nightmare

08.06.2012

Baseball Killers and Sakyo (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm watching a Baseball game at the lower levels of a stadium, and it seems that you could go under the stairs and watch it as well. It's bright outside, and the whole baseball field is colored with light green.

Teams would be lined up on opposite sides, and apparently, there seems to be umpires on each side as well? Guess this Baseball game had elements of Tennis in it as well. The players looked like those small cartooni-sh looking baseball figures.

They were mostly round on the edges, wore caps, and apparently had circular shields as well. I pondered on why they would need shields in the fist place, but after some time, I think if a team wins, Sakyo from Yu Yu Hakusho would show up at the top levels of the stadium and scream,

"Kill them!!"

And gunfire would be aimed at the winning team. I look at this nonsense in awe, wondering what is the point to shoot the winning team in the first place. There were a couple of dream resets for sure, and each one made me feel as if I'm a baseball player as well sitting on the sidelines....

I could see these people's wickedness, and the thoughts that I would be next started to overwhelm me. The dream shifts to where I'm with a group of older people, and these look like people who would be orchestrating this sick act. The more they are talking to each other, and the more they are in my proximity, the feelings of fear faded away.

Sometimes I wonder if I was part of this vile act...

They were talking about how a lady managed to escape in the hallway they were in. The flooring was just one big gray surface, and it feels this area was well ventilated. For some reason, there was an opening between two people, and I wanted to just dash through them. But I felt that if I would do this so sudden, something would make them suspicious of me.

I honestly don't know who this woman was, but I just wanted to get out of this area. I waited until they were in the middle of a sentence, and quickly dashed towards a door behind them that they declared was opened. I wanted to know this for sure before I ran, because I felt they would shoot me, even though they didn't have any signs of weaponry on them.

I pulled on the door as if my life depended on it, and continued to run like a madman, looking at all viable options I could take in escaping through the random doors generated. I went to one door, and it didn't even have a door knob. I didn't take any time to wonder why, because I still had that feeling I'm being chased.

I quickly went down the mini-stairs to get up to that door, and kept running until I found a random door. I can't remember how it looked like exactly, but I just placed my fate that this would be one step out of this place.

I can't remember what I do next....

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08.06.2012

Sakyo and Toguro (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I see a house, and I'm in spectator perspective. The exterior is made of white or gray wood layers going horizontally. It looks fairly small, and had the style of it conforming to what you see in pop-up books...

Except that it was 3-D, and there are two windows, one right above the other. I look at the bottom window, and I see someone slowly walking down the stairs. The lighting inside has a yellow-orange type of hue, and I see the person is wearing a light gray suit with a blue tie or some dark color, and light grey dress pants as well.

He's pretty tall, maybe 6-7 feet from first glance, and I noticed that it's Sakyo from Yu Yu Hakusho. He looks at me with a smile, a stoic smile, or just.....it's hard to explain. He clearly had confidence in himself. This picture pretty much is how his facial expression was.

After looking at me for a few seconds, he looks up, and it seems the Younger Toguro brother from Yu Yu Hakusho is inside the level above him. Toguro rests his left arm on the side of the window, and peers down at Sakyo. He's wearing his dark green jacket, just like in the series, and has his shades on as well.

They exchange words, though I can't remember what exactly, and there seems to be a bunch of shaking on Toguro's level. It doesn't take them long to finish talking, and they go their separate ways.

Then it feels as if I'm being teleported into the inside of this house. In order to get in though, I had to go from some underground cave. When I get into the main base of the underground section, it's reminiscent to the area where Yusuke and Sensui fought each other in Yu Yu Hakusho.

I think I was interrupting their battle, but it's hard to say because I was running too fast, bt I do remember getting a quick glance of Shinobu Sensui looking at me, and he looks irritated, but he doesn't do anything to retaliate my sudden appearance.

(Kinda between these two pictures)


and this, except with his body on the same side as his head above

I keep running up the slope to get up to the door to get out of that place as fast as possible.

I slam the door as hard as I could, and then a bunch of random things happen that I can't even remember which one occurred first. Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho is wearing his black cloak over his main fighting outfit, and is using his sword to slice random demons generated from a small section. Someone comments on how impressive Hiei's performance is, though I can't pick out where this voice is coming from.

07.09.2012

A Good End (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I'm with Leon inside of a lab room, a fairly dirty one, kind of like the few in Resident Evil 4 on Chapter 5.

I believe both me and him are facing Krauser, and facing him in a close room with his Arm Blade Plagas was kind of scary. I don't know how I or even Leon did it, but we killed him. I think we killed someone else, but I'm not too sure on that.

I think how we killed Krauser was that I used a Steel Titan from Runescape to punch behind his back while I tried to fend Krauser off. After a few hits and dodges, Krauser finally lands on the ground and says something before he dies, but I can't remember what.

I think he felt betrayed and asked "Why?" or something like that.

I figured that if someone is out to kill me, like REALLY kill me, and not just use fear to make me lucid, they should probably die...don't want to make every nightmare a happy care bear ending now.

I doubt having my head chopped off from Krauser's armblade would give me extra time to speculate on why he's showing up in my dreams.....ANYWAY........

As we're heading out, I'm pretty sure the person I'm with has to be Leon in someway. The reason being is as we're examining Krauser's body, and another that I still can't remember, Leon says.....well he doesn't say anything, but a text shows up on the bottom of what he's saying:

"A good end to a good game."

I relax a little bit, seeing as things are going to be alright from now own. I didn't hear any intense music going on, which is how the game was actually set up to know you're in for some Plagas enemy killing.

So if you didn't hear any sounds, you're pretty much safe, for the time being. But sometimes using that alone can ruin you if there's a random enemy by the corner and RAAAAAAAAAAAAWR.



I decided to not use my Wii Remote controller, and I put it somewhere in the lab. I don't do a reality check of why I'm using that controller inside of a game in the first place.

I'm heading out in front, and Leon I believe is following me to a dark hallway. There's a little light, but we both walk slowly just to make sure something like Regenerator wouldn't pop in and say "Hi" with its extendable arms and give me a warm hug......

Spoiler for Like this....WARNING YOUTUBE VIDEO IS GRAPHIC:

Everything is going fine, and we take a left to see some crates are blocking the left side of the new narrow hallway. I head towards them and try to jump over them, and then I get a weird feeling that I need my Wii Remote controller again.

I jump over the crates again, and asked Leon if he can get it back for me. I wait for him, and then I move back to where he's going, but just the path, not the room.

I see some random guy who I thought was a Plagas enemy, but it ended up being some dirty looking man carrying some stuff. I block his way, but he seems to not really care because he pretty much looks like he has no brain at all, being lifeless and all.

I move out of the way to let the poor guy pass, and then I turn around to the section of the hallway with the crates blocking most of the path again, and I see enemies charging after me.

Good thing those crates were there, because the enemies are complete idiots and don't realize they can just climb over the crates....hey....works for me. They still shocked me because I didn't expect to hear excessive breathing from them that obviously shows they want to do an overkill on me.

I think Leon finally comes back, and we probably killed all of the enemies inside the area.

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07.09.2012

Alyzarin's Suggestion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I'm walking with Alyzarin, or maybe inside of a car while me or her are driving. She suggests to me in a form of a question,

"Why don't you consider them as your dream guide?"

You know, by her saying "them," I'm not even sure if she means it as a he, she, heshe, shehe, or several dream guides lol.

I didn't know who she was talking about, so I guess this was probably me forgetting important snippets of the whole dream.

But what I do know is that when she asked me the question, I looked down and didn't want to respond to her. Whoever it is we're talking about, they must've been someone I wouldn't prefer as a dream guide.

That's all I remember.

Sigh......this is what I get for sleeping around 3AM, and waking up 10 AM with no WBTBs.....only recalling one part when I need to know the rest.

And I can't do a WBTB, because I don't want to wake anyone up during my stay in Canada with my alarm.

Ugh....maybe I'll just put an earphone and let the alarm play through that, but if I do that....I might roll over and the earphone might fall off....

Or I can do the water drinking technique to hopefully wake myself up after or during the onset of a REM period....but nah, guess I'll just let things go naturally, especially since I have to look up for some stuff related to college.

Damn, guess my luck is running out in life....

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07.09.2012

Flower Drawing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a small girl, and she uses markers as her means of drawing. She's pretty decent with the markers, and I'm amazed at how she can make a flower look somewhat realistic just by using kid markers alone.

She also using the scotch tape with those metal pointy things to tear it off with ease. I asked her why she's using that kind of tape, and it seems she's using it as a layer with her drawings.

Once she tapes it, she uses the metal point cutter thing (I do not know Tape jargon, pardon me) in order to make the ends look like they're part of the drawing instead of an obvious straight edge on a paper.

I finally realize what she's doing, and said, "Oooooooooooooooooooh! You use it for------" blah blah.

Then I tried helping her with the tape, and I do fairly okay, until she tells me that if I do that, "he'll" get out.

Wait what?

For some odd reason, I had a feeling that she meant Krauser from Resident Evil 4. I quickly followed what she was doing to make sure nothing bad would happen.

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07.09.2012

Sesame Street GPA (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't believe this dream....LOL

I'm looking at a screen in front of me that displays the GPA of several people, most of which are the characters from Sesame Street. Timmy from the Fairly OddParents show has his GPA up as well.

I think the GPA was based on a scale of 10, and Elmo had a GPA of around 0.5-0.7 I believe. Those other dudes from Sesame street, the ones that actually wear freaking clothes had the GPA of Elmo's as well.

Timmy Turner had a GPA of 6 at first, then it was a 4 on the next column and then a 6, and finally a 4 again....that's weird, why does it show his progress specifically while the rest are horrible?

I guess this is why they ended up doing Sesame Street.....LOL. Elmo knows where you live and loves you because he has no future...LMAO...okay okay...

I finally scroll down a bit and see the Cookie Monster's GPA.

It's a 9.7...































































*inhales*



































































LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.


Out of all characters, him????????????? That should've been a reality check. I'm not even sure of my own intelligence anymore....how does......that's just....wTF...

07.05.2012

Obama and Sneezing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking in a High School, I don't have a shirt on, and I feel kind of disturbed about this, but I never really looked down to see how my stomach looked like. I'm passing through a small hallway on the side of a cafeteria.

I think I went to get something from my bicycle, not sure what it was. I go back inside the school with a shirt on, it was white and the pictures and words were a bit degraded. I would say it's exactly like the white shirt I have in waking life that has some of the plastered picture chipped off.

I go upstairs, walking at a reasonable rate, and once I reach the top, I see Obama. I pretty much treat this as a normal thing and continued by going left. I think I had to go to the bathroom to blow my nose or something.

There's a small dream shift to where some dream character who looks like he's a bully is showing me something. He isn't trying to bully me, in fact, he looks like he's trying to become friends with me. He was a little creepy looking for me, but I didn't really mind him being around.

He eventually goes away, and then I get some brown paper towels, and I start blowing my nose really hard.

Surprised I didn't wake up with snot.

I get more paper towels because I feel that most of it didn't come out, even though I had the sensation that most did come out already. Guess I wanted to double-check.

I look at myself in the mirror, but not my whole visage. I already had my head up to see what's inside of my nose. There's this huge white blob inside, and I wanted other people to see it for some odd reason.

And then I see Obama again at some point in this dream again, but I had the same passive reaction as before.

OH MY GOD GUYS, LOOK AT THE SNOT IN MY NOSE!! ISN'T IT COOL?

...................................what a shit dream.

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07.05.2012

Jumping on Panels (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember jumping down on some panels, and some moved around a bit. The bottom was an abyss, and I had situations where I almost get into the abyss itself.

When that happened, I think the dream resets to a certain point. Then I remember seeing someone like Spike from Cowboy Bebop and I think Naked or Solid Snake from the MGS series.....

Boring.

06.11.2012

Almost Late for Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have a schedule in my hand, but it takes me a few times to even read it properly. It seems I was just headed out to go to my next class, and from what I read, I had to go to a different section where I needed my bicycle to get there early.

It feels like I'm driving a car, but I'm still riding the bicycle. When I reach an intersection, I have a hard time trying to decide if I should take the late to go left, or take the lane that allows me to go forward or left.

There was some girl riding a bicycle too in front of me, and she's riding it a little bit slower than I am, which irritates me because I'm trying to rush to the next class. She's wearing a Tye-dye shirt with a mix of turquoise and light green, a female's sports shorts, and your basic running shoes I guess.

I think someone, probably her friend, is telling her that someone behind her is waiting for her to make a choice, and she turns to the right to talk to her friend, probably to see who's behind her with her peripheral vision as well.

But by the time she moves over, I'm already ahead of her someone, guess I was too impatient with her. Anyway, I put my bicycle somewhere, but I don't think I locked it because it all felt so rushed.

I examine the inside of the building, and there are quite a few people in here. I look at my schedule, which I'm still have a little bit of a difficulty reading properly, but I believe the room I had to go to was "8o" or "80...." something like that.

I look around the section that has rooms related to the number "8," so I check quickly for the ones with "o" or "0," and I find the room that says "80" I believe. Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm not near that section anymore, and I'm asking a lady who is probably in her 50-60s if I'm in the right class.

She tells me yes, but she said I looked at my schedule wrong, and this class is the one I have to go to AFTER I've gone to the other one.

Sigh......


I forget if I even thanked her for telling me that, I was in such a rush, and now that I have to go BACK because the class I have to go to before this one was in the same building as the one before it.

I don't know how I reach there so quickly, but I get there somehow. I go inside the room, and there aren't a lot of people inside. There's maybe 2-3 lights on in the room, and 1-2 of them are dim a little faded.

The tile flooring is white, and I saw some reflection from the light on a few of them as well. I look around to find the teacher, but I'm seeing most people who look like my age.

But since it was maybe 7-10 people in the room, it didn't take that long to find the teacher. I look around a little more, and find 1 or 2 people are looking at me weird.

Maybe they were looking since we see each other often, or maybe something was wrong with my looks, I wasn't sure. I can't remember talking to the teacher though, it seemed that he/she wasn't even here, and that students were just finding their own seats and waiting.

As I head to find a seat of my own, I see one person having his arms over his head resting face-plant on the desk. Then as I'm sitting down, I realize I have no pants on.

It seems I'm only wearing a short black dress that is only long enough to cover my private parts, barely. So I had to cover them as I'm bending down, and I tried not to embarrass myself by shrugging off the fact that I only have a long black dress on.

And my hair was probably cut as well.

I guess I spent the rest of the dream waiting for the teacher like the other students, or maybe he/she was there already....not sure.

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06.11.2012

Facing Albert Wesker (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I think I'm playing Resident Evil 5, but I'm not sure if I'm the one actually pulling the trigger of various weapons, or the game controller.

I assume it's Resident Evil 4 because I see Chris Redfield and Sheva Alomar, and I'm controlling them as well. I wasn't cognizant of Sheva's presence until later on in the fight.

Albert Wesker seems to be after Chris, and both are inside a fairly dark house. There's a way out, but Wesker is walking so slow, just to make himself look scarier, that he's blocking the way out. After letting him get close to Chris, I press the buttons to dodge Wesker's attack. I get out of the area, and Wesker continues following me.

Now Chris is at some offshore military base, and then I realize there's an option for Sheva to "wait" or "follow" Chris. By now, I guess I'm just playing a video game in the dream. I move Chris to a dead-end so he can turn around and start shooting Wesker with a pistol.

Wesker takes a few hits, and he starts to get closer, and I make a dash past him, and the game prompts me to dodge his attacks again, which I do with ease. I go to the other side, turn around, and keep doing that a few times.

Then Wesker starts to form into something even more dangerous. He just looks weird, certain body parts more bulged out than others, but I keep shooting him, this time, with a Sniper Rifle.

It seems to work a few times, but after more shots, either I'm horrible at aiming, or he's immune to these types of gunshots.

I try to calm down and keep shooting, but now he transformed into something completely different. He turns into a 3 headed red dragon.

Wow.

One head looked like a horribly drawn cartoon dragon head, and the other two looked very realistic and 3D. I believe the cartoon head was in the middle or on the right (left looking from my view).

I really don't know what to do anymore except to keep shooting with whatever I have, and to make sure Sheva is getting damaged either, because if she's gone, game over for me too...at least that's the logic I believed in this dream.

This 3-headed red dragon is impervious to my weapon's bullets, and after a few seconds are trying to dodge it's attacks, along with making sure Sheva is okay as well, it starts to float.

But it's not that type of floating that leads to flying, it's floating like it's some kind of jet machine or something. I wonder why it needs to be floating, but it seems it's doing that so it can activate the turret contained in one of the heads.

Ummmmmm......


It starts shooting sporadically at us, and Sheva takes a few hits, and I could tell because through the HUD Screen, her health was a yellow, and I didn't have any First Aids to help her get healed to Green Level.

When everything seemed hopeless, someone comes to the left manages to inflict pain to the dragon with their weapon. Chris' face was looking at the ground crouching a little, because I thought I would die since I can't find a way to kill this thing.

The same person who came in to save us was Jill Valentine. Her outfit was a mix of her wearing the cap from her B.S.A.A. outfit from the Spencer's State episode and the rest of her body was covered with the outfit she wore when she boards the Queen Zenobia.

The outfit on the right is the one she wore, and the cap is probably what she wore as well on the left, but I'm starting to believe she wore the blue beret instead.

I don't know how I was able to quickly tell it was Jill, but her presence makes the fight less difficulty. I believe another person came to help kill this dragon as well, but I couldn't see their visage.

All I remember is that they were clothed with a very bright red outfit, most likely a dress, so it had to be a female, or a cross-dresser, but I high doubt the latter was possible.

That's all I remember.

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06.11.2012

Staged False Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

At first, it didn't make sense, but after everything was being analyzed again, these people were very clever in staging a false murder.

I can't remember all the details, but most of the dream took place inside of a house. I guess it was a party or a hang-out of some kind, and after a while, a few people had to go already.

Now for a huge dream shift, because I can't remember why it feels like I'm watching a movie where they explain everything. Apparently, those same people who had to leave early, they were the same people who staged the false murder. They stained the pillow from a bed with some red substance to imitate the look of blood, and did all sorts of clever things.

That's all I remember.

05.03.2012

Janitor and Elevator (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember going inside this pretty huge elevator, and there's this janitor that comes in at out of the stops. He is wearing a gray dress shirt, and some shorts.

He asks me a question that I can't remember, probably something related to cleaning up the floor on within the elevator, but I said No.

The elevator opens, and as he's taking his stuff out, I noticed he forgot that one of his equipment was dangling out inside the elevator, so before door closes completely, I dash towards the area move it aside.

I come out, and I'm in some random area, it feels like in a firm of some sort, seeing out things are fancy. It doesn't feel like a hotel, because area itself I'm in is too small.

I turn around and explore the place a little bit, and there's two doors. One is for going to different floors of a bank, and the other I can't remember too well.

I'm kind of hesitant on which door to pick, and I remember going near the ledge and holding on to the metal barrier on top to look down. I think some small thing falls on my head, or maybe it was a spider's web that got on me.

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05.03.2012

OpheliaBlue met Alex in Texas? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

OpheliaBlue tells me that Alex was in Texas in waking life one time, and she got the chance to meet and talk with him.

I don't understand why she would tell me something that would technically be confidential and only released to staff members, but I guess it wasn't big of a deal for her to tell me.

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05.03.2012

Eyeball (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking around random areas, can't really get a good description of any, too many dream shifts, and they were most likely short experiences anyway.

The one I do remember is me in the bathroom. I'm looking at myself in the mirror, but I'm not seeing myself, I'm seeing my eyeball zoomed in.

There's a hair strand right on the middle of my pupil, and I carefully slide it to the white area and took it out. Then something else random was in my eyes, it looked like half of a transparent shower curtain hook was in my eye as well.

It felt kind of weird how I was taking it out, but it in a twisted sort of way, it was relaxing feeling it come out of me as I'm moving it out.

Someone is telling me something, but I don't really pay attention to them, and I don't think it's my higher self talking or anything like that.

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05.03.2012

Over sized Clothes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a store with a female named Kim in waking life, I don't know what she's doing in this dream, but apparently, she declares to me that she'll some clothes for me.

Okay, free stuff, sweet, so I go around the store, and the carpet is dark brown, and there's somewhat of decent lighting in the store. All I'm seeing from this store are dress shirts and some fancy suits, nothing NORMAL to wear, and they're all over sized.

I can't possibly wear any of these over sized clothes and make myself look like I'm fat or something. I try to avoid Kim seeing me, seeing as I can't pick out any clothes as yet.

I don't know what I'm being a wimp with not going up to her and admitting there aren't any clothes my size because they're over-sized for me.

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05.03.2012

Head shot (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I know more went on in this dream before, but I can only remember this certain starting point.

I'm outside and it's bright as day, the building I exit seems to be a skyscraper or some kind of large corporation building with glass windows making up most of its composition.

I see a light brown brick wall somewhere in this dream, and someone was supposed to appear behind it I guess?

I look to my right and see someone coming out, they look at me, holding a weapon most likely since I'm sure I raised both my arms to show that I'm not going to do anything to them.

I slowly motioned myself towards what seems like a backpack, and I think I knew there was a gun I could use, but again, the lapse in recall makes this a bunch of presumptions of what's in it.

When they turn the other way to look at another person I think, I quickly grab a gun, probably from the backpack or whatever, and immediately shot the person in the head.

I didn't hear a gunshot from it, it was like hearing the sound of a tranquilizer gun, but I'm pretty sure that guy I shot was dead.

D.......E........A..........D...

The bullet went in pretty deep inside of his head, and there's no blood coming out.

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05.03.2012

Swimming with Zora, Aqua, or Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in an environment like in the video below, it definitely had a strong resemblance of it.



Exclude that I'm Link on a boat though, it's just me, half naked wearing a long black dress pants. I'm swimming pretty fast in this down stream, or maybe it's because of the current speed that's accelerating me.

There's someone swimming with me, and I feel it was a female Zora, and I could tell it was female because I heard her say things to me in a voice that could only be a female.

I think I told her to be careful swimming and try not to bump into too many of the green colored boulders. So I guess in my mind, I had the logic of the boat game where if you bump into the boulders or anything, you would lose points.

Except this time, it was the Zora/Aqua entity that I was concerned about, because every time she was being ditzy and bumped into something, I felt some of her life force getting weaker and weaker. Maybe I was just concerned about her well-being rather than it being her life force, lol.

She was a mix of these: Aqua from Tales of Symphonia 2, Zora from Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess (the image is a male, but it's hard to tell if Zoras are male or females in TP though), and Queen Rutela from Twilight princess as well.

It was pretty fun being around this entity, despite their Klutzy nature.

There were some moments where the dream resets at certain points, probably when the person's life ended and was set to full back again, not sure, I just remember a few blackouts and us starting wherever she hit a boulder or something.

Alyzarin did mention her swimming in a dream last night, and I wonder if it's her in a different form, since she is kind of klutzy and ditzy in her dreams sometimes, especially in this one.

Anyway, we're (I still don't know who) finally reaching the end of the stream, and it seems this one is carrying us at a higher acceleration than before. We finally reach the end, and I think I thank the person I was swimming with, and went out alone.

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05.03.2012

Carrot the Mastermind (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's kind of hilarious seeing Carrot, a member here on DV, being in control of what I do in my apartment. Even now, I wonder if she's actually doing that, hahahaha.

From the dream above with the Zora/Aqua/Alyzarin speculation, I believe this dream is a continuation of that.

I remember floating up to water surface, and feeling the water rush out of me as I'm on ground level. As I'm walking, I'm shaking my head to get rid of the water, and I still feel myself wearing the long black dress pants from the last dream, and I think I was still half-naked.

I'm clearly headed for somewhere, but I don't know where exactly, I just know the area I'm in resembles certain areas at my University. There was this small gap I was going through at some point in the dream, and I had to jump on some small ledge and edge myself along the path.

Okay, enough of that boring stuff. I finally reach my apartment, go inside, and there's a person inside. He's skinny, brown hair, wearing a white jacket with some small black font on it probably, and is wearing some generic blue jeans that were faded.

I ask him,

"How did you get in here?"

He starts getting a knife, and tries to stab me, but I dodge most of his attacks, just barely.......

He is telling me some things, but I can't remember anything except when I asked him the same question like before basically.

He responds saying Carrot is able to control who goes in and out of my apartment electronically.

And that it's all part of her twisted game in having fun with what I do inside my apartment. The person said I was an S1 or G1 type of ranking, not sure what that meant.

I think he even said something along the lines of compared to Carrot's rank, I'm like a third grader. I was a little shocked by this, and he continues attacking me with the knife. I dash towards my bedroom, close it quickly.

It's a good thing the guy thought I locked it, because I know that in waking life, the bedroom door doesn't have a lock, and doesn't even close all the way. (It makes a clicking sound, but it always retracts and slides just a little back).

While I'm peeping through the small crevice, I see him going back, then turning around facing the door. Instead of just waiting for him to do something, I think I turn around to go to my closet and find something to attack him with.

I do it quietly, and the dream shifts to where I open the door, and he's coming at me, and he grazes his weapon on the lower regions of my chest, but it was just a graze.

I can't remember much after that.

04.22.2012

Green Globe (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't really care too much to this dream, except for the fact that this possibly was a precursor to the dream I had with Eva and the Akashic records dream...

I'm walking somewhere at my University, and I'm following a group of people, but the traffic and amount of people here started to irritate me, so I thought of trying to teleport somewhere....

The opposite of that occurs, and I find myself instantly flying up pretty quickly. I look down, and was a little scared at first, but instead of trying to think about falling down, I looked up, closed my eyes, and imagine myself propelling upwards.

Then a white light flashes before more, signaling that I teleported out of the dream environment.

I'm now floating, and I see a Green globe, and I rotate it with my mind, and I decided I should go to Houston, TX.

I feel a pulling sensation from this green globe, and feel like I'm being warped into the area I wanted to go to...

I can't remember much from that dream..

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04.22.2012

Swimming pool of Toy Balls? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside a play area that's full of what seems to be toy balls, or something like that? It was kind of dark though, and it seems there's always water in this area as well.

There's this random lady who is fairly huge, and we're just floating around, minding our own business. Then the lady started to say, "Daddy?" out of the blue, so I presumed someone else was with us.

I think I see a man who is shirtless, and is wearing dark blue shorts underwater, and the daughter I think lands on him. I was kind of concerned that her weight might cause his to open his air path in his throat, and possibly drown him or something.

Then all of a sudden, when I go back up to the surface, the girl is floating as well, and she's wondering where her father was, and I think she's close to even crying.

I go underwater again, and I see this white string near a drain that's sucking up the water, so the dad probably was sucked in there.

I can't remember much after that, didn't really care too much about this dream in the first place....too random...and it was too dark for me to associate anything from it...

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04.22.2012

Is that a Dragon? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was trying to convince some people to look up at the sky, because I'm seeing a large creature flying, and it looks like a dragon in metal armor, it had that silver color to it with some slight hints of blue.

I think I saw a redheaded lady as well, not sure if it was Opheliablue, but I was trying to nudge at whoever it was to look up. Even when they did look up, all they did was shrug and have the "I don't know" expression on their face.

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04.22.2012

Eva and Akashic Records? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First of all, I'm glad I finally met Eva for once, she was a little bit more degraded from something...and man, this dream was scary.

I honestly thought I wouldn't have met Eva AT ALL, but it seems the intention worked by watching a few videos about her and Snake.

(I watched some short videos on the Akashic Records, and I wonder if this dream itself was the path for me to get there, seeing as you normally need a guide to shift you to the right path.....and clearly, I was following Eva like she was a guide....and there were guards.....so there has to be something precious within this library......)

Watch this video first before reading the dream if you can, there are some things that the lady said like "Cairo, Egypt" and such that you'll find that my mind did some homologous association with it the people in white robes...you'll find out what I mean...I don't know why, but I was browsing through DV articles, and typed "are the akashic recrods real?" on a youtube search bar, and found this late at night before I slept.

Things start out where I'm at an area that seems to be a green underground cave. I believe I'm in the lighter side of this area, and I finally see Eva.

There's something odd about her, there's this type of loneliness within her, she looks degraded, used up, raped, or something...it was kind of sickening, but the fact that I still saw her, she obviously had the intention of actually interacting with me for once for a little longer.

Her hair, it isn't blonde like it was before when she gave me the grey letter with the letter "M" on it with in a non-lucid I had a long time ago.

It was light orange, but you see, it looked like it was like the color because someone probably fried her hair up a little, I'm not too sure.

She looked exactly like Eva, she was quiet, but it was definitely Eva. She wore a very bright green military jacket, and she had it open.

And I saw her breasts, she left them exposed with her opened jacket, and her nipples were pink, maybe a little darker than that. I think the point of her projection was to portray that she was used up by someone or something.

As for her pants, it was the same with her regular biker outfit, it's just that the jacket was green instead of the usual Khaki type of color all over, and I believe she had black boots as well.

Her jacket was way brighter than this, so imagine it being opened completely, and you can see her bare skin and breasts exposed to you, with the edges of the jacket hanging on the sides of her nipples.

She gets close to me, but there's this type of barrier separating both of us, so she starts pushing as much as she can. I take a step back to let her open it fully, and I get closer to her.

"Eva...."

She doesn't look too desperate for small talk right now, seeing as how the look on her visage was a little bit depressed and sad. There were marks on her hair, and some of it wasn't complete. She was bald in a few areas, but she still had her long hair.

I follow her, and we go up some stairs, we haven't talked at all, I merely pick up her non-verbal cues. There are two characters talking to each other, and I stay behind Eva, completely relying on her to guide me through what seems to be a library.....

We wait for the two guys to finish talking, and it seems to be that they are wearing white robes like they're from Egypt....

(Okay something is up...but you'll find out what I mean after)...

I wait for Eva's cue to move, and she finally does, so I quickly go along with her, and we hide behind some shelves until the two Egyptian robe wearing characters move further to the left. Then Eva goes to a bookshelf perpendicular towards the direction she's going.

Like, imagine being parallel to the back of a bookshelf, and one being perpendicular to you....so I quickly dash to the bookshelf, slowly moved my head up to see that there are two or so guards on the other side.

I crouch back down, waiting for Eva to cue something to me already.

For some reason, I decided to be a little bold, and I start making a little whistle sound to attract the guards. I believe I did that because I thought the guard was too far to hear the whistle, but they pick up the sound a few seconds later.

I crouch down quickly since I saw the guard turn around immediately. I started to get tensed up for a little, feeling this weird tingling sensation in my head....I definitely made the horrible mistake in making that whistle....

I have a gun in my hand, and I believe Eva didn't have a weapon at all, so I guess I had to be the support in case things get rough.

(Normally, when I ignore a DC and get distracted with something else, they usually disappear, but she was still there....it's not my obsession with finding her that kept her there, in fact, my concern over her was temporarily faded because we're in a serious situation with the guards and everything).

I have my gun ready, and it has a cyan laser sight, and once I realized this, I quickly moved the laser sight to the edge of the bookshelf we're parallel to, because the guard might find the laser dot....but I already knew my feelings of being tensed up and fearful meant the guards were already too suspicious.

I wait having my gun aimed at the predicted path of where the guard's head should be...I started to get more tensed up, feel the guard coming closer and closer....

Then I see the side of a face taking a slow peak, and I slowly aim my laser sighted gun to their heads, but they quickly so their whole body to me and try to aim at me, but since he saw that he's not going to win this one, he's shocked, and an Exclamation mark appears on his head....

Definitely a Metal Gear Solid element there with the exclamation mark....

(It was like this, but the mark was light blue)

Anyway, since the guard was moving, I decided I might as well show myself to the others, but I didn't, I just popped my head over to the top of the shelf to see that the same guard told the other one that we're here.

So I decided to shoot the guard trying to contact Headquarters through this big swamp green radio phone....I believe I managed to shoot him before he did...

The same man with the radio phone wore glasses, a long brown leather jacket, and it he looked a lot like Ocelot when he was extremely old in MGS4.

Once he's taken care of, at least, I'm presuming he's dead or knocked out from the gun shot, I try to aim to the other guard that alerted him.

Then this other guard comes out from NOWHERE, and has holds a pump-action shotgun with one hand. I thought he was going to come after me first, but he's aiming at Eva, and she's still crouching down....I realized that she was too injured to react

He came so quick, that I couldn't even shoot him because my gun didn't even fire any bullets. He shoots Eva, I get fucking pissed, and the gun magically works, I shoot the hell out of the guy.

But instead of going to Eva immediately, I had to make sure there weren't any more guards around us, so I move forward to scan the area, and things are okay.

I take a look at some kind of weird base in front of me, and I believe I'm looking outside the library, like the door was wide open. There was this area with grass, but the type of grass you see in video games, where everything on the floor is just mashed up together.

I see the door to go to another base....and it's overall color is violet with some hues of bright pink....then I realized...

"Eva!!!"

I completely forgot about her, and I turned around, but I couldn't do it quickly, everything was going slow, the dream is starting to fade, and this would've been the point where I would've been lucid, since I felt so much emotion in this dream.....

But the dream fades quickly..

I wake up, but I still have my eyes close, I'm still thinking in my mind saying

"Eva....


Evaaaaa....


Evaaaaaaaaa"

I thought I should do a DEILD, but I might've forgetten the dream if I did...

I find it funny that despite finally meeting Eva, who had a few alterations like having orange hair (redhead), green jacket, and some other qualities.......I didn't remember her saying one word to me. Not ONE little word at all...

All she did was just guide me somewhere...and I honestly believe it was for the Akashic records, but obviously, because I was being stupid and whistled at the guards, I obviously wasn't prepared for it....

I can't believe one careless mistake I made would cause so many chain of events.

04.14.2012

Man with Cutlass, School Bus Lady (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for Talking.....and annoyed.:

No luck with finding Kaomea. I swear, either I'm just too lazy with these WBTBs, or my body is in desperate need of sleep.

I have been sleeping late recently, especially on Wednesday where I stayed up until 3AM or so in the morning trying to finish some report and print charts and graphs that I probably didn't even do correctly because I was just trying to fill things in.

I'm really annoyed that I didn't find Kaomea, Alyzarin, or Melanieb. All this sleep just for hazy recall.

When I woke up, I remembered one dream, but I slept again, and then I forgot it along with the recent one. Then I decided I should just calm down and stay still on the bed and close my eyes and think about what I experienced.

Then I remembered one dream, "Man with cutlass" because of how intense my emotions were in the dream, and then the other dream, "School Bus Lady" because an image in my head popped up and I immediately held on to that thought to remember most of what happened.

Dream 1: Man With Cutlass

I'm outside somewhere with another person, and we're headed to go inside some random place, and we have to go through this hallway that would have two doors you have to go through.

There's a man chasing us, and I'm assuming that he's out to kill us.
He's Black, wearing a white shirt, has long Khaki pants, and probably one of those brown lace-less shoes, and is pretty muscular. He probably was wearing glasses as well.

I open the first door, which has one of those knobs you have to press down/up to open/close. The lock looks pretty stable, and when the guy tries to come in, he fails at first.

He still scared me though, because he looks like he's really trying to open the door. After the second time he tries to open it, he's almost there in getting in where me and some other DC are at.

I tell the other DC,

"We need to get the hell out of here!"

I dash to the second door, and open it quickly, and the man chasing us managed to get through the first door, and I quickly slam in the the second door because he's about 3-4 feet away from us.

The dream shifts to where I'm inside of a house, and it looks pretty familiar. I'm in the kitchen, which is pretty much one of the smallest areas of this house.

The guy in the white shirt is out to kill my mother and father, and it seems I managed to get on top of one counter, and I see the guy has a cutlass. My mother quickly exits through another door, and what's weird was that she disappeared instead of actually opening the door!

I guess she was phasing through the door, and the man stabs my father (I'm assuming it is him...).

Instead of staying still and being overwhelmed with fear, because I knew I was going to be next, I decided to go back to the same door I opened to get in here quickly.

I was in such a rush that I forgot what happened next, all I wanted to do was to get the hell out of there.

The man looked really similar to a person I know in waking life, he wore glasses just like the real one, except the glasses is what helped me figure out who he could possibly be.

Other than that, his visage was hard to define because the hue was a little too dark for me to pick them out.

Dream 2: School Bus Lady

I'm inside of a school bus, and I sit there for a while, but I don't know what I'm doing specifically. After a while, the bus stops, and the lady opens the door either with an automatic switch, or one of those knobs you push to open the door.

I take a look at the lady, and she looks just like a lady I know in waking life, let's call her "K." She was wearing a black dress, and she was turning around to see who has to come out. A few people come out, and it takes a few seconds for me to presume that I should get out as well.

Before she closes the door, I see a guy outside that looks like "J" with glasses who was #2 in a High School before I moved. I think he was talking to someone inside of the bus, and then I realized,

"Oh wait, this bus stop is closer to where I want to go!"

I get out quickly, and then I join James and some other dude he's with. The dream shifts to where we are playing tennis with just our hands.

We're not exactly out on a tennis field, just a random area that is spacious and doesn't have many things blocking us from moving freely. It seems we're inside some huge warehouse, and I throw the tennis ball at some random dude I'm playing with.

He's a bit slow, but we managed to get a few rallies going back and forth until the ball rolls under one of these large red containers that were stacked on top of each other.

I thought, "Awww man!"

But apparently, all you had to do in order to get it back was go to the left side, climb up and move one side of the red containers to leave a decent gap to reach for the tennis balls.

I can't remember much after that.

03.30.2012

Oneironaut Zero or Blade Home Invasion?? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Oneironaut zero or Blade Home Invasion?

The person looked a lot like O, but it could've just been my mind associating something related to him, Blade, or even Morpheus.

Before this dream, I was listening to the Cowboy Bebop Ending Song. It's been so long since I've listened to it, it really makes me depressed, but the music (especially the full version) is so enticing to me. I guess seeing the images pan over after the other makes me think a lot about how fragile your life can really be, but that's just me, it's hard to explain.

Just the music and the pictures really makes you feel like you're trapped doing all of these things in life, the basic things, the things that make you vulnerable....

I don't want to think too much about why I met Spike for a few seconds in a dream I had last night, but the fact that there could be symbolism like a fading star representing someone's death, which is what was apparent at the last episode before showing a picture of Spike at the end of the series, the choir, etc., things that made it look like he was going to die.

And the quote he says before going to the Red Dragon's lair (an organization) to kill Vicious

"I'm not going there to die. I'm going to find out if I'm really alive."

And when the Wikia talked about how he lives like he's in a "dream-state"

Spike's attitude of living in a "dream-like" existence is displayed by his careless behavior and his nonchalant attitude towards dangerous or outright fatal situations....

He also is shown to enjoy sleeping, and that may tie into his mantra of 'living a dream.'

I wonder why Spike appeared in my dream, and then flashed away, like a fading star dying....


I'm talking to my father about something, and then he tells me that he thinks that I'm annoying for some reason. Something along with how I'm some kind of distraction.

After a while, I could tell he was just in rage over something else, and was just saying that to me because he was in the heat of the moment, but after he calmed down a bit, he tried to apologize to me indirectly again by trying to be nice to me.

He asked me,

"Can I play this game called Runescape?"

I respond, "No."

Then he wants to play The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, and at first I wanted to say "No" to that as well, but I just didn't really care what he did at this point, seeing as he's making himself pathetic trying to apologize to me without using direct words.

He disappears, which doesn't bother me at all, the dream was set for afternoon, maybe around 4-5PM where it's still bright outside.

I go near the entertainment center of the house (the cabinet center is what I'm talking about), and I see that there's some weird looking Nintendo console in front of me.

I fiddle around with other things surrounding it, like seeing Zelda collectables. I was pondering if my father was buying this for me to try and suck up to me for being mad at me, but I let the possibility fade away really quick.

Surprisingly, the vividness of this dream was amazing, seeing how I slept around 3-3.5 hours. I did not do a reality check inside the house unfortunately, perfect chance for me to be lucid, since I'm at my apartment in waking like.

I open the container that looked like some part of a DVD player eject out a Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess Wii Disc. It was exactly like the CD (almost), with the gold-ish tint, and the picture of Link holding a sword to where he has it angled towards the ground instead of upwards.

(Just imagine the image of link on the right being on the CD with a gold-ish color)

I put back the CD to get something to eat, and it seems I take a quick bite out of something that was probably Fish Cakes.

It tasted like red salmon, and then I realize I didn't heat it up, because it tasted weird when it was cold. Then I forget to do that altogether since I look outside because the backyard door is opened.

At first, I see some random DCs, I'm presuming are neighbors, walking their way to their homes as well. For some odd reason, I imagined things like,

"What if a tiger randomly popped in from the backyard?" (that was probably and association where I was watching the AVG tiger toothpick commercial on YouTube....check it out )

I let the thought fade away, and then for some reason, I immediately drop to the floor on purpose to land prone on the right side of my body extended out.

I get my right hand out, and aim for outside, and shadowed the form of a gun with it, and then said, "Bang!" as I imitated the recoil of shooting a gun.

(I know that motion I did just had to be my association with interpreting why Spike from Cowboy Bebop was in my dream yesterday).

I had a little fun pretending I'm shooting a gun for a while, almost feeling like a kid for a few seconds aiming my fingers and random points outside.

Eventually, seeing how I was alone in the house, I felt that I might as well close the door, since I didn't really feel like going outside.

I get back up, quickly dash to the side of the door that was opened and extended to the right.

For those few seconds, just those few seconds of the quick dash, I see someone trying to come into the house through the SAME door.

I barely saw their visage to the right of the door window, and saw that they were wearing shades. The person had a dark skin tone, he was Black.

He wore a gray, white, or silver vest, and it seems they were sleeveless because they were ripped out. The guy had muscular arms from what I saw in the few seconds of looking at him. He wore short pants, maybe blue or Khaki, not too sure on that.

I almost had the feeling where I'm questioning if this person is Oneironaut Zero, or Blade, but the feelings started to fade because my main mood was to wonder what the heck am I going to do to defend myself.

I also think I was in denial in it possibly being O or Blade because of how they tried to enter the house by crouching down instead of just coming in casually.

To describe this mood of mine, imagine having no guns, and knowing that the person trying to come in could be armed, so now you feel so weak because of this, so you try to find anything sharp, and hope that wherever you hide wouldn't be the obvious choice for the invader to investigate.

Basically, just making anything that's metal and sharp into a potential murder weapon.

The person couldn't see me because there is a small transparent gray cloth I believe hanging over the window of the door.

I slammed the door immediately, locked the two silver locks, take one more quick glance at who was outside the backyard.

The person looks pretty serious, and I assume it's just someone trying invade the house silently, and I still think he thought the door just slammed shut because of the wind or something.

He tries to fiddle around with the lock from the outside, and I take this time to turn around immediately, and since I'm in the kitchen, I immediately gear my attention to the knives.

They were conveniently placed 1-2 feet away from me.

(Another reality check I could've done because I knew in waking life, those knives where set a little bit further from the backyard door, but I guess I wasn't serious about awareness of the environment I'm in, despite me looking around seeing weird things happening).

I quickly grabbed one knife out of fear, and then decided to get another. With one knife in each hand, I felt a little safer. I started to think about how I would kill the DC that was trying to lock-pick the door and invade the house.

I decided that I should hide behind the pantry, but that would be stupid, because I was worried that the person would check that first because it was the first thing you could see on your left if you come through the door leading to the backyard.

I believe I even thought of what would happened if I hid behind the pantry door as well, but at the same time, I felt I was already in the pantry door.

I was so afraid, despite having two weapons in my hands, and I think I hear the door slightly open.

I wake up, but my eyes did not open, I could've went into a DEILD and tried to see what happened, but in all honestly, I was afraid because I swore that person looked like Oneironaut Zero or Blade.

And I opened my eyes, but they wanted to close back, so I opened it again.

Did that just really happen? I do a RC to make sure it wasn't a FA when I woke up from it.

And I could've used that fear to try out the Flying Thunder God Technique if I was lucid and was actually trying to be strategic....seeing as this would be a situation where close quarters combat is almost inevitable.

And if I mastered the technique out of fear, the moment the person blinked their eyes to see I'm hidden in the pantry or whatever, it would already be too late because I would be right behind them.

Too bad I didn't use my brain for once....

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Dream 2: Okay Father....

I don't want to recall the details here, but basically, I was in a car I believe with my father and mother, that's weird.....still didn't do a reality check for that...

I was listening to their ignorance, and it really made me pissed, I insulted my mother, and then my father tells me to apologize to her and calm down.

"Okay father....." in my attempt to be chilled, still wanting to release rage to the both of them.


Dream 3: Ping pong balls..

I can't remember much about this one, except that I was playing tennis with ping pongs that eradicated when you slammed them hard enough. They burst like water balloons.

Dream 4: Adult stuff...

Nothing special, just looking at some adult scenes that I never seen before on my Zune HD.

03.22.2012

Parking Lot, Principal, Auron Passes Out? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Parking Lot

I'm outside, and it's night time, and I'm just going around, but it seems all I'm doing is looking at all of the vehicles in this fairly wide parking lot.

Dream 2: Principal

I'm laying still in my bed, with my eyes closed. I notice that lights are on, and I hear some random song playing in the background.

I asked myself, "Am I Dreaming?" I do a nose plug reality check, and I am. I'm still worried about opening my eyes to quickly, so instead of opening them, I slowly get up by first starting to lifting the top region of my body from the bed.

And then I slowly moved my legs to the left off from the bed and as I'm getting up completely, my eyes open naturally.

I'm in a completely different dream environment, I'm not in my apartment at all. It seems I was resting at a room in some type of school building.

The first person I see to the right of me is a lady sitting on a small sofa chair. She looks like a ginger, with some orange to red hair, and I can tell she's fairly shorter than me.

I'm smiling that I'm lucid dreaming for once, without caring if I'll wake up, and she's smiling too.

I try to form words to talk to her, but things are a little bit difficult for me because I find that when I do speak, it's like I'm speaking through a fan, basically, my voice is distorted, and so is the lady sitting down.

She looks like she is around her 30s or 40s, and she looks like a fairly cheerful person because she's smiling at me most of the time.

I get closer to her a bit, and I go to the right side from my perspective, which would be her left side. I look down, and I try to talk to her again, and the words are sounding less twisted.

I asked her who she was, and before she starts to speak, things are going a little bit slow at the time. So in my mind, I was thinking to myself some negative things that she could be saying to me, like "Just randomly try to kill to me or something!"

I don't know why, it's just that I expected something bad to happen, but then I thought, "Nahhh, she's not going to do that to me," because she's obviously happy to see that I'm here.

The last time I met a ginger, she tried to suck my energy, but I could tell she was a cheerful person, despite her needing my help by letting her suck my energy. This one was a bit more stable.

I believe she tells me that she's the Principal or something like that, maybe "User Principal," but that's just pushing it a bit too much on presumptions.

She's walking with me down the hall, and before I pay attention to her (I'm still walking with her, just thinking about something in the meantime), there are glass walls, and you can see what's outside and everything.

To my left is a mini-pathway with a lot of plants, almost like a mini-garden, but I didn't pay too much attention to it.

The principal DC was telling me some things, but I can't remember all that she said, I think I had another dream scene split for a few seconds where she said she had sex, all forms of it, but I'm not too sure on that, because I was expecting her to say that.

I see we're headed for a dark corner in the path we're heading to, but I didn't mind, I'm just focused on the ginger short lady beside me. I see two people outside the glass wall to my left, and it's a boy and a girl.

The girl has black hair, and the boy, I can't really make out a decent image from him, I didn't pay attention to both of them, just for a few seconds, and then found myself getting closer and closer to the darkness in the hall way.

Suddenly, I can't freaking breath. Shit is getting crazy, what the fuck is going on!!?!? My chest is being pressed as well.

I almost fall on my back, but my leg supports me in time, and my hand is near my heart, and I feel liquid coming from my chest to my mouth. (Now that I'm awake recalling this, it could've been spit building up from resting on my backside lol, and I was probably choking in my own spit).

I'm still wondering what the fuck is going on, and while I'm busy trying to breath, I look to my right and see the short lady there by my side still, I thought she was luring me to the darkness to fuck me over or something, but it seems she's supporting my back to make sure I don't collapse.

I think I turn around to the left to see the couple outside again, then back to the lady, and then I wake up.

It was another false awakening, but I slept it off to even care. I remember the alarm saying it was 6 AM or so.

Woke up seeing it was around 5 AM. God, that freaking dream, Kaomea, I swear, that better not have been a demon by my side trying to make me choke indirectly, but but....she was helping me not fall down though. Ugh...I don't know anymore...

Then again, it's easy for me to presume that it's just spit building up and me choking from it.

Dream 3: Auron Passes Out?

I'm riding my bike down a road hill near where I live. I decided to steer left to stop and think about something. I get a flashing news video clip that Auron was a college student who passed out, apparently he used a hammer or something like that.

I think he even made his own book, and is most likely selling it through the news promotion while admitting he lucid dreams.

03.11.2012

Splinter Cell Shootout & Portals, Abandoned area, Mini-Island, School Line, Alyzarin & Auron, Flash Light Killer (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Splinter Cell Shootout & Portals

This dream was so crazy that it's hard to get in ALL the details. From what I remember, I believe I'm talking to a DC about some kind of lady's brand of watches. I think we're like Co-OP agents, but I'm not sure of this until later on.

I believe we're in a store, and I grab one of the watches of the lady's brand of watches who started with the word "J." It was probably Jeannie or something along those lines. It was some an old lady that we were after, that's for sure.

I think we get out the store through some portal, it's really weird, it's like this area of portals is like some kind of lobby or resting ground or something like that.

The main colors were cool colors (blue, purple, etc.) with some pink to it, and it's making all these weird shapes while the portals themselves are just purple/violet.

I don't know which portal we go to, but I do know this area has 4 portal entrances cover North, South, East, and West.

The area we go into from one of those portals, it seems that we have our night vision goggles on. One of the guys who is apparently my partner finds the Jeannie lady or "J" (let's call her J) walking around late at night.

We're trying not to alert her, we're simply following her. She looks like an innocent old lady, and she's pretty fast at walking as well. I just didn't want to come in contact with this woman because I felt she would do some crazy if we're having a mission to get this woman.

She is wearing no protection, just regular clothing, and I'm bothered by how I'm wearing this black suit that resembles Sam Fisher's outfit in a few Splinter Cell games. It just seemed silly to capture of what seemed like a poor and defenseless lady with the type of gear we had.

After following her around more, I think of us shoots her. Well...that felt easy, in my mind at least.

I even joked around with my partner, asking "What if she were to just come back alive and start shooting at us." I started laughing, and my partner was probably laughing too.

BAD IDEA TO MAKE FUN OF THE LADY.

This woman who was dead and gone, just suddenly comes back up, and she's freaking pissed. I'm in that "Holy shit" moment, and she just starts shooting all over the damn place.

I think she gets a few shots at me, and I don't feel anything, but I do hear sounds of my hearing getting mixed up with each out, kind of like the sound you hear in Call of duty when your screen is almost covered in red.

It's like this screeching sound, like the after-effect of throwing a flash grenade. And my movement is impaired too, so I try to escape this area through a portal.

Also, the female that was shooting us probably ended up being a male, because I remember a male DC on the floor trying to shoot at us.

I think before I get to go inside the portal to escape, the DC or someone else in this dark place (we still have night vision, so no problems on knowing what's going on) throws something.

(I'm still seeing things in third person perspective, so this is most likely a NON-REM dream)

And I do know that I was shooting back at the DC that was shooting at me (by this time, I don't know if it's a female or male shooting at me, I just shoot the person on the ground with a some automatic weapons)

I don't know what it is, but I assume it's a grenade, it lands right at my feet, and instead of being shocked by this, I quickly take the grenade and throw it back to where it came from, or at least somewhere random.

Then I hear the voice of some female that asked something like, "Why would you do that?!?!?!?" I knew it couldn't have been the old lady, it sounds like the female that I heard was disappointed in what I did.

But I had no other option but to do it because it was so freaking crazy in that area! I just couldn't help throwing back anything at me because it was just too chaotic.

I go inside the portal, or whatever it is, and find myself at that same pink-ish void with variants of purple and blue forming, and the same portals again I believe.

I'm seeing the character in third person perspective still, and I see a slightly zoomed out version of them from a certain angle above.

Then I see a DC that looks like Jinx from Teen Titans, and something tells me I should run away from her. So I try to trick her into thinking that I'm going into one portal, and then quickly dashing to the other.

But I see she finds out I'm doing this to her, so I decided to trick her even more by going through other portals really quick to where she can't get a sense of which one I picked.

I ended up picking the right one, and I'm in this weird 2D side scroller adventure game. I'm sitting on a cloud, a gray cloud probably, and it's carrying me somewhere.

I can't remember much after that.

Dream 2: Abandoned area

I'm in an abandoned factory or warehouse. On the top of me are ceilings that seem to have squares of glass on top of them, and most of them are gone, which means there were a lot of thin ledges to climb on.

I decided to jump up and do so flips in the air while hanging on each ledge, completely ignoring the fact that I should be hitting my head constantly trying to reach the top.

Dream 3: Mini-Island

This dream is so random, but I'll mention it anyway. I don't know who I am, I just know I drop on some mini-island by falling through a net.

I irritated some green cartoonish alligator, and I jump up somewhere before it could find me I guess. It can talk and says it will go somewhere to prevent people from disturbing it's sleep or something like that.

Dream 4: School line

I'm in some type of school, seeing random DCs all over the place, and then someone helps me form a line to go somewhere.

Dream 5: Alyzarin and then Auron???

Alyzarin's username gets changed to some lengthy and random name. She still has control of her account, but she says she was hacked somehow.

I don't know what happens next but the dream shifts to where I'm in some auditorium with the red seats, like going to a theater almost. I see some girl looking at me, or at last feeling like she's looking at me. She's wearing a pink shirt, maybe, and that's all I can presume about her.

The dream shifts again to where a DC that looks like Auron in waking life is doing something to people. I think he's killing them, and I'm scared.

I calm myself down because I think my Zune HD can help me teleport, since I have a hunch that I did it before in a prior dream that I can't remember. Then when I think it's ready, I get out of the closet or whatever I'm in, and gather all my courage to dodge Auron.

I don't know why, I just do it. I look at my Zune HD, and the loading bar is STILL going up. I'm annoyed by this and still afraid, and when it does reach the top, it says something has failed loading. (Most likely it's teleportation capability)

I'm in that "oh crap" moment, and the Auron look-a-like gets closer and closer, and the dream starts to fade away.

Everything is still kind of hazy in the dream, and Auron probably wasn't apparent in the later half, I just assume that he is.

Dream 6: Flash Light Killer

I'm floating on water, and it seems to be some flooding in a lab or some ship. I'm going down the water and see an Anime female naked, dead, and was wrapped with red rope (bondage). She had green short hair I believe. I saw other girls too, and some looked familiar.

The dream shifts, and I'm sitting at an auditorium probably that's really lit up. It has a lot of seats going at an angle to occupy a lot of people. Then this DC appears that looks suspicious to me. He comes down with someone with a flash light.

This flashlight dude shines his victims to mark them and then shoots them, I just know it. He shoots one of the DCs a few levels above from me, and gets to my level.

I can feel the light shining on me, but I'm not his target. He was simply shifting the light towards the other DC far to the left of the row of seats from me.

He moves over to kill him, and I'm relieved it wasn't me. But I do feel bad that he had to die though.

02.25.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Bicycle Problem

I was riding my bicycle within Texas A&M University. I'm near the intersection, and I most likely was just leaving the West Campus. The Walk Sign was on, so I started to ride my bicycle, and then, it just stops operating on me.




Since the Walk Sign has a timer, I immediately got off the bike and was carrying it so that I wouldn't stall traffic if the timer was close to 0.

I get to the other side of the sidewalk,and I'm pretty pissed off that this bicycle was getting worse and worse. I look below the bicycle, and see that the chain completely split off and disconnected itself from the bicycle, there was no way I was going to be able to fix this bicycle this time.

As I'm busy being engrossed with this bicycle's breakdown, I feel someone is behind me. I turn around and see this female with bleached blonde hair.

I think she was wearing a blue shirt or maybe even Tye-dye shirt (thank you Alyzarin for the clarification ), and was wearing jeans that made the sides of her hips more defined.



It felt like I was blocking her way, and I apologized to her for that, and she said that it's okay and moved along her way.

Then I think the dream shifts to where I'm talking to my father, and he says that the money I've been given for in college is my money, and that I should do what I think it's right with it (I don't know why I didn't catch that, my father is being more accepting of how I handle money in waking life, but still tries to be serious at times because he thinks I'm just reckless with it for some odd reason).

Then the dream shifts to where I'm getting new bicycle that allows me to go way faster because of its structure, and brakes are way more efficient compared to the one I had before.

Then parts of the bicycle starts to come off, but I managed to re-attach it with ease. There were some DCs around when I was fixing it, but I didn't pay too much attention to them. However, there was some child DC that was looking at the bicycle.

It seemed he like he was 13 years old or so, and he looked like he wanted to pass through where I was blocking him. I told him he can just go around to the other side, and he does, and I forget about him.

Dream 2: Danny Phantom and Big Gorilla

I'm inside some random place, and I go into this room that looks pretty fancy. It has nice flooring, bookshelves all over, and all sorts of things to make it look like a fancy private study room or office.

Then I slowly peek through this black void to the left of me, and see some really big Gorilla monster with red eyes. I quickly go back to the room, wondering if it saw me. I move back a little and turn around and find it slowly getting closer to me.



I try to hide under the desk, but it keeps coming after me. Then I was in that "TO HELL WITH THIS" kind of mood and ran quickly, dodging the lasers it was shooting from its eyes most likely.

I barely managed to dodge them, and I go deeper into the black void that sent me to the small cave base it was in before, and I go beyond that to another black void, and apparently this monster is what you have to defeat to get a lot of gold (9,999 was the highest I guess).

I see some valuable stuff that looked like diamonds and grab them and go to another black void. I see some DBZ characters getting ready to teleport their way out, and I try to quickly get to them before they disappeared, but I was too late. I'm thinking in my mind that I'm probably screwed because this Gorilla monster was going to get me.

As soon as the Gorilla starts to shoot more lasers from its eyes again (probably) a DC that looks like Danny Phantom comes in out of nowhere to take the hit. Apparently the laser makes you turn older.



Danny had a mustache and a goatee and was doing some random things I can't really remember.

Dream 3: Weird Answer to Lecture Problem

A teacher was asking a class a pretty tricky question in class, she was mentioning something that seemed to relate to Biology, and the answer ended up being "Lungs."

I was confused by this, and that's all I remember.



I think her mentioning the answer "Lungs" was probably a way for me to do an Nose plug RC to see if I could breathe, but again, I blindly pass off the chance to become lucids.

I decided to attempt a WILD, but then the dreams after this attempt ended up being non-lucid. However, I did feel a lot of sensations, now that I think about it, I could've done MANY reality checks....MANY. These dreams probably didn't start in this order.

I hear my mouth moving, feeling certain objects, etc. And dang it! I couldn't meet Alyzarin! I can't wait to sleep early tonight though, since I'll have lots of sleep time Sunday.

I feel like I met Sinoblak, and the next dream after that, I know for sure I was meeting Meeps. But I didn't meet Alyzarin But I did meet an Asian woman that was a bit shy, but I don't know if Alyzarin is Asian or not. If so, then this shared dreaming is almost working.

I felt a lot of conflict between meeting Meeps and the Asian woman though, I'll have a better description

Dream 4: Meeting Sinoblak in Laboratory

The vividness of this dream was crazy, most likely because I slept for another 2-2.55 hours (7-9:55AM I believe) after staying up for a WBTB from 5:30 AM or so to 7 AM.

The environment is weird for this one. It was like being in a House, but also having half of a laboratory in it.

Apparently the person I met in this dream was Sinoblak, I tried to get her to talk a little bit to me, but she looked a little shy at first. I saw one of the professors I had in my Intro to Biochemistry Course.

Let's call her Glass (since this this dream involved a lot of fragile things). She's a dirty blonde haired professor, and she's around probably her 30-40s. The dream portrayed her image with accurate features. She was the type of woman to conceal some things, even though as a woman so close to middle-age, I had an attraction to her.

The way she had glasses, and how she would stutter in front of class almost excited me in a twisted way. I knew she was an intelligent woman, and apparently she was known to be condescending towards students sometimes. She looks like your typical nerdy woman, but her body was so enticing to me.

Anyway, before I get too deep with that odd liking of her that I have..

It's just that the dreams I've had made me more sexually aware of certain people I've met. My recall is okay, it's typical for me to remember dreams where I felt I was lucid because in all my lucids, I can keep a pretty decent check of certain events and chain them together...still have lingering images of meeting Sinoblak.

"Glass" was wearing a red sweater, concealing her wonderful body, and she was wearing Khaki pants, and her legs and her ass were so perfect. It was kind of cute seeing her in a red sweater, and have her lower regions so defined in the right areas, despite her age being around 30-40.



The pants did look a bit tight on her, but I'm sure she was comfortable with it.

Sinoblak (or at least the picture on her avatar that the dream presents to me into an entity) has something in a Ziploc bag. It looks like a Petri Dish is inside of it. I ask her what it is, and I'm not sure if Sinoblak is the one talking or "Glass," but I'm informed that the sample Petri Dish was Gonorrhea.



I know there was another name for it, but all I remember for this one is Gonorrhea. Sinoblak started opening the bag, and I'm signaling to her "Nononononononono" while waving my hands to the sides.

But she wasn't afraid or anything, she just took the Petri sample right out of the bag. I take the sample, then I realize I better get some gloves.

I'm still in this half-house, half-laboratory setting, so I go inside the house, and the glove boxes are on top of a bar like shelf (as in to serve alcohol).

I quickly put them on and basically said that it's time to get this thing started. Apparently Sinoblak couldn't see the sample of the Gonorrhea in the Petri Dish. What I saw in the Petri Dish before I used the microscope were several orange dots grouped together, so I wondered why Sinoblak couldn't see them with human eyes.

I takes me a while to coordinate the Microscope, but I eventually see the object zoomed in.

It looks pretty random, the colors that I think that were apparent were green and orange, and I move the base around and used the fine adjustment knob to get a little more clarity. I told Sinoblak that I finally found what she was looking for.

I believe she goes and checks by looking through the microscope. She fiddles around with it by alternating the magnification lens, then I realized that she used the highest objective lens. I checked to see if the lens broke, and was worried that she probably broke them.

I look through the microscope, and yeah, it's broken. Sinoblak talks to me for once, and she sounds like a typical American female doing so. She said that "Glass" was inside her office, so I decided to switch the broke Microscope with a new one inside some cabinets underneath.

After that, I can't remember anything else. The dream shifts however to where I'm at a lecture room. The stairs leading to several seats to pick from left and right were covered in a dark blue with a few mix of colors type of carpet flooring.

By this time, I don't think I have any hunches of Sinoblak being around, but I see "Glass" in her red sweater again. (I bet that she wanted to get my attention with the red sweater...lady in red..)

I didn't pay attention to her that much this time, I saw two DCs sitting together that look oddly familar in waking life. Let's call the girl "J-Lisa" and the guy "Jero."

I think the area I'm in was probably a review for Chemistry, since I saw some sheet that increase in pressure and increase in volume equaled something that I can't remember.

What happened next in that dream was too boring for me to even talk about, I was just glad to see that I probably Met Sinoblak non-lucidily.

Now to talk about my ecounter with Meeps and an Asian Woman.

Dream 5: Meeting Meeps and Asian Woman

My recall for this one may be a little shorter, but describing the sensations I felt in this dream might be the most of the content of this dream. I find myself feeling people's energy, or at least trying.

I believe the dream starts out with me sitting on a lab table somewhere, and a blonde girl who looks like the partner I had for a Biochemistry presentation on Eldepryl turns her face and smiles at me. I take a moment to look at her for a while, and she retains her smile for a little longer, and I smile back to her.

She turns back to looking at something. I can't remember much after that. The dream shifts to where I see another blonde, and she has her arms positioned to where one was balancing her face and the other was supported the other arm.

It looked kind of like Meeps, I'm sure it was Meeps, it felt like Meeps. We didn't do much, except that I was listening to her talk about something. Then I see a short video clip in my mind of her snowboarding.

She was doing something pretty dangerous while snowboarding, she was going off a snowy ramp, and it looked like she was going to fall flat on the snow because there wasn't a ramp to stabilize her descent back to the snow. She lands safely, and I think she immediately disconnects her snowboard from her feet and starts walking.



Then the dream shifts (I'm having a lot of shifts because I can't recall things in between), and I meet this Asian woman standing there depressed. I'm not sure if it was a certain someone I was looking for, or just a random DC. I come near her, and I'm kind of hesitant in socializing with her.

Some things happen in between the dream that I can't recall too well, but I think the Asian woman finally cheers up and says "I love you!!!" when I asked her if she loved me (I think I asked her that).

She hugs me, and I could feel her warmth, then I saw Meeps. She looked sad, I think she was jealous of what happened with me and the Asian girl. I tried to go to her to do something. I honestly don't know what I could've done.

I don't remember what I did to cheer her up, but I went back to the Asian lady. She started to become more vibrant I believe. Her hair started to get more curlier, and I believe she was wearing a red jacket (the one with a furry feel to it, but not animal fur).



I remember me hugging her by her waist, and we were going down the stairs carefully together. She took one step, I took one step, and we continue doing this.

I can't remember much after that. Lol, I've been saying that loosely, I should be glad I remembered these experiences, and the senses from them helped a lot with recall too.

Thanks Kaomea. But darn it, I'm sad that I couldn't see Alyzarin. Oh well, next time.