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Blue

I was on a bed somewhere (I presumed it was my real bed). I was lying on my left and I knew that I was in some sort of sleep paralysis. My body could not move and I felt vibrations all around me. I tried a few exit techniques (Not realizing that I was already out of body.). first by moving my head forward. did work I felt my head move slightly and my vision blurred less as if I were coming out of some veil momentarily, But I sunk back in. The next thing I tried was to move my pinky. I moved it with much effort but I never exited. The vibrations got louder and I soon noticed that everything was a shade of blue. I tried exiting full body now and once again got the feeling like I was getting past some sort of veil but I sunk back in. Next I payed attention to the vibrations. I recalled reading some where that if you spun the vibrations faster you might enter a lucid dream. I spun them faster. The energetic sound I was hearing went faster, and i somehow felt them going faster. Th sound was like a whiring around my head. it went eeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEeeeee Each time getting louder as it past my ears. It was as if I were a giant buddha singing bowl. The instrument used to circle the rim of the bowl was what I was hearing everytime It got louder. Only I was the singing bowl, the vibrations and the instrument.

I began perceiving the sound as millions of bead of light. Each particle of light was L shaped and not only was each particle revolving around me at a tremendous pace, but each particle was revolving around itself as well. Everytime I spun the vibrations faster the particles would revolve around me faster and themselves faster and sometimes took on a new depth. This happened until the light was all around me and just a blur. The particles of light, time and time again took on new depths and the effect was similar to a Mandelbrot equation. I was reminded of a book I read, Stephen Kings the Gunslinger, when Roland and the man in black palaver. and the Man in black was going on about how there were infinite universes and sizes withing each grain of sand, and how it just kept going. I felt I was seeing this with light somehow.

I remembered I wanted to hear some music, remembering how in other states of SP, I heard a most awesome and intriguing music. I willed myself to hear something It didn't work at first. Until, I began hearing a helicopter and I heard the pilot speaking AM quality gibberish into his headset. That wasn't music. but at least it was something.

I somehow turned my head and discovered I was sitting at a picnic table outside of some town house. There was a gumdrop machine on the table but I thought nothing of it. I turned my head left and I was back in that bed. Right again and I was at the table. I realized I could go back and forth from he scenes at will. It was similar to what I read in carlos castaneda when Don juan gave carlos little smoke while carlos was lying down. Don juan would tell carlos to will himself upwards from the lying position. Not physically get up. but just Be up. I now noticed that people were coming to sit down at the table. Across from me sat A woman I knew from BC years ago. Saffron. To my left and her right sat another woman who I seemed to know. and To my Right sat a man I seemed to know and recognize. He wore a black baseball cap (Actually it was kind of leather something like a biker might wear). He had slightly rugged features but at the same time had a bit of a boyish face. I knew him and liked him. (upon awakening I realized I have no idea who he is). Everything was still a shade of blue, and I still heard and felt the vibrations. Saffron was looking at me with a dumfounded look on her face.

I wanted to orient myself where I was. Was I dreaming? No I was too heavy for that. What I in astral.. or some physical place where I was just a ghost. I got the man's attention. he seemed to know I was there. I asked him what the date was. He looked as if searching for an answer, saying he wasn't sure. I told him that I was pretty sure it was the 23rd. He said maybe. but it can't be that far in the month yet. I told him that I was positive it was the 23rd. He looked down. I noticed I had trouble breathing. it was too low. I was almost suffocating. I knew I could wake myself up. So I did. I woke up on my right side and the bed wasn't the same bed where I had started. Also the man who I felt I knew I realized I had never seen him before in my life.