non-lucid

Looks like I'm staying home all week.

Crossover

I was in the wheel of time again. I was at the battle of caihrien. But there was an army of M3GAN dolls fighting. ( I saw the movie the previous night.). They were doing the animal crawl/run down the Hill Towards the Aiel. I wish I remembered more.

Next Jamie dreams I couldn't tell if it was her in the dreams.

Jamie

We were on a strange tiny mountain. Jamie was doing something sexually provocative. I can't even describe it. It only made sense if you were there dreaming it. I think her intent was to show off.

Jamie 2

I was in a house. Jamie was there but I didn't recognise her. She was grabbing me and wanting to spend time together in that way. I was indecisive because I didn't know it was her. For a moment I almost decided but then my memory fades.

I'm glad she's consistent.

Jamie

Jamie was floating in the air. A bright light was shining above her and from her towards me.

Seems to be a previous response to my last entry.

Tv

I was watching TV with someone. It was Dr. who. Wasn't really into it but it was the 10th and 11th doctor.

Not sure why I dreamed that. I stopped watching the show after capaldi left and other show runners took over. From what I've seen on tiktok it sounds like the show is going downhill...

Lucid.

I was with a group of people walking at night time around a creepy neighborhood. I went into a house that I remember living in before on a corner. I forget what happened inside.

I was walking down a main street when I tested gravity and slowly flew in the air. I became lucid. My group started flying with me. I looked in the sky and saw the Milky Way very brightly in the sky. It was spectacular.

I was violently teleported and the dream distorted greatly. I thought it was like megaman when you beat a level you turn into a single light think and go away. I had the visual of that in the dream

False awakening, still dreaming but I had sleep paralysis. There was energy floating around me. I spun the vibrations faster and gave me a dark, dizzying effect. It faded after a while. A woman came to my bed with brown hair tied back. It was either Jamie or Asuka. Couldn't tell. Sometimes they are merged in a dream. She got onto the bed and said, " You lost it didn't you." Like she knew I was trying to use sleep paralysis to enter a dream. I said yes. We sat there and talked but I can't remember what it was about. My memory fades.

Might have seen Jamie. I had a piano on some farm outside of cremona. Drove all the way from Stettler. Had my audio book blaring on the way. I was on a road outside didsbury with sharp shoulders. I was maybe too close to the shoulder so I adjusted my way in the road. Saw an oncoming white SUV and the driver looked like Jamie. She put her hand over her mouth in shock. Was it shock from seeing me? Or did I go to close to her lane? I don't think I was even close.

Jamie

I saw Jamie in a white SUV. She was waving at me.

Maybe she was trying to tell me that it was her? Or that she was trying to wave?

Jamie 2

I was in line at a store. Jamie was in front of me. She was wearing black pants that didn't leave much to the imagination. She kept looking back to see if I was checking her out.

Okay.

Not sure when I'm home again. Sometime in the week.

Jamie 1

Was falling asleep. Jesus keeps saying he's bringing me and Jamie together soon. ( He's been saying that for over a year now...) I'm in the black space with Jamie. We are standing up and holding one another tightly.

Jamie 2

I was in a school or something. Jamie was there hanging around. She didn't look like herself - blond with brown eyes. She seemed like a different person, like our recent dream endeavors and the voice/ drive by stuff hasn't happened.

She kept saying that she moved on from me or something. A lot of it was nonsense. She said she got pregnant a bunch of times with lots of men and then had abortions or something. I was like, well um okay I still love you, do you want to go out with me? And she said no. But kept hanging around anyway. Then I said I'm going to get some food. She said cool but wasn't following me.

I woke up and her voice said immediately that : The Jamie in that dream, wasn't really her. I asked how does she know what I dream? She said she was dreaming it from my perspective or something like that. Interesting... I have had dreams from her perspective in the past.

Finally, some okay Jamie dreams. Jamie drive by. I was leaving my house to get a morning coffee. During which I was remembering one morning last year when Jamie drove by me at 8 am. As if on cue, a familiar grey car drove past. Driver had the Jamie look. No haircut. Just the usual kind of Asian hairstyle with big bangs.

Jamie 1.

I was in a large building with Jamie. Some kid around 5-8 was with her. She wouldn't speak in the dream. We came across a break in the floor. There was a little balcony overlooking the lower level. It was all dark below. Jamie and the boy got on it. Then the landing broke and they fell. I could barely see them. They screamed as they fell. I called to them but Jamie just stared at me from below. The lower level had random furniture I noticed. Then they were gone.


Various other dreams with Jamie but I forget what happened.

Jamie 2

Me and Jamie in bed. There was white light coming off her. I guess to express the euphoria of the act.

Strange animals

I was in a lab. Someone was growing cat hybrids with tyrannosaurus DNA. I became frightened by it and ran away. I was in a room and the hatchlings were like strange kittens. They looked strange. The jumped on my bed begging for affection.

Note: a few entries down read an entry by another user who dreamed of strange kittens....

Still got it.

Going home tomorrow. Going to try 6stay a few days to get some things done.

Jamie

I was outside Jamie's farmhouse. I was walking towards it. I saw Jamie outside of the dream. Her face was huge in the sky. She was looking at me. Didn't seem to be mad or ignoring me. Just looking plainly.

Hike

I was on a mountain with my brother and some people. We had a pet goat that was following us. We climbed down some rock slope to a ledge. Some other guy warned us not to step to the edge. I wanted back up on the trail but the rock face we climbed down seemed way to hard to get up.

Lucid

I was walking on a planet that was all psychedelic colors
There was someone manipulating the dream. He said he was going to make the planet bigger. Things went even more colorful and there was a colorful storm in the sky. Became lucid randomly while walking across a field. I wanted to look for Jamie. I saw a farm house right away but didn't think it was hers.

The dream seemed pretty stable so I didn't use any techniques to make it more stable. With the intention of going inside my house. I was suddenly inside it. The transition was instant, like flicking a light switch on. I didn't seem to notice the transition. Now I was standing in front of a closet door. A white one where you slide apart two doors to enter and they fold outwards.

With the intention of finding Jamie, ( maybe not realizing I was already in her dream house.) I slid apart the doors. Only to find the exact same doors behind it. I slid apart many doors, one after other at super speed. Hundreds in seconds it seemed like.

I got to the end of the doors and walked into a closed hallway with doors on either side of the hallway. Like the scene in the dream who Tennant specials, where he's in the bad guy's game realm. I just walk through the door in front of me like I knew where I was going.

Now I was in a house under construction. There was mudded drywall in the room and hall. In a kitchen I saw a man. I asked him if he has seen Jamie, or knew where she was? He said he didn't. He started sort of play fighting with me saying he just learned some kung fu form. After a few blocks I left to go find Jamie. The guy then attacked me. I tried to rip his jaw off but I couldn't get a hold on him. I woke up here.

Other dreams were too vague. I was near where Jamie was but she wasn't talking to me or was ignoring me.

One dream where I was walking on a forest path with some people?

I just can't catch a break with the Jamie dreams lately.

Maybe Jamie drive by? I was switching some things from my old car to my new one... A white car drove past. Didn't really get a good look. The Jamie voice said it was her, but whoever it was had shorter hair. The voice has been wrong about some drive bys before. So unsure. My Stettler schedule is now Tuesday to Saturday with a month and maybe a little more to go.

No Jamie dreams. Definitely frustrating that she's not around much in them as much. She's getting harder to sense in the voice as well.

Stone

Just looking at a portal stone. Another Te'angreal from the wheel of Time. I Saw the inside like x ray vision. I could see gears turning inside. Hmm that's not in the books.

Moirane

She was speaking to me. She was dressed in blue. Gold forehead chain with a blue jewel on it. Exactly like the books. She looked like a cross between Rosamund Pike and Liv Tyler. She was also shorter to which is more book accurate. We were by the stone.

The Jamie voice complained about the last entry. Apparently I left out a love making dream. I had to search my memory... I found i did indeed recall that for a sit second.

Also. The Wheel of Time on Amazon got discontinued... Despite raving reviews. I guess I have to keep reading the books.

Te'angreal

I was in the wheel of Time again. I was in the third book when Egwene was doing her test for becoming an accepted. I was in a large stone room with rock arches. A handful of aes sedai were there. Egwene was in a drab robe. She went through one of the Te'angreal arches. I quickly followed.

On the other side I saw Egwene in a publis square sitting on a stone bench with people milking around her. I kept running around and telling people that they weren't real. It's just a Te'angreal test.

This reminds me of lucids I waste telling people it's a dream.

Oops

I was sleeping somewhere. Nynaeve woke me up and took me to a woman who fell asleep while scrambling on a notepad. Nynaeve handed me scissors and instructed me to cut up the notebook. I did. I went back to bed but the girl got up. She transformed into moghedian from the wheel of time. She had giant scissors and threatened to cut me up.

Possibly this was Asuka trying to get me to prank Jamie in a dream. And my perception was just off?

I do recall Jamie often writing notes down. Maybe it's a practice she keeps to this day. Another book outline maybe? How about a cross between The Dark Tower and The Wheel of Time? The dark tower of time? Or ... The wheel of the Dark Tower. My God. What an undertaking that would be.

Dinner

I'm at Jamie's farmhouse. We're eating supper at a table. Or at least Jamie, her dad, and someone else. I'm on a couch and look at her. She's zoning in her shutting everything out state. I'm not sure what is happening. I decide to join the table to see if she will open up to me but I wake up.

Marriage

Just a flash of me and Jamie getting married again.

Bed

An in bed dream with Jamie.

Date

I seemed to be on an outing with Jamie. We were somewhere then I was driving her home. She was not talking and ignoring me the whole time. She had a bad attitude as well.


Next two nights no Jamie dreams. I wonder if something is really wrong. Is something up with her or is it a dream demon related thing. One thing: I hope that if she's with me in person that she doesn't do the silent treatment thing. Or at least communicates: I'm upset/ splitting. Let me walk it off or go through it until it passes.

Based on how she was with the past, I was never okay with that behavior. I know I'm not supposed to take it personal. But I can't help how I feel when it happens. So at least communicate. I noticed when we were working, she would be quiet when a manager Gisele was working. After Jamie left I saw Gisele get a customer service girl in trouble because she was talking with a male employee while working. Still, Jamie could have said something to me about it so I understood. Communication is everything.

Work

I was working with that Scott guy again. He called me a name I didn't like. I told him to stop. But he just started shouting. I said : I don't want to work with this guy anymore.

I really miss the constant Jamie dreams from this time last year. I hope they improve!

Unfortunately I have to stay a day or two in settler to work. Disrupting my normal routine. Very frustrating.

Jamie 1

Me and Jamie are in the Wheel of Time books again. Nothing much going on. She is driving a black SUV in the dream. Driving from WhiteBridge to Caemlyn on the road between the two. (I just read the part in the books where Rand and Matt escape WhiteBridge and go on that road.) I'm with her in the car and she's smiling as if happy.

This could be confirmation of her drive bys. I was asking for a dream confirmation that she does so that very night. Still prefer a verbal confirmation. I will ask the Jamie voice to confirm certain things in dreams. Usually she does if it's a simple request.

Jamie 2

Last nights dreams. I was outside. Maybe Jamie's farm. Everyone was camping outside on bunk beds. She was with some girl and ignoring me. They slept in separate bunks, but not together. I was a bit flustered she wasn't talking to me.

Jamie 3

Just an image of Jamie walking by a yellow car and keying it. Was this my yellow Neon? Oh no, she keyed my neon that is probably going to a scrapyard within a year or two anyway.

Woke up amnd figured something was wrong with Jamie in the dreams? (Dream demons, etc) So I prayed about it.

Jamie 4

I'm sitting with Jamie outside her dream house. There is healing energy about. Jamie is staring at the waves of colors that is coming from the healing.

hopefully the dreams improve tonight.

I did see Jamie make an effort for more affectionate dreams but it seemed to backfire?

Jamie 1

I was in Jamie's dream space where there's a house on a farm. I was nervous about going into the house to see her. There were robots doing renovations on some barns. I was helping one of the robots who had an English accent. He seemed to be like the " Stuttering Bill." Robot from the final Dark Tower book. I remember climbing some crazy ladder but that's it.

Jamie 2

I was taking a cross country trip on a Greyhound bus. Crossed the border in the eastern states. Forgot what I did there.

On the way back a bus was full, but I was provided someone with a blue car. I sat in the back. Suddenly Packer was there, the one Mormon guy who went on a mission to Africa. I remember saying to make sure you sleep much of the way. I noticed the roads seemed icy but I trusted the driver.

Packer was now gone and Jamie was in his place. She put her hand over mine. I noticed she was wearing fancy gloves. I grabbed her hand putting my palm over hers and lightly held it. She was like: No! Not that way! She grabbed my hand again and seemed to indicate to Interlock fingers. But she wasn't happy with that either. I was like: I only know 2 ways, what other ways are there? She just looked upset and Impatient with me. I was getting really frustrated.

I woke up to her voice apologizing for the dream. She said I did it right but something else was bothering her, maybe something she did? Still why take it out on me?

Gross

I had a false awakening in the middle of having sex with someone. It wasn't Jamie and it didn't feel right. Especially when I noticed, "Satan," and, "666". Tattooed on their behind. I stopped and began looking for my clothes. The person wasn't upset with me. Still I felt gross and wrong and that what I was doing really wasn't me. I was on the floor looking for my clothes when I woke up.

The wheel of Time

I was in the Wheel of Time books. ( The season ended so now I'm taking up the books. Both reading some parts and audio books other parts ). I'm in the part where Nynaeve wakes up from everyone escaping Shadar logoth. I'm messing with a white computer case by a river. Nynaeve asks what I'm doing? I look around and realize that what I'm doing in that setting must be bizarre. I almost decided to laugh it off and say: you were looking for a white tower. Here's one. But I just woke up.

Bad apple

Jamie asks me to slice her an apple? In the kitchen all the fruit is rotten. I go to slice one and it's rotten. One part looks fine so I try to cut it out. But when I look back it's rotten also.

Still hoping for better dreams.

The Jamie voice seemed to not like my last post. Not sure why. I just go through recall dry spells from time to time. I'm still trying.

Jamie 1

Just a vague dream. There was a McDonald's attached to a Wal Mart. Jamie was working inside but seemed to be avoiding me. I left but went through the drive through for some reason.

Jamie 2

Jamie was walking around a bunch of screens displaying lesbian porn. She was trying hard not to look. But couldn't help herself at moments. The struggle is real.


Jamie 3

Jamie was standing by a white PC case Inspecting it.

Not much. Our dreams seem to lack a certain affection lately. Maybe I'm just not recalling.

One night I made the mistake of watching an insideous movie before bed.

Jamie

Just a dream of Jamie getting dragged away screaming in a black place by the monster guy from the movies behind the red door.


Well damn. Now I have to be careful what I watch?


Jamie 2

Sex related dream. I won't go into details.

Apparently Raven dreamed of me Jamie with Jesus in a garden. Now why can't I remember that?

Jamie drive by? I scored a 2060 super off market place. Unfortunately I had to drive to bearspaw to get it. But for 140? Total steal. After I got home I drove around the block to see if the Punjabi restaurant was open. I was craving some butter chicken but it was closed. So I went home. As I shut off the car I noticed a black SUV came around the corner and some dark hair. I got out immediately to see if it was Jamie. The woman looked at me but gave no visible reaction. The Jamie voice said, " that looks kind of like me." I noticed the bangs were gone. The vehicle almost seemed to slow down for a second and then sped off. The Jamie voice said. " That was close.". Then later seemed to admit that it was her. Still not sure what to believe. If it was her let's go through my checklist. Could be clearly seen, ✅. Was intentional about at least being comfortable around being near me, ✅. I think that's it. Also I'm staying home this week to catch up on taxes.

Jordan

I saw Jordan the McDonald's franchise owner from coaldale. He was talking to me and my dad and then drove off. My dad mentioned that Jordan seemed religious. I said yes I know his family attend church.


Jamie 1

Sex dream. Not giving details. Nice view!

Jamie 2

Just that I was walking with her in a poorly lit hallway.

Nothing else to recall. Short but sweet.