lucid

06.29.2016
9:30

Teleportation Practice part 1 (DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I am at my college at night and want to go to sleep because I vaguely know that I was trying to WILD but the rational parts of my brain aren't working i guess. I try to find a place to sleep but can't. The dream changes and I am in my mom's office helping her with something. I randomly do a nose plug RC and realize I'm dreaming. I fly out the window before I consider my goals. I am in a difference building and city than my mom's real office. I land on a roof and feel the roof to stabilize. That's right, my goal is to practice teleporting. I close my eyes and picture my bed room because that should be my most familiar place. When I open my eyes there is nothing and I can tell I'm waking up. I try and feel the carpet of my room but feel my bed sheets instead. I wake for a short WBTB. I tag this dream and try WILD again.

06.29.2016
10:30

Teleportation Practice Part 2 (DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I am in some sort of bizarro sandbox world where I can make what ever I want. There is infinite flat grass to the horizon. There is a bunch of random technicolor stuff built around me like if someone was building with lego but didn't have enough to not use random colors. I am working on the colors of some furtniture. I have an eye dropper that is more like the size of a turkey baster to copy the colors from one place to a another. I am making a bed have blue bedsheets and remember that I am in bed. I remember that my goal is to practice teleporting so I give it a try. I think about teleporting home but based on the previous dream that might just lead to a FA or destabilization. I close my eyes and imagine the ally way in a neighborhood near my apartment. I should be able to train there without any DCs around. The ally way appears and flys in beneath my feet. Everything on the left looks right but on my right there is a soccer field behind a chainlink fence with DCs playing. There is also some DCs talking in the ally. I practice some telekinesis on a rock but deside against it because of the DCs and that I should keep training teleporting. I up in the air and remember I want to talk to Androx. I yell,"Androx, I summon you." Wait didn't I want to go to LA and see if I can find the DHL headquarters and I start flying in that direction. "Wait, wasn't the whole point to teleport?" I get a bit overwelmed with different goals. If I can fly as fast as last time I should be able to get there in less than a second. I think as I start to fly over some mountains. I hit some fog though and loose my vision.

The dream changes to me in a tunnel under the mountains. A guy in a green robot suit is attacking some cars. Suddenly, Iron Man flys into him and pushes him into a room connected to the tunnel. I run in and see Iron Man get blasted in the corner. "Oh so you brought your friends? I will take care of them too." the titanium man looking guy says and shoots some sort of energy beam at me. It deflects off my body and I start throwing random things at him to taunt him. "Grah" he says and throws a sticky bomb at me. I TK a wooden palate into the bomb and fling it away. I pick him up with TK and fling him into a trash compactor in the corner and pull the lever with TK. I hear a crunch and think he is dead but I hear him say, "I can still breath. Help!" I guess it broke his suit but it protected him from death. Iron Man steps out of the rubble in the corner and takes off his suit which turns into a brief case. He asks who I am and I explain that I am part of a new superhero team from a different timeline. I think he would actually make a useful ally for the Dream Hero League. "Your timeline is about to get really bad. Come with me to my timeline where you can make a difference. If you really want to go back after I can teleport you to right before I came here." Tony and I walk while he considers it. Hawkeye and Captain America run into the room. I pat them on the shoulders as I walk by and whisper to Tony "We don't need people like them. Only powerful people like you. Oh and Thor. We should find Thor." I consider Hulk but I think he is to much of a loose trigger to be helpful. This is pre Age of Ultron Tony so Vision and Scarlet Witch aren't around yet either. While we walk down the tunnel Black Widow and Nick Fury jump out and hold guns to me. They tell Tony not to listen to me and I might be an enemy. I say to Tony, "About that teleport." I grab his arm and close my eyes. I have never tried teleporting someone with me before but it's good practice. I imagine the DHL headquarters and teleport us.

I open my eyes and I am in some sort of government building. Tony is no longer Tony but a handsome but average looking man. Teleporting has made me loose track of my goals again. I think I am trying to insert this man in the FBI as my spy. There is a guard at the door checking if we have clearance. The spies name is John. Wow what an average person. He has clearance. The guard looks at me suspiciously and say "Your guest needs clearance too." And starts looking through his paperwork. I punch him in the jaw and he drops to the floor. I look through the paperwork and sure enough my name isn't on there. John and I run inside. It looks like a plain office. "Wow this place is so boring." John says with a British accent. "Oh, yea, I guess this is the FBI in the default dream timeline. They pretty much don't do much exciting stuff in real life. Maybe the CIA in the James Bond timeline would be more your speed." I see a really bored looking woman in a cubicle. I say to her," Hey, want to go on an adventure?" She says yes and looks excited to do something actually cool. The guard runs into the room holding his jaw. He looks furious. I grab John and the womans arms and we run through a door. We a few floors up on a balcony over looking the loby. I jump over the banister and pull the DCs with me. Here goes. I close my eyes and picture myself landing on solid ground without falling.

My feet touch ground right away. That means we teleported. I think the feat of falling makes it more effective. I open my eyes and we are at the bottom of a staircase. The banister is now pat of the staircase. There are people in suits and dresses mingling. I pull them into the staircase and find a place where we are alone. "You are both in the CIA in this timeline now. Tell me your names so I can find you when I need information." Wait, wasn't I trying to find the DHL headquarters? Why am I infiltrating the CIA. I think I need to be more careful to hold onto my awarness when teleporting. The woman says her name is Rosa something or another. I touch her shoulder and repeat her name. I turn to John to ask his last name but wake up right away. I try to DEILD and get close but it feels a bit to late in the dream.



I am pretty happy that I did my goal and learned a lot about teleporting. It should be a much more reliable way of traveling if I can maintain lucidity and my goals. Now I have to decide what my next goal should be. Should I try and teleport to the DHL headquarters and fight the armed men. Or should I summon Androx and ask him about my dream world and dream guide. He might give me new powers too. Write in the comments what you think I should do.

06.25.2016
11:00AM

Police Chase!DILD

NON-LUCIDLUCID OTHER

I am talking to a friend and she tell's me she opened up a boba tea cafe on the college campus I go to. I ask her if she is hiring and she tells me yes she is. I get the job and get to start right away. I actually got a similar job in waking life but under more normal circumstances. I wonder if I will ever dream of my real work. That would be a pretty boring dream. haha They tell me to wipe down and clean everything in the cafe. They even want me to take apart the appliances and clean the parts. It is sort of a drag but because it is my first day and I want the job I do it.

After a bit of cleaning the dream skips forward to me driving home to my mom's house. That doesn't really make sense because I live on my own now. I really need to RC when ever I am there. Wait, I am there for weekend right now! *nose plug* My sister's family is visiting. Some sort of emergency siren starts going off outside and the news says to evacuate but doesn't explain why. Could it be an earthquake, terrorists, a meteorite? There isn't enough room for everyone in one vehicle so I offer to drive separate. Everyone in the neighborhood is lining up behind a checkpoint to get out of the neighborhood. That's weird. If this was a natural disaster evacuation I don't think there would be this many police just sitting around. I realize I never really packed anything in my car and turn around to go back to my house.

On the way inside I see a friend. In retrospect, both "friend" DCs don't represent real people from my waking life but I still think they are a friend. Weird. "Hey man. Let's get out of here. Can you back my car into the garage while I get stuff to pack. It's the silver Jeep over there." I say as I hand them the keys. I go inside and look in my closet for the tiny little box where I put some of the sentimental things I wouldn't want to loose for situations just like this. I also get the backpack that contains my laptop and dream journal and realize that is everything that is worth spending more time packing. I head out and find my friend is packing my camping equipment into the trunk. "I just don't want to be caught off guard if this is more of an apocalypse type emergence." he explains. I agree and grab my hatchet for chopping wood. "No, you need more than that if it's zombies." He shows me he has an AR-15. The police are watching and freek out. They open fire on us with full auto weapons. my "friend" crumples besides me and I jump behind the cover of my Jeep. "Those are the terrorists. Get them!" I get behind the wheel and start driving. They keep unloading on me but luckily they only hit my Jeep while they still have a clean shot.

I am in a chase now and there are quite a few police cars following me. I am thankful that I played so much Need for Speed back in the day. I guess that taught me how to maintain control during high speed turns. The neighborhood feels like a maze. I can't find a way out that isn't blocked off. I take a wrong turn and see a dead end sign at the end. Wait, there is a small ally for pedestrians. It looks just big enough to fit my jeep. I blast through a metal gate and skid onto a larger road. Cars swerve out of my way while I try and get back on the right side of the road. I don't see any police cars and I'm near the edge of town now. If I could get to the freeway I should be able to get away. Right around then I here a helicopter. I look up at it while I try and figure out how to get away from it. I pull over in on of the dry fields that surroundings my Bakersfield. As long as it can see me I will never loose them. I wish I had a rocket launcher or was lucid right now. Wait! I nearly face palm. I am dreaming right now. I have goals to do. I need to destroy a beehive for the Dream Hero League.

I fly up to try and get above the helicopter and imagine myself as invisible to DCs for good measure. I wanted to do this task in Los Angeles though. I bet the DHL headquarters is in downtown LA. I fly up higher and see that I am actually in the San Fernando valley now. It is dark but I tell myself it's okay it won't wake me up as long as there is this much street lights. I can't quite see the LA skyline from here so I fly up as fast as I can. I think I over did it because when I looked back down I could see the curvature of the earth and most of the United States. It only took a few seconds so I estimate I was flying at about Mach 500! That is fast but it would still take me 25 minutes to get to the moon. No wonder I always have problems flying there. I need to practice teleporting. instead. I fly down closer until all I can see is Los Angeles. The geography is right but I don't see any buildings. I imagine the buildings there and eventually get it right but right before I fly down it becomes an island and looks wrong again. I get frustrated which only makes it harder to teraform things. I start to wake up and can't pull myself back into the dream because I don't have anything to grab onto so high up and lost feeling in my dream body. I can tell it is to late for a DEILD so I just let myself wake up and enjoy that I got another lucid dream.



This is the second time I wasted a lucid trying to get to Los Angeles. I think it is because I pictured myself attempting it closer to my apartment and then trying to go to the HQ. I should postpone my goal of doing DHL missions until next month. My next goal should be to practice teleporting because it will make future goals much easier.

I had 3 dreams in a row that were one continuing story even after I did WBTB and tried SSILD. I don't want to share that one because it became a bit personal. I think that is why it was persistant, because I was invested in the characters and that world. All I'm going to say is that I think the DCs in my dreamworld think I have a memory disorder or something. Every time I become semi-lucid I seem to forget the dream world and remember the waking world which they see as dillusions. When I loose lucidity I forget about the waking world and often other parts of the dream world.

06.14.2016
11:00AM

The Washing Machine(DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I am running through traffic after someone. I see them take an exit and jump up to climb over the wall of the freeway. As I am hanging I think I should just fly after them. This makes me lucid "Stop, I'm dreaming you need to let them go.", I think. It's actually pretty difficult to move on with the previous dreams but I know its for the best. I sit myself down ontop of the wall "I have tasks to do." Everything starts to turn black. I throw myself off the wall and faceplant on the pavement. The tactile feeling of the ground brings stability back and when I open my eyes I am still on the freeway.

I think that the advanced task of erasing something might be quicker than the bonus task. That way I can move on to other goals. I tried covering something with my hand and imagining it gone when I removed it. I tried that a couple times without luck. I need to train my dream control soon. I then remebered I saw a few washing machines on the side of the road. I flew over to them and found the largest one that had the opening onthe side. I gave myself a running start and dived in. Nothing really happened but when I got out I was in a tropical rainforest. I saw a stegosaurus and flew up into the canopy to get away from it. Who knows what dinosaurs are out there. In the tree there was a giant spiderweb with a bug stuck in it. I realized there must be a giant spider and flew away just in time as the spider devowered the spider. There were also socks stuck in the spider web.

I flew to another tree and saw a neanderthal looking creature following me. I talked to him and he could talk too! He took me to his family. He had a wife, two kids and elderly parrents. They invited me to dinner of meat stew, and a bowl of heart shapped cake pops. Weird but the cake pops were delicious so I didn't question it.

Because I havn't had many lucid dreams in a long time I decided to keep my first goal simple. Something that could help me get the rust off my dream skills. I decided my goal would be to do 10 reality checks in one dream. If could remember to do 10 then I'm sure later on I will be able to remember 2. Plus I had to do some research to even find 10 different reality checks. My goal did not require that they be successful reality checks, just that I test them out so I included some that I know don't work very well.

06.10.2016
08:00AM

10 RCs In One Dream(DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

My mom drops me off at home and says to go take the dog out. I go to the back yard through the side gate and realize it is not my backyard. It looks like the back yard from the rugrats more than my own. Something feels a little off about my body. Gravity RC! (1) I say to my self, "Calm down. I'm dreaming." I remember my goal and that I need to do 9 more reality checks. In my lucid the night before last I only got 5 out of 10 before waking up so I shouldn't take my time. 10 RCs actualyly is a lot. I plug my nose and try and breath. Supprisingly nothing happens for a second. Hmm am I actually awake? Finally a bit of air comes through. (2) I look at my hand. Yep, 7 fingers. (3) I notice a trash can and remember someone on the forms changing the colors of things as an RC. I look away and look back, imagining the can as blue. Nope, still black. (4) I see some letters on the side. When I look away and look back they are numbers. (5) I try and do telekinesis on the can. No luck. Hmm, it has been a while since I practiced but I used to be so good at TK. I do TK on a pebble instead. It doesn't budge. I put a bit more effort into it and it flies into my hand. There we go. (6). I look around but I'm alone in the backyard. I hear some of the neighbors though and yell at them, "Am I dreaming?" "Nope." One of them says. Hmm, it worked yesterday. Oh well I already knew it wasn't a reliable RC. (7) I look at my hand again and pinch the skin between my fingers. Ouch. See holywood, that doesn't work. (8) I try and phase my finger through my hand. It doesn't work but I am starting to feel unstable and decide not to wait for it to work. (9) The other day I had an idea for a new RC. One where you focus on something close and then something far and observe the effects of depth of field. I have never noticed it in a dream before so I wondered if it works at all. I held up my finger and focused my eyes on it. I then focused my eyes on the tree behind it. The finger blured out and the tree came into focus just as expected. Hmm I guess it does work in dreams. For a second everything went blury and then everything came back in focus. I guess it does have some glitches though. My vision was sort of ultra wide after that until I woke up a few moments later.


I wrote that down in my dream journal and realized I still had plenty of morning left to try the Task Of The Month. I decided to focus on the "pull something out of your butt" basic task and the "jump into a washing machine." bonus task. I tried WILD but fell asleep pretty quickly and lost consciousness.

06.10.2016
08:00AM

Butt Stuff(DILD)

NON-LUCID LUCID OTHER

I go back to my Karate dojo. It has been about the same amount of time that I went there as my break from Dreamviews. I say hi to everyone and ask if I can train while I am in town for the weekend. The head sensei is very bitter and rude to me. Very very not like him. I feel hurt so I leave. The dream skips forward. I am at some sort of concert or awards show in the front row with my new roommate. The producer is near us. She looks very similar to my mom which I think is strange. Suddenly, two guys who look like stereotypical rappers jump on stage and grab the mike. They say they are taking over this even and start rapping. No one knows who they are and boos at their sucky rapping. They get mad and say some sort of anti white manifesto. I get a bit scared because my friend and I are the whitest dudes in the front row. The two rappers pull out guns and at the climax of their speach shoot me. Right in the balls, I might add. "Why the balls?" I think as I fall back in my chair. I am surrounded by the cround and hear more gunshots and screams. Wait, my balls feel fine. I must be dreaming!

I consider my plan of attack and then fly up in the air. I point at the one who shot me and say, "You fucked with the wrong white dude." I fly at him, cary him into the air, punch him a bit and then drop him from high up. The other one starts shooting at me to no effect. I fly after him and he runs. He trips and I pick up his gun and beat him with the handle of it. I start to wake up but DEILD back into the dream. I am in a different place, some sort of hallway between small buidlings. The two rappers are there but they seem harmless. I notice a cute girl and consider letting my primal urges take over but no, I have to finish my task first! I reach into my pants and feel around back there. Nothing unusual to report. I try willing something to be there but based on my previous lucid my control isn't quite as strong as it used to be. Instead of waiting I stick my finger up there. Yep, feels pretty much like I would expect. Gross. I look at my hand and notice a bit of a skid mark. I don't think that counts so I wip it off on something and contemplate what to try next. I remember an idea I had before bed. It should be pretty easy to summon a string hanging out of my butt to make it easy to pull something out. I try that and find a string. I pull but it ends up being a butt hair. OUCH! Maybe I can have this girl help me find something. I ask her to come over and look around for me. I get a little, um, distracted. I remember what my actual task is and get frustrated. She seems to disappear as well. You know what, I'm going to complete this task one way or another. I find a Sharpy on the ground and put it up my butt. That's right, a Sharpy... from the ground... Once I get it up to the cap I pull it out. I did it! I completed my first task of the month in years! To celebrate, I summon two more girls and have some fun.

After a false awakening I tried to find a washing machine to do the bonus task but after another false awakening and a real awakening I decided to work on that tomorrow.

10.20.2011

My Dream Guide Returns (Semi Lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had gotten only 4 hours of sleep on the 18th and 1 hour of sleep on the 19th so I basically crashed at 8:30 last night. I was sleep walking and talking deliriously and everything. It gave me a ton of REM and extra sleep. Somewhere during the night I had this dream.

I was in one of the top floors of a skyscraper. I was infiltrating a large corporation, they were probably evil and wanted to take over the world or something. There was a party going on. Everyone talking in groups and wearing suits and dresses while they drank and ate appetizers. I was standing on my own observing what everyone was doing. I randomly became semi lucid. A group of people not far from me dispersed and behind them was a girl who looked in her early 20s with red hair wearing a black dress and a large witches hat with a silk ribbon coming off the tip that went down to her waist. I immediately recognized her as my dream guide! I became filled with happiness and relief. It had been 9 months since I first met her and 9 months of searching to try and find her again. She was weaning different clothes than the first time I saw her. Then she was wearing a different dark purple dress and hat.

I ran up to her and hugged her and said "finaly!". She was taller than me. I am very dissapointed that I was only semi lucid. I didn't think to ask her her name or any of the very important things I had planned on asking her. In fact we didn't really talk for the rest of the dream because we were under cover. She helped me infiltrate and spy on the corporation. My lucidity dropped as I followed the dream but I was content to just be with my dream guide again.

Eventually I woke up and was very happy and disappointed at the same time. I had done the one thing that had challenged me for so long but I didn't actually do it myself, she came to me while I was semi lucid like the first time I met her. Also I didn't go through with the plan I had tried to ingrain into my head on what to do when I met her. I didn't know what to say because I was so happy like the first time I met her. Hopefully this will mean she is going to start showing up more and we can start my training like she promised we would. I'm going to start committing more to lucid dreaming again and I will remember to ask her her name next time!

08.18.2011

Sing To Me (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was dreaming but I can't remember it any more. It seems I became lucid but I woke up into a new dreamscape.

I was in a locker room or bathroom or something. There were a lot of people in there. I spontaniously realized it was a dream and I mentaly stablized. I saw a girl that was gitting treated badly by a group of guys. I told them to leave her alone. They got angry and tried to attack me. Me and the girl started running. I remembered I needed to do the task of having a DC sing to me and that I had frogoten to do it in the fragment before this one. I told her to sing to me while we were running but there was to much going on. A group of cops tried to stop us. One struck at me but I dodged it and another had a tommy gun and I dissarmed it from him. I king kong vaulted over a very high wall and proceded to fly into the air. I turned around and pepered the cops with the tommy gun and flew off. I flew a distance and landed in a wooded area. I pulled out my phone and intended to call my dream guide. I had put a false contact named dream guide in waking life. The contacts list was all scrambled up and had random people I hadn't put on there but I couldn't find my dream guide on there. I destablized and entered a new dream scape.

I found myself on a wooden floor surounded by a bambo cage. There were other people in there with me. Gaurds came by and I didn't know how to act. All the other prisoners got to the back wall so I did too. I was being taken to a higher level. One of the prisoners said that it was better the higher the level. The gaurds guided me through the structure that was mostly wooden. I saw other cells filled with prisoners. The gaurd led me up some stairs and into a new cell. It was open to the outside and I realized that we were high off the ground somewere tropicle. I started remembering that it was a dream again. All the people in my cell were female. I noticed something about one of their eyes and said that they were very pretty. She said ya she gets that a lot. I noticed that they were yellow and very bright and they had no pupils. She said that because of it she was blind. I saw visions reflected in her eye balls some how, it was quite cool. Two of the girls was standing at the edge and were crying. They were going to jump but I grabbed them and pulled them back in. I told them that there is always a better option. I remembered that I should do the ToTM so I asked them to start singing. They looked at my questioningly and were still snifling. I told them to start singing something even if it was just Merry Had a Little Lamb. I counted down three, two, one and we all started singing Merry Had a Little Lamb. Yay task completed. We were singing pretty loud and the gards came to stop us. We all got against the back wall. I woke up into an FA.

I was in bed and really felt like I had woken up but knew I was still probably dreaming. I tried to roll out of my body and induce a OBE. I fell onto the ground but didn't care and it didn't hurt. I got up and got the covers off me and looked to see if my body was still there. It wasn't. I wondered weather I was still dreaming but didn't do an RC. I went to wright down the dream and ontop of my dream journal was a history book with a bookmark of a page about a tibetan prison. There was a picture of it and it looked just like I guessed it did from the inside. It was built in between two rocky cliffs. I wondered how this was a real place and how the book got there but still didn't do a RC. My mom came in and I asked her about the book but she didn't know were it came from. She is actualy out of town right now but I still didn't do an RC. She left and I woke up for real this time.

07.06.2011

Guitar Task Of The Month (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

After a good long WBTB I attempted WILD and didn't do to bad but still lost consciousness right before I fell asleep.

I woke up and believed that I had failed my WILD attempt. I wondered if I should try again. For some reason I got up and walked out of my room. I realized that that was illogical so I did a reality check and became lucid. I was in the hallway so I walked into the family room. My mom and sister were watching the TV. I thought about how I should spend the dream. I saw the mirror and was tempted to walk through it in an attempt to teleport to my dream guides tower. I decided it would be better if I tried making an energy portal again so I can master teleportation once and for all. Then I remembered the basic task of the month which is to play a musical instrument. I planned on playing my electric guitar. I thought I should do that first because it was a task that I know I could complete.

I walked back down the hallway toward my room. I was amazed at how much it felt real even if the visuals weren't especially vivid. I could have sworn I was awake before I did a RC. I went into my room and picked up my guitar. It wasn't plugged in but I didn't really need the amp to complete the task. I played the Song of Time from Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. One of the notes sounded wrong even though I played it right so I replayed it and it sounded great. Now that I had completed the task I thought I might have some more fun so I plugged in my amp and turned on distortion. I was curious if I could make the notes sound like what ever I wanted them to no mater were I pressed. I hit random frets and imagined a song as I went but it still sounded random. I grew bored and wanted to try teleportation again so I put the guitar down.

I didn't feel like going to the family room so I stayed in my room which has much less open space. First thing I needed to do was to accumulate the energy to make the portal out of. I held out my hands in front of me and imagined energy flowing through my body, out of my hands and into the space between my hands. I didn't see and aura like I did last time. I kept trying and I noticed that my hands were gradually getting fuzzy. The whole dream seemed to be going out of focus. I was to interested in watching the dream get all fuzzy and forgot to rub my hands before it was to late.

06.27.2011

Portal Problems (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I sudenly was sitting on the couch in the morning and then I felt a rush of sensation as the dream set in and I became lucid. I stood up and went to the center of the room. I rubbed my hands together and my senses felt a little numb. The dream was still stabilizing. Once I felt more stable I looked at my watch and it pointed to 10:55. I new I had atleast untill 11:55 before I should even worry about waking up. I went into the kitchen and picked up one of those really good sugar cookies with the icing and sprinkals on top. I ate it and it was delicious!



I went back out to the family room and wanted to try making an enrgy portal again. I am trying to get back to my dream guides tower but my mirror has been very unreliable and kees waking me up. I have made an energy portal before but It accidently took me to somewere other than I ment to go. I tried to get energy flowing into my hands and raised them up together to focus it. I was suprised they were already glowing. I got a tinny ball of blue energy to form and I tried to make it bigger. Instead it only seemed to get brighter and spin faster. Last time I used a basketball sized ball of fairly dense energy to make the portal so I knew I needed to get it bigger. I kept trieng to make it grow in size instead of density but it didn't work and I took a break from it. I really should have just kept trying. I looked at my watch again. 15 minuites had passed.

I walked over to inspect the mirror. My reflection looked normal. I stroked the surface of it and got it to fluctuate like it was a liquid. The surface felt firmer than usual though. I pushed my hand through and felt around. I wasn't getting destabilized this time. I imagined it showing a reflection of my dream guides room instead of my family room. Nothing happened. I stuck just my head through and didn't see anything on the other side. It seemed like it wasn't linked up to anywere.

I think I went back to practice building up the energy for a portal and woke up into a new dream and lost lucidity.

Later I woke up at 8:59 less than a minuite before my alarm was suppose to go off.

06.14.2011

First Real WILD (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay so I am not so good at WILD. I have tried many times and had very limited success. My goal for the summer is to be able to use WILD reliably and be able to get a lucid when ever I want.

This morning I decided to have an extra long WBTB at 6:00 am. I stayed up until I felt like I could fall asleep in like 5 minutes which was around 9:00am and then attempted WILD.

I was definitely tired I managed to catch myself loosing awareness a couple times and realized that I needed to do it more slowly to prevent waking myself back up to much. I slipped into a dream without realizing it.

I was still doing my WBTB and I was eating a whole bunch of candy. I didn't know why I was eating so much junk food and thought I should stop but it tasted really good. I woke back up.

I caught myself again and knew this was my chance. I was on the edge of dreaming. I heard hypnogogic music and thought it was my ipod. I didn't move and felt the sensation of numbness spread thought my body. I then felt the vibrations of SP. It all felt pretty weird and then it sort of went away and the mucid stopped. I stayed still a bit longer to make sure the dream fully set in. I didn't feel any different than I did before but hoped that I was actually in a dream and sat up. I pulled the sleep mask off my face and my room was very dark. I knew it had to be a dream because the sun was no longer shining through my window. I did a quick noes pinch RC and confirmed it. I needed to get out of the darkness because it was destabilizing me. I managed to stabilize a bit and walked into the family room but that room was dark too. I flipped the switch but nothing happened. Light switches in my house never work in lucids. D: I knew that if I just believed it would turn on it would but no matter how many times I flipped it up and down nothing happened. I tried yelling ou Shazam! when if flipped it but still nothing. I thought of a flash light or something and saw my pvc lightsaber prop all though it should be somewhere in my room. I picked it up and turned it on and it was a real lightsaber again. It gave me a little bit of green light but not much. Its always satisfying to cut stuff up so I cut strait through my brick fireplace. I knew I should get out of here and to somewhere brighter. I turned and saw the mirror I use to teleport. I was going to step through it but I wasn't sure if I should risk letting it take me to a random place. My mom walked in and didn't say anything and I randomly destabilized and before I even knew it I was no longer dreaming.

I tried but failed to reenter the dream. I am glad I managed to get my first real WILD but am frustrated about waking up and not getting my goals done. It seems like I keep destabilizing and waking up before I even realize that I am unstable. In fact it takes me a second to even realize that I am not dreaming anymore and I never have a chance to stabilize. I should get back into the habit of nibbling on dream cookies thought my lucids.

I have been posting all my dreams in the shared dreaming student work book for months but now that they deleted it I have to go back to posting my dreams here. I actualy really got acustome to posting them there. Anyways here is my dream from thursday in which I completed the basic task of the month. I should have posted it sooner but I was lazy.

05.05.2011

May 2011 Task of the Month (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was lucid in my room. Maby from a FA but I rarely remember the begining of FA lucids anymore. I thought about taking my bo staff with me this time but changed my mind. I walked down the hallway and thought maby I should find my dream guide or do the task of the month. I should do the task of the month, its easy and I can get it done early. I walked past the mirror and into my family room. I picked up an orange off of the kitchen counter and layed it in the palm of my hand. I concentrated on making it levitate with telekinesis/psychokinesis. It lifted up in the air easier than ever. I floated it around the room and then went outside.

I was supprised to see AndresLD there. I should have tried to confirm a shared dream but instead I told him I just did the basic task of the month. He didn't seem amused so I threw the orange at his head. I then pulled it back to my hand with my mind. I thought that was cool and kept doing it like it was a yo yo. Andres got annoyed at me. I thought it might be fun to have a dream battle with him so I asked him if he wanted to fight. (I think I forgot this part for a second. I remember a fragment of sword fighting but don't remember if it was in this dream. Andres would have trasformed into his Fierce Diety Link form and I would have summoned my master sword.) I remembered that I still needed to do the advanced task and looked up at the moon. (which was in the rong side of the sky like it always is in my dreams.) I told Andres I needed to do that first. I wondered what would happen if I crashed the moon into the earth while I was still standing on it. Before I could try to do it with psychokinesis Andres explaimed that it was easy and lifted up his hands toward the sky. I looked up at the moon and it grew in the sky alarmingly fast! I shouted out for him to stop but before I could the moon went down below the horizon. I expected to feel something like an earthquake and the earth to explode but nothing happened. I wondered why that happened and realized now I wouldnt be able to do the advanced task that night. I yelled at Andres and he flew off. I tried to hold him back with telekinesis/psychokinesis. It held him still for a second but he broke free and flew away. I wondered what I should do now. I flew up into the sky and thought about flying into space but thought there wasn't much of a point without the moon. I suddenly destablized and woke up from my mom coming into my room. I still had an hour left before I had to get up so I went back to sleep hoping for another lucid.

07.08.2010

Riding Zamor the Unicorn (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Edit: I guess I never uploaded the other dream where I met a crazy unicorn named Zamor. The task of the month was to ride a unicorn which is why I wanted to find him again. He had transformed into a stuffed animal at the end of the dream.

I was in a dream where I was in a cave. The cave then spill up to the left and right and to the front. There was a red piece of slime that was pulling itself around to my right. There was a door in front that was locked with chains and a series of chambers to my left. Oh this is a Zelda dungeon. I need to be lucid and ride Zamor. I destabilized to black but pulled my ego point into an image of my kitchen. I saw my sister and four of her friends waling into the kitchen. I waited for it to stabilize visually a bit before I was in a body and the rubbed my hands and knees. My sister and her friends had a pizza on the counter so I picked up a slice and ate it to cover the taste sense. I picked up a bowl of butter and smelled it and everything was stable. Wow this dream channing is getting so easy now I can completely go back into a dream in like 20 seconds. I really needed to go to the bathroom so I was like darn I knew I should have gone earlier. I woke up and went to the bathroom and went back to bed. It was 8:00 so I had 2 or three hours before I had to get up.

I went back to bed and the next thing I remember was placing in the top 5 for a contest where you have to make a tank with Lego mindstorm. BTW I am a Lego fanatic. We get the chance to make a Lego stop motion animation sponsored by Lego so they supply every thing we need and the 5 winners work together to make it. It has to be a star wars themed video. I am talking about what we should do with one of the other winners and the setting changes and I am in my sisters room. I became fully lucid again and looked at my sisters night stand to see if the stuffed animal version of Zamor is where I left it. Its not so I asked my sister where the stuffed animal unicorn I put in her room was. She said it was downstairs in the hallway closet. I went down stairs but as sone as I got to the closet I woke up.

False awakening but I didn't realize it at the time. The clock said 12:20. I can't believe I slept so late! I went back to bed anyways determined to do the task of the month.

I reentered the dream and was in the room where I was suppose to figure out how to do the Lego video. The same pizza that was in the dream earlier was now on the table. I ate some and tried to stabilize but tried to refocus so I was in my house again. The setting changed and I was in my sisters room. Man all I gota do is go to the closet but its so hard with me waking up every couple minuets. I went to the closet down stairs but as sone as I got there I woke up.

Grah this is probably a false awakening. I picked some pizza up off of my night stand and ate some, this time just because it tastes good. Ya this is a FA I don't even know why this pizza keeps poping up in my dream but it s really good, especially for a thin crust pizza. I went to the hallway and opened it and the stuffed unicorn was no where to be found! I looked down the hall and saw an identical cabinet that shouldn't be there IWL. Oh the other cabinet. I opened it and Zamor the unicorn was there in stuffed animal form. I picked him up and rushed to my family room where there would be room for him. Placed him down and said, "Zamor, transform!" He expanded into a real unicorn now but wait, this time he was slightly pink and his black horn was only two inches long. When I met Zamor he had white fur, a rainbow colored main and a long kick ass looking black horn. He started to throw up which was sort of weird but funny. I started to wake up and knew I didn't have much time. I jumped on and made him take a step forward. A second later I was awake.

Wow, that was sort of disappointing. I don't even think that was Zamor. Atleast I did the advanced task. I need to work on extending my lucids themselves because dream chaining is great but it sort of causes my dreams to be weird.

July 23, 2010

Failed training (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Finally done with drivers ed so I can get a full night sleep now. I woke up at 6:28 AM and was only able to remember the end of an epic dream. I was a ninja from naruto. I had watched it just before going to sleep. There was an army of water style ninjas attacking from the north. They all looked the same like clones and there was one that was gigantic one. They used water jutsus on me and I used did some epic stuff to fight back. I cant remember exactly what I did. lol

I went back to sleep really quickly and dreamt for an hour or two before I got to the part I can remember. I was in the car with my dad driving somewhere. Then It faded and I realized I had to keep the dream going. I imagined typing on my laptop and it was 100% vivid feeling. I couldn't see anything though it just kept me from waking up. it faded again and I popped up in a dream where I was on the couch in the family room with my laptop on my lap. I knew I was dreaming but I did a noes RC anyways and got an exhilarating kick when it worked regardless. It was dark and the lights were not on for some reason. I went to the middle of the room and got into a karate stance and yelled (in Japanese this time) Kage Bunshin No Jutsu! (Shadow clone jutsu from Naruto. It should clone me so I can complete the advanced task of the month.) but again nothing. I tried to make a ball of energy but I failed at that too. My dream control really has not been very good lately. That's why I need this training. I looked up and randomly, out of the hall came one of my friends. I was like what the heck are you doing here. He said he didn't know. I asked him if he knew how to clone himself and he said ya. He walked over and looked at what was on my laptop and a second one walked up behind him. I asked if that was a clone and he said ya. I tried again and failed. I tried again and as I started to feel it happening I woke up. Grrrrrrr I didn't even get any training done. I just want to use the shadow clone jutsu for an easy and quick way to complete the task. I have plans for a much better and more original technique for cloning myself but I need some other training for that first. It was already 10:00 AM so I tried to fall back to sleep but couldn't clear my mind.

July 19, 2010

Time Dialation (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It took me four hours to get to sleep. 0_0 I went to bed at 9:00 pm because I had to get up at 7:20am for drivers ed. Despite that I woke up at 3:30am remembering a dream but not one that was lucid or important or even long. I decided since I was so tired I would be more likely to become lucid if I didn't write that one down at the time. I forgot it by the morning but remembered it while at drivers ed. It was about me being in an abyss filled with floating platforms were there were demons and angels but the angels were actually disgusting and menacing looking creatures. I jumped of a platform to get away from the devil himself and woke up. It didn't take long to fall back to sleep after that.

I was writing something down on a piece of paper when I started thing about how in the movies ghosts don't realize they are dead and that I could be one and not even realize it. Then I was a ghost and went and asked ghost experts stuff at a library. They showed me a book about the supernatural. One page was about people being hanged and becoming ghosts and suddenly I was at home and the man that was on trial in "To Kill A Mocking Bird" was going to be hung in my family room of all places. I had to take his son into my room and cheer him up and it was horrible. It was really cold in my room so I got under the covers in my bed and probably closed my eyes when I realized it was a dream. I got up and the dream had changed basically into a false awakening. I walked into the hallway, dropped to one knee and felt my left knee and stabilized perfectly and watched everything become completely vivid. My parent's room was right there and I hadn't been in there yet and was curious if anything would be out of place. I went in and everything was normal except that my parents were awake, staring right at me in the dark. The dumb DCs followed me into the family room where I stoped, closed my eyes to concentrate, placed my hands fingers in a T and yelled "SHADOW CLONE JUTSU" in an attempt to clone myself like in Naruto and do the advanced ToTM. Nothing, not even the pull of energy that I felt last time. I guess I just didn't believe enough. I remembered that I should probably attempt time dialation before trying to clone myself or practice dream control for the maximum amount of dream time so I tried Raven Knights method. I tried to visualize an analog clock but it made me lose vividness so I looked at a clock that was on the TV. I imagined adding numbers to it so instead of going to 12 it went to 13. I did this to about 20 before the TV changed. What was I thinking I should have used a real clock so I used the on in my kitchen. My mom got in the way however while she was taking things out of the cabinet. When I got back into view of the face of the clock I was suddenly sucked out of the dream. It didn't slowly fade out or destabilize it was just over. I think because I had been in the non lucid part of the dream for so long and the REM period was over. The length of the lucid only seemed to last at most 4 minutes so I don't know if the attempted time dialation had any effect or not.

July 14, 2010

Quest for my dream guide part 3 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I realized I was dreaming in a dream and woke up. I opened my eyes and instead of being in bed in my room I was in a sleeping bag in my back yard. I realized it was a false awakening so I did a noes RC just to check. I immediately rubbed the grass and then my left knee which works to stabilize the dream nearly perfectly every time for me. I got up and walked toward the back door but my hands and feet were numb. I looked at what I was wearing and I was wearing a red shirt and my favorite gray sleeping pants. My arms were numb because I had been trying WILD and they were numb in real life. I usually can move completely fine in my lucids. I got back up and went into the house. My dad was there talking to me but I ignored him. I knew exactly where I needed to go. Through that mirror. I walked up to it and put my finger up to it. After a little bit it started to melt through. I told my dad good bye and forced my head through. I did it to fast though. I lost consciousness of my legs and then the rest of my body. All I could see on the other side was the same gray space but instead of a DC I saw random giant floating computer keys. I faded very quickly and woke up.

I decided after this to take a break from looking for my dream guide. I want to start training some of my dream powers and I need to get the advanced ToTM done sone.

July 7, 2010

Quest for my dream guide part 2 (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had tried to find my dream guide in my last lucid and didn't get any solid leads though I did learn from a DC that it would not be easy to find them.

I had a FA and new I became lucid using a noes RC. I fell out of bed in the dream and quickly stabilized the dream by feel the floor and my own knee and rubbing my hands together. That combination worked like a charm. I wasn't able to turn on the light which was frustrating so I went strait to the family room. I new I needed to find my dream guide but didn't know where to start. My parents where reading the paper in the kitchen like they always do in my FAs. I passed them to get some yogurt out of the fridge but it transformed and became like 10 feet tall. I opened it and the yogurt was on the very top. I became frustrated so I drank some apple juice instead and it tasted normal. I threw the glass down because I was lucid and I didn't care about it. I went to the computer to try and look for a lead to my dream guide and on it was a free trial of some boring mmorpg set in the 19th century. The first task was to go to some tower so It might be a lead. I got bored with it and went into my family room looking for a picture of a tower to use to teleport with. I passed a mirror we have on the wall and did a double take. I remembered several other people on dream views had used mirrors as portals. I thought my dream guide might be behind the mirror. I dived head first into the mirror but as soon as I got on the other side everything destabilized. Everything on the other side was gray and non descriptor. The only thing I saw was a girl standing and smiling at me. I did a front flip and turned around in the air to keep her in my sight. I couldn't get a good view of her because everything was fading. I landed on my feet right before everything went to black and I wake up.