non-lucid

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I will be experimenting with the doses of B6 this weekend, I tried taking 150 mg last night (one 100 mg pill and one 50 mg) and I had two pretty long dreams. I'm not sure if one of them is more effective than the other, and that's why I'm gonna try them out.

03.00: Work
I'm at work with my friend Henrik. We're doing some ground work and it's really confusing. I wonder why the hell I don't know how to do this (on the brink of becoming lucid). Henrik tells me has to take a walk and walks down a path into the forest. I figure he just needs to make a call or whatever and continues working. He comes back and we do some more work. After a few minutes of digging in the mud, he tells me he has to go take another walk. I'm starting to suspect something and I follow him.

I walk with my eyes downcast and I see he's meeting up with his real father. They notice me but I continue walking up a hill. I walk up to a guy at work and I start talking to him. "Don't take this personal Matteh, but you gotta learn how to do this properly" he tells me and points at a map. "Yeah I know, don't worry, I'm not mad" I tell him and feel like an idiot. My boss comes up to me and starts talking about David.

"He's become such a slacker. He will never make it. He started out as a good boy, then ended up smoking and cheating on his girlfriend and everything" I agree with him.

07.30: McClub - höhö
I'm with a few friends and Monica at some kind of mc club. Apparently we're just about to have some fun with go-carts. I try them out a bit and I notice I can barely turn the thing without my wrists hurting. "Oh well, I'll just look then" I say and walk away. I grab a sandwich and sit down on the ground next to a small yellowish box. Inside I find alot of pictures of Marilyn Monroe, and she's naked in many of them!

I take a good look at her perky black and white boobs before the owner of the club comes up to me and tells me to hand the box over. Suddenly I get the urge to play Magic the Gathering and my friend G tells me to get the cards in the car. I walk outside and it's night out. There's a couple of guys standing outside of a bar and smoking. I grab the card boxes from the car and I lock the doors. "Why weren't they locked before?" I wonder and start walking back. I hide the cards under my sweater and has to walk a bit retarded.

Two guys walk past me, they're twins I notice and I start wondering about faces in dreams, since you can only see faces you've once seen (according to the myth). The dream changes and we're at the grocery store. Monica has taken a shopping cart and I notice several coins under it on a tray. I start collecting all the 50 cent ones (they're not valid anymore) and I get a whole bunch. An old lady comes up to us and starts talking about random things.

I spot several 1 kr coins, but they're more like euros with gold on the outside and silver in the middle. Only these had bronze on the inside and silver on the outside. Pretty cool! I show Monica. An old taekwondo friend (Juan) comes up to us. He's alot taller than he actually is. We greet and he tells me he has to buy some stuff, but the store is closed. I look behind him and see a few people standing there, waiting for it to open. Doctor Cox from Scrubs is there and he sneaks in. Soon everyone enters the store and Juan aswell.

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Food before bed: 1x 100 mg B6, 1x 50 mg B6, 2 Omega-3 pills.

That's it! I had just a few fragments the last two days so I couldn't be bothered writing them down. Anyways weekend is closing in, and I am so having a lucid dream! Was too long ago now. I've started realitychecking alot more often and meditating. Will be awesome.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. I don't know if it was because I worried about not getting up when the alarm went off, or if it was because the curtains were down, but I didn't sleep very well. There were lights on the roof in different shapes and I woke up several times thinking they had a meaning and something like that... Atleast I recalled one dream.

04.30: Vampires
I'm on the roof of some kind of bus, going through a poor neighbourhood. There are people in the streets, walking around like zombies in ragged clothes, eyes red. I can hear a voice from somewhere, telling me the story of this place. "The vampires have gone to the limit in search of blood, and they have to sell most of their possessions to even get a few drops"

Apparently I've ended up in the "Daybreakers" world, where most humans are extinct. I crouch and try not to be seen while the bus drives on through the slum. We arrive at a large gate and I decide to get off. I jump off the bus and end up behind a bunch of computer screens, standing on some tables next to the gate. I sit there for a while, watching people walk by when a girl my age spots me. "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you" I notice her eyes are red but apparently not all vampires with red eyes are bad.

We chat for a while and she's really nice. Suddenly three guys walk up to her and ask her what she's doing. Apparently one of them is her boyfriend and he's pissed. I don't hesitate for a second and jump them, slaying them all in the blink of an eye. I don't know how I got a sword but I cut down a whole bunch of them before someone grabs my arm. The dream starts destabilizing. A group of people stand before me, my vampire-slaying friends. I feel kinda psychotic and laugh. "Relax..." one of them tells me. "I only feel alive when the adrenaline is pumping" I tell them.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 100 mg B6. 2 Omega-3 pills.

That's it. Pretty cool dream but not very vivid in the end where I started killing. I'm glad it wasn't because I don't really enjoy doing it. It's still pretty cool!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I was just cockblocked in the coolest way ever. Had a few dreams last night, and even though I don't remember much from them, I'm sure they were all very long and complicated.

04.00: Debt
I'm at some random place in the woods with alot of other people. I guess it's some kind of festival and it's pretty dark outside. I bump into a guy and I realise it's someone I once knew. Unlucky me he's one of the "badass" people here in my hometown and he claims I owe him money. "Give me 6000 kr and we call it even" he tells me in that respect-demanding soft voice. I know this won't end up good for me if I don't do what he says so I tell him that he will get his money. I have to almost kiss his fucking feet for him not to rage on me... I'm not sure how the dream ended, but I remember making alot of calls.

6.30: Sink
I'm leaning on a sink in a bathroom. There's another person there but I don't know who. "If you close your eyes and imagine being in a dream, you will soon be in it" I say. I close my eyes, relax and try to imagine stuff. It's mostly black. "This is how you WILD" I try again but I don't get much.

Two thumbs up for not realising I was already in a dream! But I did try to incubate in the dream, which is progress atleast!

8.00: Subconscious cockblocking
I'm at the most awesome beach ever. There are white buildings on either side of me and the water almost touches them. A band is playing at a platform out in the water and there's a pretty big crowd of people watching. A couple of minutes later the band has disappeared and the crowd aswell. The waves are alot bigger now and I can see several people surfing. My brother goes into the water with a surf board and I follow.

A wave comes crashing down on me as soon as I reach the water and I tumble around for a couple of seconds before I get back on my feet. I don't know why, but I have a radio controlled car. I steer it into another wave and I follow it. We both make it through but on the other side, a woman in the late 30's has speared my car! She removes the spear and I see three holes in it. "What did you do that for?" I ask.

I make the car go forward but it shuts down every other second or so. "You owe me 20$" she looks at me and tries to explain something. I notice how hot this woman actually is. Grey pants with blonde hair and nice breasts. "Do you wanna fuck?" I ask her just like that. (I'm actually 1/4th lucid kinda at this point) She looks over at her fat husband who's out in the water. She quickly nods at me and I take her hand and head for the nearest building.

The house isn't really finished and hasn't been painted. There are no windows and no door. Suddenly a small girl appears in the door and walks by. She has a yellow/brownish colour to her like an old photo, black long hair and a wound on her forehead. She grins at me evily and I stop. "Fuck that, I ain't having sex in a haunted house" I say and start walking towards another house. We enter it and the woman runs ahead into one of the bedrooms.

I'm not far behind but when I enter it, she's gone. "Wtf is going on?" I wonder and I see a closet. The doors open and a small girl walks out, in a pink fluffy pyjamas. "Oh shit... Damn you ghost girl!" I think for myself and I realise this is all just an illusion. It's still a woman! (like in movies where one person has hallucinations) I lay her on the bed and I try to imagine her turning into a woman again. Nothing happens and now she's not even a girl, she's a large doll. I start unzipping the pyjamas from the top and when I reach the bottom, it's still a doll...

The evil Cockblocker The doll

11.00: Robbing my uncle
I'm with another guy and we both got rifles. I kick the door infront of us open and storm in. With a couple of well placed shots, two of the three guys in the room goes down. I drop my rifle and take out my sidearm. With a swift motion I take the last guy down on the floor and hold the gun to his head. "What's the combination to the computer?" I ask him. "You'll never get it!" my uncle replies and I bend his arm a little.

"He won't crack" the other guy says and I release him. A black and white cat walks by and I grab it. "Perhaps this will make you talk" I say and put a boot on the cat. I'm not really hurting the thing and he can tell. "Fuck you!" I pick up the cat and start strangling it gently. The cat starts meowing and I know my uncle will crack this time. "Okay okay I'll tell you the code" I release the cat and it hits me, clearly pissed off. We get the documents we need.

12.00: Zombietheme maths
I'm standing outside of a locked building and the world is filled with zombies (don't know why, but that's how it is). To get in I have to do math. There's a big board on the roof of the building and I can see several digits. "2*2*2=" I try to calculate it but the numbers I write down keep changing and nothing adds up. I get really frustrated. This goes on for like five minutes.

12.00: Looking for the second glock
I'm walking towards my appartment building and I reload my glock. "Hmm it would be awesome to storm in with one glock in either hand" I think and put the safety on, and put it behind my back. I reach for my bag which turns into a binder. I don't know how I was supposed to find the second glock in there but I look for it anyways. I see several pictures and texts I've written. Even some pictures my friend Jonas had drawn. "He's good at drawing" Monica points out.

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Food before bed: 100 mg B6. 3 Omega-3 pills.

That's it! I was a bit more lucid than usual in all my dreams, and I knew I could change them like I wanted to. Like the cockblock dream and the uncle dream. I knew what was going to happen kind of... Anyways it was a cool night with great vividness and very interesting dreams. Even tho strangling that cat was a bit disturbing, it survived!

It's actually my uncle's birthday today and I had totally forgotten about it. Perhaps that's why I dreamt about him? The subconscious is a cool thing, if I don't feel bad for cheating in a dream, my subconscious makes sure I won't get laid!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't have a very interesting night... Just alot of fragments and boring dreams. Not much else to say.

6.30: Lost and found
I'm walking down a road with my sisters, my brother and two other people. Apparently we've all been missing for a long time. A reporter comes running towards us and starts asking us alot of questions. We answer her and she gets all excited. I come up with a funny thing to do when we're going live in a few minutes. "What if I put like cardboard over my mouth, and wear glasses. Then I'll say to the camera that I want to be anonymous. You guys will stand behind me and wave and everyone would still know who I am"

My brother and I start laughing at the brilliant "masterplan" and continue walking down the road. Suddenly we're outside of my cousins house. We enter the house and Martin whispers in my ear: "Try to get laid" I ignore him and look around. The ceiling is really low and I have to crouch. I greet with my cousin Michael and he asks if my beer is disgusting. I take a look at the beer I'm holding. It's a brown bottle with golden details. I chug it all. "Nope, not too bad".

10.00-13.00 Fragments
*A guy at work is messing with me so I take his finger and I bend it. He screams in pain and I release it. "Dude... That was the finger I hurt before" he tells me and walks away. I remember he had and I feel bad.

*I'm banned from DV chat. I say something to a guy I think is Alex and another one bans me. I sit there and wait for them to unban me, but nothing happens!

*A really fucked up pokémon fight. Like that stone worm onix is spewing out rocks, writing a name on the ground...

*A guy I know has registered on DV. His english is the worst shit I've ever seen and I try to read his first DJ entry. I remember him telling me about the dream that I'm reading.

*I'm in a mudpit or something like that. There's another guy there and we're jumping around doing flips and complicated spinning kicks.

13.00: Psichic... Not psychic
I'm with Monica and we've just entered a small house. Inside I find a large circular shower with room for a few people. I decide to just watch while Monica is taking a shower sitting down. Afterwards a girl enters the house and ask us if we've seen a man with a stab wound on his cheek. "My mom told me something was going to happen, she's psychic!" we tell her we haven't seen the man and look at eachother. We did see him earlier and it's all a little freaky. The girl leaves and an old schoolmate shows up. He's out of breath. "Her mom isn't psychic. She's psichic" he tells us panting. "I don't wanna screw this one night stand up"

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills. 100mg B6 at 10.00.

That's it! Three dreams with false memories in them. We'll see what the future brings!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID SEMI-LUCID

Good morning! Dreamt alot last night, and it was nice! None were unpleasant (except one which was annoying) and I even had a semi-lucid one!

04.30: Superpowers
I'm with my sisters and brothers and a few more people. We're having a conversation about the different kind of powers we all have. "Has anyone started to develop a second power?" I ask and everyone tells me they do. I smile as they all show me they've "chosen" telekinesis as a second power. They move around small objects and can't do much yet since they're just starting to learn it. We walk around for some time, and end up at a parking lot with garages on the sides. I decide it's time to show them my extraordinary power with telekinesis. I turn semi-lucid and know that the more I believe in my power the easier it will be to use. My sister Malin is infront of me and she is a perfect "test subject" I raise my hand and clench it in the air as I usually do when I use telekinesis and fling her away. With a yelp she flies away from me in the air really fast and yells at me to stop. I bring her back just as fast and almost make her crash into one of the garages before I stop her. I gently release her and smile as everyone looks at me in awe and admiration.

04.30: Taekwondo
I'm with my old taekwondo club and it's time to compete! My friend Felix and his brother Viktor is there and their trainer tells them to put on plates on their feet. "You will get a pair of those aswell Matteh" he tells me. "Uhm ok... I don't even practice taekwondo anymore" I think for myself. I see two people who used to live on our street when we were kids. They're very nervous and don't seem to feel very good. My friend Erik shows up with his girlfriend Carro. They drop a bikini and I pick it up. It's black and white.

06.00: Super headphones please!
I'm in an electronics store in my girlfriend's hometown. I'm standing next in line with a mother infront of me. She's taking a long time and finally it's my time. "Hi! I'm looking for some headphones which has EVERYTHING on" I tell the guy behind the counter and he shows me one of those phone accessories you put in your ear. I look at it for a while trying to decide. "I'm not sure that's my thing, earwax will get everywhere..." I want something with EVERYTHING on. I imagine they having a visor, radio, a screen and stuff like that. I tell him no thanks and leave the store. I walk down the street and my dad shows up. He starts ranting on about bridges and I don't really pay attention. I see the local pub with a few people in it drinking beer.

07.30: Fishing rod and worms
I'm with my youngest brother Morgan and we're chasing our sisters on a road in the middle of the woods. I have no idea what we were riding but some kind of skateboard perhaps. Anyways suddenly we stop because Morgan has to take care of his fishing rod. While he's trying to untangle the line and pack it up, I look at the ground. There's a small hole I start digging in. Suddenly there are worms everywhere. Large and wriggly things. I grab a handful and tell him this is great shit. The dream changes and we're at my mom and dad's house. The fishing rod is still not taken care of and I try to do it myself but their damn dog is in the way. He puts his paw on the hook and puts it up in the air and look at it. I remove it gently while screaming at my mom to take care of their dog. Suddenly we're having dinner and my sister spills food on my lap. It's pasta bolognese and it's not very good. I just smile and swallow the anger.

07.30: Fragments
*Ducks are running around and eating old french fries from the ground. They move in a circle around me. Another group of animals are also trying to eat fries. I'm not sure but I think it was cats.

*I'm on a train, and I don't have to pay to ride it.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6 and 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it! Sweet night. Some more lucidity would have been nice, but the feeling of telekinesis was nice! I still got it hoho, was a few weeks ago since I last used it. I even remember the sensation of flying a bit, but I don't know if I really did it.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Mmmbop. I had a few dreams last night after some heavy duty drinking. I recalled all three of them as soon as I woke up, which was cool. If I would have slept for an hour or two more, I would probably have had a few more. Still better than nothing!

11.00: Huge bathroom
I'm at my friend G's parents house. We enter their huge bathroom and it's awesome! The walls are covered in brownish tiles and there are like eight showers and a sauna. I admire the thing and talk to his mom for a while. I notice a bag of shrimp on a bench in the middle of the whole thing and I pick it up. I remember it being mine which I left there two days ago. They still look fresh but they're redder than they should've been.

11.00: Drugs class
I'm with Monica and we enter a classroom. We don't belong there but decide to see how long we can stay without getting caught. We each take a seat at a bench and look at the paper infront of us. I can see it's about drugs and different kinds of medicines. "Holy shit this is hard... I'll fail this test right away" I think and I look around. Monica doesn't look very happy either and a teacher enter the classroom. He doesn't notice us and he starts talking about drugs.

11.00: Fragment
*I'm talking to someone about how long it takes to take the bus all the way to my hometown. It will take like 1½ hours.

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Food before bed: Beer

That's it. I'm thinking of experimenting with my sleeping cycles. Waking up after 4½ hours of sleep, then 6, 7½, 9 and 10½. And even then perhaps incubate a desert after each waking?

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm just kidding, I do want more. Gimme more, gimme more! I slept for a very long time last night, and I had many dreams. I even figured out what I'm doing in the morning, and I'm actually incubating a dream without knowing it! I will tell you more about it further down.

Night: Party
I'm sitting at a table at a big party and I'm talking to a girl who looks very much alike my girlfriend's friend. Let's call her Emo. Emo and I are having a very long and interesting conversation and after ten minutes or so, she picks up her handbag and heads for the bathroom. I'm left by the table and I finally got time to think. "Omg I didn't tell her I've got a girlfriend!" I think for myself and I start feeling bad. She comes back and I tell her that I've got a girlfriend. "Oh that's ok, I'm not interested in you anyway" she tells me. I know she's lying. "Yeah right, well I would have taken you if I didn't have one" I tell her and walk away. I walk up to Monica who's standing just a few meters away and I hug her. We start talking.

I wake up and it's 10.00. My mind starts wandering and instead of seeing things, I imagine I see them. I use to do this when I'm supposed to write a dream down but I'm too lazy to do it. I then end up thinking of doing it but somehow it gets so real that I think I am actually doing it.
Monica goes to the bathroom and comes back to bed and I write down a dream. My dad and I are having a conversation about a song. "It's so awesome!" he tells me. Apparently he has just discovered it.

10.00: Fragment
*I'm reading a comic book. It's genre is action and something about a tank of some sort.

I wake up again and I realise that I've incubated a dream involuntarily. I decide to try it out and I think of the desert and how awesome it is. I try to imagine there being a huge palace there and I spend several minutes exploring the place.

11.00: G the crybaby
I'm at my friend G's house with my other friend Felix. He's been really lazy the last few days and he's in bed. "Come on you lazy fatass!" I tell him and he starts crying! I get really mad and I walk up their stairs, talking about how friends say stuff like that and don't mean it. Felix follows and G's dad is sitting in the stairs, talking to us about respect or something like that. It's almost as if he's asking questions than making statements and I decide not to listen to him. We're about to go down the stairs with our snowboards when I realise it's no use. We walk down again and enter the room G's in. Felix removes all his clothes except his underwear and lie next to him. "Omg not so close you homo" G starts whining and pushes Felix off the bed. "But I got alot on my mind at the moment..." Felix complains and I ask him what it is. "Well Becci mostly..."

11.00: Measuring stuff
I'm holding out my arms and a girl is walking around me, measuring. Suddenly she takes off all of her clothes and she's completely naked! I look at Monica and I can see she's blushing. The girl continues her work and she's now shaking for some reason. I can see blonde hair going up from her stomach to her chest on her otherwise perfect, tanned body.

12.00: Snowboarding
I'm at a skiing resort with my friends. "This slope looks too easy" I tell them and we take a watch at the map for a better slope. Suddenly we're in the slope and I'm on my snowboard. I have to dodge some kids in the end but it doesn't feel right. I look down and I see that my strappings are fucked up.

12.45: Winter
It's freezing cold outside of my parent's new house. I'm standing next to a large field filled with waist-deep snow. I can see an excavator and I walk up to it. Instead of Snusknicke from work, I see my cousin Micke. He has to struggle to keep his eyes open and I ask him if it's harder working than being in school. "Yeah... I'm constantly tired now" he tells me and I decide to climb high up. While being up there, my brother Martin comes up and starts shaking the thing. "Cut it out! I'm dizzy all of a sudden" I tell him and I can't remember having any breakfast. It's a sunny day with a blue sky and it's all very nice from up where I'm at. I try to get down and after a few tries I'm on the ground.

I leave the excavator and walk inside the house. I'm greeted by my dad and I tell him my feet are really cold. I remove my shoes and I can see that they're whiter than normal. Plus I can barely feel them. My mom is watching TV and I walk over to her. I notice it's something about Lucid Dreaming. "See? I told you. Awesome isn't it?" I ask her and she agrees with me. My dad shows me his arm which has a huge half-healed scar on it. It's the shape of a dogbite and I ask him what happened. He explains to me that their dog Igor was fighting another dog, and he came inbetween them. He re-creates the scenario in slow motion by using his hands, pretending they're a pair of jaws slowly closing in on his arm.

12.45: Russian nightclub
I'm in Russia and I'm looking for a nightclub. A guy tells me where the best club in town is, and I go there. It must have been illegal since I couldn't see any sign. I can see a guy standing in a hallway infront of a white door and I walk up to him and ask him where the club is. He walks past me and out on the street, disappearing. I knock at the door and a huge Russian opens right away. He's got blood-shot eyes and is atleast 2.5 meters tall. He asks me something in Russian and I agree. I'm let into this club filled with anabolic guys and I don't feel safe at all.

The dream gets really weird and it's like I'm watching a movie instead of being there. But a Chinese guy comes rushing in, there to rescue me! He screams while running down the hall and jumps up in the air, trying to do a fly-kick. The Russian starts running towards him and I expect them to crash into eachother right away. The Chinese guy is still in the air though, and he has to round a corner. He does it and crashes into the Russian, all while being airborn.

They start fighting eachother. The Chinese picks up a sandbag and holds it to his chest. Then pushes the Russian into a fence. Blood gets everywhere but the Russian won't give up without a fight! He pushes the Chinese against a fence on the other side, but it's not as effective. The Chinese does the same again and this time, the Russian gets half imbedded into the fence. He dies instantly.

12.45: Fragment
*I'm watching a guy and a girl. The guy is halfway buried in snow and the girl has a leash in her hand, with the guy attached to it. He starts yelling while going even further down. "Hmm that's a nice magic trick" I think as I watch the girl laughing.

Amount of sleep: 12½ Hours

Food before bed: 100mg B6, 2 omega-3 pills.

That's it! Awesome night. I woke up with a headache at 12.45, so I couldn't sleep more. I'm gonna try DEILD'ing more often and also to incubate dreams while waking up. As I've done it pretty often before, it shouldn't be too hard. It's just that it's hard to focus on something you want, without getting all excited.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I'm working two hours a day now. I get up at 7.30 so I don't get much sleep. I've also noticed that worrying about work and worrying about not getting up in the morning affects my recall. I did wake up 1½ hour after going to bed, but I didn't recall anything. Tried to incubate desert but still no success. I'm sure it will show up during the weekend!

7.30: Buy me cigarettes
I'm in a shop with my girlfriend. We're just about to leave when a short, sweaty guy stops me at the door. "Hey man, buy me some cigarettes" I tell him that I don't have any money, and try to leave. "Come on! Can't I just borrow some? You'll get it back in two days..." I sigh and I tell him no. "How am I supposed to trust you to give it back?" I ask him. "Uhm, I'm a trustworthy guy. Alright then, can you just give me 23 kr?" I feel relieved and take out my wallet and hand him a few coins.

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: Air

That's it! I'm constantly tired atm. Must be because I've become such a slacker during these last few months.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Heya. I didn't get much sleep at all last night... I tried to fall asleep for atleast an hour or more, and after a while I suddenly woke up from a strange dream. The clock showed 4.30. I don't recall much from it.

4.30: Rats and retarded blonde
I'm at my cousins house and I'm taking care of their rats while they are away. There's a blonde girl with me and she has really thin hair and looks a bit retarded. I pat her on the cheek and she looks up at me, like she wants me. I can't help to feel the same for some reason, but we don't do anything. The rats has to be moved and we start talking about how we should do it. "Should we just move the cages, or should we trap them in this room?" I ask.

Amount of sleep: 4 hours

Food before bed: 1 can of mackerell on knäckebröd, 20cl applejuice,
2 eggs, 1 omega-3 pill, 100mg B6.

Well, atleast something from 4 hours. I think it was because of the B6. I have started to try to incubate a desert, for the MILD class. And I think it's going well! We'll see if I make it in three weeks, but I should be able to. If I stay positive and try hard.

One thing I might able to do, is remember what it feels like being on the beach, that can help with the visualization. Or even touch some sand in a sandbox.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I really have to stop being such a damn slacker... I had three dreams last night, but I only remember one of them. I didn't write anything down, and I ended up with a few fragments instead. Well well.

10.00: The stolen puppy
I'm with my sister Madde, and we're in a city. It's night out and for some reason we're standing on a hill, holding a puppy. We run down the hill while trying to soothe the now crying puppy. "Make it stop crying!" Madde tells me. "It will attract its mother" I start worrying like hell about being chased by a huge black dog and ofcourse I can hear it barking behind us. We run through the city into different alleys and we get rid of the puppy in one of them. The dream skips and I'm now facing the dog. It attacks and it's wearing the face of my other sister: Malin. I pick up a few rocks and I try to hit it/her with them. I miss completely and we fight for a while. The dog has now transformed into my sister and I'm very careful not to harm her. Everything gets very emotional and I hit her with my knee in the stomach.

13.00: Fragments
*Something about dried up roses, my girlfriend keeps them everywhere.

*I'm wrestling this guy in knee deep snow.

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Food before bed: 1 can of mackerell, 1 egg,
protein shake, 1 omega-3 pill and 100mg B6

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't dream much last night... I got one fragment and one dream. Still something!

8.45: Schweird School
I'm in a shop of some sort. It's filled with fishing tools and different gadgets. I grab a folding rule and head for the cashier. The guy behind the counter is doing something on a computer. I glimpse what he's doing and I see that the CD in the computer is called something like: "Sexy" and he quickly shuts the window down. He takes the folding rule and tells me how much it is. Then gives me another choice. I can do him a favour instead of paying. I don't think it sounds like a good idea and tells him I just want to pay for it. After a minute or so we agree on a deal which was even worse. I now have to do something for him, but I don't really know what.

The dream changes and I'm in a classroom. I have to go and get something from english class, and the people around me describe where the classroom is located. "You will never make it in time though" one of them tells me. I don't care and decide to run there. I leave the classroom and the school and I start running. The gravity is fucked up as always when I try to run, but after a few tries with different running "techniques" I get it right, and I'm running fast! I run towards the building where the english class is supposed to be, and I meet my friend Felix at the door. I see he's around ten years younger than he is now, and we talk for a while. "Omg this is the wrong place" I tell myself and I tell Felix I have to go. I now remember where the class is supposed to be! It's in the centre.

I run into the centre and I meet an old classmate of mine. He's giving out free papers and I feel bad for him. We talk for a while and walk towards the entrance of my goal. Alot of people are pouring out and I push myself past them. The place is filled with tables and party things. There's beer on the table and I see my english teacher. We start talking in english and I rant on about something important... Suddenly she realises she can't speak in english anymore and laughs. I grab a Bacardi Breezer and starts drinking.

13.30: Fragment
* I'm watching a bunch of famous people's faces. They all morph and I recognise one of them as an old friend, which I point out to Monica.

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Food before bed: Soup, 2 omega-3 pills, 50mg B6.

9.00: Porridge, 2 omega-3 pills, 50mg B6.

That's it! The WBTB at 8.45 went to shit. That's all I gotta say.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning. Didn't recall any dreams in two days, but tonight was a big success! I woke up at 9.00 and did a WBTB. Went to bed again at 9.45 after some breakfast, and the dreaming started. I also had my first annoying session of False Awakenings. It wasn't as fun as I thought it was, but still I'm glad! I will now start doing Reality Checks everytime I wake up.

Nightly Adventure - The walls are caving in
I wake up and get on my feet in an instant quick jump. The walls are caving in! I start yelling "Oh shit, oh shit!" While holding my hands out towards them. With telekinetic powers I manage to stabilize one of the walls, but the other one is still instable. I look real closely to make sure this isn't my imagination, and sure enough, the wall is full of cracks and it's swaying. I decide to try to control the telekinesis without using my hand and I put it down. "Baby... What are you doing?" Monica asks from beneath in a tired voice. The walls are finally stable and we're safe. I go take a piss.

Nightly Adventure - End of the world
The world is ending. I don't know why but I decided I needed my snowboard for this. I get out of bed and walk up to it where it's hanging on the wall. My waterpipe is in the way, on the shelf below so I decide to take it down first. There's alot of stuff on that shelf and a deck of cards fall to the floor. "What are you doing now?" Monica asks. "It's okay, I just gotta fix this" I tell her. Suddenly I wake up for real, and put the waterpipe back in place.

9.00: 45 minutes WBTB

11.45: Scared babysitter
I'm at my parents house and apparently I'm babysitting two kids. I don't know the kids and I'm very jumpy. The little boy runs upstairs and I follow him. I tell him that he can't just run off like that. We're standing at the top of the stairs and I look down. Suddenly a girl shows up, and I scream in terror. She looks up at me and starts crying. I realise it's the girl I'm babysitting and I comfort her. Not only am I babysitting two kids, but also a few pets. Including a small rodent. The door opens and my mom comes back home. The little rat sneaks out and I chase it down. Outside I see several other animals, including a huge possum, a few dogs and a cat. They all try to sneak back inside and I try to stop them. It's all very frustrating. When we're back inside I try to explain everything to my mom, but she's totally ignoring me. So is everyone else and I scream out loud for a few seconds in frustration.

11.45: Chasing Harry Potter
I'm a flying observer of some kind, and I'm watching Harry Potter and his friend Ron run for their lives. A bunch of people are chasing them through the city of Stockholm, and they're in the older quarters. They reach a cliff overlooking the water and jump in. With magic they alternate between flying and gliding on the water and they enter a canal. They start shooting red sparks with their wands on the nearby mountain walls and try to bring some of it down for some reason. I decide to stop caring about them and look around some. The feeling of flying is awesome as usual, but the view is even more so. The canal disappear into the city and on its sides are old houses. It's all very beautiful.

11.45: Travelling
I wake up on a bus. I've been sleeping, trying to achieve a lucid dream. (so close to realising I'm in one already!) The driver asks me if I had a nice nap, and I tell him it was ok, but I didn't accomplish my goal. I check the time and realise I only have 10 more minutes before the bus will reach its destination. I'm in a seat facing backwards. The driver calls out in the speakers. "Seems like we got a sleepy head on the bus" and everyone starts laughing at me. I drop my headphones on the floor, and Monica helps me retrieve them. They roll around and I drop them several more times before I finally get a proper hold on them. We arrive at a customs of some sort and after some time, we enter a building.

I walk around the building with my luggage and an Australian man comes up to me with two of his kids and ask me something. I drool on his leg for some reason, and they take off. I run into the bathroom of the place and splashes my face with water. "God damnit, what about hepatitus B?" I think for myself. "Wait a minute... We haven't even been on a plane yet, we must still be at home" I leave the bathroom and end up sitting in a corridor, waiting for the plane to depart or something. A woman in a phonebooth tells me she will freak out if the phone doesn't work this time. "I've put in as much money as possible" Ofcourse it doesn't work and she starts screaming at it. I get up and leave.

I enter a restaurant and I find a Linus from work sitting at a low table in a sofa. "Hey Matteh! Come over here" he tells me and I walk over. I take a look at what he's eating. It appears to be some kind of dessert made of chopped up, roasted almonds, cream and alot of colourful fruits. It looks delicious, but doesn't taste very much I notice after taking a bite. One of the chefs comes over with another plate. It looks like a paella of some kind with mussles and rice. He also puts a glass filled with some white liquid on the table. I ask him what's in it. "Cream, milk and a few spiders" he tells me. I can see the six or seven small black spiders in it, and they are sinking into the milk, one by one. When all the spiders have disappeared, the liquid in it starts bubbling like crazy and it turns transparent. The spiders in it turns into slices of starfruit with a touch of red. "Awesome!" I exclaim.



13.00: False Awakenings
I wake up in my bed, and I think about what I've dreamt. I decide to write some of it down but something's not right... The light is totally messed up and Monica isn't here. I wake up. Monica is next to me this time, and I put a hand on her ass. "Damn that was a False Awakening" I think for myself while lying there, trying to remember what I've dreamt. I wake up. This time Monica isn't there, and I remember why: She's at work. I count my fingers and pinch my nose and try to breathe. Nope this time I'm awake for real...

13.50: Unstable shop
I enter a shop of some sort, and the entire shop is vibrating. I enter a small room and I can see thousands of cans of coke. I shut the door and a woman walks up to me. "You can't enter there! You have to be careful, or the whole place will colapse!" She's really freaking out, but I'm not the least worried. I calm her down.

13.50: Smart girls know when you're lying
I'm in a car with some girl. She's driving and somehow I have to explain what I've done recently to her. I make up a story and try to convince her. She knows I'm lying straight away, and tells me to tell her the truth (I think she was my wife or something). I tell her the truth. "I stabbed a man to death" I can recall doing so, a knife to the back. "Come on! Tell me the truth! Now you're just rambling" she tells me and I sigh.

13.50: Fragment
*Something about my electric bill being over 500kr.

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Food before bed: 1 can of mackerell, 2 eggs, 20cl applejuice, 30cl protein shake, 1 omega-3 pill, 100mg B6.

9.15: Porridge, 15cl applejuice, 1 omega-3 pill, 50mg B6

That's it! One hell of a night. I thank the B6 for that. I don't really know how effective B6 is. But I think it amplifies dream recall and vividness, and if you have a bad night, B6 won't help. That's what I think.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Guten tag! I slept to 15.00 today... That sucks, because it's almost starting to get dark out and that can't be good for the body haha! Anyways I didn't recall much from last night. I was in a very good mood yesterday, with full confidence I would have another Lucid Dream. But I didn't... Tomorrow I'll rebound my REM, and hopefully I'll get another one the night to tuesday.

Dream fragments

*Something about talking birds. There was this crow, talking to a falcon or something like that. Telling him to believe in himself...

*My sister is telling me she's bisexual. We're standing outside of our old appartment.

*I'm with a huge medieval army. I walk among the ranks and inspect the men.

*A man tells me something... And I remember being lucid, but that's all.

*Alot of fucked up feelings, images and strange logic. Like the pillows has a meaning, and I gotta count something. I can't really explain it, but it was like a fever dream.

13.00: The crazy biker
I'm outside of my friend G's house. Most of the lawn is soaked in water for some reason and me and his mom are trying to figure out why. I see a small stream of water coming from the neighbours. It's all black and it smells awful! I decide to talk a walk. I'm apparently at my old street, where I used to live when I was a kid. My other friend's mom shows up, and we walk together. After a while she takes off into the woods and I'm left standing at the base of a small hill. Jesper (the friend) shows up with another Jesper (my neighbour) and I tell him that his mom just took off. He tells me they're going skiing and I ask him where. He tells me they're going to Nacka, and they will be staying there for three weeks. I think this is kinda odd since Nacka is just outside of Stockholm. I don't think much about it and I decide to walk out of there. When I walk past them, I can see they're wearing no shirts, and that they have tattoos all over their bodies. They take off in their car and I end up in my dad's car for some reason. We're driving on a road, and a dirtbike rushes past us. He does a wheelie and almost falls over several times. While having one tire in the air, he hits the throttle and jumps up in the air, and lands on one tire again. "This is amazing!" I think and wonder when he's going to fall. After each jump, he gets more and more wobbly and after a turn, he falls off. The bike crashes and he starts rolling. A second later he's up back on his feet and jumps up in the air, spins around and hits the kicker to start the bike. Then takes off.

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Food before bed: 1 can of makrill on 3 pieces of knäckebröd, 3 more pieces of knäckebröd and 1 egg.
2 Omega-3 pills, 100 mg B6 and 1 multivitamin pill.

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. This night wasn't a good recall night at ALL. Three fragments... But! I had a lucid dream during the 15 minute nap I took when I woke up! Awesome!

Night Fragments
*I'm at a carnival, and I have just been on some crazy ass ride. The whole world is spinning and I can't stand up straight. I almost fall over and walk like a drunk. I drop my bus tickets and I pick them up again after alot of effort.

*I'm standing on a hill overlooking a huge, green meadow with my two brothers. There are blue inflatable pools all around and we run towards them. I feel the water and it's pretty warm. I think we jump in one of them.

*I'm sitting in my sofa, and my dad hands me a few papers. "Look for a part time job" he says and I start looking. I see a pizza delivery job.

13.17: Dreamtask Complete DILD
I'm in a corridor. The walls and floor are made out of wood. A comfy, light-brown wood, with a nice shine to it. I know I'm in a dream and I start walking. I repeat to myself "What should I do?" but don't come up with a good answer. Apparently I'm at the local pub and I decide to see what Tommy (the owner) has to offer me.

I walk up to the bar and I can see that everything's made out of the same kind of wood. There's no one behind the bar, but I expect someone to come through one of the two doors I see. A second later, Tommy shows up and he looks alot younger. "This must be what he looked like when he was younger" I think for myself and smile at the man standing infront of me. He has orange curly hair instead of being bald. He's pretty fit instead of being fat, and he's actually smiling! I still don't know what I am supposed to do... "Why the hell is it so hard to remember?" I ask myself and decide to just ask him for the first thing that pops into my mind: Kolaremmar. (it's a chewy, long, fudge candy) I try to ask for them, but no sound comes out of my mouth! I try a second time but I only manage to produce a tiny whisper. He still gets it and takes out three of them, and hand them to me. The dream is starting to get less vivid and I decide to stabilize it. I run my hands over the fine wooden counter, really focusing on the feeling and how it looks like, and after a second, I'm back on track.

"Now I remember! I'm supposed to try out Dreamfruit" I tell myself and I ask him for some. I expect him to reach from behind the counter and grab me the Dreamfruit I've been craving for so long. He does exactly that and hands me half of a grapefruit, filled with all kinds of different colours. Exactly like the picture below. (I know, I shouldn't have expected anything) I'm afraid I will lose the dream before I get to taste it and I take a big bite, peel and everything goes into my mouth, and an explosion of sour/sweet bitterness fills it. I start drooling right away as I recognise several flavours: Lime, lemon, grape and orange. The overwhelming taste sensation de-stabilizes the dream and I get one more bite (this time it's pure sweetness) before the dream fades into nothing. But I don't care. I'd rather remember it all than trying for more, there's always a next time!

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Food before bed: 100 mg B6

That's it! Finally after almost two months of craving, I get to taste the thing. Sadly enough it was something I expected it to be. My damn signature has been imprinted in my head, and when I think of dreamfruit, it pops up. Well it tasted amazing! I wonder what my next dreamgoal will be... Any ideas?



DREAMFRUIT----^

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning. I didn't take any B6 last night, and I only recall two dreams. Not very long but pretty vivid still.

9.00: LARP
I'm LARPing with some old friends. I'm wearing brown clothes and I have a staff in my hands. I put on my hoodie and fall into character, walking up to a guy with another staff. "Let's duel you and I" I say in an old school kind of way. "Very well then" he says and attacks me. I quickly beat him with my staff and delivers a few light touches to his head, knee and stomach. Two more people are around and I do the same with them. I also deliver some light kicks.

13.00: Top of my class
I'm in class and our teacher is about to tell us who got the best grades. "Except for Madeleine who isn't with us anymore, Matteh has the best grades" he say and I look around smiling. People look jealous and not very surprised. I see the chart and notice that I'm seven points ahead. Apparently this is our last day in school before the summer break. And our teacher tells us to go have fun. Everyone runs out of the room to the locker room, where everyone's shoes are. I ask my friend G if I can get a ride. "No sorry, Stefan is going with me" he says and I say hello to Stefan. I take my really worn out brown boots and go back through the classroom to another locker room, where my food is. I open the lid and see there's spaghetti. A couple of salmon filets are next to it and I cut it all up. The feeling was very realistic.

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Food before bed: 2 Omega-3 Pills

That's it! Boring night... I think I had one more dream which I didn't recall. But I know I didn't dream much. I usually have my head full of memories, with a barrier blocking me from getting to them. I didn't feel like that when I woke up this morning.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!