dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Got my beauty sleep last night, and even though I didn't try hardcore to recall or get lucid, I had a few dreams and a small lucid. Did some mantras before I fell asleep. I didn't have any goals in my mind, and I'm starting to see the importance of that. When I don't have anything to strive for in a lucid, I wake up.

23.00: Sleep

10.30: Working at the beach MILD
I'm sitting on a bus on my way home. A drunk sits down next to me and starts talking about a beach. I recognise the name and realise he's talking about my work. "Yeah I worked on that beach, fixing it up" I say. Someone infront of me turns around and starts asking me questions. I answer them and they're all curious to what the next job is. I smile and is not sure if I can tell them. "Come on tell us!" another person says. I explain how I cleaned up two beaches, and all of a sudden, I'm there. I look around. Monica's with me and we're walking towards the water. It's warm and I notice how clean the bottom is. Further up where the water level is higher, I can see branches and all kinds of black mud on the bottom. Monica swims out and I start swimming under water. I can breathe.

I turn lucid. I swim up to Monica and try to convince her this is a dream. "Try to breathe under water" I tell her. "I can't!" "Yes you can, just pinch your nose and breathe, you'll see" I say. I start jumping around on the bottom. The gravity is alot weaker, like on the moon and I jump from branch to branch. I start wondering if Monica would remember this when she woke up, that would amazing. We fool around for a few more seconds before she suddenly stiffens. She jerks two times before she disappears. "Oh, she woke up" I think.

10.30: Math nightmare
I'm in a newly constructed building with a friend of my sister. "Let's get up on the roof" I tell her. We start climbing stairs and after a while we reach the top. I see a dark room with the beginning of a stonebridge visible. I don't know why, but I feel like I have to go over it. I start walking on the bridge, but where the light ends, I don't dare to walk. I start crawling and hold my arms out to feel the edges. They're very close. "Shine a path for me with your flashlight" I tell the girl. "Okay" she replies but no light comes. I start to feel dizzy and it's very frightening.

I wake up in math class. "Fuck me!" I yell out loud. It takes a while for me to realise that my teacher had somehow induced that dream. I was the only one who had it done to me though. A girl infront of me has the same headphones on as I do, and she's playing some songs from "Pulsedriver" very loud. "Alright I've taken a look at your tests" our teacher tells us and starts handing them out. When she comes to me I point out that I answered wrong right away. "Yes, but other than that you got a full score" she tells me. I start looking at the test. I spot several errors, and retarded questions I have no idea I didn't even get. "How do you masturbate?" Wtf? An old Turkish man comes up to me, a teacher aswell or something, and he starts talking to me. I don't really get what he's saying. I realise that I've got more than half the answers wrong on the test. I feel crappy as hell.

10.30: Fragments
*An old classmate of mine tells us how he achieved his dream. "I wanted to become a math scientist, and I succeeded". I can't believe he did it, he was an idiot.

*Monica comes home, and I want to have sex with her.

*I'm playing Warhammer Online and I'm in Undercity. I compare it to WoW, and it looks cooler. Some strange machine is on loop, and is cutting the heads off of characters.

*I'm watching old photos of my mom and my uncle. They are swimming and my grandpa and grandma is in floating chairs. They are all scowling for some reason.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, 200 ml applejuice

That's it! Nothing special, but atleast something compared to my crappy week. Only had fragments all week. Oh well!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Actually I'm tired and cranky. It's "sleep night" tonight, but to be honest I don't expect anything. Oh well, Friday will probably be here in a jiffy.

22.40: Sleep

04.50: Fragment
*I'm talking to a therapist. She's telling me to think about how I walk, and to keep my feet straight. "Yeah I've practiced walking straight for a very long time now, I almost do it without thinking" I tell her. "But I still have to work on my pose" I say. "Do you want to have a few walking lessons later?" she asks me. "Uhm no. I can walk by myself" I tell her and walk away.

04.50: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Yay.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I kinda failed my WBTB this morning, fell asleep again and woke up a few hours later. I figured I still had time for the G+C combo, and even though it worked, I couldn't fall back asleep afterwards. The lucid was a fun one though, so I don't mind!

00.15: Sleep

05.55: Crazy elevator ride
I'm in an elevator with a black guy. He's got a glock and I realise he's going to shoot someone. The doors open and he kills two people instantly. The doors close and we go to the next floor. Rinse and repeat. I press myself to the corner of the elevator to not get hit. The doors open once again and this time the two people don't go down in a second. They are pumped full of lead and blood gets everywhere. The doors close. We go down a level and when they open again. Two guys rush in with guns pointing at our heads. The guy I'm with drops the glock and I pick it up. "You think you're fast enough for me?" one of the guys ask. I draw and shoot two shots in an instant. Nothing happens though, and it's like I was shooting blanks, but we all knew I would. "Haha see? It's as fast as a doubleclick with the mouse" I say and they all agree that I'm fast.

05.55: Fragment
*I'm at some appartment complex. A few old people have just moved in next door, and some guy really wants their appartment. He begs and almost starts crying. I spot a river full of colourful pieces of glass. I pick a blue one up and head towards the nice pond in the middle of the place.

07.20: WBTB 10 minutes

08.10: I am in control MILD
I'm running around at some complex, playing a weird game with alot of othe people. The map reminds me of some "Golden Eye" map, winter and sterile surroundings, glass windows and metal stairs all around. I hide behind some boxes. I need to get a hold of some brown stones. They are scattered all around the map, and you're supposed to put them in snowballs which you then throw at people to kill them or whatever. I get out of hiding and find a small brown stone and put it in a snowball. Some guys on mammoth's run past me and I follow them.

A smaller mammoth is at the back and I intend to get him. I throw the snowball at the beast and it collapses. I start fighting the small rider, and suddenly we're in a garage. I can't fight as usual, and my kicks are so lame. I have the advantage though, and I land atleast one nice kick in his stomach. Some other people shows up, one guy laughs at me. "You want some too?" I ask and walk up to him. I start dodging to the side like a boxer, and remove my gloves. I can't seem to hit him though, and it's really frustrating.

I become lucid and stop what I'm doing. I turn around and give the smaller guy a blow in the stomach that throws him with incredible force into a corner. I quickly turn around again and grab the other guy and his girlfriend with telekinesis. I slam them into the wall next to the other guy and hold them there. "Everyone, line up infront of me!" I yell at the remaining people in the garage. They start lining up, side by side infront of me. "Come on hurry up" I say and grab the remaining people with telekinesis and position them.

I count seven people infront of me. I look at my hands and rub them. It's time for some payback I think and turn around to the people at the wall. I recognise the girl, it's Ariadne from "Inception". "You're way too cute to die. Get in line" I tell her and she gets in line with everyone else. "Hmm... Now we're two people too many" I say and try to figure out who I need to get rid of. I take a close look at each and everyone, and a half-bald, short guy in his late thirties gets my attention. "You" I say and point my finger at his face. I close my thumb just like I was holding a gun, and he jerks. A small red dot appears on his forehead and he collapses. A guy next to him looks almost the same, and I decide he's next. "Kill yourself" I tell him. He points his finger to his temple, and pulls the trigger. He collapses next to his friend.



"I am in complete control over you!" I say. "You're just a part of my subconscious". I try to remember my dreamtask, but I can't recall what it was. "What was my dreamtask?" I ask them. "Beer and bread" a guy tells me. An old classmate of mine, starts talking. "You owe me a beer! Remember last ti..." I cut him off by grabbing his throat with telekinesis and lift him up. "What did you say? I can't hear you" I tell him and watch him struggle. He's making grotesque faces and strangled noises. "I am in complete control!" I yell at them as I walk down the line. When I get back to the middle I release him. He gasps for air on his knees.

Suddenly I remember my task, to summon Ozzy once again. "Get out of the way" I tell a girl at the end of the line and push her to the side. I look around the corner and whistle. "Ozzy! Come here boy!" I yell. Nothing. I look to my left and then back again and there he is. He runs up to me, he's brown this time, and he's got a tail, but his size is the same, around two feet tall. He bites my wrist gently and don't want to let go. "How are you?" I ask him and wonder if he can answer me. I hug him and scratch his chest, the feeling is very realistic, but as I close my eyes, I start to lose the dream.

I try to DEILD, but my recall isn't the best, and I'm afraid I will lose the memory of the dream, so I give up.

08.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, 200 mg B6, 250 ml applejuice, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! I'm not sure I've had that good control with telekinesis before. Everything happened in an instant and there was no resistance at all. Was also a very long time ago since I was actually evil in my dreams, but I have to admit it was fun!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Was out drinking last night, but that didn't stop me from recalling a few dreams this morning. One was quite scary, the others were just random and boring.

01.00: Sleep

08.30: Ice
I'm at work. The ice is melting and I can see the dark water in several places. My friend Jesper gets on the ice to save other people from falling in. He walks on the thin, transparent blocks of ice and falls through. He quickly gets out of the water and shrugs it off, kinda hyper. He dives back in and this time he doesn't come up at once. I jump down on a thicker piece of ice and snow just by the dock and grab for his arm with my hand. I manage to get a hold of him, the current had swept him under the dock a bit. He breaks the surface and breathes out loud. "Wow, that was close" he tells me and smiles. Idiot. I spot two people out on the ice with dogs. They're on long skates and go past us quickly.

08.30: Roadtrip
I'm with Monica, my brother Martin and his girlfriend in a car. We're driving through town and a car appears on our side of the road infront of us. "Fucking idiot" Martin says as the car goes past us. He decides to do the same in a roundabout and we end up at some kind of toll. "Oh shit, we can't go back" I say and we have to back up to the tollbooth. Martin starts talking to the lady in the booth, and she starts asking questions. "I smell vomit, have you guys vomited recently?" I remember there's a vomit in the trunk. "No we haven't" Martin says. "Okay good, because it's against the law to get on the boat if you've vomited".

"Do you have any heavy computers in the trunk?". I realise Monica's and my own computer is in the trunk. Almost getting caught is exciting. "No we haven't" my brother tells her. "Okay good, that will be 500 kr" she tells him and hands over a ticket. On the road again. "We have to go all the way to Uppsala now" Martin says. "What? That's miles away, I could have just paid her the 500 and we could have taken the boat" I say. I calculate how much time we will waste. I've got plans with Monica later tonight. Too bad they have to be cancelled. Martin is in the backseat with me now, and he asks me if I want a strip of candy. It's a broad strip of limegreen candy, and there's a darker spot in the middle. He smiles at me and I ask him what it is. "This is a substance with bla bla bla micrograms bla bla" (can't recall what he said). "Oh so it's LSD?" I ask him. He nods and offers me a lick. "No thanks, I won't be doing any hard drugs when going into the sauna, I'll pass out" I tell him.

08.30: Lost in confusion
I'm standing infront of a glass cupboard at a large villa ontop of a hill. I open the doors and spot a class photo of my old class. It's newly taken and everyone looks grown up and serious for a change. Suddenly I hear something and run out of the house. A battle is coming up, and there are alot of people at the villa waiting for the enemy. The sun's behind a few skyscrapers down the hill, and I decide to scout ahead. There's ice on the road down the hill, and I slide it all the way down. I take a look behind the skyscrapers and the sun shines on me. I can see anyone yet, and I head back.

I get back in the building, but something's wrong. All of a sudden I'm talking to a person infront of me, or trying rather. I can't form words easily, and my thoughts are a fucked up mess. My vision is failing, it's crooked and it feels like I'm about to pass out. "Get help" I manage to whisper. "Something's wrong with my thoughts" I tell him. My coworker Christian shows up and he seems as confused as I am, but none of them appears to know what to do.

11.30: Fragments
*I'm playing a cool FPS RPG game. I'm on a battleship and we're flying through the landscape. Something's off with the graphics though, and I check the settings. Everything's on low, so I turn it up to medium. The game goes black for a few seconds before starting up again, and my god are the graphics sweet now. The quality of the sound became amazing. I shoot at a small ship flying towards us.

*My little brother Morgan is going to bed. I tuck him in and give him a kiss on his forehead. "Go to sleep now" I tell him. He's whining about something, not tired at all but he listens to me. I shut the door and head into the bathroom. I fill my stomach with water. Delicious, cold water. When I'm done I fill up a glass and chug it aswell, trying to quench the thirst I have IRL.

11.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements: Lots of alcohol

That's it! If nothing shows up today, I'm going to WBTB tomorrow, and meet up with Ozzy once more. I'm thinking of training him as a task, as I need to make sure he obeys me. If I have nothing in mind after summoning him, the dream will most likely end.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm pissed. I had a lucid last night, but my recall is so bad! Making it only a fragment. Oh well, atleast it's something.

22.30: Sleep

04.50: Fragment
*I'm with my friend G and I'm lucid. "We're dreaming! Trust me, count your fingers" I tell him and take a good look at my own hand. I count seven or eight fingers, they're very short instead of long. I jump slightly and begin to hover a few feet off the ground. I tell G to try it out.

04.50: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Have a nice weekend, and gl LD'ing everyone!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I haven't been this excited in many months. I had one of the coolest dreams ever last night, and not only did I meet my upcoming companion for the first time, I managed to WILD. Although I'm not sure what it's called when you do it whilst in a dream. The MILD techniques and B6 from last night really paid off! The mantra before bed was: "I am dreaming"

21.30: Sleep

01.15: Here boy! MILD/WILD
I'm with Monica and my friend G. We're at some kind of convention and there's a stand infront of us. A few Polish people are running some kind of game. "You come play?" they ask us and I take a look at what it's about. There's a children's drawing on the ground, with different numbers on it. All arranged in a weird order, upside down and large and small sizes to confuse you. Apparently the game is to figure out the added numbers. Monica is just about to answer when I spot a light blue "-2" in a darker blue area.

"Wait! Don't answer!" I yell out. "Oh, looks like he's the one in control in the relationship" someone says and the crow that has gathered around the game laughs. I smile. "The answer is 3" I say and they say that it is indeed correct! "You can choose this electric razor, it's great and very powerful" one of the Polish guys says. He shows me a bunch of razors, all the same but in different colours. "How much is it worth?" I ask. "Around 2000 kr" he replies and drops it on my newly bought computer. I look for a scratch but there is none. "Or you can have this laptop". "Laptop!" G exclaims as soon as he hears the word. "Will be great as a server". He shows us a nice looking laptop and G starts talking about what we can do with it. I get tired all of a sudden, and lie down in a bed to get some sleep. A cat appears out of nowhere and I let him lie ontop of me and starts purring instantly.

I get the brilliant idea of trying to WILD. The SP effects wash over me in seconds. I can feel my arms writhe and twist in spasms. I ignore the feeling and focus on the images I begin to see. A floor in a kitchen. I'm looking through the cupboard for tupperware and other stuff. I find a deck of cards and I start to shuffle them right away. The dream starts to stabilize and form around me more and more for every shuffle. I get up and look around me. Looks like I'm in our old appartment, from ten years ago. I walk around the place and end up in the kitchen again. I rub my hands and the dream feels stable. I feel like trying to read a text, and see what it means when I wake up. I can't see any labels anywhere, not even on one of the tupperware boxes.

I drop the box and head out the door. I go down a few flight of stairs going in a spiral, I've got a shovel in my hand all of a sudden and when I reach the bottom, I rub my hands together to make sure the dream stabilizes. I get out on the yard, and it's stormy outside. It's raining and the wind is really strong. On my way down the stairs I thought up what I wanted to do; to summon my companion. I put two fingers in my mouth and whistle as hard as I can. "Ozzy! Igor! Come here!" I yell and look to my right. A dog comes running at me, but it's not the right dog. It's brown and too small for a rottweiler. He dashes past me, and when I turn around to see where he went, a black dog is there. "Here boy!" I say and clap my hands on my thighs excitedly. The black dog comes right to me and I hug him. "Are you Ozzy or Igor?" I ask him. He seems to be only a pup, and he's got no tail. (Both has tails) I realise it must be Ozzy and I pet him for a while.



I remember his favorite game and I tease him and close his mouth with my hands. He starts to growl and tries to bite me playfully. I laugh as it has been years since last time. I lose focus and look up at the sky. It's pitch black with loads of brightly shining stars. I spot Orion and his belt, and also a cluster of stars that looked like a rectangle. Suddenly my friend Eric, Monica and my sister Madeleine shows up. I greet them and remember my other dreamtasks. To "graduate" in telekinesis and flying. Ozzy had run off to a few other dogs nearby. "Ozzy! Come here boy!" I yell and he's at my side in an instant. I look up at the sky and spot the moon. "We will fly to the moon" I say and ignore the questions everyone ask me. "Don't worry, I will help you out" I say and make them all three (Ozzy had run off again) start to levitate with telekinesis.

Eric apparently learned how to fly on his own and soon I only had to focus on Monica and Madeleine. I start to fly myself, but the focus of lifting two people with telekinesis and flying myself is a bit more than I can manage. Just before the rooftops, six or seven meters up, I can't lift them higher. Glancing at the moon, I can see it has become more than twice as big, and orange. To try to get higher up, I grab electric cables going across the sky. I swing back and forth to gain momentum.



And I lose lucidity. I keep on swinging, gaining more momentum by each swing. The scenery changes to a bridge going over the local canal. Soon I have to duck to not hit the beams overhead. I pick up alot of speed and all of a sudden I can't duck anymore. I smack headfirst into one of the beams and is thrown hundres of meters away into the water. I crash with enormous force. I get up and start to text message my friends, telling them I'm on my way back.

05.10: Fragments
*Eric's computer has to run programs through the game "Monkey Island".

*I'm on a boat with my friends.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, 200 mg B6

That's it! Amazing dream. This is like I said, my first encounter with my upcoming companion. My mom's dead dog, Ozzy. May he rest in peace, but forever guard me in my dreams! Anyone know if the induction technique was a legit WILD? D-WILD?.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! A second night with good recall. The dreams were of the usual stuff. Will write them all down as fragments.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm playing an action game where I get to control a walking cat. I bump into two other animal characters, but they are no match for my extreme agility. I kill them in seconds with some jumping around and slashing with my claws. I spot a high tower and I decide to climb it. As I start climbing the vertical wall, using my claws as hooks, people start shooting at me. Soon atleast four or five people are gunning me down and I fall.

*I'm in a huge spa of some sorts. There are shallow pools of water everywhere and my cellphone rings. I answer it. It's a DV member, telling me where we are about to meet up. I dive into a pool and get up again, the phone all wet. "What? Sorry I couldn't hear you" I say out loud, there's something wrong with the phone. People start appearing out of nowhere, and they head for a large platform. As we're in a place of pools, some people are only wearing swiming suits, and some not even that! Some guy greets us all to the first ever DV gathering. People cheer.

*I'm with my brother and we're drinking heavily once again. I spot a small clear syringe and I inject the clear fluid into my bloodstream. It's apparently heroin, and I'm wasted already. It doesn't seem to do much, but I've still done hard drugs, which makes me a bit paranoid. My brother tells me it was one of the "bad guy's" drugs, and I try to fix the second one so that it will look untouched. I try to put the tiny rubber tube back on the needle itself, but it takes forever! I try to do this for what seems like ten minutes, then my mom shows up.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Sleepnight coming up. 8 hours of sleep is the goal. Also, didn't get any comments last night. I'll repeat the question. For my next dreamgoal, I will summon a companion. I'm thinking my mom's previous, dead dog Ozzy, or her current one; Igor. What do you guys think? Taking an exam in telekinesis and flying is something I've thought about doing. To make sure I have mastered them before I move on to my next goal.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! When I get my hallucinations in the middle of the night, it's not just visual. I kinda sleepwalk when I see them and I act out. They don't disappear because I get all excited and pick up something, prepared to throw it in their face. Had one last night, and awoke Monica in the process.

23.30: Sleep

01.00: Nightly adventure
I wake up and I notice that Monica's using telekinesis on some kind of object. She's going to make the ceiling lamp fall down! "Hey you need to stop that! Come on, it's going to fall!" I say to her and shake her awake. I run up and hold up my hands to catch it incase it's going to fall. I can clearly see that the object I was seeing, was just the lamp itself. Monica's awake now and asks me to calm down. "Fucking hallucination!" I say angrily.

07.00: Pissed old ladies
I'm on a cruise ship with my family. We're all in a shoestore and some old lady starts to argue with my mother. My mother's a fierce one though, and gets pissed off. Another one comes up to me as I'm sitting there and asks me if I was trashtalking her. "Uhm no..." I say and try to remember what she's talking about. "I only said that stupid people shouldn't have strong opinions and refuse to listen to reason". This clearly pisses her off and I laugh. I get out of the store and get into an elevator. I stand there for a long time, trying to get onto my floor. I suddenly start thinking that this dream is indeed a long one, as I can't recall any dream skip within it.

10.50: Spain
I'm on a bus with my brother and my uncle. We seem to be in another country, like Spain. It's hot as hell and we're going through some slum neighbourhood. For some reason I decide to get off and end up all alone. I look around me and can see small shops everywhere, with those metal security doors you pull down. I know I'm in a bad neighbourhood so I start running back the way the bus came from. I run for a long time before I decide to pick up my map and check where I am at. I can't read the map, it's a jumble of retarded lines and figures.

10.50: Fragment
*I'm at the gym again. It's been almost a year and I try some weights out. I pick up a 3kg weight and lift it. It's really heavy and I struggle with it. I put it behind my back and push upwards. It feels all wrong and I watch myself in the mirror. I'm skinny as never before.

10.50: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, few beers

That's it! Yeah yeah, wow wow.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

Good morning! Finally a morning I can wake up with a smile on my face. Had halfassed intentions of becoming lucid last night, I really wanted to but my confidence levels were kinda low. An hour before bed I started believing in it more, and after a short WBTB this morning, I got lucid. Had quite a few other interesting dreams, so here goes.

21.15: Sleep

06.15: Kickass
I'm with a few people and one of them, a Spanish-looking dude is really annoying the shit out of me. I can't take it anymore and we start to fight. I walk in on him and give him an elbow to the face, I don't get it right and I headbutt him in panic. He staggers away with blood on his face. "That's a good one" he tells me and we start to fight with our fists. As usual in dreams, my punches are weak and barely do any damage. The more I hit him though, the more effect they seem to have and soon I'm pummeling away. I grab his head and smash it against a desk, and right after that I knee him in the face. He falls down and I sit ontop of him and hit him for a long time. The ambulance arrives and they put him on the stretcher. He's bloody but conscious. I take his hand and tell him it was a good fight. He gives me a bloody smile and says: "Yes, yes it was."

06.15: WBTB 15 minutes

07.30: Fragment
*I'm talking aboud lucid dreaming to a few people.

07.30: Zombies are coming MILD
I'm in a tiny room with four other people. "You have to escape" a man tells me and walks out with two girls. They close the door and I'm left in the tiny room with a girl. I look around and spot a window high up on the wall. It's just a ventilation window but I realise it's my only way out. I punch at the window frame and break the glass. After some tearing and punching, it's all gone and I'm left with a body sized hole I can crawl out of. I am halfway through when I remember the harddrive. I pull it from the wall and pocket it. "What about me?!" the girl asks me. "You have to sacrifice yourself for humanity" I tell her and drop out the window. I land rougly and drop the harddrive.

I pick it up and pocket it again. I suddenly realise that I forgot alot of other stuff. I look back up at the window a few meters up. The girl leans out and is holding a gun. "Want this?" she asks me with a smile. I dread she won't give it to me but she drops it. Next comes an ammo clip, my working helmet and my wallet. "Want your hat aswell?" The orange hat, I can't leave that! She lets it go and I grab all my stuff and start to run. I can hear dogs barking in the woods behind the building I just left. "Damn, the zombies must be really close" I think as I run and try to put on my helmet. I look to the side as I'm running on the road in the middle of a neighbourhood. I fear I will see shadows running behind the houses. I can almost see one, but not clearly.

Suddenly I become lucid. I forget all about the zombies and just look infront of me. The dream seems to be very stable and clear. I focus on my senses and I can feel each step I take, hear the sound of my boots and I even taste the neutral taste in my mouth. I smack a bit with my tongue for fun. My vision is better than it has been for a long time, and it seems to be around sunrise. The sky is blue and a comforting glow is coming from somewhere. The town seems to be empty though and I decide to fly some. I run and jump two times before I remember that trying to fly while running is hard. I stop and jump two times before I start floating upwards.

I fly towards a parkinglot and land on the other side of it. I look back and once again, the view is amazing. I'm not sure I have had such a stable lucid before. Everything is just like real life. I look at my hands and rub them together. I want to play around with telekinesis so I try to find something suitable. I spot a taxi backing up slowly and I reach out with my hand. I lift it up slowly and the rear of the car gets pulled up as if by some invisible chain. I start to float upwards myself in synch with the car. I let it hang a few meters up. "Screeeeeech" I turn around and forget all about the car. Behind me, two cars have almost collided. There are tire tracks on the road infront of them for some reason. There's a family of muslim girls in one of them and they look very frightened.

They quickly recover though and drive off. The second car, filled with old ladies go after them. Suddenly Monica appears out of nowhere. "Hey babe, you know we're dreaming right?" I ask her to see what she would say. "Are we? Really?!" she asks me and smiles. "Yeah! What do you want to do?" I say. I can't come up with anything. "Wanna have sex?" she asks me. "Sure", I pick her up. I position her against the railing of the parkinglot. I take a look at the whole place and it's still very stable and vivid. "Gotta focus and not get too excited" I tell myself and remember some of the sex tutorial. I start to help her undress as I'm holding her in my arms. We laugh. I soon get to her panties and I pull them to the side instead of removing them. With a last look around I go down on her and my focus of the world is lost. The darker parts of her loins claims me and all I'm left is my touch as I close my eyes. She seems to enjoy it for a few seconds. I can feel the dream slip.

I wake up and get on the computer. DV is down and so I try to open a word document to write the dreams down in. I can't do it for some reason and I try for a long time, it's very frustrating.

08.15: Fox
I'm with my dad and we're on a horse. I'm sitting at the back and we're walking on a path with a forest on our right. I start worrying about wolves and suddenly one comes rushing out. Only it's alot smaller and orange. The fox starts barking and yipping. It tries to bite me in the feet and I pull them up. I hit it on the head lightly with a tool and it starts to cry. "Foxes don't cry" I say and it gets aggressive again. I hit it lightly again. We arrive at our old house and dismount. The fox is still with us, but now it's turned completely white. It actually looks like a tiny troll with a huge, snow-white hairdo. I explain to the troll that we usually sleep with earplugs in. I pull mine out and show it to him. He seems to be very excited, just like a kid.

08.15: Fragment
*I look at my hand and count my fingers. Seven. "My sight is probably off" I tell myself and recount them. There are fingers everywhere but I assume it's just my eyesight that is fucked up.

09.30: Kickbike, lottery winner MarTango
I'm in the neighbourhood I work at. I'm on a kickbike and I must be drunk or something like that. I look away for a second and when I look back again, I crash into a girl with a bike. "Oh shit, sorry!" I tell her and continue down the road towards our establishment. I keep on falling down though, but I do it smoothly and land on my head and roll. A few girls infront of me laugh but I continue on. I head right for a group of girls and they have to let eachother go to let me pass through. I spot atleast twenty people lying on the ground outside of the establishment. "I guess they're sleeping" I tell myself and head up the small hill.

On the wall I see a lottery ticket with a huge winning on it. I double check and it the symbols change every second, but I know it's legit. "MarTango..." I read. "That lucky fucker!" I enter the door. MarTango is standing there, smiling like never before. "You won didn't you?" I ask him. He starts to laugh. I'm happy for him and take off my shirt. "Party! Wohoo!" I yell and spin it around. I've still got two more shirts on. Eric is there and I take them off aswell. "Which one should I use?" I ask and hold them up. I've got a fourth shirt on, it's beige and green. Kinda cool.

09.30: Civilization
I'm playing some kind of real life civilization game. I'm training soldiers and I've got a flower in a tube. Five turns left and I've got a great start. Somehow my soldiers die and my flower aswell. A Polish dude shows up and tells me I should move my settlement to his. "Can I bring my computer?" I ask him. "No haha!" he tells me and moves his hands in a bumpy fashion. "Oh the road is too bumpy for it" I think and feel sad. I just bought it. He tells me he wants XP discs and I ask him what for. My friend G tells me he's got one that he can use for all of them. "How many computers do you have?" he asks the guy. "Seventeen laptops" he replies. "Where did you get all those laptops from?" I ask suspicious. If I leave my computer here, he will definitely be back and steal it.

09.30: Fragment
*I'm playing Xbox360 with my brother Morgan. All my relatives are there and they tell me to watch out for the scariest game ever. I pick it up and try to pronounce it. "Incrueliable" I say several times. The cover looks just like "Alan Wake"

09.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3, 250 ml applejuice

That's it! Awesome. Stable and cool lucid, I like it. Had tons of random fragments but I decided to write those down I remembered most of. Oversleeping is always fun.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! This is what I dreamt last night.

22.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm walking down a corridor at work. My bosses have their desks to the sides, and I have to squeeze past them. I smear mud on the wall by accident and they tell me to get out. I smear some more mud on the wall.

*I shoot a rifle and watch the bullet in slowmotion as it goes through the skull of a girl. It wasn't meant to do that.

05.10: Disneyland
I'm with Monica and Felix. I go through a door to "Disney Land" and I end up on a street. There are disney figures all around me and a "Minnie the Mouse" is walking down the road. I can see a string attached to her head, which is then attached to a colourful balloon up in the sky. I decide to try something out and walk up to a booth. A very hot woman is behind the counter and I ask her what kind of thing this is. "You walk these stairs, and win a prize!" she tells me happily. "How many steps are there?" I ask and she points at a sign. "800 steps, unless you're economy class, then it's less" she tells me.

I tell her we've got a suite. I do some dream math. "20 cm per step, times 800, that's 1,6km" I tell her. "No way we can climb that many". Suddenly she's not wearing anything but a darkblue thong. I can't look away and it seems to be shrinking. I can clearly see the outlines. "I love children's clothes" she whispers in my ear. Indeed. I give her a kiss and head up the stairs with Felix. I have no idea where Monica went. We walk the stairs for a minute before I get really tired. "Screw this, this is way too tiring" I tell him and we get out of the place.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Fun to have a longer dream for a change. I'm crossing my fingers for this weekend.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Yesterday was a complete failure. I didn't recall a single fragment, even though I slept for a long time and woke up a couple of times. Last night I did have a few interesting dreams, but all that is left is fragments.

22.30: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm being chased by a latino girl in a . I jump down from a balcony and in the air I flick my sharp towel at her face, cutting her in several places. The blood flows and I smile at the feat. I've had great control in this dream.

*I roll up an electric blanket we use at work. A few Polish guys are nearby and they ask if they can use it.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I aim for a lucid tomorrow. Friday night, the night of dreams.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm running out of titles, and so I've decided to start using dates for my dreams. This will make it easier to keep a track of them, and to be honest, I don't know why I haven't used it before. Anyways, had a few fragments last night.

22.20: Sleep

05.10: Fragments
*I'm with my brother at the pub. We're at a big table and there are people all around us. I decide to joke around a bit and start to sing "Happy Birthday" loud and clear. I fool atleast ten people that it's my brother's birthday and they sing the entire song. I laugh at him and he gives me a fake laugh back.

*I'm talking to someone as an old couple walks by. "I wish I could have a conversation with an intellectual college student" the woman says. I tell her I finished college just four years ago, and that we could have a conversation. She gives me a dumb look and says nothing, then walks away.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Yeah yeah. Tonight is "sleep night" and I will aim for a lucid with meditation, and mantra's. Wish me luck!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! As a new week begins, so does another week of too little sleep and lousy recall. Oh well, all I can do is to try to stay positive and hope for a lucid this weekend. A little bit of telekinesis would cheer me up for sure. I will try to write even fragments from now on, as I intend to up my recall once again. Had a dream I forgot about during the night, and a small fragment this morning.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: Fragment
*I get up and do my things to prepare for work. I guess it was a FA, but I have no clue. I take a bunch of vitamins as I usually do, but I can't swallow them. I struggle with them for a while and finally swallow them with some water. I can feel them in my chest.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Maytara who has incredible recall told me to really pay attention to all the details and really make an effort, and I feel like trying it out hardcore style. I know my recall isn't the worst, but having a couple of dreams in just a few hours of sleep would be awesome. Instead of trying to remember the dreams as a whole as I've done so far, I will go for extreme detail remembering. Will try atleast... Slacker that I am.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! I just got a new computer, and therefore I haven't been focusing much on dreams lately. I did try a half-assed WBTB this morning with a little supplements, but each time I woke up I had terrible recall. I know I had long and intricate dreams, it's just that something blocked them. Also I woke up and had a cool hallucination last night. Will write all of them as fragments.

00.30: Sleep

02.20: Nightly adventure
I wake up and see a striped patterned snake crawling under the sheets. "Fuck me sideways!" (actually said just that) I yell and jump out of bed. Monica who's sitting at the computer wonders what I'm doing. "There's a snake in the bed" I tell her. She starts laughing. "Or atleast I think there is, is probably just a hallucination". She walks over to the bed and jumps in it. I feel a bit frightened for her as she jumps around. "Die snake die!" she says and laughs.

05.30-11.00: Dreams
*I'm in school with a few people I know. My old friend Jesper is next to me. I take a look at his book and I can see it's Math C. "Wtf, so soon?" I ask and he tells me they're going at a faster pace.

*I'm with my mom and we're watching a catalogue with pictures of sunny resorts. I see "Gran Canaria" and I tell her I want to go there. They've got this amazing roller coaster.

*I'm with Eric and we meet up with a bunch of people. They tell us they want to go to a pub that lies a two hour train ride away. "Where are we supposed to sleep then?" I ask and a hairy, short constructionworker disciple tells me we can sleep at his place. A guy who must have been gay suggests in a very queer voice that we should visit a special place. I guess it's a gay bar.

*My friend Henrik has me in a weird hold where he's pushing on a pressure point on my E4. It's the place between the balls and the ass. Just like a chokehold when I try to get out of it, he pushes harder. "Okay okay I give!" I say as it hurts like hell. He plays some kind of game where he shoots people with a huge machinegun.

*I'm playing wow.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3, 150 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at mini WBTB

That's it! No lucid this weekend either, I'll get it next time.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I guess I'm a bit sexually frustrated. This was one rare set of dreams I just had. Has only happened three times during 1½ years.

04.25: Sleep

11.30: Work and dirty stuff #1
I'm outside of work and it's getting dark. I'm working over my shift, but I have to get something done before I go. An excavator is right there infront of me and I decide I need it to move a few boulders that are in the way. I get in and start moving huge slabs of rock. It goes smoothly, even though I haven't done it before, and all the rocks are pushed to the side. I spot a few fences that needs picking up. I try to pick one up that is lying down but it's alot harder than the rocks. A car is just next to it and I don't want to break the car. I finally get it right and start to pull it back. The car gets dragged along with it and I realise a small corner of the fence is stuck on the front of the car.

I let everything go but the car continues to roll. With a small "crack" it backs right into a pole. I get out and check the damage. Two of the four lights are broken. "Uh oh" I say to my coworkers around me. We all head up to the office to change. I walk up to my boss and tell him what I've accidentaly done. "Don't worry, Fredrik did that before you, so you didn't break it" he tells me. My other boss (Fredrik) comes up to me and smiles. I relax and head back to the locker room

Spoiler for Explicit 18+:

I must have walked into a party because all around the lockers, people are dressed up in nice clothes and are dancing. The locker room looks just like the one in my previous school. I try to head out but two girls block my path. I recognise them. One was from highschool and one from College. "Hi Matte, how are you?" The dark-haired one from highschool asks me. "I'm good, thanks, and you?" I ask back and look behind me. I don't have time for this. I look back and inspect them more closely and I realise they have no pants or panties on. Obviously they want me to look as they don't shy away, a great sight. "We're very good" the same girl says and licks her lips. Her eyes are glossy and I realise she's drunk, and horny. I take a step closer and put a hand on each girl. "Oh yeah, is that so?" I ask as I touch them. Both shaven, the talkative one very wet. I start to do circles with my fingers and they moan in ecstacy.

11.30: Work and dirty stuff #2]
I'm at work once again. I check my phone as I head towards the establishment. No text message from Monica. It's around 1'o clock and she hasn't texted yet, weird. A guy shows up next to me and heads for the nearest car, parked liked a douche. "Idiot" I think and start to run. After a minute of running I arrive at the neighbouring construction site. I run through all the pillars and say hi to one of the disciples there. I spot a small dog tied up to a pole. I arrive at some kind of food station. I grab a plate and start to put masses of food on it. I grab another one and do the same. I need to make sure I get enough for both Monica and me. I drop one of the plates and a wooden spoon in the dirty snow. I grab it and try to clean it off. Sand still clings to it. "You can't dishwash it at the dishwashing station" an old man tells me and points uphill. I head up the ramp and out of the site. I spot an offline dishwashing machine. It's got conveyer belts and all kinds of contraptions. I put the dishes on the belt and pull a lever so it says "1" instead of "0". The machine starts and I run along the windows to look at what's going on inside. I spot a long conveyer belt filled with plates of different kinds of food. Suddenly two plates collide and crash. Cucumber goes everywhere and I run back to the dishwasher and turn it off. I check if there's been any more damage done, only one more plate had crashed.

The dream skips. I'm almost waking up, but decide to induce a sexdream for some reason. I don't go back lucid though.

A blonde girl is sitting ontop, with her back facing me. My point of view changes from 1st person to 3rd person as I pick up the speed. Soon we both climax and she gets off and disappears. I lie there infront of the work building and just relax for a while. I realise I can't do this. "What if Monica finds out?" I think and start to put on my clothes. A very short, short- and black haired girl with piercings walk up to me as I'm sitting there. "Are you Matte?" she asks me. I tell her I am. A foot suddenly appears infront of me and I grab it inches from my face. She tries to kick me over and over and I laugh as I grab her leg. "What are you doing?" I ask her. "You're being a jerk to Monica!" she yells at me and tries to punch me. I dodge the punch and get some kind of card to look at. There are alot of options, but I can't recall what it said.

11.30: Fragment
*I'm wrestling my unce with my brother. I've got him in a chokehold from behind and he's got one on my brother. We've got the upper hand though, and I can see the fury in his eyes. They are actually getting red. I don't want to piss him off too much. "He's not angry yet, you don't want to see him angry" my brother tells me. We slowly let him go and back away.

11.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements before bed: None

That's it! My subconscious will always get me if I cheat.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!