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Jamie's birthday tomorrow. Yet another year gone by. At least I'm home for some days now.

Jamie

Just a dream of me and Jamie at a restaurant. She was happy.

This seems to be a response to my last entry where I left to eat and she didn't follow.

At least in dreams we won't argue about paying the bill.

Not sure when I'm home again. Sometime in the week.

Jamie 1

Was falling asleep. Jesus keeps saying he's bringing me and Jamie together soon. ( He's been saying that for over a year now...) I'm in the black space with Jamie. We are standing up and holding one another tightly.

Jamie 2

I was in a school or something. Jamie was there hanging around. She didn't look like herself - blond with brown eyes. She seemed like a different person, like our recent dream endeavors and the voice/ drive by stuff hasn't happened.

She kept saying that she moved on from me or something. A lot of it was nonsense. She said she got pregnant a bunch of times with lots of men and then had abortions or something. I was like, well um okay I still love you, do you want to go out with me? And she said no. But kept hanging around anyway. Then I said I'm going to get some food. She said cool but wasn't following me.

I woke up and her voice said immediately that : The Jamie in that dream, wasn't really her. I asked how does she know what I dream? She said she was dreaming it from my perspective or something like that. Interesting... I have had dreams from her perspective in the past.

Finally, some okay Jamie dreams. Jamie drive by. I was leaving my house to get a morning coffee. During which I was remembering one morning last year when Jamie drove by me at 8 am. As if on cue, a familiar grey car drove past. Driver had the Jamie look. No haircut. Just the usual kind of Asian hairstyle with big bangs.

Jamie 1.

I was in a large building with Jamie. Some kid around 5-8 was with her. She wouldn't speak in the dream. We came across a break in the floor. There was a little balcony overlooking the lower level. It was all dark below. Jamie and the boy got on it. Then the landing broke and they fell. I could barely see them. They screamed as they fell. I called to them but Jamie just stared at me from below. The lower level had random furniture I noticed. Then they were gone.


Various other dreams with Jamie but I forget what happened.

Jamie 2

Me and Jamie in bed. There was white light coming off her. I guess to express the euphoria of the act.

Strange animals

I was in a lab. Someone was growing cat hybrids with tyrannosaurus DNA. I became frightened by it and ran away. I was in a room and the hatchlings were like strange kittens. They looked strange. The jumped on my bed begging for affection.

Note: a few entries down read an entry by another user who dreamed of strange kittens....

Still got it.

Going home tomorrow. Going to try 6stay a few days to get some things done.

Jamie

I was outside Jamie's farmhouse. I was walking towards it. I saw Jamie outside of the dream. Her face was huge in the sky. She was looking at me. Didn't seem to be mad or ignoring me. Just looking plainly.

Hike

I was on a mountain with my brother and some people. We had a pet goat that was following us. We climbed down some rock slope to a ledge. Some other guy warned us not to step to the edge. I wanted back up on the trail but the rock face we climbed down seemed way to hard to get up.

Lucid

I was walking on a planet that was all psychedelic colors
There was someone manipulating the dream. He said he was going to make the planet bigger. Things went even more colorful and there was a colorful storm in the sky. Became lucid randomly while walking across a field. I wanted to look for Jamie. I saw a farm house right away but didn't think it was hers.

The dream seemed pretty stable so I didn't use any techniques to make it more stable. With the intention of going inside my house. I was suddenly inside it. The transition was instant, like flicking a light switch on. I didn't seem to notice the transition. Now I was standing in front of a closet door. A white one where you slide apart two doors to enter and they fold outwards.

With the intention of finding Jamie, ( maybe not realizing I was already in her dream house.) I slid apart the doors. Only to find the exact same doors behind it. I slid apart many doors, one after other at super speed. Hundreds in seconds it seemed like.

I got to the end of the doors and walked into a closed hallway with doors on either side of the hallway. Like the scene in the dream who Tennant specials, where he's in the bad guy's game realm. I just walk through the door in front of me like I knew where I was going.

Now I was in a house under construction. There was mudded drywall in the room and hall. In a kitchen I saw a man. I asked him if he has seen Jamie, or knew where she was? He said he didn't. He started sort of play fighting with me saying he just learned some kung fu form. After a few blocks I left to go find Jamie. The guy then attacked me. I tried to rip his jaw off but I couldn't get a hold on him. I woke up here.

Other dreams were too vague. I was near where Jamie was but she wasn't talking to me or was ignoring me.

One dream where I was walking on a forest path with some people?

I just can't catch a break with the Jamie dreams lately.

Maybe Jamie drive by? I was switching some things from my old car to my new one... A white car drove past. Didn't really get a good look. The Jamie voice said it was her, but whoever it was had shorter hair. The voice has been wrong about some drive bys before. So unsure. My Stettler schedule is now Tuesday to Saturday with a month and maybe a little more to go.

No Jamie dreams. Definitely frustrating that she's not around much in them as much. She's getting harder to sense in the voice as well.

Stone

Just looking at a portal stone. Another Te'angreal from the wheel of Time. I Saw the inside like x ray vision. I could see gears turning inside. Hmm that's not in the books.

Moirane

She was speaking to me. She was dressed in blue. Gold forehead chain with a blue jewel on it. Exactly like the books. She looked like a cross between Rosamund Pike and Liv Tyler. She was also shorter to which is more book accurate. We were by the stone.

The Jamie voice complained about the last entry. Apparently I left out a love making dream. I had to search my memory... I found i did indeed recall that for a sit second.

Also. The Wheel of Time on Amazon got discontinued... Despite raving reviews. I guess I have to keep reading the books.

Te'angreal

I was in the wheel of Time again. I was in the third book when Egwene was doing her test for becoming an accepted. I was in a large stone room with rock arches. A handful of aes sedai were there. Egwene was in a drab robe. She went through one of the Te'angreal arches. I quickly followed.

On the other side I saw Egwene in a publis square sitting on a stone bench with people milking around her. I kept running around and telling people that they weren't real. It's just a Te'angreal test.

This reminds me of lucids I waste telling people it's a dream.

Oops

I was sleeping somewhere. Nynaeve woke me up and took me to a woman who fell asleep while scrambling on a notepad. Nynaeve handed me scissors and instructed me to cut up the notebook. I did. I went back to bed but the girl got up. She transformed into moghedian from the wheel of time. She had giant scissors and threatened to cut me up.

Possibly this was Asuka trying to get me to prank Jamie in a dream. And my perception was just off?

I do recall Jamie often writing notes down. Maybe it's a practice she keeps to this day. Another book outline maybe? How about a cross between The Dark Tower and The Wheel of Time? The dark tower of time? Or ... The wheel of the Dark Tower. My God. What an undertaking that would be.

Dinner

I'm at Jamie's farmhouse. We're eating supper at a table. Or at least Jamie, her dad, and someone else. I'm on a couch and look at her. She's zoning in her shutting everything out state. I'm not sure what is happening. I decide to join the table to see if she will open up to me but I wake up.

Marriage

Just a flash of me and Jamie getting married again.

Jamie showed up but she wasn't happy.

Jamie 1

We were in WOT again... At the beginning of the third book when everyone is sitting in the woods planning. Jamie was sitting by a tree with some one. She was giving me a mean look.

I had no other dreams about her so I don't know what the deal is.

Cats

FA, I'm on a bed like mine but the room is slightly different. Our home cats are on my bed. The grey/ blue cat goes by me wanting to be pet. He does a big pose to show off.


Hopefully now I can get back to my normal routine. Hopefully it will improve the Jamie dreams.

No Jamie dreams 😭. Just haven't been as focused lately with my trip to Lethbridge. Stayed at a loud motel. Even with my audiobook on it didn't help.


Only one dream. Just the sensation I was driving and I got hit from the side of a car.

Something wheel of time related. I was following someone on a path in the woods. Not sure if Jamie was there or not.


I hope the dreams get better soon. I still sensed Jamie in the voice last night. Had some moments.

Finally back home. But spending the long weekend in Lethbridge. My cousin is getting married there Saturday, so leaving Friday.

Jamie trapped

Dreamed that Jamie was in the wheel of time setting. She was in a cage . A man in white garb was questioning her. It was the black guy from the show who was a whitecloak. He left eventually. Jamie grabbed the bars and stared through them. She lightly cried, " Robert."

Next day I asked Raven to help.

Rescue

Just a brief flash. Jamie and two others were freed from their cages. They were thanking me. Jamie wanted a hug but I saw her as a blind girl I didn't recognize. I outstretched my arms but one of t6 guys hugged me instead. My memory fades after.

A but later I wander by a man by a fire. Two wolves approach me. He says not to worry, they won't attack unless I'm an enemy. But they have to sniff me out first. I'm scared and cautious. I but my arms in front to protect my organs or something. They sniff me seeming uncaring but not violent.


I realize this was probably Elyas from the books.

That's all I remember. I need to give Jamie that dream hug.

Jamie 1

I wasn't with Jamie. I was watching her walk down an alleyway by a middle school in Lethbridge on the Northside close to where I use to live. I saw a black shadow/shape following her.

Strange

I think this is WOT related. I was in a bedroom with an older woman who also looked young. She was wearing old style red robes. She reminded me of how someone might dress in the Red Ajah from the books. She was convincing me to sleep with her. I wasn't sure. She has bruises on her arms. Near the bruises the skin showed her real age. She instructed me to sit beside her on the bed. I wasn't sure where to start. She told me to kiss her. I started to even though I really didn't like it. Thankfully I woke up right away.

Big battle

I was floating with Jamie in the sky. We were in The Wheel of Time. Rand was also with us. He was looking at a huge battle on the ground. Armies of Trollocks against human foot soldiers. The humans were losing. Rand started shouting and getting really angry. I can't remember what he did but he wiped out the Trolloc army with a grand display of magic. Jamie was elated at watching the scene. At least she didn't seem to have a problem with me in this dream.


Spoiler for the wheel of time books. The dream seemed to be depicting a scene at the end of the first book.

That's all I remember. Jamie is still talkative in the voice. Just not many dreams. I'm glad she shows up consistently.

Bed

An in bed dream with Jamie.

Date

I seemed to be on an outing with Jamie. We were somewhere then I was driving her home. She was not talking and ignoring me the whole time. She had a bad attitude as well.


Next two nights no Jamie dreams. I wonder if something is really wrong. Is something up with her or is it a dream demon related thing. One thing: I hope that if she's with me in person that she doesn't do the silent treatment thing. Or at least communicates: I'm upset/ splitting. Let me walk it off or go through it until it passes.

Based on how she was with the past, I was never okay with that behavior. I know I'm not supposed to take it personal. But I can't help how I feel when it happens. So at least communicate. I noticed when we were working, she would be quiet when a manager Gisele was working. After Jamie left I saw Gisele get a customer service girl in trouble because she was talking with a male employee while working. Still, Jamie could have said something to me about it so I understood. Communication is everything.

Work

I was working with that Scott guy again. He called me a name I didn't like. I told him to stop. But he just started shouting. I said : I don't want to work with this guy anymore.

I really miss the constant Jamie dreams from this time last year. I hope they improve!

Back home tomorrow night yay! And I also have a piano to do at the Didsbury Masonic Hall the next day.


Jamie 1

Just the sensation of us kissing in bed.

Jamie 2

Some woman was talking to Jamie about me. The same woman that kept telling me in dreams that me and Jamie are supposed to have a daughter. This time she's telling Jamie to think of me as her husband..

Okay. Who is this creepy dream lady? I'm skeptical. I did hear from the Jesus voice last year that me and Jamie are supposed to practice like we're married in the voice. Strange.

Jamie 3

Me and Jamie are in bed holding one another.

False awakening, Jamie is in another bed. Some guy hands me a love note and tries to get in bed with me. I just shoot him away.

What's with me and Jamie having these homo dreams lately? Demons be throwing all kinds of pathetic things at us lately. It seems like we're not budging.

Work

Dreamed I was working with that Scott guy again. No thanks.

I'm about to finish the first WOT book. Hopefully I have more dreams about that as well.

Just low recall in general. Had one night of dreams. All of them were too abstract for me to really recall. Maybe one with me and Rand? We were falling? In space , and clutching onto falling or floating beams?. Very fever dream like.

Jamie

One flash. We were by the hood of a vehicle. We emptied out our pockets onto the hood because we were going to split everything equally. But also we were joking and laughing about it. Like children. It's a borderline age regression thing. I guess.


At least it was a positive dream for a change.

Unfortunately I have to stay a day or two in settler to work. Disrupting my normal routine. Very frustrating.

Jamie 1

Me and Jamie are in the Wheel of Time books again. Nothing much going on. She is driving a black SUV in the dream. Driving from WhiteBridge to Caemlyn on the road between the two. (I just read the part in the books where Rand and Matt escape WhiteBridge and go on that road.) I'm with her in the car and she's smiling as if happy.

This could be confirmation of her drive bys. I was asking for a dream confirmation that she does so that very night. Still prefer a verbal confirmation. I will ask the Jamie voice to confirm certain things in dreams. Usually she does if it's a simple request.

Jamie 2

Last nights dreams. I was outside. Maybe Jamie's farm. Everyone was camping outside on bunk beds. She was with some girl and ignoring me. They slept in separate bunks, but not together. I was a bit flustered she wasn't talking to me.

Jamie 3

Just an image of Jamie walking by a yellow car and keying it. Was this my yellow Neon? Oh no, she keyed my neon that is probably going to a scrapyard within a year or two anyway.

Woke up amnd figured something was wrong with Jamie in the dreams? (Dream demons, etc) So I prayed about it.

Jamie 4

I'm sitting with Jamie outside her dream house. There is healing energy about. Jamie is staring at the waves of colors that is coming from the healing.

hopefully the dreams improve tonight.