dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Was super tired last night, and slept for a long time. Woke up at 4.00 and did a WBTB, but not a very long one. Although it was enough for me to become lucid!

Sleep: 11.00

04.00: Fragments
*I'm at this big white house. I take a look inside and it's enormous. The ceiling is very high and there are several doors, leading to rooms just in the huge hallway. I close the door and tell some guy I'm with how amazing it is. We walk for a while and end up at a cool sheet of glass, acting as an elevator. My co-worker Snusknicke is there, and he's riding it to the top, only to fall off it. He isn't hurt, and tells me it's so cool. I try to stand under it, and I don't get crushed! But when I jump on it, it's solid. Like in a game.

*A large tanker is standing at a gas station, and it has been cleaned. Some guy is complaining about the way it has been done, and tells me they have no right to do it.

04.00: WBTB: 10 minutes or less.

10.00: Nice control MILD
I'm at work and we're laying down sewage pipes. There's a big block of concrete which the pipes are going in to. I walk away for a while and come back. Everything's almost complete, but I spot something about one of the pipes. "How are we supposed to bend that pipe without breaking it?" I ask. "Well, you can just push down on it, but we do need tennis balls" Björn tells me. I don't think much about it, but figure it's for some kind of hole in need of plugging. I walk away towards the large tennis arena.

Two guys are just about to close the metallic gates. "Wait! Don't close it yet!" I yell at them and they stop. "Hey, I need a few tennis balls. Can I have some? It's work related" They shake their heads. "Sorry... It's closed, and you can't have them for free anyways, if it's work related, you could rent them for around 10k" one of them says. I look around and spot several balls in a fence and up in a tree. I slowly become lucid and reach out towards them with my hand. Six of them comes rushing at me at once, and the guys get nervous.

I make them spin around all of us for a while, and then line them up on the ground infront of us. I start wondering if I could do telekinesis without using my hands. The balls start bouncing around and move at my will. I forget about the guys and focus on a piece of scrap metal on the ground. I grab it with telekinesis and make it fly towards a few cars parked at a wall. I totally destroy one car with the metal, but there is absolutely no sound. I decide to try out what I've been wanting to do lately, just walking around.

I take a good look at my hand, and I notice atleast 4-5 small fingers branching off the larger ones. I then turn around to check how stable the dream is. I appear to be at some kind of dock, and it's pretty grey outside. It must have been dusk. I can see very far over the water, alot further than I can IRL and it's all very clear and vivid. I start walking down the road, with absolutely nothing in mind but keeping the dream stable. I got a very nice buzzing feeling going through my whole body. Every second I stay lucid and the dream is stable is so cool! My head starts to hurt a bit from all the concentrating but I don't mind. I walk on.

"Perhaps it's so stable because I've just taken Calea?" I wonder. There are dumpsters on each side and I feel the texture of one of them as I walk. A homeles pair appear to the right and smiles at me, but I ignore them. After a few more seconds, I must have gotten bored with just walking, and suddenly the gravity gets weaker with each step I take. Each step makes me float more and more, and soon I'm flying through the air. I spot a construction company's name but I forgot about it. I also spot a school and the name is Jach something.

I fly for a while and end up ontop of a roof. The weather is still very grey and quiet. "Haha I bet I will wake up soon" BAM! I start to feel my body, and try to L-DEILD. My hands are feeling very numb, and I'm afraid I am cutting off the blood flow. I get a bit more awake and the feeling goes away. I concentrate for a while, and I get the same feeling back. But I never succeed in going back... I wake up with a headache. Perhaps from sleeping so much, but perhaps from the Calea. I had a headache last time I took it aswell.

Wake up: 10.00

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3, Applejuice
WBTB food: 1 x Calea extract pill

That's it! Feels awesome to have another lucid, and one with great control, and thinking ability! I would say it was the longest I've had in a long time, perhaps 3 minutes or more. But still awesome! I'm not sure, but I think I will do the same thing next time I have a lucid. Just walk around and keep the dream stabilized!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I woke up several times during the night, and during the last hour, I woke up more than three times. I did recall a few dreams and they were pretty amusing!

04.00: Fragment
*A guy from work: Kakan (Cookie) is drunk as hell! He's laughing and talking non-stop. His golden neck chain has come loose, and I help him with it. I attach it to his neck, but somehow he manages to loosen it again. I repeat.

05.00: Old job
I'm walking around in a house I've never been in before. My friend Henrik is there and I think my brother was there aswell... Anyways I'm really nervous because in a few minutes, I'm going to my new job. Actually it was my old job at a kiosk, but I felt like I had forgotten all the routines. I try desperately to remember how things are supposed to be done, and I totally forget about the time. I watch the time and I notice that I will be too late. Henrik's mother suddenly calls me, and tells me I can ride with her if I want to. It's raining outside.

05.00: Destroying some bushes
It's raining heavily and I seek cover under two pine tree's on someone's front yard. I'm waiting for someone I know to pick me up, and the trees are actually great cover. A car pulls up, and a crazy lady comes out, screaming on the top of her lungs. "What the hell are you doing?! Why are you destroying my plants!" I look down and I see some kind of exotic, soft and very flat cactus. For some reason I am not even scared a little, and I know that the things I do, don't matter. I pretend to be sorry and afraid. "Sorry! Oh shit, that's horrible" I say and try to walk away. It's not raining anymore and I got a smile on my face.

I leave the crazy lady and her family and walk down the road. Suddenly she comes out from the hedge infront of me with an iron bar in her hands. "How the hell did she get there so quickly?" I wonder and dodge a swing. I grab the iron bar and I notice something green and smelly on it. It's a very rare liquid from one of her plants, and I decide to smear it on her cheek. I leave her on the pavement, blabbering on about how disgusting it is.

05.00: Eucalyptus
I'm with Monica and we're standing on a hillside, filled with different kinds of weeds. I spot some small red/brown plants on the ground. It's eucalyptus and I pick some up and give it to Monica. "The big leaves has already been taken" I say. She eats it and smile. I start flying around in circles. Kinda semi-lucid.

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Food before bed: 3 pieces of knäckebröd, 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Kinda nice to have good recall again. I really hope this keeps up, and perhaps I will break a record when it comes to recalling dreams! A personal one that is. Was kinda semi-lucid in two of those dreams, which was cool. Dream control and I knew I could do stuff. Perhaps a lucid is waiting around the corner?

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! This has been a sucky week when it comes to recall. I've been working full time and it's really affecting my sleep. I'm super tired when I come home, and wake up barely rested at all. Anyways that's why I longed for this weekend so badly. I decided to try out Calea last night, and will tonight again. It wasn't as amazing as I thought it would be, but I did have some cool dreams which were pretty clear and stable. I also seemed alot more "awake" in them than I usually am.

Bedtime: 11.45

06.00: Subway
I'm with Monica and we're just about to enter the subway. I check the monitors and I can see that our train is just minutes away from arriving. We go down the escalator and I call my friend Eric. "Hey dude, where are you? Our train is leaving in like two minutes" He tells me he bought some drinks instead of a train ticket and I just laugh at how stupid he is. I hang up and we arrive at the station. I meet my friend G there. We greet and he's unusually serious for some reason.

WBTB 45 minutes
Drank some Calea tea with lots of honey in it. It wasn't even bad tasting for some reason, I might have taken too little in there... Ate some porridge and also a Calea pill filled with the leaves. Then I went back to bed and actually had trouble falling asleep right away, I got really cold and tossed and turned for a while.

9.00: Gangsters in Jugoslavia
I'm holding some kind of plastic bag and I'm walking in a dangerous neighbourhood. I walk through some houses to a courtyard when I spot several people who look like gang members coming from the house. I figure I shouldn't trespass so I walk back quickly across the lawn I just came from. I try to look casual but one guy spots me. He walks up to me and starts talking in rough english with this high pitched, smoker's voice.

"Please, I don't want to die" I tell him, scared shitless. He laughs and puts his arm around my shoulder in a reassuring kinda way. "Don't worry, you will be taken care of" he tells me and smile. We walk up to a big white house and he enters before me. The layout of the building is really weird, and it looks like it's not finished at all. Electrical wires hanging down from the ceiling and the walls are all grey. The guy I was with aren't to be seen, but I decide to continue through the house. The rooms are on different levels with no stairs between them.

I jump down into a room several meters down. And climb up to another one. Suddenly I'm inside a room filled with high-tech stuff. A guy is sitting at a computer and we greet. His english is very good and he doesn't look like a gang member at all. He tells me he's from Jugoslavia and I reckon that's where I am atm. I take a look at what he's doing at the computer. He's talking to some kind of robot face standing next to the computer. "This is my robot, it has a very advanced AI" he tells me. "I gotta go for a while" he walks out the room.

I sit down at the computer and start talking to the robot. It's a male and his voice is amazingly realistic and human-like. I feel very clear in my head and I start asking questions about people and their behaviour. I draw conclusions and think of stuff which actually make sense now that I'm awake. Everytime the robot is about to answer he gives off a loud sigh. I ask him a very long question which he says nothing to. I can see I've accidentaly muted him. A girl walks in the room and we greet. It's the guy's sister and an alarm goes off next to me.

She turns it off and I check the time. 08.45. "Oh, I've been sleeping for 2 hours!" I say. This should have made me lucid but doesn't.

I wake up and I try to DEILD. I remember seeing alot of different images and I'm halfway there. I black out.

10.45: Fragments
*I'm driving a car and feels pretty reaistic. I change lanes all the time and people are going past me. I get kinda worried that I will crash since it's been some time since I last drove. Suddenly I realise I've taken the wrong exit and I have to turn the car around.

*I'm playing this awesome 2D game. The view is from above and I'm up against a really tough boss. He's chasing me around a small dome with pillars in it. He has a companion which is shooting at me and it's really hard but very fun at the same time. The map changes to some kind of miniature soldier war. I shoot down alot of other soldiers and I get a hold of a flamethrower and the effects are very cool. In the end I die with the boss having like 30% hp left.

Wake up: 10.45

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 50 mg B6
WBTB: Calea tea, + 1 Calea leaf pill.

That's it! I'm going to try it out later tonight, and increase the dosage. Hopefully I will have amazing dreams mohah! I know I had more dreams, something about a farting cat, but I don't really remember.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't dream anything yesterday, only got a few hours of sleep. I did have two fragments last night. And Monica told me I spoke in my sleep, apparently I had said to her: "Fatty, fatty, fatty, fatty, fatty!" Haha I'm such a nice boyfriend.

05.15: Fragments

*I'm playing wow. It's a virtual reality game and I meet this Chinese girl. She's selling a "Veez". It's a creature from a book I'm reading. I tell her something and she tells me to "Fook off!"

*Monica is on the balcony and she's shaking. Crying and moaning about how sucky her life is.

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Food before bed: 1 x 100 mg B6, 2 x Omega-3

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. Had a few beers last night, and didn't expect to have more than a few dreams, but alas! I did have more than a few. Feeeeeeew!

9.30: Running around randomly
I'm with my friend Felix and he's together with a girl from our class in highschool. Monica is there aswell and we're all running around the town, playing some kind of tag. Next thing I know, we're in a car driving along a country road. I take the wheel and I can't control the damn thing. I crash into a white fence and the owners of the house comes out screaming. "Yeah yeah, I'll fix it" I tell them.

9.30: Fishing
I'm with my two brothers and we're fishing. We only got one rod so we have to take turns. I put on a worm and it's really wriggling, always slipping off the hook. It doesn't take more than a second for my brother to get his first fish. It's ugly, grey and slimy. I grab the rod and I see something in the water. It's a hurt abborre. I get really excited and try to catch it.

9.30: Plumbing job
I'm trying to install a drain for a vampire. It's supposed to be in sand on some kind of plateau. I work on it for a few minutes for myself and when I'm done, the vampire lord comes up to me. My foot hits something and I look back. A blue and black head with pointy fangs is in the sand, trying to bite me. I move away and I ask the vampire what the hell that thing is. "Oh well... He tried to set me on fire a few hundred years ago..." he tells me while looking very sad. It starts raining down ash and small firespecks like he's projecting the memory onto reality.

12.00: Pokémon
I'm watching my friend G review the latest Pokémon game. He's got some imba pokémon worm thingy, made out of crystals. He's fighting another guy. They tell me some numbers and I don't really listen. A movie plays before my eyes and there's a narrator. "This game contains over 40 hidden mist villages, and alot of other things to explore. It will be the last game int he Pokémon series" I can see Supermario 2 on the screen and he's jumping blocks and doing some complicated shit.

12.00: Ass kicked in store
I'm in a store with Monica. I grab a bag of candy and a milky way bar. I walk to the register and I see my sister's ex. He seems happy and is buying some snus. His two friends are also standing by the register but make room for me, allowing me to go ahead of them. "Oh thanks" I tell them and I start unloading my things. I put up a milk and suddenly the two friends are standing very close. They put a "Next customer" sign just behind my milk. "Oh sorry, you guys go ahead" I tell them and I'm just about to move. They slam me down on the floor with a legsweep and starts kicking me. I groan and grunt as each kick hits my body. It doesn't really hurt. They walk away and I stand up, and shrug.

12.00: Fragment
*A young black guy is talking about his brother and how he achieved superpowers. He's explaining it all in an extremely homosexual way, and does that hand gesture: "Talk to the hand!"

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Food before bed: Beer and 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I felt like I was going to have a lucid, and I think I was close to attaining lucidity, but I never got there. Tonight I will just chill out and try to think as much about lucid dreaming as I can. We'll see!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Got a pretty good night's sleep. Got my second lucid dream for this weekend! It was very vivid and clear, but I blew it haha.

10.00: Cagefight
I'm standing next to a boxing ring. "If there's any time to just don't give a fuck and do my best, it's now" I tell myself and I greet with the guy I'm fighting. He's a bit smaller than me and I know I can take him. I had just tried punching something to see if my wrist could take it, it hadn't hurt too much but I decided to just use my legs and elbows just to be sure. We would fight in tag-teams. But suddenly the guy I was going to fight went down.

I end up having to fight a huge guy. We greet in the middle of the ring and he looks at my crotch. "Oh shit that's right, I don't have a cup" I tell him. "Haha that's alright dude, we can just take it easy" he tells me and I agree. I position myself under one of the lights and flex my muscles, showing all my veins. The crowd goes wild. We start off by stretching and I can tell he's pretty stiff. The gong sound and we start. I just jump around and do random spinning kicks, increasing the intensity and speed every second. Soon we're fighting for real.

The dream changes and suddenly we have to go get something out in the ocean. We race through the water and try to grab a sword. I grab it and throw it in the water, the guy I'm fighting goes after it and I return to the arena. Just as he's about to return the gong sound again. "And the winner is Matteh! His opponent went over the time limit of sixty seconds, being outside the ring!"

10.00: Finnish Swears
I'm at a table with four other guys. "Satana perkele homo apina" I say and one guy gets all upset. "What the hell does that mean?!" he yells at me. I laugh and look at the monkey from family guy sitting at the end of the table. "Haha it's pretty ironic really". My friend's dad Benge, tells me a joke. It's a blow job joke, but I don't get it at all. He's talking way too fast and I try to understand but I don't. Something about vinegar. One guy at the table starts laughing.

10.00: Fragment
It was 3 AM and I was going up at 5 AM. I tell another guy. "I'll only get two hours of sleep haha!"

Mantra work: "I lucid dream" and "Jag ska klardrömma"

11.00: Eventful workday MILD
I'm standing in line at work. A new guy I haven't seen before is having a grand speech about how we have to stop slacking off. "A new team of construction workers have arrived from Hollywood" he tells us. Then goes on about how important it is to do your best, because the bosses are always watching! Three crane baskets drop down from the sky and starts swinging dangerously close. We stand our ground and a few seconds later they touch our heads, like the ones controlling the baskets are playing with us.

A basket screws around extra much with me and I fall out of line and everyone laughs. I look at the building I was standing infront of and I can see six people with remotes in the windows. Suddenly a dog comes rushing towards me and jumps for my throat. I put up my arm with my sweater on and it grabs the arm. "Help?! Anyone? Whose dog is this?!" I yell and walk towards the door where the dog came from. All construction workers are gone.

I enter the door and start looking for the owner while screaming. A pitbull comes up to me and I fear he'll start biting me aswell. A few other small dogs enter and they start biting me in the feet. I enter a room and I find the owner. She grabs all the dogs but a small one keeps biting my foot. I realise I'm dreaming and I imagine them stop biting me. They do and I stretch out my hand to sweep them out of the room with telekinesis. The girl leaves at incredible speed and I don't have time to do anything. The smallest dog (which is like 5 cm tall) keeps trying to get up on the couch. I sweep him under it instead and walk away.

I walk through the appartment I'm in and out on the balcony. "Okay first I should stabilize the dream" I say and I look at my hand. It's incredibly vivid and clear. Almost like my hand is when I'm awake. I start counting fingers and I can see a very small one branching off of my index finger. Seven fingers. I'm amazed by the vividness and I decide to try to go to the desert. I spot a second balcony door. "There will be an entrance to the desert behind that door" I think and open it. The appartment again.

"Damn... When I turn around, the balcony will be overlooking the desert" I tell myself and turn around. I just see the same courtyard. In my desperation of wanting to go to the desert, I decide to do something idiotic. I jump the rail and close my eyes. I can feel the wind blowing past me and it's very loud. "I will land in the desert, I will land in the desert!" I tell myself but I start feeling my body instead. I try to DEILD but I have no idea how to do that really...

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Food before bed: 35cl applejuice, 3 sandwiches, 1 x 100 mg B6, 2 x Omega-3

That's it! This was a very productive weekend, and I think it's because I started slacking for a week with the realitychecks, then took it up this week. A break can do wonders! I'm going to look into DEILD a bit more and really try it out next time. I have no problems falling asleep, only problem is that I get a bit too excited when I look forward to what will come, and therefore I can't really fall asleep.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. Had a very long dream period last night. Just a few hours after I went to sleep I woke up with three dreams in my head.

04.00: Naked
I'm with Monica outside of my appartment. We're in a park or something and the building we live in is alot bigger than it is in real life. We're both naked and are wearing towels or some kind of sheets. We've already been outside once. We walk back inside and wait for the elevator. A family walks in through the door and stand next to us. "I wonder how this is gonna turn out in the elevator" I muse and see it has almost arrived.

The elevator door opens and a fat lady with her two kids is in there. "We're doing laundry" she tells us and opens a hatch in the floor, leading to another elevator. Her two kids starts pulling on a rope and the other elevator moves. My mom shows up and starts talking to the lady. I leave them and end up in my appartment, where I meet my dad. He tells me a story. "At work, our boss wrote: "Start working" on the ground with spraypaint. And Johan retaliated by painting their wall. Then they started arguing like never before"

04.00: Resident evil fragment
I'm watching a Resident Evil movie. A zombie slowly walks up to a guy pointing a gun at it, and suddenly reach for his neck with a hiss. He doesn't shoot it for some reason and gets bitten by three of them. Another smaller guy enters the room, smashes a bottle on the counter and cut the heads off of all three in a second.

04.00: Dogs
I walk up to a house and I spot my mom's dog Igor on a benchl. I scratch him for some time and he's really happy to see me. There are other dogs there who wants to be petted, a large dobermann licks my hand and wants me to scratch him. I see alot of kittens all around me and my mom tells me she has decided to take care of them. One of them takes a shit on the grass.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 2 x Omega-3 pills,

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I was just cockblocked in the coolest way ever. Had a few dreams last night, and even though I don't remember much from them, I'm sure they were all very long and complicated.

04.00: Debt
I'm at some random place in the woods with alot of other people. I guess it's some kind of festival and it's pretty dark outside. I bump into a guy and I realise it's someone I once knew. Unlucky me he's one of the "badass" people here in my hometown and he claims I owe him money. "Give me 6000 kr and we call it even" he tells me in that respect-demanding soft voice. I know this won't end up good for me if I don't do what he says so I tell him that he will get his money. I have to almost kiss his fucking feet for him not to rage on me... I'm not sure how the dream ended, but I remember making alot of calls.

6.30: Sink
I'm leaning on a sink in a bathroom. There's another person there but I don't know who. "If you close your eyes and imagine being in a dream, you will soon be in it" I say. I close my eyes, relax and try to imagine stuff. It's mostly black. "This is how you WILD" I try again but I don't get much.

Two thumbs up for not realising I was already in a dream! But I did try to incubate in the dream, which is progress atleast!

8.00: Subconscious cockblocking
I'm at the most awesome beach ever. There are white buildings on either side of me and the water almost touches them. A band is playing at a platform out in the water and there's a pretty big crowd of people watching. A couple of minutes later the band has disappeared and the crowd aswell. The waves are alot bigger now and I can see several people surfing. My brother goes into the water with a surf board and I follow.

A wave comes crashing down on me as soon as I reach the water and I tumble around for a couple of seconds before I get back on my feet. I don't know why, but I have a radio controlled car. I steer it into another wave and I follow it. We both make it through but on the other side, a woman in the late 30's has speared my car! She removes the spear and I see three holes in it. "What did you do that for?" I ask.

I make the car go forward but it shuts down every other second or so. "You owe me 20$" she looks at me and tries to explain something. I notice how hot this woman actually is. Grey pants with blonde hair and nice breasts. "Do you wanna fuck?" I ask her just like that. (I'm actually 1/4th lucid kinda at this point) She looks over at her fat husband who's out in the water. She quickly nods at me and I take her hand and head for the nearest building.

The house isn't really finished and hasn't been painted. There are no windows and no door. Suddenly a small girl appears in the door and walks by. She has a yellow/brownish colour to her like an old photo, black long hair and a wound on her forehead. She grins at me evily and I stop. "Fuck that, I ain't having sex in a haunted house" I say and start walking towards another house. We enter it and the woman runs ahead into one of the bedrooms.

I'm not far behind but when I enter it, she's gone. "Wtf is going on?" I wonder and I see a closet. The doors open and a small girl walks out, in a pink fluffy pyjamas. "Oh shit... Damn you ghost girl!" I think for myself and I realise this is all just an illusion. It's still a woman! (like in movies where one person has hallucinations) I lay her on the bed and I try to imagine her turning into a woman again. Nothing happens and now she's not even a girl, she's a large doll. I start unzipping the pyjamas from the top and when I reach the bottom, it's still a doll...

The evil Cockblocker The doll

11.00: Robbing my uncle
I'm with another guy and we both got rifles. I kick the door infront of us open and storm in. With a couple of well placed shots, two of the three guys in the room goes down. I drop my rifle and take out my sidearm. With a swift motion I take the last guy down on the floor and hold the gun to his head. "What's the combination to the computer?" I ask him. "You'll never get it!" my uncle replies and I bend his arm a little.

"He won't crack" the other guy says and I release him. A black and white cat walks by and I grab it. "Perhaps this will make you talk" I say and put a boot on the cat. I'm not really hurting the thing and he can tell. "Fuck you!" I pick up the cat and start strangling it gently. The cat starts meowing and I know my uncle will crack this time. "Okay okay I'll tell you the code" I release the cat and it hits me, clearly pissed off. We get the documents we need.

12.00: Zombietheme maths
I'm standing outside of a locked building and the world is filled with zombies (don't know why, but that's how it is). To get in I have to do math. There's a big board on the roof of the building and I can see several digits. "2*2*2=" I try to calculate it but the numbers I write down keep changing and nothing adds up. I get really frustrated. This goes on for like five minutes.

12.00: Looking for the second glock
I'm walking towards my appartment building and I reload my glock. "Hmm it would be awesome to storm in with one glock in either hand" I think and put the safety on, and put it behind my back. I reach for my bag which turns into a binder. I don't know how I was supposed to find the second glock in there but I look for it anyways. I see several pictures and texts I've written. Even some pictures my friend Jonas had drawn. "He's good at drawing" Monica points out.

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Food before bed: 100 mg B6. 3 Omega-3 pills.

That's it! I was a bit more lucid than usual in all my dreams, and I knew I could change them like I wanted to. Like the cockblock dream and the uncle dream. I knew what was going to happen kind of... Anyways it was a cool night with great vividness and very interesting dreams. Even tho strangling that cat was a bit disturbing, it survived!

It's actually my uncle's birthday today and I had totally forgotten about it. Perhaps that's why I dreamt about him? The subconscious is a cool thing, if I don't feel bad for cheating in a dream, my subconscious makes sure I won't get laid!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't have a very interesting night... Just alot of fragments and boring dreams. Not much else to say.

6.30: Lost and found
I'm walking down a road with my sisters, my brother and two other people. Apparently we've all been missing for a long time. A reporter comes running towards us and starts asking us alot of questions. We answer her and she gets all excited. I come up with a funny thing to do when we're going live in a few minutes. "What if I put like cardboard over my mouth, and wear glasses. Then I'll say to the camera that I want to be anonymous. You guys will stand behind me and wave and everyone would still know who I am"

My brother and I start laughing at the brilliant "masterplan" and continue walking down the road. Suddenly we're outside of my cousins house. We enter the house and Martin whispers in my ear: "Try to get laid" I ignore him and look around. The ceiling is really low and I have to crouch. I greet with my cousin Michael and he asks if my beer is disgusting. I take a look at the beer I'm holding. It's a brown bottle with golden details. I chug it all. "Nope, not too bad".

10.00-13.00 Fragments
*A guy at work is messing with me so I take his finger and I bend it. He screams in pain and I release it. "Dude... That was the finger I hurt before" he tells me and walks away. I remember he had and I feel bad.

*I'm banned from DV chat. I say something to a guy I think is Alex and another one bans me. I sit there and wait for them to unban me, but nothing happens!

*A really fucked up pokémon fight. Like that stone worm onix is spewing out rocks, writing a name on the ground...

*A guy I know has registered on DV. His english is the worst shit I've ever seen and I try to read his first DJ entry. I remember him telling me about the dream that I'm reading.

*I'm in a mudpit or something like that. There's another guy there and we're jumping around doing flips and complicated spinning kicks.

13.00: Psichic... Not psychic
I'm with Monica and we've just entered a small house. Inside I find a large circular shower with room for a few people. I decide to just watch while Monica is taking a shower sitting down. Afterwards a girl enters the house and ask us if we've seen a man with a stab wound on his cheek. "My mom told me something was going to happen, she's psychic!" we tell her we haven't seen the man and look at eachother. We did see him earlier and it's all a little freaky. The girl leaves and an old schoolmate shows up. He's out of breath. "Her mom isn't psychic. She's psichic" he tells us panting. "I don't wanna screw this one night stand up"

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills. 100mg B6 at 10.00.

That's it! Three dreams with false memories in them. We'll see what the future brings!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID

Good morning! Dreamt alot last night, and it was nice! None were unpleasant (except one which was annoying) and I even had a semi-lucid one!

04.30: Superpowers
I'm with my sisters and brothers and a few more people. We're having a conversation about the different kind of powers we all have. "Has anyone started to develop a second power?" I ask and everyone tells me they do. I smile as they all show me they've "chosen" telekinesis as a second power. They move around small objects and can't do much yet since they're just starting to learn it. We walk around for some time, and end up at a parking lot with garages on the sides. I decide it's time to show them my extraordinary power with telekinesis. I turn semi-lucid and know that the more I believe in my power the easier it will be to use. My sister Malin is infront of me and she is a perfect "test subject" I raise my hand and clench it in the air as I usually do when I use telekinesis and fling her away. With a yelp she flies away from me in the air really fast and yells at me to stop. I bring her back just as fast and almost make her crash into one of the garages before I stop her. I gently release her and smile as everyone looks at me in awe and admiration.

04.30: Taekwondo
I'm with my old taekwondo club and it's time to compete! My friend Felix and his brother Viktor is there and their trainer tells them to put on plates on their feet. "You will get a pair of those aswell Matteh" he tells me. "Uhm ok... I don't even practice taekwondo anymore" I think for myself. I see two people who used to live on our street when we were kids. They're very nervous and don't seem to feel very good. My friend Erik shows up with his girlfriend Carro. They drop a bikini and I pick it up. It's black and white.

06.00: Super headphones please!
I'm in an electronics store in my girlfriend's hometown. I'm standing next in line with a mother infront of me. She's taking a long time and finally it's my time. "Hi! I'm looking for some headphones which has EVERYTHING on" I tell the guy behind the counter and he shows me one of those phone accessories you put in your ear. I look at it for a while trying to decide. "I'm not sure that's my thing, earwax will get everywhere..." I want something with EVERYTHING on. I imagine they having a visor, radio, a screen and stuff like that. I tell him no thanks and leave the store. I walk down the street and my dad shows up. He starts ranting on about bridges and I don't really pay attention. I see the local pub with a few people in it drinking beer.

07.30: Fishing rod and worms
I'm with my youngest brother Morgan and we're chasing our sisters on a road in the middle of the woods. I have no idea what we were riding but some kind of skateboard perhaps. Anyways suddenly we stop because Morgan has to take care of his fishing rod. While he's trying to untangle the line and pack it up, I look at the ground. There's a small hole I start digging in. Suddenly there are worms everywhere. Large and wriggly things. I grab a handful and tell him this is great shit. The dream changes and we're at my mom and dad's house. The fishing rod is still not taken care of and I try to do it myself but their damn dog is in the way. He puts his paw on the hook and puts it up in the air and look at it. I remove it gently while screaming at my mom to take care of their dog. Suddenly we're having dinner and my sister spills food on my lap. It's pasta bolognese and it's not very good. I just smile and swallow the anger.

07.30: Fragments
*Ducks are running around and eating old french fries from the ground. They move in a circle around me. Another group of animals are also trying to eat fries. I'm not sure but I think it was cats.

*I'm on a train, and I don't have to pay to ride it.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it! Sweet night. Some more lucidity would have been nice, but the feeling of telekinesis was nice! I still got it hoho, was a few weeks ago since I last used it. I even remember the sensation of flying a bit, but I don't know if I really did it.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. Had like three dreams last night, but they SUCKED! I didn't want to write them down so I forgot about them, except one.

I'm watching a guy who looks just like a girl, having sex with another girl. He comes all over her... wtf?

Amount of sleep: 8½ hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and another 100mg at 04.00.

That's it! No meditation, was too tired.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Don't remember much from my dreams last night, but I had two of them. A song was playing in one of them, I've written down "What's the point?" and at the time I knew exactly what song it was but I don't know now. I will look it up on youtube soon. Subconscious memory is awesome!

03.00: Golf
I'm playing golf indoors with my friend Felix and Monica. We're shooting balls everywhere like never before and there's a song playing really loud: "What's the point". Someone knocks on the door.

04.00: Fragment
I'm running around playing with soft-airguns. A guy "kills" me. "I almost pity you for having a blowback gun." He tells me.

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Food before bed: 1 can of mackerell, 3 pieces of knäckebröd, 1 egg, 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it. I'll try to meditate tonight before bed. Didn't do it last night.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I meditated for twenty minutes before bed last night, and it felt great! I focused on my breathing and tried stimulating the "chakra pathways" a bit. I don't want to start storing energy before I'm fully "warmed up" yet. Anyways I also took some B6 and omega-3 just before bed. Two hours later I woke up from one of the worst nightmares I have ever had in my life.

2.14: My nightmare
I don't know where I am, but I cannot move. I get these flashes of raw emotions from every direction and from what I can make out, I'm lying in a bathtub and I'm dying. The sheer terror of it all makes me scream at the top of my lungs and my voice amplifies tenfold by the bathroom walls. I black out...

I wake up a few moments later and the same thing is happening. I notice the bathtub is filled with money and there's a shotgun nearby. I still can't move and it's all very frightening. I black out again...

I don't know how many times this happened or for how long, but it went on for a LONG time. When I finally wake up and could move again, I was exhausted. The shotgun is still there I notice but it's not a normal shotgun. "It makes your memories go away. You won't die if you shoot yourself in the head with it" I think. I decide to leave it where it is, and I send a text message to my friend Jonas. I check the time: 22.00. "Damn, I've been sleeping for like 24 hours" I say to try to stabilize myself. I am still very groggy and I fear I will go back to that horrible state. I call my mom on the phone and she answers. I tell her what happened and expect some sympathy. "Oh well, you continue sitting by the computer!" she tells me like it's the computer's fault. I wake up.

4.00: Fragment
*I'm drinking different kinds of whiskey with my sisters and my brother. We're measuring the liquid with large syringes.

7.30: Fragment
*Something about outdated milk-based drinks. There's fudge, strawberry and something else. Only one of them was good enough to drink.

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Food before bed: 150mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills

That's it! I was pretty shaken up by the nightmare and I couldn't go back to sleep for like 40 minutes. Anyways it was a cool experience, but I don't want to have that experience again. A dream within a dream, in which I am having a Sleep Paralysis.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Mmmbop. I had a few dreams last night after some heavy duty drinking. I recalled all three of them as soon as I woke up, which was cool. If I would have slept for an hour or two more, I would probably have had a few more. Still better than nothing!

11.00: Huge bathroom
I'm at my friend G's parents house. We enter their huge bathroom and it's awesome! The walls are covered in brownish tiles and there are like eight showers and a sauna. I admire the thing and talk to his mom for a while. I notice a bag of shrimp on a bench in the middle of the whole thing and I pick it up. I remember it being mine which I left there two days ago. They still look fresh but they're redder than they should've been.

11.00: Drugs class
I'm with Monica and we enter a classroom. We don't belong there but decide to see how long we can stay without getting caught. We each take a seat at a bench and look at the paper infront of us. I can see it's about drugs and different kinds of medicines. "Holy shit this is hard... I'll fail this test right away" I think and I look around. Monica doesn't look very happy either and a teacher enter the classroom. He doesn't notice us and he starts talking about drugs.

11.00: Fragment
*I'm talking to someone about how long it takes to take the bus all the way to my hometown. It will take like 1½ hours.

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Food before bed: Beer

That's it. I'm thinking of experimenting with my sleeping cycles. Waking up after 4½ hours of sleep, then 6, 7½, 9 and 10½. And even then perhaps incubate a desert after each waking?

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm just kidding, I do want more. Gimme more, gimme more! I slept for a very long time last night, and I had many dreams. I even figured out what I'm doing in the morning, and I'm actually incubating a dream without knowing it! I will tell you more about it further down.

Night: Party
I'm sitting at a table at a big party and I'm talking to a girl who looks very much alike my girlfriend's friend. Let's call her Emo. Emo and I are having a very long and interesting conversation and after ten minutes or so, she picks up her handbag and heads for the bathroom. I'm left by the table and I finally got time to think. "Omg I didn't tell her I've got a girlfriend!" I think for myself and I start feeling bad. She comes back and I tell her that I've got a girlfriend. "Oh that's ok, I'm not interested in you anyway" she tells me. I know she's lying. "Yeah right, well I would have taken you if I didn't have one" I tell her and walk away. I walk up to Monica who's standing just a few meters away and I hug her. We start talking.

I wake up and it's 10.00. My mind starts wandering and instead of seeing things, I imagine I see them. I use to do this when I'm supposed to write a dream down but I'm too lazy to do it. I then end up thinking of doing it but somehow it gets so real that I think I am actually doing it.
Monica goes to the bathroom and comes back to bed and I write down a dream. My dad and I are having a conversation about a song. "It's so awesome!" he tells me. Apparently he has just discovered it.

10.00: Fragment
*I'm reading a comic book. It's genre is action and something about a tank of some sort.

I wake up again and I realise that I've incubated a dream involuntarily. I decide to try it out and I think of the desert and how awesome it is. I try to imagine there being a huge palace there and I spend several minutes exploring the place.

11.00: G the crybaby
I'm at my friend G's house with my other friend Felix. He's been really lazy the last few days and he's in bed. "Come on you lazy fatass!" I tell him and he starts crying! I get really mad and I walk up their stairs, talking about how friends say stuff like that and don't mean it. Felix follows and G's dad is sitting in the stairs, talking to us about respect or something like that. It's almost as if he's asking questions than making statements and I decide not to listen to him. We're about to go down the stairs with our snowboards when I realise it's no use. We walk down again and enter the room G's in. Felix removes all his clothes except his underwear and lie next to him. "Omg not so close you homo" G starts whining and pushes Felix off the bed. "But I got alot on my mind at the moment..." Felix complains and I ask him what it is. "Well Becci mostly..."

11.00: Measuring stuff
I'm holding out my arms and a girl is walking around me, measuring. Suddenly she takes off all of her clothes and she's completely naked! I look at Monica and I can see she's blushing. The girl continues her work and she's now shaking for some reason. I can see blonde hair going up from her stomach to her chest on her otherwise perfect, tanned body.

12.00: Snowboarding
I'm at a skiing resort with my friends. "This slope looks too easy" I tell them and we take a watch at the map for a better slope. Suddenly we're in the slope and I'm on my snowboard. I have to dodge some kids in the end but it doesn't feel right. I look down and I see that my strappings are fucked up.

12.45: Winter
It's freezing cold outside of my parent's new house. I'm standing next to a large field filled with waist-deep snow. I can see an excavator and I walk up to it. Instead of Snusknicke from work, I see my cousin Micke. He has to struggle to keep his eyes open and I ask him if it's harder working than being in school. "Yeah... I'm constantly tired now" he tells me and I decide to climb high up. While being up there, my brother Martin comes up and starts shaking the thing. "Cut it out! I'm dizzy all of a sudden" I tell him and I can't remember having any breakfast. It's a sunny day with a blue sky and it's all very nice from up where I'm at. I try to get down and after a few tries I'm on the ground.

I leave the excavator and walk inside the house. I'm greeted by my dad and I tell him my feet are really cold. I remove my shoes and I can see that they're whiter than normal. Plus I can barely feel them. My mom is watching TV and I walk over to her. I notice it's something about Lucid Dreaming. "See? I told you. Awesome isn't it?" I ask her and she agrees with me. My dad shows me his arm which has a huge half-healed scar on it. It's the shape of a dogbite and I ask him what happened. He explains to me that their dog Igor was fighting another dog, and he came inbetween them. He re-creates the scenario in slow motion by using his hands, pretending they're a pair of jaws slowly closing in on his arm.

12.45: Russian nightclub
I'm in Russia and I'm looking for a nightclub. A guy tells me where the best club in town is, and I go there. It must have been illegal since I couldn't see any sign. I can see a guy standing in a hallway infront of a white door and I walk up to him and ask him where the club is. He walks past me and out on the street, disappearing. I knock at the door and a huge Russian opens right away. He's got blood-shot eyes and is atleast 2.5 meters tall. He asks me something in Russian and I agree. I'm let into this club filled with anabolic guys and I don't feel safe at all.

The dream gets really weird and it's like I'm watching a movie instead of being there. But a Chinese guy comes rushing in, there to rescue me! He screams while running down the hall and jumps up in the air, trying to do a fly-kick. The Russian starts running towards him and I expect them to crash into eachother right away. The Chinese guy is still in the air though, and he has to round a corner. He does it and crashes into the Russian, all while being airborn.

They start fighting eachother. The Chinese picks up a sandbag and holds it to his chest. Then pushes the Russian into a fence. Blood gets everywhere but the Russian won't give up without a fight! He pushes the Chinese against a fence on the other side, but it's not as effective. The Chinese does the same again and this time, the Russian gets half imbedded into the fence. He dies instantly.

12.45: Fragment
*I'm watching a guy and a girl. The guy is halfway buried in snow and the girl has a leash in her hand, with the guy attached to it. He starts yelling while going even further down. "Hmm that's a nice magic trick" I think as I watch the girl laughing.

Amount of sleep: 12½ Hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6, 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it! Awesome night. I woke up with a headache at 12.45, so I couldn't sleep more. I'm gonna try DEILD'ing more often and also to incubate dreams while waking up. As I've done it pretty often before, it shouldn't be too hard. It's just that it's hard to focus on something you want, without getting all excited.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!