dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Intended to get lucid last night, and I did, but I haven't had a long and vivid LD in two weeks now, and that sucks. I have tried getting lucid more than once a night, but I'm finding it very difficult. I'm thinking I shouldn't have too strong intentions when going to bed. Instead I will focus on the WBTB during the morning, which will ensure me to have a long and vivid LD. Also I'm having a hard time writing down my dreams, too damn tired! This is what I recall from last night.

22.30: Sleep

07.30: Lost love
I'm in Gene Simmons house. I don't recall what I've done there, but I have a vague memory of doing alot. I look through a closet of his and find a box full of random things. A small pin board with different military honors on it. None of them are special and I put the thing aside. I find a brown envelope with a couple of pictures in it. This thing I know, it's actually a letter I and my girlfriend used to fill up with pictures with things we did. I realise that never actually happened.

Dream skips. I'm outside of the house and ring the doorbell. A woman opens the door. "Yes?". "Hi, you probably don't know who I am, but I just want to thank you. I want to thank you for everything you gave me in the past, for everything you gave me in the present and everything you might give me in the future, even if it might never happen" I say and begin to get emotional. An entire lifetime was all a lie. I hand her the brown envelope and walk away. A friend of mine is with me. "What now?" he asks me. I jump up in the air and do several spinkicks before I land.

I realise it's all a dream because of the low gravity. Cool, the second time I'm lucid tonight. Something suddenly rushes past me. I turn around and see a few people driving around in invisible go karts. "Let's follow them" I say and get down on my butt. I use their momentum just as they're rounding a corner and drag myself with telekinesis after them. It's quite fun, but I can't seem to catch up. I stand up and start to run instead. I jump and try to fly but I land on my stomach, scraping my belly. Damnit.

07.30: Fragment
*I'm in my hometown with Monica. Ahead of us is a tunnel full of people. I walk up to the crowd which is being held back by the police. A policeman gives me a push with his shield and tells me to step back. I spot an old classmate and I ask him what's going on. He tells me the cops punched him and he shows me his broken lip.

09.00: Boat
I'm in a boat at work. There's something on the bottom we have to get up, and my boss shows up in a smaller boat and starts circling us. I get in the water and dive. There's a rope down there and I'm desperately trying to grab it, I almost black out when I reach the surface for air. I lie still for a while to regain my strength. On the second try I grab the thing and pull it up. It's a small boat and I turn it upside down to get the water out. A small girl who was with us has to ride the boat and I tell her to relax and sit still. I grab the oars and put them in their holes and hand them to her.
All of a sudden the water turns to ice and I get up on it. I grab a rope coming from the boat and I try to pull the little girl over the ice. The rope breaks and I tie it up again. Once again the rope breaks and I have to redo it. I struggle with it for a while and when I feel like it should hold I start to run.

I am completely oblivious to the change of scenery and I run into a restaurant on a cruiseship. The rope breaks and red onion slices spreads out on the entire carpet. My brother Martin shows up. "Hey Matte! Let's get wasted ok?" he tells me and gestures for me to follow him. I don't feel like eating any more McDonalds (apparently I had had some) and I follow. We run down five or six flights of stairs going around. "I don't have anything to drink" I tell him.

My sister shows up on the next floor. "You can have milk from me, just chug it!" she tells me as I keep on running downwards. "Get drunk on milk? Are you serious? I don't want any milk!" I yell at her back and we arrive at a club. I head up to the bar to order a few beers I can chug.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I'll do a proper WBTB tomorrow morning. Wish me luck!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Nothing special last night.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Wrong bus
I'm walking down a road in the middle of nowhere. A lake shows up and the ice has begun to melt. I can see large grey things in the water and I soon realise it's crocodiles. One is huge and suddenly a narrator voice appears. "They've been frozen during the winter, but will come to life during spring".

I continue on down the road and sit down at a bus stop. A truck shows up and they tell me I can ride with them. I guess it's okay to go to the next bus stop, so I get in. The guy driving don't seem to know where I'm going and I soon miss my stop. I think about jumping out and rolling but I decide not to. We arrive at a huge mansion overlooking a valley. An old man greets me. "I was going to *my home town*" I say and he looks surprised. "Oh, but then I could have gone there aswell! I intend to get my car fixed and cleaned there". Suddenly people start running around and my phone rings. It's my sister. I pick up and tell her she has to get home, dad's been looking for her for days.

A video conversation starts. "I won't come home!" she tells me, clearly very drunk. I spot an IV drip attached to her arm, alcohol going directly into her bloodstream. She hangs up and I walk out the balcony to see what all the commotion is about. My sister shows up in a car and they ram the building's garage. I am about to run down when my uncle shows up. He starts talking complete nonsense and I have no clue what's going on.

05.10: Fragment
*People on DV comment on my dream. "You did some mistakes when writing it down, but nice dream!" one guy says.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Will get lucid tomorrow morning. Därmed basta!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a bunch of fragments last night, random ones at that.

21.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm with a few guys from work. We're drinking beer and having a blast in the back of a huge dumpster truck. Hasse is driving. "Hey Hasse, you're not drunk are you?" I ask him. "No don't worry! I've only had two cases!" he tells me. Suddenly I feel a bit worried we're going to drive off the road. The dumpster takes a sharp left turn and I hold on for dear life. Next thing I know, everyone's taking a piss in a slope.

*I'm with all my relatives at a dinner. Everyone's drinking and having a good time. My cousins dad asks me if I'm drunk. "No, I have twenty beers in the fridge I intend to drink, but this is only my second" I tell him. "Yeah, I can tell you're more sober than usual" he tells me. I can see he's drinking whiskey. "That shit will make me drunk as hell though" I tell him and we laugh.

*I'm on the phone with Dr. Chase from M.D House. He's trying to tell me what kind of illness a patient has, but I can't understand his Australian-English. He repeats the word several times until I hear it clearly. "Teleport Bimbo!". I give the phone to House who's right next to me. When he hears the word he chokes a fake laugh and asks him to repeat it.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Was still very tired when I woke up and have been the whole day... I'll catch up on some sleep this weekend.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! That was one sucky night's worth of sleep. I had one of the freakiest nightly adventures ever which was kinda cool. Also to you who don't know what they are, here's a short briefing:

Nightly Adventure: I guess it's me sleepwalking, only I'm awake. I wake up and have hallucinations and act out. Sometimes I wake up right away and see whatever is there, sometimes I wake up while in the middle of it all. I usually scream out loud to the intruder, throw something at him/her/it or run up away from danger which is in my bed. Have done countless retarded things during the years. I usually start to snap out of it gradually after ten or so seconds.

22.10: Sleep

23.55: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and I will die! The entire side of my room is going to fall down on me so I jump out of bed and run to my kitchen. I stay there for twenty seconds while hyperventilating and listening to my heartbeat which is beating away like a drum. What's happening? Is this real? "Monica?!" I say out loud. "Yeah...?" she replies from bed. I slowly relax and is shaking by the time I go back to bed.

02.00: Fragments
*I'm with a very hot chick clad all in black. We're at some kind of pawn shop. "I'll take a condom" I tell the guy in the booth. I smile to the girl. "Wait, I'll take three" I tell him and grab the condoms. The girl jumps me and starts dryhumping me on the spot. It feels good! Maybe a little bit too good... I don't want to waste this on a dryhump, but too late! I walk away and just walk around aimlessly in some corridors. Oh, another dream I don't wake up from after having an orgasm, cool!

*I'm fishing with my brother Morgan. We're fishing for a very long time actually, and we get several sea bass. I manage to throw into the sea weed all the time. "Soon I've fished up half the lake's worth of grass" I tell him and throw the green slime back along with my worm.

05.10: Guitars
I'm with an entire school it seems. We're walking in a subway and I cut in line. I'm holding a black and white guitar and cover it up so that no one accidentaly breaks it. I spot an old classmate; Mathias, he's got a guitar aswell. I head up the stairs ahead of everyone and end up on a large square. I can see neon signs all around me and I figure they must be some kind of clubs. A bunch of people show up and I recognise them all. They're holding guitars aswell and we all sit down on a couple of benches after joking around a while. Victor's got an amazing instrument.



It's a guitar, bass and drum in one! It's divided in sections of a few centimeters each, with different symbols all around. You can spin a section and if you tap it, a sound comes out. He starts running his fingers all around it, spinning several "wheels" at once, hammering away with his hands. I can hear which song he's playing; "Disturbed - Indestructible". He gives up after hitting the wrong ones. "It's too damn hard" he tells us, I think it sounded awesome.

Jonas has an old guitar instead of an electric one which the rest of us has. He starts playing on it and I pluck away on my own. I remember looking at slash112's video of him playing something and I try to repeat it. It sounds okay.


05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 4 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I had a VERY hard time sleeping last night and I didn't get much sleep at all in the end. Hopefully I will tonight, but a tiny lucid and a cool dream never fails to make my spirits rise!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I know I had a short lucid this morning, I told myself to remember it but I never wrote it down. Ofcourse that made me forget it all. Oh well, I still had a few interesting dreams.

01.00: Sleep

8.30: Work
I'm standing by the water at work. It's still covered in ice and I can see an icebreaker go around at high speed, breaking the ice. My phone starts ringing and I pick up. It's the doctor, and he's wondering if my wrists are fine. I get anxious, if I answer incorretly he might tell my boss, who will fire me! I try to tell him they're better than last week, but I tell him they're the same. I can't lie for shit. The icebreaker shows up and slams into the dock on it's side. It continues down the dock and ice flies in all directions. I find a bottle with some murky water in it. I tell my coworkers I can't drink it.

8.30: Going to jail for a little bit of weed
I'm at my friend G's house and it's night. Everyone's asleep except me. I need something to make me relax and I decide to smoke some weed. My friend Eric and G is sleeping in separate beds in one room, I know Eric's got some in his bed. I find a small plastic bag at the end of the bed and try to take out a small amount. I can hear my dad outside and I have to hurry up. I spill some weed in the bed and can't seem to close the bag. I quickly pull the blanket over myself and lie completely still. I get caught and I'm going to trial.

There are three bags left and I get out of the house to get rid of them. I throw them away and head back. Monica's there and she's apparently going to jail aswell. I remember my stash of dreaming supplements. God damnit they're gonna find the calea (which looks a bit like weed) and think I'm an addict!

My uncle shows up and starts telling me how they've biopsied one of my lymph nodes and that they've found traces of THC in there, so I'm screwed. Monica's pee contained THC aswell. I'm devastated. "My life is over! I won't be able to get a good job ever" I tell him. "Well, the highly educated jobs no, but you won't need english in those" he tells me. I realise something. "If I ask you a serious question. Would you answer me seriously then?" I ask him. "Ofcourse I will" he tells me. "Don't I need to consent before you guys start operating on me? I haven't done such a thing". He doesn't know how to reply it seems, and even though he promised he would answer it seriously, he makes funny faces. "Don't I need to consent bla bla bla" he mimicks me in a retarded voice.

08.30: Fragment
*I'm standing on a dusty pathway. Monica's sitting in the grass next to it. I start peeing and try to keep track of all the fire ants below. They bite my feet and it stings.

09.30: Medieval battle
I'm behind a small house with a group of men. Everyone's got chainmail and either swords or spears. I have a large shield and a sword. Behind the house is a steep hill and up on the hill the enemy's waiting for us. I take a quick look around the corner and an archer fires an arrow my way. I pull my head back and let out a "Phew". Apparently to win this we have to walk out there and show no fear. Our captain starts walking and I run up to him. I know an arrow will hit me in the side any second and I tense up. People around me starts dying but nothing hits me.

Soon I've walked away from their line of sight and I just watch as they're trying to hit us with more arrows. Suddenly the arrows stop. They start charging downhill and I jump to the side to not get run over by a horse. The rider cuts my leg and I realise I had forgotten my shield by the house. Another horse comes down the hill and I throw a small dagger in his face, killing him. I try to run to the house, but a small man shows up, wearing two axes.

09.30: Four on one



I'm in a small living room with an old lady, an old man, a man my age and some kind of blood champion of sorts. I have no idea why, but we have to battle. The man my age is the first one to come at me. I jump away from his shortsword and lunge out with my axe. I hit him square in the face and the axe goes in deep. I kick him away and he falls to the ground. I hack away for a few seconds until he's not moving anymore. That was easy. The elderly couple attacks me from two sides at once.

I block one blow and duck from the other. I drive my axe into the old lady and then into the old man. I alternate as fast as I can and they're stunned by my speed. They fall back and I legsweep the old man who falls to the ground with a crash. A firm blow to his body makes sure he stays down. The old lady falls into a glass cabinet without breaking anything. I smack her with the upper side of the axe right in the head, which crashes into the cabinet. Three down, one to go.

I face the blood lord, Caine. He's got a very long sword with runes on it. I try to cut him by dodging his sword and lunging out. But his sword is too long. I realise he can just thrust and I would be dead. As if by command, he thrusts his sword at my stomach. I jump away and grab the sword with my hand. I refuse to let go and I can feel it cut into my flesh, but now's my chance. I chop away and don't stop until he's on his knees. I'm victorious! The man gets up, all his wounds healed, and gives me a kiss on the cheek and hugs me like a brother. All is forgiven.

09.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Kinda cool dreams. The last one had the feel of a game to it. I knew it was alright to cut down those poor people, cuz they wouldn't really die. So don't worry people!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't recall much when I woke up, but after a bit of probing and thinking of random names and songs that were stuck in my head during the morning, I actually managed to recall four fragments.

21.30: Sleep

05.20: Fragments
*I'm standing on a street in the middle of the rain. I've got my hoodie up and people walk by without taking any notice of me. I enter the building to my new apartment right next to where I work. There's a cupboard right next to my door, and my computer's in there. I do some stuff on the computer and lock it all up. My sister asks me where I've moved to. I tell her where and she gives me a jealous look.

*I'm watching a plastic tub full of small fish. I try to find some silvery fishes to use as bait. I grab the smallest of them all and hook it. It wriggles as I pierce the fish over and over, the damn hook won't stick. The small fish dies and I throw it into the water, and starts floating. A few ducks nearby attacks the fish and I have to pull it in. One duck has brown teeth and refuses to let go until it's right by me.

*I arrive at a villa. Two fires are roaring and my sister and brother greets me. "Oh hi" they say, a bit uncertain, like they're hiding something. I look at the fires and realise they're way too big for just a regular dinner. "You're going to have a party right?" I ask them. They blush and tell me I'm right. "I'm sorry, but there's no room for you" my sister tells me. I can tell she really is. A friend of my brother shows up with a chocolate drink. He slaps me on the back, clearly drunk already.

*My friend Jonas has changed his appearance. He doesn't look anything like he did before. I know it's him, but a girl doesn't believe him. "It is me, I even removed my annoying habit of blinking too much" he tells her. I can tell he doesn't blink as often as he used to.

05.20: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: Nothing

That's it! I'm thinking I'm gonna try to let the next lucid dream just go on as if it's another reality. KingYoshi is doing exactly that, and since you have to turn your focus away from your real body to stay in a dream longer, it's quite logical that just accepting a dream as another reality will prolong it. Instead of activating your senses actively (reminding yourself you're in your bed, dreaming), you do it more out of habit. Sure the complete control might not be there, but I'm ready to try something new!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a bunch of dreams last night but I only remember fragments at the moment.

22.45: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I've barricaded myself with a few other people inside a big mall. My sister's friend shows up outside of the glass doors and we let her in. She gives me a kiss on my cheek. I figure it's some new trend or whatever.

*I'm playing Call of Duty and the map is a snowy one. I kill several enemies who pop up and run away before more of them shows up. I spot a guy behind some trash and I take out my pistol. We both fire away but I end up winning.

*I'm at the local square and having a good time with a few friends of mine. We're all drinking beer and more people show up. I grab a few chairs and position them at our big table. My cousin shows up and he's gotten quite muscular. "Nice tits" I tell him. He laughs.

*I'm with an older man in his huge mansion. There are plants everywhere around us and he tells me it's a hobby of his. A younger man next to him seems to be his servant. "I want you to inherit it all" he tells me while laughing. He grabs a few documents from his servant and puts them in bottles. Apparently he's going to throw them in the sea so I can get them...

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I felt like I had to make up for lost dreamtime, so getting lucid and doing awesome things was on my schedule. After doing a WBTB I managed to do it. The mantra was: "I'm dreaming"

01.00: Sleep

07.00: WBTB 20 minutes

07.45: Fragment
*I'm showing my WoW characters to a coworker.

07.45: Using all senses MILD
I'm petting my mom's dog Igor at her house. "He's loyal as long as there's food" someone tells me, not sure if I heard it all in my head. I get up and walk out the door, it's freezing cold outside. I head towards the parkinglot and then decide to go back, it's too damn cold. I decide to do a RC. I count seven or more fingers. That can't be right... I recount them and this time I can't even keep track on which finger I am on. But it's too damn cold for it to be a lucid!

I need to stop thinking there are limits to a dream, I usually incorporate pain and cold in my RC's as I experience them daily, never in a dream. I have no particular task in my mind except stabilizing the dream with my senses. I grab a pinetree and smell the air. It's cold and doesn't smell much. I head back to the house and run my hand against a truck standing in the middle of the road. I find a snickers bar in my pocket and take a bite. It tastes like regular snickers.

I realise I've forgotten hearing and start singing "Land of down under". My sister Malin shows up and I throw the half-eaten snickers bar at her. It hits her head and I laugh happily. I'm behaving like a crazy man and I start singing on another random tune. I find some bark strips and throw them at her as she's going inside again. They all hit her head and we both laugh. I head towards the parkinglot again and spot some dog pee in the snow. I wonder if it would stabilize the dream if I ate some. Pushing the thought aside I remember a small village being ontop of a hill behind the forest infront of me. I start flying on the spot and go five or so meters up. I fly right into the thicket of pine trees. Everything becomes alot darker once in the forest and I start crawling up the hill, touching moss and pine needles.

My hoodie gets pulled over my eyes and everything goes black. I refuse to let the dream go and franticly try to get the dream back by imagining touching the forest floor. Suddenly I can see again, I'm still in the same place. I let the needles prickle my skin and I yell at myself to stabilize. It works great! I start climbing once again and after a minute or so of climbing, I can see the top. The trees all change into something more fitting a warmer country. Gravity seems to be weaker but I don't care. I'm in no hurry and I jump from rock to rock as I climb higher.

After what seems like forever I reach the top. I'm standing on a flat mountain overlooking a huge forest. There's a broad dirt road going through the top of the mountain and I spot several houses further down the road. I start walking and check my pockets once again and find a lighter. I fill my hand with gas and light it. A small fireball stings my hand but I ignore the feeling. I remember trying to play around with fire but always failing back in the days. I make a fist-sized flame appear in my hand. I watch it flicker for a second before I reach out with my hand towards the first building in line. The small metal chimney in the middle of the roof (which has an inwards tilt) starts burning. I light another fire in my hand and stretch it out at a wooden house further away. The house starts burning like a torch instantly.



I am satisfied, but not entirely. How about having some dream sex for once? The road ends up ahead infront of two houses. It's getting darker and I intend to get laid. I walk towards the building on my right and look at it. It's completely dark inside, but I force the dream by imagining someone being at home. A few meters away I see blue light which must be coming from a TV on the top floor.

I enter the dark house and head up the winding stairs infront of me, silent as a ghost. There seems to be two rooms on the top floor and the left door is slightly open. I push it open and TV light illuminates the room. A girl in her twenties is sleeping in a bed with a blanket over her body, she's very cute. I start removing my clothes silently. The dream feels stable enough still and I can feel my pulse quickening. I don't intend to do anything she doesn't want to, but I know she will be willing anyways, it's just a dream. I try to remove my pants but they get stuck at my ankles. I struggle to get them off for a second. BAM! Awake.

10.00: Fishing
I'm watching a movie where my friend Jonas catches a pike. He's in rather shallow water and there's a crowd of people standing on the shore cheering him on. He gets it out of the water and heads up to the dock. I walk up to him (apparently in the movie myself now) and congratulate him on his first pike. My brother Martin shows up and his friend. They start arguing and I spot a plastic tub with dead fish in. I weigh them each in my hand, all of them spiky. My brother seems to have caught quite alot today I think for myself. It's time for us to go fishing. I head out in the water and Jonas shows up with a strange, pink flower on the hook. "Look what I caught!" he tells me excitedly. "Put it back before anyone sees you! That's just a plant dummy" I tell him and worry about how the crowd would react.

He gets disappointed but throws it away. We swim further out and soon a few more friends appear. Jonas wants to fish for more plants but I tell him that's a bad idea. I feel like swimming under water and head down a few meters then swim like a fish for as long as I can. When I break the surface again I'm at the mouth of a river. I feel dizzy and have to take huge breaths. The rest of the group catches up with me.

10.00: LHC-Nuke
I'm at my computer. My old computer is hooked up to my new one and I'm trying to play some game through the new one on the old one. I get bluescreen and it's really messed up. Suddenly I'm playing a new Battlefield game. I'm in a tank and I'm blasting away. The tank has some new kind of missiles that doesn't explode right away but sticks to the target for a second or two first. I eliminate an entire camp with my tank and soon I'm left with nothing to destroy. I have two missiles left though and I wonder if I could shoot one out into the sky and make it blow up. I rightclick and then hold both buttons. The missile gets controlled for a while before it blows up on the sky.

Suddenly I'm ingame. A bunch of friends and Monica are there. I shoot the last missile up into the sky and it explodes, a shockwave rips through the sky and change position of all clouds. "Look! Isn't it awesome?" I ask Victor. He doesn't really care. The shockwave doesn't go away right away but keeps on rippling through the sky. Another blast gets my attention. I see a bright light over town and realise this is the day they're launching the new LHC. I can see an enormous rocket being lifted to an upright position. It must be several km away. "What should we do?" I ask everyone. I suggest we split up, I want to play some computer games with G. "I don't even like you, I never have haha!" he tells me. Wtf? I'm hurt and take off on my bike. I go up on a hill and turn around to see if Monica's following me, she's not.

A few people show up and they're whistling. I can't do that, would make her seem like some kind of dog. Another loud blast sounds, this time much louder. A bright light appears on the sky and it's quite beautiful. I go down the hill again at great speed. A car almost hits me and at an intersection I break with the entire bike. I slide in the snow for a while before stopping. "Babe!" someone yells behind me. Monica appears on her bike and she falls into the snow. She's crying out loud and got snot all over her face. Poor thing I think as I comfort her. I left her all alone when it's night out. I'm such a bastard.

10.00: Fragments
*I'm visiting a doctor for my wrists. "Anything that's wrong with you?" she asks me. "Well, not now but I'm always hurting somewhere" I tell her.

*I'm at work and telling a few coworkers about my lucid dream I just had. They laugh and shake their heads and laugh as usual, but when I come to the sex part they actually listen, before I tell them nothing happened. HAH!

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Quite a cool night. The lucid was pretty sweet as I was bouncing around like I was on the moon the second part of it all. I guess I did a DEILD and induced the same place successfully. That was probably the longest lucid I've had to date.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I was so tired this mornign that I didn't even care to recall any dreams at all. All I've got left is a fragment of the last dream.

23.00: Sleep

10.00: Fragment
*I'm in a hospital and I'm watching some guy getting a tube shoved down his throat to remove liquid which is slowly filling his lungs up. I can see the tube going in and draining the lungs on a monitor.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had one random dream last night.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm a part of some random society. Like we're some primitive race or something. Raspberries keep rolling down the street going through our village. I get a brilliant idea and pick up a hockey stick. I catch the bouncing berries with it. People are amazed and we can eat again. They cheer. Dream skip. I'm talking to Eric in a store. He's about to go try some pillows with his girlfriend and I tell him he can get a ride from my dad who just entered the store.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Random I know. I'm not so sure I'll be having a lucid tomorrow, a few beers might be in my system by then, oh well.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

Good morning! I just had one of the most memorable nights of my life. I had a terrible nightmare, which affected all other dreams. Luckily it was only a dream. The other dreams were kinda cool and even got lucid.

22.45: Sleep

05.30: R.I.P Felix
I'm out with a few guys in town. We're joking around and drinking alot. I take a piss at the curb with Henrik. He tells me about a forum in which his friend posted something. He shows me the post, it's very sad and sounds like a suicide letter.

Dream skips to the next day. I wake up. I get on facebook and check out what's going on. My friend Felix seems to be getting alot of posts for some reason and I check out his wall. Almost twenty people has liked his status, which is something about not being amongst us anymore. I realise he's dead. He killed himself last night his twin brother tells everyone. I'm horror struck, I feel like crying but I have to force the few tears to come. I must be in shock. I lock myself in my room in the house we grew up in. My aunt and her husband enters the room and I wonder where they have been. "We've been sick for weeks! As soon as one of us got better, the other one just gave the disease back" she tells me with a smile.

She's alot thinner now than before I notice. "What kind of disease was it?" I ask. "Oh just stomach flu". I hate that disease with all of my heart and I cover my mouth up. "Get away from me!" I yell and begin to sob again. I run out of the house into the rain. I sit down behind a pool covered in plastic and hold my head for a while. It hurts. After a minute or so I decide to get up and walk back in. I remember my mom telling me something. "For every smile you make, you get points". I force a smile on my face, she only wants what's best for me. My mom greets me in the living room. She starts talking about pyjamas and how we could dress up in those and run around and rescue people like super heroes. I smile again. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just deal with it and move on? It's like I've become retarded.

Dream skips. I'm out talking a walk to clear my mind. Suddenly my cellphone rings and I pick it up. "Felix cell". No way! He's dead! Or was it some tasteless joke?. I pick up. "Hello?". "Hey man, it's Felix". I am relieved to the point of tears. "I am dead, I'm calling from the other side". What the fuck? "It was all a stupid mistake, a drunken mistake" he tells me. I begin to cry. This time the tears come for real. "You guys will have to be there when they divide my stuff up, heh, my sister has already packed twenty one bags". Apparently they were going to move after what had happened. I cry even more, my whole body shakes and I'm crying out loud.

05.30: WBTB 15 minutes

06.30: Fragment
*I'm at the local pub. A few old classmates are there with me and I ask for a beer. "You can lend one" one of them tells me. "Yeah I know, I already owe you a beer from last time, my memory is pretty good" I tell him and accept the can of beer. I take a sip. "You know, my friend killed himself last night" I tell them. Everyone's quiet. "Felix... dead" I say. People don't know how to react. "Not a very fun fact, but I thought you should know incase you're wondering why I'm acting strange".

06.30: Bright lucid MILD
I'm in the back of a full bus. We take a left turn and I realise I'm dreaming. I want to get off the bus to have some fun. I push the button and I imagine the busdriver pulling the bus over at the curb. It stops and I grab a girl's breast before getting out. Perhaps she will follow and we can have some dreamsex?. The doors close and the bus takes off. I look around and it's a warm, very bright summer day. I seem to be in the middle of an intersection between two huge fields. I rub my hands to make the dream more vivid. A car goes past me. What to do? I look at the car which has almost disappeared around the corner.

I lift my hand up and the car goes up with it. I make a small pushing motion and the car flies off into the distant. Two more cars appear and I lift them up as they reach me. I shoot them out into space using both my hands, going in two different directions. Sweet, sweet power! I feel like doing something crazy. I take off all my clothes and stand there butt naked. I start peeing on the street. I hope with all my heart that my bladder isn't really emptying itself. A whole bunch of cars shows up. I count six of them as they close up, all volvo's. Time to practice multiple control! I manage to lift five of them up, but drop one. I hold the other four ten meters above ground, and I make them spin around eachother.

I release them at the same time and watch as they all crash in all directions. It's quite amazing how realistic it all looks when you don't interfere I think as one car crashes into a tree and slams into the ground, glass and debris going in all directions. I rub my hands again and turn around toward the third road. Suddenly my face feels funny, like I'm having a stroke. I can't move my mouth and my head feels heavy. Oh shit, gotta stabilize! I rub my hands and focus on the ground. "Stabilize!" I yell and begin to sing some random song. I refuse to let the dream go and soon I can stand up again. Sweet, I stabilized it. What else to do? I feel like flying. I run and jump, and it's like I've got a broken rocketpack on my back. I smack into the ground first and tumble around before I start to rise. I fly into the forest the car crashed into, I can feel pines prickling my face.

I start to feel my body and I'm moving my fingers. I decide to DEILD and lie completely still. A few seconds later I hear a loud screeching sound and wind blowing in my ears. My arms (which I'm lying on) starts to cramp. My hands and fingers starts to curl up. I ignore it all and try to visualize a mountaintop. I soon lose focus. I can see Dr. House. "Visualize! Don't just think about it!" he yells at a patient. Cuddy starts talking in Spanish. "What does it mean?" House asks. A patient had said what she repeated. "It's about their deathgod, he cursed himself" Great idea for an episode don't you think? I wake up and write down my dreams. I realise this is my second lucid tonight. I can't seem to write properly. I wake up for real. Damn FA's!

08.00: Football
I'm watching some people playing American football. Apparently this is what the guy who killed himself did before he died. I spot the guy, a friend of Henrik. Everyone's got foam on their bodies for some reason. A whistle sounds and people are about to switch sides. I stay on the defending team and try to position the ball over the small plastic holder for punting. I can't get it right and struggle with it for a long time. Some random guy walks up to me and hands me a home-made rocket. "Just connect the wire to that thing" he tells me. I put a small electric wire into a socket and the rocket takes off. It goes straight towards a building and explodes just outside of a window. I spot a small ball of shockwave going towards us, it's like something almost invisible.

09.30: Demoted
I'm with some evil girlfriend. I mean really evil. I've been sick for the past few weeks, and she hasn't let me get on DV! I am finally allowed to though, and I log in. I have been demoted! I check the chatlogs and see that PercyLucid kicked me from the chat because I had somethign called: "Matebot" or something. Weird. I check the "DG Away" thread, and people had asked alot of questions about where I was. I start to write a DJ entry about where I was and why. Stupid evil girlfriend! I wonder why the hell I allow someone so small control me so much.

09.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I haven't cried like that in all my adult life. Fascinating what the mind can do huh? Oh well, I'm glad I had it, even though it was very emotional at the time, it was only a dream and an amazing experience. Nightmares always are! I refused to let the nightmare be the only thing I had during the night, and even though I usually don't get lucid more than once every weekend, I felt like I deserved to become lucid after what I've gone through.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a bunch of weird dreams last night. Most of them were kinda dark.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: WBTB 10 minutes

07.30: Paint store
I'm in a paint store, and I'm trying to return some paint I bought earlier, I'm looking for some "Warhammer 40k" paint. "Oh but we have those" the woman tells me. She brings out a set of paint jars. "It's 179 kr though, so it's more expensive" she tells me. I don't care, I want it still. I buy the thing and get out of there. Suddenly I realise I want to return some candy I got from there. A small bag of nut cream, which was spoiled. I show it to them and spit it out in the trash. They all apologise and hand me a whole bunch of new bags. I get out of the store. A whole crowd of elderly women have gathered and are doing some kind of march to lose some weight. I show them the bags.

07.30: Noise upstairs MILD
I'm sitting at a table with my friend G. We're at his house and we're all alone. Suddenly I can hear a soft thud coming from upstairs. I look up at the ceiling and a second thud sounds. I look at G. "Omg, someone's upstairs" I say. We freak out a little bit. A third and much louder thud sounds and we get up. "Grab some knives!" I tell him and run into the kitchen. I grab three long chef's knives and hand G two of them. I take a smaller one with one of the big ones.

My blood is pumping from excitement and fear. We start walking up the stairs and I can hear a blowing sound. At the top I spot a hole in the roof, and the wind is blowing in at incredible force. I pick up the board that has blown off and try to shut the hole tight. It's very hard work, and the wind is screaming in my ears. "Nail it shut!" I yell at G who takes a tiny nailgun and starts shooting nails into it. They're too small though, and the board keeps flying away. After a while there's nothing left to fasten it in, so we give up and start to laugh.

Dream skip. I'm outside of the house. There's a container with a shower in it and I'm showering away. I sing some random song while doing it. I realise I don't have any shampoo. I get out of it and cross the muddy yard, butt naked. Henrik (who apparently lived there now) shows up. "Hey dude" I tell him and grab my shampoo. I walk towards the container again, it seems to be raining but it's just water from the shower.

I realise I'm dreaming. I look down at my hand and I count six fingers. It looks almost just like it should, but I'm sure I'm dreaming after memory checking. "Hey Henrik! Come on, this dream will probably end soon" I shout. "What dream?" he asks me. "This dream, we're dreaming" I say and decide to give up trying to convince him, stupid DC. I start walking away. "Oh yeah I know, wait up" he tells me. Suddenly my vision starts to narrow down. I can only see the ground and my own feet. I try to remain in the dream by focusing on my senses. I imagine standing on a snowboard and that I'm going down a hill on snow. It works! My vision snaps back up in place and I see a bright light. It's just the wall in my room.

11.00: Assgrab
I'm at G's house once again. I'm there with my friend Eric's old girlfriend, Connie. I don't know why, but she positions herself ontop of me. I start grabbing her ass. I feel it for a minute or so, then she gets off. Monica comes back from the store and puts a bag of candy on the table. "I bought it from the lady in the red dress. She said "Bonjour" when I entered" she tells me and giggles. Eric shows up and I show him a math problem on my computer.

11.00: Fragments
*I'm running across country with my brother Morgan. I think we're playing wow.

*I spot Monica's sister in a crowd.

*Something about two very rich old men.

Amount of sleep: 11½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! I want my super good recall back... I miss having 10 dreams a night. Oh well, it'll come!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a long dream last night, but I can't remember much of it.

21.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I'm running with a few guys from work. We arrive at a large field with some people playing baseball on. I try to catch the ball but I fail. I continue on running, as fast as I can. A beach appears infront of me and I jump and land in the sand. My mom's there and she asks me if my feet hurt. The sand is very hot and so is my feet.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Tomorrow I'll get lucid.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm removing a part of the title, and I also didn't expect very much from last night. Did have a few dreams though, and I'm satisified with what I dreamt.

21.50: Sleep

05.10: Matte on ice
I'm playing hockey with a bunch of guys. Peter Forsberg is on the other team. "You'll get it" I tell him jokingly. He bumps into me and I can tell he's rock solid. I'm screwed if he decides to bring me down. The game ends and we start to talk. "I can't do anything, except skate well" I tell him and start spinning around and going backwards on the ice. I make small V's in the ice, and he mimicks me, only his V's are much nicer. We're on some kind of lake and it's night out. I fall and check out the ice closer up. "There is ice crystals and symbols all over the ice" I say and point at it. It's quite cool.

We skate around for a while more, and end up by a small hill. He goes up it with ease, but I don't make it. A girl comes crashing down the hill. and I dodge her. A coworker shows up, he starts talking to a crowd that suddenly appeared, about some keys. "Someone left their key in the snow, and he won't get another one" he tells them, and looks at me. I remember putting the key in the snow, damn. "92% of the people has their keys still, bla bla bla bla". I get out of there and I'm quite annoyed at this point. The crowd turns into a fantasy party of people, and the leader tells us it's time to go.

05.10: Fragments
*I'm having a fight with my dad and my mom. "I'm both physically, and mentally exhausted!" I yell at them. "I can barely do anything when I get home". They don't seem to listen to me. I decide to fall just like that backwards, and smack my head on the floor, hard. I lie there for a while.

*I'm watching a map. It's got some info about spices and the spice I'm looking at is only located at a small island. I try to locate where it is, and find the equator. It's just above Italy. I'm confused.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Sweet.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Day two of the "Month le natural", and I had a few interesting dreams last night. Small adventures, no lucid though.

21.00: Sleep

04.10: My uncle's children
I'm on a bus with a few coworkers. "You gotta be jealous of me" one of them tells me. "I mean because I can do all physical things, but you can't". "Yeah I am, I can't even hit back if I'm being attacked because of my damn wrists..." I say and make my eyes glossy for maximum empathic effect. We arrive at a house and I follow a guy in. I recognise the place, and the woman who greets us, but I'm not sure from where. I get startled as a few animals runs past me. I look around and see alot of chickens. A white duck shows up. "That one has killed over a hundred eggs, he's a real egg-killer" the woman tells me.

I walk around a bit and spot my uncle in a room. The door has been covered with a board to keep something small in. I walk over it and spot three beige puppies. "Oh, so my mom hasn't sold them yet?" I ask and kneel to take a closer look. I lift one of them up, it has transformed into a baby. He seems to like me and giggles. I hand him to my uncle, who looks very worn out. The next one starts crying as soon as I lift him up, and the third one aswell. All of them look the same, my uncle's triplets.

04.10: Fragments
*I'm with Monica and another person. She's trying on different dresses, none looks good though. She finds a beige one and tries it on. It looks amazing. There's a gap that shows her abs, and a long one down her back. She can't stand it though and complains about it being too tight, soon it lies on the floor. I've got a green coat or something on, and I jump with it and flutter the cloak. "I'm batman" I say in a hoarse voice. No one laughs at all, hmm, weird.

*I'm drinking blood orange juice. It tastes great! I think of my coworker "Krull". He usually has juice like this.

05.10: Offlimit
I'm with two guys, Dennis from work and some other dude. We're in the middle of some warehouse street, and infront of us is a border. A guard is guarding it with a machinegun. The random dude decides to try to cross the border. The guard quickly guns him down. I take a closer look and to my surprise it's my childhood friend's mother. She gives me a grin, showing all her teeth. Suddenly Dennis runs across the border and she tries to shoot him down, but she fails. Dropping the gun, she pursues him on some weird vehicle. I pick the gun up and shoot the remaining shots at her.

I hit her full on in the head with several bursts, but nothing happens. She has the important part of the gun. I run after them and walks around the area for some time. I bump into the guard again and I hand the gun over. "Thank you" she tells me. Suddenly I hear something behind the building we're standing infront of. I run to the back of it and arrive at a stream. Dennis is on the other side. "You lose! You can't cross the borders in this game, that's against the rules" I tell him.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Woop woop.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!