non-lucid

10/28/11
Non-Lucid
I had this dream where I was about to leave my Biology Class, but I’m transferred in a different scenario. The room was like an art studio.



My Biology teacher was going to cry, so I go up to her and hugged her. Then she pushed me aside and told me to just go already. I just use the momentum of almost falling and dashed towards to a DC. I ignored the fact that I bumped into him.



Then when I’m going down stairs, this same DC moves like the speed of light, and it’s this big black steroid guy going “I’mma hit you boy…..bkgjaksjanb” and I was like “No, don’t hit me!”



He was about to punch me but I dodged it and can’t remember much after that.


Then I’m trying to get my laptop in my room, and I see this girl who is the sister of these children I hated in waking life. It started getting darker, and she just stares at me so earnestly. I try to move closer to her to see what’s wrong, but she just comes at me and I get scared for some reason.



I think I woke up in waking life, so I attempted a DEILD, and then I had another dream where I was in bed. Basically there was this program like in the Matrix that helped me get lucid. I see a box and it came really fast and went to the nearest outlet and plugged in. One of the extensions just jacked into the side of my neck or the back of it.



Then we’re in this environment that looks like that 1800s. Morpheus has a weapon and we go up and we’re near some person’s house. Two people advance from us, and I followed them, and I see an old man come out and ran like crazy because I was worried he was going to shoot me. Morpheus was able to deal with the old man and run too. He was even laughing.



The old man goes blabbering like “raaaaaaawr rawr rawr rawr.”



Then I’m running in this black track, and I see some random DC on the right, and I decided to put up two middle fingers at him. I don’t know why, but I just kept going. He looked like a hillbilly.

The area had a lot of trees. Then the dream goes random. I’m a squirrel probably and I was collecting nuts in the jungle.



These big peaches come rolling towards the direction I was going, so I had to dodge them.



Then some voices said something about me thinking I was the hardest working animal. Then some parrot said something that getting peaches is hard for me.



Then the monkey comes in and says he works the hardest because of the bananas he had to collect. The whole scene turns into a commercial and it fades away.

Then this girl I knew from waking life who was mean to guys after some incident in the dream where she was forced to go to some military school and get her hair shaved off. She decided to get drunk with some guy and they went into a room and closed her eyes to let the guy have her way with her.



Then the girl turns into a blonde, and she has sex with the guy. They were doing it over a window from a house two stories high.

Then people started to see her when she had sex, but then it looked as if I had sex with her. The walls had a yellow color to it in her room. She was looking a mirror of herself and it fades away.

Then I’m just walking in this huge restaurant with huge sections, and it was combined with grocery stores. I see this girl who was my Chemistry Tutor in waking life. She saw me and turns her head quickly as if she was trying to avoid me. I was riding something, maybe a bicycle.



Then I had to go to the bathroom to do my business, but someone else was with me that I saw who was a cook in a restaurant I go to occasionally. And we’re just doing some random things, like staring at the toilet.

WTF?

10/27/11
TALKING NON-LUCID, LUCID
I had this dream where there is a small track around this wired fence. Me and random DCs were running around. The track was basically pretty deep sand, but not deep enough for us to sink.



It was difficult running in this track. After a while, several other DCs and me lost the race because we took too long I guess. Either we were running in shoes which made it difficult, or it was ironic that it was hard to run in sand with our bare feet.



Then I had this dream where I was at this restaurant I go to that got bigger.



And this lady was making something that apparently was supposed to taste good.

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It was just chopped up cucumber or avocado in a bowl, and there many on the floor. Then the dream fades away.

I had another dream where I was in my bed and my father comes in to tell me that he was going to go somewhere, but before he did, he wanted to apologize for not remembering to take me to the university meeting to get bus passes.

I told him that it was all right because the I don’t even use the bus to get to my university because I live so close to it.



And the fact that he said bus passes should’ve made it easier for me to become aware because the university provides free bus rides to Texas A&M students and just about everyone else. I forget what else happens in the dream after that.

I also had another dream where I was at Cypress Lakes High School again (I graduated already and I'm STILL NOT AWARE OF THESE TYPES OF DREAMS!!) I was going to the bathroom to wash my hands, and saw some dude I knew from Mayde Creek High School named Charles. He was just looking at the mirror, and I heard some voices. I get out of the bathroom and saw my Physics teacher I believe or just some random DC, and he and his wife apparently were telling me something, but I can't remember what.

Now I’m up to do a WBTB after sleeping for a while after I woke up a little too early to do a WBTB. Going to stay up for at least 30 minutes, and then attempt to do a WILD. I feel a little too awake, but I’m going to just count my breaths from 1-10 and repeat that “I have lucid dream.”

10/26/11
Non-lucid Semi-Lucid Lucid

I’m outside my apartment at night and went to the back and was looking through the windows of my neighbors. I was peeking inside of my own room, and the other ones as well.



I didn’t pay attention to the one right of me though. I think I went inside and had sex with some blonde girl who looked like Hillary Scott with pony tails. She was pretty flexible and skinny, but I realized I wasn’t wearing a condom. I wasn’t sure if I was lucid or not. That’s all I’ll go into. O.O



I was in class and we were waiting for a teacher, and she took a while to come, and she looked like my Biology Lab teacher, she came probably 5-10 minutes late. She starts teaching and smiles and apologizes for being so late. The class gets bigger, and we weren’t a lab, there were desks and chairs. From that, I became lucid, and didn’t focus on the people.

I decided to get out of class and started to touch everything and become stable. I walk out and believe I’m in my apartment room.

I decided to be a bit crazy by exiting it by going through the walls, but when I made impact, I got rebounded. Guess there was still doubt in my mind, and I woke up 





Then another dream, but I was non-lucid, is where I ask this guy if some other university was quiet like the one I asked him. I didn’t get a respond, but it looked like he wanted to say “Yes.”

Then I’m walking with two girls, one is a blonde of course, but I couldn’t get a good image of her face, but we were going to some restaurant because there was free Rice Krispies? I decided to go with the flow with them, and the blonde girl was apparently named Hanna.



We go into the restaurant and find a table, and got a free meal while we waited for our order.



It was chicken I believe with lettuce, or a salad on a side. Then Hanna starts to choke because the food was spicy. Then we called to get someone to help her, but some random person decides to slap her.


Then another dream is two black girls come out of a door and memorizes 9 of the 10 guys’ names that were sitting down, and apologizes for not remembering the last one.




Then she asks, “Where’s Brandon?” I decided to hide my face with a folder, and she finds out and asks me if I think I’m so good that I could get the girls. I was basically thinking “WTF?” I just ignored her and decided to leave, she didn’t say anything.

Then I go upstairs and see some guy I know in my university. Everything started to fade away after that.

Then another dream is I’m a character in Code Lyoko. We were going to go get virtualized, but Jeremy went with us. It was basically just me and Aelita.



But I don’t know if I was Jeremy or myself. But we were materialized in the desert area, or whatever you call it.





Then Jeremy’s face appeared, and he says “Holy crap I need to go the computer to monitor things,” or something along those lines.



Then Aelita said that she was a part of me. So that in the dream world, she would be my dream guide, but I was still confused because it seemed she was talking to Jeremy.

Then I’m in another dream where I’m in a Biology Lab, and some guy named Ivan that I knew in waking life was a professor, and his girlfriend was there as well.

He was talking about what Nitric Acid was, and labeled it as N3, but I responded and told him that it’s supposed to be NO3.



He had orange words on top of the board, and blue on the bottom, and he corrected his mistake. The dream fades away.

10/23/11
NON-LUCID, LUCID Explaining and Talking SEMI-LUCID
I was in this building, and a security guard asked me what I was doing here, and I told him a reason why and he said okay. I thought I was going to have to explain a bit more to him. I don’t know where I am, but I’m in this place where there are a lot of doors. I believe I was taken to a foreign country, but it didn’t feel any different.

We were doing random things, probably related to college work, but it was like a scavenger hunt type of a game. I meet random people, and I recall one girl saying some nonsense and laughing because she went the wrong way. We even had this contest on who would get the most books on random selves. There was a piece of paper that was electronic that had a green bar fill up with a certain percentage depending on how many books were contained in the selves.

I managed to reach the minimum amount and started bragging “Oh what now, what now!!?” Then I open this door and close it and see 3 people. One was my mother wearing a light green shirt, and on the right of her was lady with just the back of her body shown to me. And on the left my mother was this lawyer who was African-American who was fairly huge in size. I think he was wearing a suit, a dark blue suit and tie.



It looked as if he halted his conversation he had with my mother and the lady, and probably just wanted to wait until I got out. I think he was even smiling, like he was going to say something about why I was here, but he just kept quiet. I exit the room from the same door I came in. I can’t recall when I entered the same door again, but when I did, my mother and the lady appeared again, and my mother said “Hi” with a smile. The same lawyer was there who halted his conversation, but I don’t think he was saying anything to the two people because they weren’t even facing his direction.

I leave the room again, but from a different door. I see the same security guard, but he didn’t worry to approach me again. I go down the stairs, and the stairs were wide and I hear a voice that was on an intercom that talked about how students went on some trip to Europe, and I just went on that trip.

Then I had this dream where me and a few girls (2-3) of them were looking for something. The area was pretty high, and it had a Prince of Persia feel to it.



It had the fancy see-through curtains and doors that opened up and down. I was just following these girls; I believe we were in some competition. It felt like playing a video game. I met this black girl that looked familiar, I believe we met in middle school, but I didn’t bother to pay attention to her too much. My mind still wasn’t aware. We were on this train track and were racing with vehicles, and we had to avoid these small black mines with silver spikes on them.




But we went pass them and they didn’t explode.

Then we reached the end of the track and it was me vs. the same black girl. I think we had to fight with weapons and armor, but it was very soft armor (kind of like fighting with a nerf bat lol).





I can’t remember much after that, so I woke up and decided to do a WBTB since I woke up probably a few minutes early before my alarm rang. I drink a glass of apple juice, and then ate a Rice Krispies bar. I started to sleep, but then I realized I should turn the alarm on my PC that was set for 4 something AM off and just sleep since I had another alarm clock that woke me up for 5:30 AM. I checked the timer on my PC and saw it was set for 2:45 AM, and thought I set it for 3:45 AM, but I was probably just being too observant and realized I started to sleep around 9 something PM. There was an hour left on the countdown before the alarm rang, which confused me, but I didn’t bother dealing with that.

I go to sleep, felt some heaviness on my nose and body, and I was counting down from 99 taking deep breathes and exhaling. I reached to 0 and started to count again, and that’s when I believe I started feeling some heaviness on certain parts of my body. Then the feeling eventually went away.

Then I woke up, but it was a false awakening, I wasn’t sure at the time. So I check my alarm clock. The time was 6:00 AM. But I knew I set the alarm for 5:30 AM, so I had to hear it before (trust me the alarm rings pretty loud, and I would’ve had to made an effort to reach my arm to stop).


I do a reality check my pinching my nose, and I could breathe in and out. I did it several times to make sure I wasn’t breathing before I pinched my nose. I remained calm and tried to stabilize my dream by rubbing my hand. There was some light near the door to get out of my apartment, which was weird because I turned off all my lights before I slept, which helped proved I was dreaming.

As I opened the door, I was still skeptical though, I was in my underwear, which I was in before I slept as well. This dream was really vivid, probably because it was close to morning in waking life. I didn’t want to barge out in my underwear and make people think I was crazy.

So I decided to open it slightly to observe the environment outside. The clouds were dark and gray, kind of ominous. The trees where fairly tall with bright green leaves, but I didn’t pay attention to it that much. It was windy, almost as if a storm was about to manifest.



Then I was sure I was dreaming. There was this large area with buildings with brown a brick-layered composition. I get out of my house and ran towards the school, but I believe it was a part of the university I go to (Texas A&M University). I think it was the Heldenfels building where I had my Chemistry and Biology lectures and labs.





I’m inside the building; it still had that mildly dark setting outside with the dark clouds. I see all these students get out, and I believed I did another RC to not become to indulged with the dream.

After a while, I looked at more DCs that were manifested, and I thought to myself “I should meet my Dream Guide.” I remain calm, and headed for the restrooms. I see the men’s restroom, but I knew that if I wanted to meet my Dream Guide, I should head for the Women’s restroom I always had females that tried to reach out to me in my dreams, that's why.




I go in the women’s restroom, and I crouch down to see if there people in the bathroom. I just saw one pair of legs and decided to towards it.




And guess what? It’s a blonde girl. Most of my dreams involved me meeting a blonde figure or hearing the voice of a blond I knew in waking life.



She was doing her business, but the way she did it was weird. She had to stand and bend down on the urinal and was facing me instead of having her back turned (I was probably confused because I thought of the women’s restrooms in anime where the urinal was on the floor and they had to bend down).

Spoiler for Pic for the position she was in (No private parts showing but may be disturbing to some people XD):

Then I had this temptation to just look at her urinating. I didn’t want to get too into it, so I just told her to stop. I think I fingered her to make her stop urinating (wait what?!?! LOL)

I grabbed her, and the bathroom urinals were split apart of course, they had white borders on the side. I held her and leaned her against the wall on one of the borders. I looked into her eyes, and asked, “Are you my Dream Guide?”

She smiled and said “Yesss .” (Her face changed a little bit, I don’t know, it just felt weird). She had her arms wrapped around my neck, not choking, just as if she was trying to hug me and seduce me.



I think she said her name was Rebecca, it took me a few seconds to process that, but it was Rebecca. I wanted to make sure that this wasn’t a DC trying to be a wannabe DG.

So I replied, “How?” She replied, “Do you want me to show you how? I can go into your mind…” She started to bend her neck a little bit, her whole body was on me, and she was holding on to me by hugging around my neck. I didn’t panic or anything. She slowly brings her head from bending her neck and her eyes are different. They started to get big.

I paused her and said, “What? Wait, what hold on hold on!” I look around the restroom to get some clarity, but she probably wanted me to just focus on her face. I saw some other girl come into the restroom, but she didn’t scream seeing me in the restroom, but she left like she was afraid.

I tried to talk to her more and more, I wasn’t excited or anything, I was calm. She said that she would get into my mind. Then after that, everything turns pitch-black.

Out of all of the DCs I met in that dream, she stood out the most, she didn’t panic that I was in the Women’s Restroom, and she didn’t just sit there looking lifeless like my other DCs. She was as aware as I was, but her face was altered when I got close to her, but I just couldn’t get a good mental image on the change.

I woke up, but my eyes weren’t open, so I decided to do a DEILD. But I just had a sudden burst of energy and felt alive. I wasn't groggy or anything, I spend a few minutes thought remaining still, but I decided that I was too awake to try doing another WILD since I opened my eyes after attempting the DEILD.


Oh and she said her name was Rebecca.

10/22/11

I had a dream of a girl that I knew in real life. She’s Hispanic, and has a darkish red hair. But anyway, I believe I’m on the floor in some beach house and she’s with some tall person. I felt kind of jealous because I kind of grown an attraction to her, but not as being intimate, just that her way of thinking has become a part of mine, which is why I love her as a friend. Thank god it was a dream though, she's still single

There were a lot of babies in the house, maybe like 3, and then 3 were outside on the sand. There were some debris that the babies were playing around with.

10/21/11

I’m in college and there are a lot of people in it. A girl told the professor that she just copies her homework form her friend, which bothered the professor a little bit, but she was okay with it for some reason. Then she said that the next person she hears doing something like that will get in trouble.


Then one of the professors assistants was watching everyone, and some idiot in my row passed a bag of chips, they wanted us to pass it down.


I foolishly grab it to pass it down, but then the assistant said that everyone who touched the bag has to sit on the floor. We thought we were going to get in DEEP trouble, and because it was college, I wasn’t kind of scared of what would happen.

But apparently it was just a test that the assistants did, and I don’t remember their explanation why, and that’s all I remember for that dream.

I then had another dream where I see toon Link from the Legend of Zelda Winder Waker. I forgot the name of the town, but I believe its Windfall island.



He was on top of the activation switch you had to climb a ladder on. But you had to set the wind direction somewhere, and apparently setting it to WEST helped the Windmill operate.






Then after that, I see toon link on the boat that was the King of the Red Lions (I haven’t played it in a while, so my names may be messed up). Link goes north and that’s all I remember.

10/19/11

I decided to take a small nap at around 11:48 AM to wake at 12:50 PM. I do wake up at the time, but I forgot to GET UP TO GO TO MY BIOLOGY AND MY PSYCHOLOGY CLASS. I end up waking at like 3:40ish PM.

Good thing there wasn’t anything useful to learn for those classes, and they don’t take attendance most of the time in college

Anyway, I’m in Cypress Lakes High School. I’m sitting near the door to go to the gym locker. Apparently I was thinking about some girl that said to “hug me” before when I was a sophomore or junior in that school. Then I see the AP English teacher I had for that school with a clipboard.



I wasn’t aware, but that felt weird. I think she was writing a report to that same girl who was near the boys and girls locker room. She took her inside one of the locker rooms and disappeared.



Then I go walk to get to my other class. I felt kinda of slow walking, but I eventually walked like normal. Then out of Nowhere pops BEYONCE! (She had her hair tied back)



I can only recall her wearing some white top with probably a black dress. She says something about “I can’t believe your back!” And smiles like this

She offers her hand to do a handshake, and I’m still feeling weird about this.



But she grabs it and we go upstairs in the some section of the school. People were looking at us, and she was bragging on how much of friends we were, and I was convincing these people that we weren’t because I was still worried about this event.

Anyway, we were doing random things, like running around the top floor of the building and stuff. Then I realized I had to get back to my class in the dream, but not the class in waking life. I started panicking, but I figured I could ask her to write me a pass. A desk appeared and she was like sure, and asked the class name and teacher. I couldn’t remember, I was stuttering, after that I woke up. Now to get to my other class.

10/19/11

I believe everyone is watching some football game in my college. I walk up the stairs and see this old man watching the game on his computer. Now it reminded of that Hispanic restaurant called Los Nortenos I went to when my parents come over last weekend.



The guy was a cashier and was watching the Texas A&M vs. Baylor game.



Then for some reason I’m holding a revolver after watching randomness, like I saw some tennis player make a fault, and he thought he hit the opponent’s cap, but he did one more serve to win the match.



I heard some voice or some figure say that I should always at least have one barrel slot empty before the shooting the one with the bullet. I was holding the revolver in first-person mode, looking at the small crevices to practice in distinguishing whether or not a bullet was in it.




Then I believe I’m going to leave somewhere, and I had to find a paper with some things I had to say at some meeting in another place, but I’m not too sure.

I woke up and tried to do a WBTB, but I just said, “Eh, fuck it.”

No point in lucid dreaming for this week if I’m worried about this Biology midterm coming up.

And as for the Adult scene, it was dark and they were unce unce unce unce unce unce. That is all. :3

10/18/11

NON-LUCID, LUCID

I’m in some type of Middle school or High school. I was worried about the quiz tomorrow in the dream that we had to take. I meet my elementary teacher I had in a certain school named Ms. Coffee. She helped me with some concepts I needed to know before the quiz (it was something simple like memorizing the different phases of the moon like a full moon, crescent, etc), and then I had to wait for her to give me some pass to excuse me from being tardy in my next class. She thought I was supposed to be in her next class, but I explained it to her and then left with the pass.

Then I’m in some room in college. I see myself do a reality check by pinching my nose….

I can breathe. And like in the last lucid I had yesterday, I tried to stabilize it. I said “Ball” about 3 times and they formed. I believe I see too people in my room, and I’m wondering why they are here. They were fiddling with some things, and I told them some random nonsense that if they took anything, they would have their location traced down in quickly.
(They weren't exactly like the image below, but they just stood there lol)


They eventually left and I decided to just get out of this dream scene. I tried to jump really high inside a building and just launch myself up the ceiling to get outside, but I can’t recall actually getting out.

But I’m outside, and it’s raining. I believe I’m in an environment that’s similar to the college I’m in now. -snipped-



I see some random DCs, and I believe I was checking my backpack to make sure my Zune Mp3 player wasn’t going to go out should the rain soak my backpack and seep into it. It was okay, and I put it back.



I believe that at one point while it was raining, I was trying to call out my Dream Guide, it felt so weird. I felt sad while it was raining, but it just felt so good to be sad for some odd reason. No one showed up.

Then I’m suddenly in this different environment, but I don’t believe I was as lucid as before. Some random DC that looked like a college professor said that we will be having our quiz today. He even gave us a slideshow outside of a classroom of what the quiz would be like and allowed us to look up the answers to complete the 5 questions up in the board.



It turned out that it was the quiz and that it was open-book. There were some spelling errors on the slideshow, like instead of Years, it said Yiers. I wasn’t aware of this and didn’t do a RC, but after the quiz time was over and we went over the answers, most of our answers were right, but I couldn’t remember if I got all of them right. Then I woke up.

Talking Non-Lucid Lucid

I decided to take a nap this afternoon.

Someone who was supposed to come today in reality came, (I didn’t do a reality check), and he brought one of his two sons with him. I greeted the father and the son too. As usual, I’m on my laptop doing something and I just tell the little son to just sit on the other black rotating chair and play on his Nintendo DS.

Then I’m dreaming I’m in school again, I think I’m in the locker room. Everything was vague since I was only taking a nap. But I was going back and forth to certain areas and to the same locker room, each with something different occurring.

Then I’m in an area with a few tennis courts, and I see some girl practicing her groundstrokes. I didn’t get a clear view but, I believe she was blonde and Caucasian. I then go out towards one of the metal fenced gates in the tennis courts to do some running. As I’m running, I see the girl and a few people with her helping her practice.

Then I’m suddenly seeing some guy I knew from the tennis team whose name is Anston. He is wearing a purple shirt and black shorts. The scenery wasn’t clear, but it was a big green field as I’m running around this ever-changing school. Then I see Anston running towards somewhere, but I didn’t check.

I go back to the locker room again and all I remember is that now there are a bunch of guys going to change their clothes there. I go searching for my locker door, and its number was 9900 or more I believe. Before going to this locker room, I see these people that I knew, the most prominent was this African-American named Jasmine I think, but her body looked out of place.

Anyway, that’s all I remember for that little nap I took. I had my eyes closed, but then I realize it was just a nap I took and decided to wake up since I wanted to see my progress on the Farcry 1 torrent I was downloading .

6/10/2011

I had several random bits of dreams occurring after another. The last I remember is someone being in one of those cheap romance movie where there is VERY bad Voice acting, and I see myself shaking hands or doing a group "let's put our hands together" as if we were the power rangers or some nonsense.

Then after we proceeded to walk, I believe I had to go to the bathroom. I believe this phenomena occurred before said dream. I was searching which toilet to do my business (Number #1 Mind you), but this dude took the BEST one in there, which had a covered side to his right.

So I keep looking for the right urinal to use, and then some other dude was using it. Both were Asian, the first being one I knew at Mayde Creek High School, and the other is just random, but he seemed to be a mix of two Asian people I knew of in middle school. When I finally found a toilet (not a urinal this time), after shifting through each door, believing there HAD to be a toilet to use, I finally found one!


It was the ONLY one I realized was manifest to me, and the left side of that last bathroom scene was faded. I proceeded to do my business, and two people were watching me from the SIDE, not the front.

Either way, I'm thinking that these people aer invading my PRIVACY. From my view of doing my business, my penis seemed to be erect while peeing out, which didn't go so well. It went FULL HADOOKEN STYLE and went like 90 miles per hour or something like that haha.


Then some got on my mouth, and chin, and I was like "What the heck?". Suddenly I have this epoch of disgust with me and I'm in ANOTHER environment, and people seem to be laughing at me because I had my urine in my mouth. And some random girl was panicking as if me being covered in urine on my chin and near my mouth was a big deal.

So I wanted to "SHUT UP" or something of the worth to just let her know a piece of my mind. But she made it even more difficult, and we were suddenly outside some environment, all I could remember was chasing this girl up some red carpet-lookish like stage that was a bit higher than normal. I think I was trying to stop this girl from crying, then this lady who was dark-skinned like the girl, was an adult I believe I've seen recently whom I never talked to.


The last dream I had, there was this girl I never talked to. It could've been my dream guide, but she was just staring at me (somewhat serious but I just couldn't TELL :/ ). Anyway, that moment faded to another phenomena, and apparently some dude had a BAD happy ending when he was rejected by someone, and I'm thinking "Lol wtf is this?"

Then I remember cheering this guy up, and some other dude came along (Which is back to the dream I stated in the first sentences before the bathroom and the two asians). And we do all of what the first sentences I put said until to the point we were doing a group "BROS BEFORE HOES" hand formation, I think haha. So now we're in this hall, and I'm asking these guys if they ever heard of Donnie Yen, a popular Asian martial artist who has made several movies.

Then when one of them turned around, you guessed it...it was an asian I think I knew (I have NOTHING against Asians okay? :3 Without them, where would super duper happy fun time be right?) ANYWAY, back to the randomness, I feel as if I'm telling all this in a random order, believing that I'm going the right path as I'm explaining it to you so much (which might be bad, but it's freaking 2:14 AM in the morning, and I can still attempt to go back to the dream).

So I now recall being in this FANCY dining hall, following these people (I think), and it's some of the people I know from this school I moved to after Mayde Creek High School. I see this girl sitting and smiling as she's looking over something. She was blondish, I believe her name was Ashely, a girl I sat with a few other girls with at this school I graduated from.

And that's just it I believe. I wake up to reality I believe, BUT I try my best to QUICKLY CLOSE my eyes and be still as possible (WILD I believe, and sorry if I mess up with the acronyms, I still have to indulge into their full meaning, just so many (well not really, I'm just thinking it's hard) to think of.I did a Reality check to see if my hands were the same as before I went to dreaming, it looked the same.


Then I held my nose with my right hand, couldn't breathe, so I figured I was back to reality. I got my laptop (which boots up pretty quickly for me to do this journal) and start typing these dreams away, and I start to do ANOTHER Reality check by holding my nose, still couldn't breathe (said face is sad right now) BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP!



Woke up 4:35 AM, this time, I knew I was bloody dreaming, but I just couldn't manifest enough competence to rub my hands or just USE MY CONSCIOUSNESS! I remember watching the news, ABC 13 Eyewitness News for that matter, and some funny stuff was happening on that channel. First off, there was this Asian weatherman (I don't know what it is with me and Asians, but I have NO problem with that lol) and this guy was SO INTO REPORTING THE WEATHER MAN.

He had like an assistant, who I believe was BLONDE. THe Asian guy was wearing, (Wait, now that I think about it, they WASN'T ASIAN!) It was actually a guy on channel 13 that would come about NOON. you know, the news that occurs before the soap operas like Bold and the Beautiful came on. HE had gray hair, I believe he is an anchorman, but somehow he was the weather man. He wore a professional suit (of course), but it was a little big for him.

It was like he was doing the Michael Jackson "Don't Stop Till you Get enough" style of wearing, but NOT necessarily dancing like him, or becoming any sort of manifestation of him. Like two ends on the bottom of his suit were a little bit more curved and expanded. Probably because he was declaring speech as if he was a Asian who was in a gameshow (you know PLACE YO BETS NOW!!! BANZAI!!!!) and a mix of William Shatner's rapid and odd movement (You know when he's bending down, then suddenly fifty feet to the right doing some pose while he's talking).

I'll let that mentality crawl into you people's mind for a while.........OKAY moving.....He was doing a weather review on Australia, SERIOUSLY? AUSTRALIA? Anyway, with his assistant, he talked about the demographics of Australia, then the blond assistant was marking something on the screen, you know, like when they do those circles to show you where there's heavy rain activity or something. But she was drawing a think black line I could barely see. I don't know if it was the north of the South side image of Australia she was doing, but I THINK it was the north.

But I shouldn't assume...bad idea there. But it's as if there's some kind of DREAM SIGN, or maybe I'm just being paranoid about why I was see an image of Australia in the news. ESPECIALLY FOR ONE THAT'S REALLY FOR TEXAS LOL. Anyway, back to that anchorman who is a bit too HAPPEH FAIS. His mouth was making that "O" formation, as if he had to poop or was stub his toe on something. He was pumping his fists (I think), and then somehow, this blond assistant (I couldn't get a reasonable image of her visage), then somehow zoomed the T.V. in, and all I could see where hands. It's as if it where HER HANDS.

(DREAM GUIDE MUCH?!?!?!!?) Anyway, she was drawing lines on the odd piece of Australia, like she went super max zoom, but this stuff was still visible! It was like watching 1080p HD rocks of Australia that were VERY SMALL if zoomed out. Then after a while, it started to become a commercial. Like the ADULT SWIM COMMERCIAL, you know? With them using their black background and white text and saying some random stuff, but the background wasn't black, I think it was still light blue-ish, and I think it was still the zoomed in view of very small parts of Australia.

The Anchorman (not the assistant) was saying some random crap I couldn't comprehend or remember, but I just saw hands moving for a while ( I think).

THEN I'm watching more news, the same Eyewitness 13 channel. But it seemed to be in a more earlier time than the noon one. I think it was the EARLY EARLY team, (you know, Tom, Sharron, CASEY CURRY) WAIT CASEY CURRY IS BLONDE, A BLONDE WAS DOING THE WEATHER FOR THIS ANCHORMAN...HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP. I THINK IT WAS CASEY CURRY WHO WAS DOING IT!!!! Because as I was watching some random facade of a news anchorman ( A different one from the super duper fun time/William Shatner mix), I heard her voice.

And you know those little mishaps in the news where you could here one of the staff members speaking in the back, like the microphone was somewhat set on them while you could hear the anchorman's voice that was louder than theirs? You get what I mean? Like when one news reporter was listening to what Children wanted to say to her, and when she said "We'll be right back," they pan to a black screen for a while, and she said the F word (but she was 1/4 from saying it until a commercial that said NICE CATCH!!! came on lol) It Was like that, and I apologize if you're mixing that in with Casey Curry lol, just giving you some of the randomness I was seeing.

Yeah in the back, (with the anchorman's voice still talking a bit louder), Casey Curry was talking some negative STUFF man! I thought she was those happy-looking people! I didn't necessarily see her visage in the back, just her voice. And I believe she was talking about how the Hispanics (Mexican is what she said) were holding up the traffic? Lol that was random of her to say, but SHOCKING because I know other people (generalization mentality here) would be shocked as well, and I was expecting them to somehow cut that bit out, but her voice kepy going and going and going!

Anyway, back to the super duper Asian fun time guy with the assistant (which I think was Casey Curry, but I just couldn't see her visage still). I think he was advertising Australia's resorts or something, but I didn't see that, I saw light blue-ish white-ish foam, and it was one of the commercials where "YOU BE GOOD NAOI KAY?" (I know, what the heck is wrong with my mind?!?!? Haha) And the guys face started to go into the foam, like he was embracing going in, I don't know if it was my face or his, but a face going into that light blue-ish, white-ish foam.


I think that same moment was the medium for me to enter a different Scene Scenario, which was me being in school, but there were some people I knew THAT DID NOT GO TO THAT SCHOOL (Mayde Creek High School). I even have these people on Facebook, but I will keep those names classified. I was entering some class, and I think the floor was suckable (Lol WHAT THE HECK). It had the foam that I mention before, but I think it was just a flash moment, or just be ASSUMING again. (ugh) Anyways, I think I was told the floor was suckable and tasted sweet. So I believe I proceeded to suck on the floor, it tasted like ice cream (Vanilla perhaps, 1905 Vanilla possibly, because I like that kind of flavor). I DO KNOW THAT I WAS VIEWING THIS IN FIRST PERSON, I just DON'T KNOW if I was lucid at all, but I could feel me sucking on the floor.


(But when you compare that with my actually body, I could probably sense it was my external human body making that sucking sound, but I didn't feel that, or become aware if that was true or not. I just kept sucking this floor to the max, it tasted so GOOD!!!! And I remember two people joining me too!

One girl, one boy. The girl looked pretty nice. Nice visage, probably tied up hair, but it looked long, was a bit brownish, she looked Hispanic, her face was a bit white. But girl was SUCKING THAT SWEET FLOOR as if she finally found some dick for once LOL. She even rolled her tongue and licked that floor, (kinda kinky huh?) Then the dude was behind her sucking on the floor too. I wanted to get closer to this girl, to see if we could "accidentally" lick each other ;D.

But then I was afraid that the dude behind her could be her boyfriend you know? But when I looked at him, I KNEW who this guy was, and (here I am with ASSUMPTIONS AGAIN) that this guy could not have possibly worked his way into a relationship with this beautiful Hispanic girl. Then an image of that SAME GUY, who was a model for some new clothes fashion. It was like those POLO SHIRTS, and it was white with it's collar open, then there was some odd attatchment to it, like the hood of a jacket (Really? A hood on a polo shirt? Talk about Lady Gaga's wardrobe malfunction...) ANYWAY sorry for being a bit off topic there. Yeah the guy was wearing that outfit that was white, it had a blackish stripe near the top of it I believe, and it was like it was a picture. That portrayed itself to me for a few seconds. Then I heard a teacher or someone say "Okay guys..." ( I think), which made us get up. I think these were my Dream Characters obviously, and then they started to leave, so I thought that the bell to go the next class period initiated. I was still in first person view, and I had my backpack with me I believe, but it was open.

Then a teacher that I knew, which was my AP English Lit 4 teacher, (I had several of them when I moved from school to school in real life, but this is the most current one I had before I graduated). She was asking me something, like she wanted something that I probably didn't realize I took. I couldn't get an image of this (because I couldn't rub my hands or spin I think) But I gave something back to her.

She had that surprised look on her face too. (Probably because I was the quiet one in the classroom in reality lol). Anyway, I suddenly find myself running to the next class period, and I saw more dream characters, but they weren't staring at me like creeper style you know? Just people living their lives, doing normal things. Well everyone (students) were rushing to class, these were the students that were about to become tardy. I was one of them apparently, because I was running like AS HARD AS I COULD (I don't a tardY! haha) I believe I was going to my AP ECONOMICS class, but for some reason, I saw a flash (quick flash) of my AP Government teacher's face, which helped me make an assumption that it was my AP GOVERNMENT class I was going to.

I kept running and running, then I saw a few noticeable people. One girl was black, and she was the kind that creeped up on me when I moved to the High School I graduated from. BUT WE WEREN'T IN THE SCHOOL WE WERE IN REALITY. It was MAYDE CREEK HIGH SCHOOL. (With it's greenish looking stair bars. I believe I was near the entrance of the school for visitors and the front office). I was climbing those stairs like there was no tomorrow lol (because I think the tardy bell was going to ring). But it felt as if I was going a bit slow, like my mind wanted to capture a few of the dream characters' faces.

But I didn't make social contact with them. I think I was trying to leap up the stairs (you know jump two steps or even three steps at a time) but everything was still slow! Somewhat slow, because that same girl that creeped up on me, was actually being creeped herself by some random person, I couldn't tell who, because I just saw the back of them as she was mouthing the words "Nonono" lol. Then I started running some more for a few seconds to reach my class, but everything faded.

I couldn't even dream spin or do anything. But then again, this is my second day trying to do a lucid dream. I just have to keep trying!! I do find it funny that my environment was Mayde Creek High School, but the teachers and students I briefly saw obviously belonged in the other school I came to after Mayde Creek High School. SORRY FOR THAT LONG STORY, but I tried to remember as much as I could.

6/9/2011

I had a dream that the #1 of 2011 of a school I've been to invited me to a party. I wasn't too clear of this purpose, but we were talking about it for sure. I also remembered my friend Marisa whom I was talking to. After that, we had the party, but I didn't see them. It seems as if it was my biased thoughts on parties since I would go to adult parties with my parents. There was food, and the most of I can recall of it was cookies, and this party experience was pretty short. Then randomness happened.

I remembered being on a mission with no weapons to use, just hide and run type of a mission, and suddenly, I just came out to a battlefield. I was telling the others on this field to try and shoot me! And with confidence too! But I think I was too fast for them! Then suddenly I was trapped by two soldiers I believe, and was challenged to use some objects that looked like Sok-em Bopper (or whatever you call them). Then some girl I knew from another school was holding my hand after I didn't want to
accept this challenge.

I felt the grip of her hand as she told me a few things and then walked away. After that, I think that was it. xD

I had another dream that I had these sex toys. I'll try to be a bit appropriate but they were mostly for a woman to use for anal and vaginal playing, most likely because of a little fetish for anal I guess, and I'm a male.

But I didn't even touch these things.I could smell the type of lubricant used for the toys for some odd reason, it had that odor you smell from the rubbing alcohol.

I was could feel the possibilities of using these things, but again, I started to see the dream slowly fading away. A parent of mine also found me watching pornography, but they didn't react, they just looked as if it were nothing. I think it was a imbalance of an AMV I watched on youtube on a JaraiyaxTsunade pairing video( I can give the link ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnQ152CIFR8 <---) and somehow seeing random ads on pornography (mostly involving hentai) . So I was trying to close these tabs, but they kept coming up when I was watching that same pairing on youtube.

I was trying to see if it was back to normal, only to see several videos of hentai showing up. But then it went back to that pairing, during that epoch of frantic closing and refreshing, my parent left the room haha. Then I remembered I still had the sex toys there, and was willing to try them out, but like I said in the first sentences, the dream faded out and I woke up with an erection.

Then I woke up with an erection, most likely because of the effect of the male REM cycle. And I had this dream AFTER another one this same day! I slept at around 7:00 AM after suggesting my body to wake me up at 6:00 AM (First the first time, and I woke up pretty darn close to it too).

I had another short burst of dreaming before this sex toys one of helping my father with repairing something in the house, and we where below the attic, but I just remembered helping him pick up a few long blocks of wood.

When my mother passed by to give us something to drink, I could see how my father would react to my mother just randomly coming in, like it was annoyed, since we were working. After that, I had the sex toys experience, but I don't know how I transcended from the prior I just explain after the first one. But I did SMELL, which has to be some sense, and I didn't have any kind of rubbing alcohol with me, but I did remember using lotion.

What's funny is that I could smell the lubricant that was alcohol based, I didn't realize I was dreaming, I thought I WAS experiencing the trauma of a parent finding out their child watches porn LOL, but it didn't feel so bad xD.