seeing as I knew I had a lot of these test tubes in a container near the wall that I mentioned before).

I realized the last portion of my dream occurred in my apartment.

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04.30.2012

Victoria's Body on Me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I find it funny that I dreamed about Victoria again, a girl I had for Biology class in High school when I was Sophomore. The last time I dreamed about her, it was because I looked at a few photos of her one time.

And I when I was on IRC posting women I met before, I dream about her this time. Funny how my mind works.

I'm inside someone's bedroom. The sheets are white I believe, and it's a small bedroom, with a lot of stuff, but it was organized, to some extent.

There was a window to my left, and I was near the end of the bedroom, probably holding on to a part of it, waiting for someone.

Then Victoria comes in.....


And she's smiling, she's happy to see me obviously. Her blonde hair, something about it made me enticed by her. Her radiant energy from the last dream I had about her was there.

I know it was there, and it was even stronger....strong enough to fabricate high and intense sexual energy.

The way she's moving coming towards me, I eventually laid my back on the bed. Then she gets on top of me.

She holds both my hands....

I'm now trapped in her presence, her wonderful sexual energy. She keeps smiling at me, giggling even as well. Then there's this other random girl that looks like a girl named Z that I had for an art class before.

Z was wearing a dark red shirt I believe, along with a super short pink skirt. She was going inside one of the brown dresser shelves, the bottom one.

As she's bending down to go inside the dresser, I realized she had no panties on. I'm seeing all this from third perspective mode, while Victoria is still on top of me.

Seeing Z bend down like that turned me on for some reason. I wonder why she was putting herself inside of a dresser, lol.

Maybe because I would use her later on like how I put on my clothes?

LOL, that's being a little bit too extreme, even if she could be a sex partner in this dream.

Anyway, back to Victoria. Having her whole body on me was amazing, and I think at one point, she wanted me to get naked. I think I do it, but I'm not sure if it was me, or some other person getting naked.

I can't remember anything else, other than seeing a small dream reset of Z bending down again to go inside the drawer, without her underwear.

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04.30.2012

Change of Heart (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking somewhere, and I managed to get out of a building to get inside of what seemed like a garage. The floor was gray and shiny, and it felt like it was a workshop garage or something.

I see a tennis coach I used to have treating one of the teammates I knew in High School. Apparently, it looked like he was doing an Electrocardiography operation on the teammate of mine.

(I'm not surprised, seeing as I did an ECG in Biology Lab this semester).

The coach is asking John,

"Don't you have a change of heart?"

I didn't really pay attention to the meaning of that, but now, it's probably when I asked someone on the IRC last night why they had a change of heart.

Anyway, I prepare to go outside, and I see another familiar face who looked like James that I knew in waking life. He smiles at me a little bit, but I ignore him as well.

I continue walking to go to the right diagonally. The sky, it looks like it's going to rain, or at least drizzle. Then I see a girl that looks like J, a girl that I saw in a High school who was Black, but light skinned.

She saw some friend of hers that acknowledge her presence, and they started to run to each other, but I ignore this as well.

Then I stopped for a moment, and I something tempted me to cough, like I was sick or something. I don't know what it was, but I managed to get back up from having one knee to the ground.

I can't remember much after that.

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04.30.2012

Math Teacher (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I really don't care too much of this dream, too boring to recall the details.

To put it as simple as possible, I'm in a math class, but it seems to have an elementary setting to it, and I'm asking some old lady on what problems I had to finish, but I think she said I don't have to worry about it.

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04.30.2012

Biology Review (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Since when does my apartment become a blood study guide for random people?

And because I had this dream, I'm worried about how it's going to play out with the Biology Final I have this friday.


All right, the dream starts out in my apartment, and there are quite a few people inside of it (missed reality check #1).

I see my Biology 111 professor I had at the time is there (missed reality check #2) and he's answering a few questions a student has. She was a female, and she was wearing a light turquoise shirt along with short black sports shorts, and she seemed to know what she was saying. (a girl in my apartment? missed reality check #3)

But the professor corrected her by saying that some purple material is in fact the yellow material's properties, I can't remember what specifically.

Then there's this random Asian guy, who is fairly chunky in size, and he's holding a paper with his right hand, and basically reads from it asking the professor that we don't really need to know what has to be excluded from whatever set of chemicals or whatever they were taking about.

They were either talking about amino acids, or something random, but I swore I remember someone saying related to them.

After some time has passed, maybe five minute or so, the professor and everyone else in my apartment decide to sum up all that they said, and they go their separate ways.

I decided that I should clean up this apartment, since it was kind of messing, random things being placed with other things...

I paid attention on how my professor would leave the apartment, and apparently, when I go to my bedroom, there's this door the leads to the outside on the right as soon as you turn your back from coming into the bedroom.

(Missed reality check #4....isn't that cute...)

He opens the door, and goes on his way. It's really bright outside, and after he's gone, I realize there's two men near some kind of coal burner of some sort. I presume this is my heater, and I ask them what they hell they think they're doing inside of this new attachment for my apartment.

It was kind of like a mini-garage, with maroon colored walls.

I don't think they understood what I said, they seemed like foreigners. They just look at me, and go back to what they're doing. I see they're putting more goal inside a machine, like the ones those people put in trains to fuel it.

Then I shift my mind towards apologizing to them, since they're doing the dirty work for me by filling up my heat source.

I don't know why I was shifted to that mindset, but it was better than dealing with people who wouldn't listen to me.

I close the door, and I forget what happens next.

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