non-lucid

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few beers last night, also took some 5-HTP which gives you REM rebound. Combined I figured they'd give me some cool dreams this morning. I did dream alot, and got lucid for a while.

01.45: Sleep

10.30: Dreams and fragments
*I'm walking down a road in the middle of the night, I'm getting picked up by my dad a few blocks away. I look behind me, a black guy is following me from afar. I pick up the pace and take a few turns. After a while I arrive at a long staircase, my dad is parked at the end of it. I glance back again and the guy is now close enough for me to see his face. I quickly run down the stairs and jump after a few steps, grinding on the railing. "Hey dude, wait up!" the guy calls out. I have no intentions of waiting for him but somehow he hands me a joint. I jump the last ten steps, gliding in the air. I slowly realise I might be dreaming, but I don't give it much thought. I get in the car with my dad. "Go!" I tell him and throw the joint out the window. "I'm sorry but I don't want any drugs!" I yell out to the guy as he's chasing us.

*I'm at a class reunion and I'm having a good time. One girl, Emely, looks at me disgustingly. I don't know what her deal is. "Matte, sit down and have some water will you?" a guy asks me. "What are you talking about?" I ask him. I walk away, I don't feel too unsteady on my legs but almost everyone's looking at me. "You're drunk!" someone says.

*I'm in a hayloft with a bunch of other people. Some girl seems interested in my and tries to get close. For some reason we're all lying in a stream of water, just relaxing. All of a sudden the door bursts open and I get up. It's my entire family with a few relatives aswell. I figure they must be here to celebrate my graduation. I give everyone hugs and kisses as they congratulate me.

*I'm standing on a porch at the beach. A fence prevents people from getting in, or something to get out. A band is playing and I realise it's Metallica. My dad shows up and tells me of the time when he quit Metallica, ages ago. I'm amazed that he actually played in Metallica. A guy jumps the fence for some reason and an enormous rhino runs up to him. It starts stomping on him and soon he's lying there, chest entirely crushed. A small fountain of blood is erupting from his chest. "Wow... That guy is a goner" I tell my dad. He agrees.

11.15: LD's MILD
*I'm standing in a shallow hole in the ground. It looks like a tree's been standing here, but has recently been ripped up. I feel like searching for some insects. I dig with my hands and remove some rotten wood. I find a large beetle and pick it up. It feels like it's trying to bite me but I can tell it's only its legs. I hand the bettle to my brother Morgan who's nearby. I remove some more wood and discover a hole. There appears to be a big cave underneath me, or some kind of wasp nest. 'Holy shit please don't let it be a wasp nest.'

As I stand there I slowly realise I'm dreaming. 'It doesn't matter if I get stung anyways... Although it might be unpleasant.' I stand there and just look at the hole until the dream fades away.

*I'm inside of a high tech building with another guy. He's got some weird display built into his forearms. We walk down a corridor and end up infront of a door, he swipes his arms on the locks. They shortcircuit and the door opens. I get in and walk around in a narrow labyrinth. I can hear a few people behind a door and I realise it's my companions. They try to force it open using a weird extendable stave. It keeps sliding off and the door shuts so it's only halfway open. We try this for a long time before I spot a few people down the corridor. 'Oh shit that's the other team!' I lie down and crawl under it as quickly as I can. "They other team is here" I tell them. We exit the labyrinth and arrive at a lobby full of glass walls. I grab a pair of glasses just as a guy from the other team comes up to me. He's wearing them too, but mine are dirty so I grab some snow from the balcony to wipe them off. The other guy seems upset about something and grabs my teammate and heads out on the balcony with him. They fly away and I'm left where I am.

I realise I'm dreaming, and that I'm the same kind as them. I can do whatever I want! I jump and start to slowly levitate. I fly for a little while until I reach a big gray wall surrounding the complex. There I meet my old coworker Holger. We talk for a while. "You know what? I'm going to fly as high as possible!" I tell him. I hold my hands out and jump. I slowly begin to rise. "You call that high up?!" he shouts. I rise even further and the complex is just a small square surrounded by forest. "Woooohooo!" I yell out in excitement. I take a little look around and can see mostly forest and roads.

11.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9½ hours

Supplements: Some alcohol and 200 mg 5-HTP

Tasks completed
BASIC ADVANCED TEAM THREE STEP TASK

Interact with a DC, Fly

That's it! My thoughts weren't entirely lucid in the last dream. The current schema held me in a tight grip, but I knew I was dreaming alright.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Actually I feel kinda drained. There's something spooky going on with my body and I did not sleep well. Had feverish hallucinations half the night and woke up and fell back asleep perhaps ten times total. The dreams were very weird.

22.00: Sleep

10.30: Dreams and fragments
*I'm with Monica at a sex therapist of some sort. We've had our session and another couple is in there. They all come out and the therapist looks happy. "They were great" she says, as if they all had sex. The couple seems to be happy and talks a bit with us. I'm just hoping they won't ask us for a foursome.

*There are tiny little santa elves all around. They're evil.

*I'm at work, cleaning out a shed. It's got moths and butterflies all over it. I shove dust onto the floor and soon it's clean enough. I get out and talk to a coworker of mine. He seems very happy and points towards a place further away where he's set up a bunch of sticks with markings on them for me to read. I grab a rake lying on the ground and head over there.

*I'm running away from farmers down a dim lit road in the middle of the woods. A wire set up across the road appears and I have to dodge under it. There's a weird device on the ground just below the wire, and it clicks just as I get close. The mine explodes but doesn't kill me. I continue on down the road and can hear the people chasing me behind. I run down into a ditch and hide under a ledge, just like Frodo and the other hobbits did in the "Lord of the Rings." I suddenly realise that I'm not alone. Infront of me behind a few branches is a terrified blonde girl in her twenties.

"My father is coming here" she tells me with a shaky voice. "Please help me, please?" I plead. I quiet down as a head pops out just above mine. "Hey girl, what are you doing here?!" the man asks the girl. "I...I..." she stutters and I can see she's not sure if she should tell on me or tell her father. I grab my two axes, a tiny one and a much larger one. I shove the tiny axe right into the man's neck and he opens his eyes in shock. "That's not where the kidney is..." he says and I stab him again. I split his mouth open with the axe and blood pours out. I'm horrified by what I'm doing but I have to to survive.

I run up onto the road again and I can now see several of the people who has been chasing me. I dodge under mine wires set up all over the place but they still blow up when I get near. A weird tank with a gunner's tower appears and I get into the gunner position. It's got two machine gun barrels and I blast away, trying to kill the ones that are after me. A small war breaks out but my gun doesn't seem to do much.

The dream skips. I'm now in a mall running around with an awesome futuristic gun. There are loads of buttons and wheels on it that I turn, and the gun shoots out different kind of things. Mostly it's just light and laser rays, but I find a button that makes it shoot small paintballs made out of rubber. I aim at an Asian celebrity and shoot a few of them in his face. He gets really upset and starts looking for the person responsible. I laugh and run away.

*I'm at my computer. My brother Morgan and my sister's boyfriend Johan comes up behind me. Morgan types up a website that reads like: "360JessicaAlba." A pornographic picture comes up and I try to close the window, but it's one of those strange virus sites that just keeps opening up a new window. I freak out and yell at Morgan for even knowing a site like that since he's so young. I grab his arm and drag him into my dad's bedroom where my dad is. I yell at Morgan while yanking his arm to get some effect, he doesn't seem to care. "You're telling him off good" my dad says. Morgan suddenly starts to cry rivers and I realise that I am too. That makes him stop crying. I let him go and head to my computer again. I tell Johan to be very careful in the future.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7-8 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6

That's it! Stupid fever dreams. I'm sure I'll have more of them tonight, yay...

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a long night's sleep which I really needed. Got lucid early on but don't recall very much of it.

22.00: Sleep

10.00: Car DILD
I'm running down a narrow road that slithers up along a hill. I suddenly realise I'm dreaming and keep on running, but the dream fades quickly. I lie still and try to imagine myself being inside of a car. It takes a while, but after a few minutes I can see the interior of the car. I feel the dashboard, the steering wheel and focus my senses on what is around me. Some guy is outside of my window and he's pouring motor oil into a weird tank which is smoking. Apparently this car is extremely fast. I step on the gas and listen to it roar.

10.00: Robber
I'm with some guy I don't know in a car. We stop at a restaurant and get out. We enter the restaurant and the guy I'm with threatens to shoot the clerk unless he hands us all his money. We grab it and get out of there. This is repeated a few times over, the last one being a Chinese restaurant. The chef offers me a glass of water. 'This feels so wrong...' Once in the car, I ask my partner. "Hey, isn't it enough? The cops will probably show up anytime now." "Nah man, we just keep moving" he says and makes a sharp right.

He parks the car infront of a garage and we both get out. I pull my hat down and make a hole for the right eye, I don't want to be recognised. A big bed sheet is draped over the car to hide its white and yellow flowery pattern. I realise my computer is still in the car. "You have to choose one of them" the guy tells me. I pick out all the cables and the PC. I try to find a place to hide them inside the garage, which turns into a house all of a sudden. I put the things on top shelves and pray that my mom won't find them.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Will be back on Sunday, going away for a few days.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had an interesting and long dream this morning. My brain still comes up with random explanations for why I'm experiencing weird things in dreams. This time fever was the case.

00.30: Sleep

10.30: Feverish MILD
I've been sleeping on the train on my way home. I'm very groggy as I walk up the hill toward my apartment. After a few houses I realise I've passed it already and head back a bit. I enter the building and walk up the stairs a few levels. On the third I realise I'm living on the second. 'What the? Man I must be sick or something...' I jump over the railing in the stairs and walk up to my door. It's been painted in light green, pink and white colours. I take out my keys and try to open it with the old key. 'Oh right, I've got a new key now.' I open the door and is greeted by Monica. "Hey babe, what are you doing? Going into the wrong places and all" she says.

"Hey, yeah I must have a fever or something, my head is spinning" I say and put my hand to it. I feel very weird. I spot something on the bed, it's a head. "What the fuck!?" I say and point at it. It's my coworker Kristoffer. He's got a hat on. "What?" Monica asks me confused. I pick the head up, it's very heavy and I juggle around with it for a while, not on purpose though. I put the head back after almost dropping it. It must have looked hilarious to see me hold the air, like as if something was really there.

"Give me some Ibuprofen babe" I say and head into the bathroom to take a crap. I sit down on the toilet and Monica stands next to me. "Wait, what day is it?!" I ask. "Thursday" she says. "Oh damn, I'm going to miss the trip with work! Oh wait, no that's next week..." We keep on talking for a while, there seems to be no end to my need to take a dump.

"Wait a second... This is a dream right?" I ask Monica. She just smiles at me. "What if I really do have a fever? Then I'd jump out the window and kill myself by accident. Whatever, I'm finished taking a crap" I say and get up without wiping my ass. I walk out the bathroom and hold my hand up. I count seven fingers. "Yeah, I'm definitely dreaming." I look out a window and notice a ladder against the house just under the window. It's missing the last pegs so it's around two meters down. I hold on to the ladder and slide down to the first peg. I look up and prepare to fly up the roof. With a jump I fly up to the roof and land. It's made of old wood and there's a hole in it. I can hear it creak under my weight.

With another hard jump I fly straight up into the sky. I watch the small town with surrounding fields grow smaller beneath me. "Wooooooohooooo!" I yell out in excitement. It feels amazing. I fly down toward Monica who's down on the ground. I circle a bit before landing next to her. "Want to fly?" I ask her with the biggest smile ever on my face. "Yeah" she says and smiles back. "Alright, do like this then" I say and hold out my hands and look down. I make a few small jumps and expect to rise with each jump. After a few jumps I fly straight up, fifty meters or so. I start to fly horizontal but I descend as I do it. I touch the ground with my stomach and close my eyes to try to imagine myself being in the air still.

The dream fades and I wake up in bed. I start writing down my dream but I have real trouble doing so for some reason. The text doesn't look right.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! More short lucids. Although this time I managed to use telekinesis and controlled far more objects than I've ever done before. It was cool!

23.00: Sleep

10.00: At the beach
I'm near the beach with my brother Martin. We're on some lawn with people all around sunbathing. He runs off with a tennis ball and throws it back at me, only he's far off target. The ball lands next to a pregnant woman lying there. "What are you doing?!" she yells out. "Sorry, he aimed wrong" I say. "So he aimed at me?!" "No, calm down it was an accident" I say and she calms down. Martin finds another ball, this time a medicine ball, and throws it at me. It rolls towards the pregnant lady once again and I catch it just in time. I walk up to him. "This time you'll be where the people is at" I say.

My mom shows up and we follow her closer to the beach. There's a big volley ball net with alot of people around it. Some guy with a megaphone starts talking about a competition and then throws out bananas. There are ten to catch and those who catch one will get a prize. I catch one, so does my mom and a few more in my family. A religious arab guy starts talking to my mom, chasting her for something. My mom is really upset after a while.

10.00: Manipulating weight DILD

I'm on a street with my friend Felix and another person. My brother Martin and two other guys are on motorbikes further down the street. They're going to run us over and come at us at great speeds. We jump in the last second and kick them in the face. My brother avoids the kick but the other two goes down. Martin tries to run me over again and once again I fail to get him off his red bike, he's simply too fast. Both me and Felix have powers though. Mine is to manipulate a person's weight. "Alright let's do it like this, I put a coin down on the ground and increase Martin's weight. When he runs over the coin he'll fly off the bike" I say. It sounds like a great plan. Martin however doesn't feel like dicking around anymore. I bring out a plank and try to make him fall over from it. "Come on bro, try to run me over again" I say. He doesn't want to. I sigh and walk away towards an apartment.

The dream skips. Felix and the others are calling for me to come down from the apartment. I jump out the window, making myself lighter but still land quite hard. We head down the road and walk past my uncle's old apartment. I make myself very light and try to run faster by being almost vertical. It doesn't work properly. We arrive to a small lawn near the water. I start wrestling Felix and block all his punches. 'What good is increasing or decreasing his weight going to do in a fight?' After a while we stop fighting and he starts fighting his brother instead. I decrease Felix's weight with my will and he jumps around a bit, the gravity slightly lower.

"Wait a second, I can't only do one power, I can whatever I want!" I say out loud. I watch the two brother's fight it out and spot a whole bunch of fist sized rocks behind them. I reach out with my hands and make them slowly levitate. 'I could do mass telekinesis and get ten points for this!' I count the rocks as they rise. I stop counting at seven. Soon all of them are flying around in the air around us. There must be hundreds of rocks and ironicly this makes the entire dream lag, just as if I'm in a computer game. I bring all the rocks together into a big ball of rocks with a clap of my hands.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Seems my LD rate is increasing, awesome! Although I'm not having any long lucids in which I think clearly and achieve tasks I've set up, it's always something.

21.30: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*I'm on a dock, fishing in a rather small lake. The water is a hint of green and it's pretty warm. I can see some pike splashing here and there. I cast my lure out, it's way too big for my rod which I point out to my companion. I still cast out and just as my lure lands in the water, something splashes nearby. "He's taking it!" I say and start reeling the lure in. A second later I can feel something big tug on the line. I reel a very big pike in to the dock and grab it in the mouth, forgetting its razor sharp teeth. I drop the fish. "I was going to grab it in the gills" I say. "Yeah, don't worry about it man." My friend reels his lure in and gets the same pike on, he pulls the rod so that the pike flies out of the water and lands on the dock.

*I'm with some guy, we're walking up a few broad steps up to a building. I've got a bowl full of doritos and some other kind of crisps. I know I'm dreaming, and I shove as many doritos as I can into my mouth, leaving the other ones. The guy infront of me tells me something but I don't listen, I just eat the delicious nachos.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I've been very busy this weekend and haven't had time to write down my dreams. I had three lucids in a row last Friday and it's about time I write them down. This many days afterwards, my recall won't be the best, but I think I can remember most of it with the notes I have.

07.30: Lucidity burst MILD
I'm standing in a dim lit room filled with ragged people. The doomsday has come and we're all survivors. I'm an Asha'man from the series "Wheel of Time." My brother is in the room with us and he's got the power to channel aswell, but we're both exhausted from weeks of constant channeling to survive. My dad is also there. The door bursts open and two men comes in. They look really worn out and they've got dirt all over them. I recognise them as two from our home village. "You want some food?" I ask them. "Yes please" one of them says and I look in the cupboard. We've only got some hard bread left. I open the fridge and take out some different kinds of pizzas. "It's okay for them to have it?" I ask my dad. He nods and I let them choose one each. We don't have that much food left, and there's one hundred and twenty people in the room. I'm dead tired.

The dream skips. I'm in a moving car. My mom's driving and my brother is next to me. The dream is on the same scenario as the dream before. I look out the window and focus on a dark spot in the clouds above a vast field. The spot starts to grow in size and get darker, just like in "Lord of the Rings." "Make sure we're behind that hedge!" I say to my mom. "But the car will get scratches if I do!" she complains. "It doesn't matter if we're all dead!" I look at the sky again and huge pterodactyl like birds are everywhere. They've all got riders on their backs and they're very close. We continue down the road and pray no one spots us. It doesn't seem like they do, or they just don't care. After a while we stop the car in the forest and get out. There's a small house there.

I realise I'm dreaming. I start walking down a trail with my brother just behind me. The dream is way too dark for my liking. I fill myself with "the one power" and everything becomes more clear and vivid, but not very much brighter. I rub my hands to try to get some light going but soon the dream is fading.

I lie completely still as I wake up and end up in SP quickly. I black out.

I'm in the small house on a chair. My brother is infront of me and he's on the phone with his boss' wife. She's crying and my brother can't be bothered to listen so he hangs up. She calls him a minute later and he picks up. "Oh sorry something must have happened" he tells her. He finishes his conversation. "Is your boss dead or what?" I ask him. "No idea, but I've been fine after lying under the house plenty of times though." Martin gets up and walks outside. He holds his hands out towards the building and lifts the entire thing up with telekinesis. "Whoa!" I say and hold on. He gets on and we start flying away. The roof disappears and the entire thing turns into a car.

I realise I'm dreaming. I look down and infront of us. A barn appears up ahead and Martin lands the car infront of it. There's a toilet booth infront of the barn and I know there's going to be some guns inside. I open the door and the toilet lid. It's full of plastic bags and I have to look for a while before I feel something that resembles a gun. I can hear people shouting in the barn. Martin pulls out an uzi and steps outside. I find a glock and an uzi, but only 12 mm bullets, not 9 mm which I need. "Hey Martin, do you have any 9 mm bullets?" I ask him. He starts shooting wildly on the barn. I hold a pipe of some sorts in my hands and rub it for some stability. I head outside and jump into the car. Martin throws me a box of ammo and I try to reload the guns as he steps on the gas and heads out of there.

I wake up at work. I've got my blanket with me and it's night out. No one seems to be around as I step outside. I start walking. 'Wait, aren't I still dreaming? Oh yeah I am.' I walk around the construction site for a while, thinking about what I want to do. A weird sign appears infront of me. It's like two big white steam roller wheels spinning, filled with numbers. I stand still and watch the mysterious spinning sign.

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a very nice dream last night, the landscape was incredible. Don't recall too much from it all.

22.30: Sleep

05.30: India
I'm on a bike, it appears to have a motor and I'm cruising on a road that goes slightly uphill. Somehow I know I'm in India, and in the future to that. I feel completely at peace and extremely relaxed. A few enormous buildings appear up ahead, they're gray and has big signs on them. "Stadium" I read. I keep on going down the road that goes through the pretty simple city, the buildings never seem to end but soon I'm going downhill instead. I almost crash into a car infront of me and have to hit the brakes hard. I look to my left and enjoy the amazing view. It's a huge, vegetated meteor crater-like hole, with lines going up and down the sides.




05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had an interesting dream last night, it's been a while since I had a survival dream.

22.30: Sleep

05.30: Camping
I'm in my mom's neighbourhood. I walk through the woods behind her house when a car appears on the road on my right. I walk slowly, but a part of me tells me to run. I pick up the pace and head behind some bushes. The car keeps up with me but as soon as I break eye contact I get down on all four and start to run like an animal. I run up a steep hill on a game trail, trying to get away from the weird car. After a few minutes of running around I end up down by the road, only further down. A car stops next to me and I recognise it as my mom and dad's car. They start talking to me, and wants me to go with them. I follow them for a while but I soon stop. "I'm going out camping for a few days. I'm not going to bring anything" I tell them.

This is apparently what they didn't want me to do. "It's dangerous!" my mom says. "But this is what I want to do! That's also the reason I want to do it. To make my own shelter. Soon it will be dark and cold" I say. 'Perhaps I should bring a blanket...' "I might bring that blue blanket just in case I say and grab one from the car. I'm really looking forward to the trip. To be one with mother nature and just live off of what she has to offer for a few days.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few dreams last night, didn't really intend to LD that much but I did some mantras last night still, and it ended up with me getting lucid once again. The dream was short and fuzzy though.

00.15: Sleep

11.00: Fragments and dreams
*I'm on a train. The train stops just before another train track crosses it and another train rushes by.

*I'm at my mom and dad's place. My mom's having a big argument with the neighbour across the street. I walk up to them and my mom's hysterical. I find out what's going on and I calm them both down. I actually have to agree with the neighbours as their arguments is pretty good. My mom doesn't like that at all. She takes her dogs and goes for a walk. My brother Martin shows up and I tag along. Their puppy, a rotweiler, has become quite big. Bigger than the adult one actually. I jump up onto his back as he runs by and I ride him for a little while before falling off. My brother laughs at me.

*I'm with a few friends and we're up in northern Sweden. We're going home, but the car we have is so small. I get in the car behind the two back seats. Another person sits down infront of me. I lie down and try to sleep. It's not comfortable enough for me though. I look out the window and can see the road's been flooded. The water is glittering in the sun and it looks awesome. I tell them to take a left by a crossing, it's so far home.

*I play a cardgame with a few people I haven't played before. They seem frustrated with me, but I keep trying to explain to them that I need some time to learn the rules.

*I'm in darkness, but I can feel dirt under me. 'I must have ended up in the woods we were just going through with the car.' I try to open my eyes but it's so hard! I get them open halfway, but I can't raise my head. It feels like something magnetic has a hold of it. I force the eyes open and can see the gray-ish forest infront of me. It takes alot of effort to keep my head leveled though. 'Perhaps if I just relax...' I stop struggling and relax for a while. I try to lift my head and it works! I rub my hands to stabilize the dream, it doesn't do much. I try to shout out: "Clarity!" but no sound comes out. The dream becomes more vivid though and I'm satisified. I start walking down a path and arrive at a town. I look to my left and there's a road with people on it. I can barely make them out though, it's like they're silhouettes. I keep on walking and a truck appears. The driver just looks at me.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a whole bunch of dreams last night even though I didn't sleep that much. Also a bit of lucidity.

22.00: Sleep

05.30: Dreams and frags
*I'm in a dart competition and I'm lousy. I can't hit the dart board properly and it seems as if it's just a few inches from the ground. I have to kneel down to throw the darts, btu they still won't hit on target.

*I'm at work and I've just opened up a box with some teeth whitener. I put the plastic thing in my mouth and put some aluminum foil on my teeth. It feels really weird and my coworker Niclas starts laughing. The box disappears before I can get the second dose out. I enter a building and there's a dinner going on.

*I'm in a car with my brother, we go down a hill and end up at a lake house. My mom is there with her dogs, I recognise the house as my sisters friend's house. I greet with their mom.

*I'm with my brother Martin again, we're walking down a road next to a building. I look behind us as a plow truck appears. Martin walks ahead and I take a right. "Jump to your right when I say so" I tell him on the phone. "Now!" Martin jumps to the right just as the truck is about to hit him. We start running and people start shooting. Somehow I know in the back of my mind that it's all a game. 'Damn it's hard to play on this level!' I've got two shots left in my pistol. I enter a van standing on a square and wait, Martin gets gunned down and I figure I have to beat the guys with the gun. I look out the windows of the van and can see several guys running towards me. I decide to switch character and end up as one of the guys instead. I realise I'm dreaming as I start talking to some people. "You guys, I think I'm dreaming" I say and notice a green cloth on my arm. The dream is pretty dark so I start rubbing the polyester cloth. The guys next to me keeps on talking for about ten seconds.

*I'm mining in "Entropia Universe" when I find a massive deposit worth 13.000, I'm overexcited! So awesome.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Recall one dream from last night, was pretty weird. Didn't write it down so my recall is a bit fuzzy.

23.00: Sleep

05.30: Driving and school
I'm in my old school and I'm at the parkinglot. I have a badass car which I was driving lately in another dream, it's a cabriolet. I get in and turn on the engine, it roars and it feels awesome as I step on the gas. 'Wow this car is sharp!' I ride up a small hill to the sports center. I get out and my friend Felix shows up. We're late for class and head back towards the school. I check my watch, it's 07.10. "Crap! We're late man" I say. We have no idea where to go though. I spot a map on one of the doors and find my class ID on it. I'm having my first lecture on the other side of the school. We run around the school, Felix heads into his classroom and I keep on going. I pick up some bacon which I place on a counter when I arrive at the right room. "I want these dipped in chocolate!" I say. The guy in the kitchen looks at me like I'm crazy.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Sleept for a very long time this morning and I woke up exhausted. I needed it though, haven't gotten a good night's sleep since I started working this week. Had a short LD which wasn't very vivid, but it's something to start off the new year with.

23.00: Sleep

09.30: Short LD MILD
I've just killed a bunch of animals with a filet knife. It's not like I've done it because I enjoyed it, I get the feeling that they were suffering. A woman in an excavator apparently doesn't agree with me. She tries to kill me by slamming the excavator arm down on me. I jump away and try to hide from her behind some tries. In two swift strokes all the trees are gone and I'm about to be next. I jump to the right and head through an open wooden gate. I close the doors just as she's about to crush me. "Don't forget to lock them" she yells at me. I put my hand on them and think "lock" and they do. I look around. I'm in the middle of an old Japanese style temple shaped like a square.

I become lucid and figure I have to escape through the door on the other side before she can come back around. I spot a motorbike and get on. For some reason I'm holding a samurai sword. I put it away behind my back, imagining having a scabbard there just like "Blade" does. I start the bike and take off down a narrow road. I look to my left and can see the excavator going down the road on the other side. I take a shortcut which the murderous bitch didn't foresee and end up going past just behind her. I'm not going faster than 70 km/h though and that is way too slow. I look down at the engine and imagine it getting more horse powers. The engine slowly starts to produce a high pitched sound just like a formel one car does, and the pistons starts glowing just like in the cinematic intro for "Starcraft 2". I am soon going really fast, but the dream fades.

11.00: DV party
I'm with some guy infront of a supermarket. He starts complaining about the price of the stuff he just bought. "I should have gotten a discount man!" he tells me angrily. We head back into the store to find out why he didn't get a discount. We arrive at the soda section and I take a look at his receipt. I grab the sign we were watching before and rip the paper off. "Here, why didn't this apply?!" I ask a girl working there. She explains to us that he couldn't take different kinds of soda, only exactly what it says on the sign.

There's some commotion nearby and I check it out. In a sofa just around the corner is Xei, Limitless and Auron and a bunch of other people I don't recognise. They're watching as Xei is trying to down a shot of black booze, but he fails. "Ah don't be mean, he's not used to that" Limitless says and takes the rest of his shot. I greet with everyone. "Shouldn't we be drinking something stronger?" I ask and ask my friend to bring out some Shockwave (the liqueur) from the fridge. "Let's do tequila shots! Limitless and Matte you guys do it!" someone yells out. "Yeah sure" I say and grab a pair of sunglasses and put them on. Limitless starts taking photos of me and I flex since I have got no shirt on.

11.00: Playing Battlefield
I'm playing "Battlefield" and I'm flying an old school propeller plane. I circle around a small town in search for the other plane and soon find it. My friend Henrik is watching me play. I take the other plane out with a few bursts from my machinegun. I land the plane and shoot a guy. I keep on shooting people that pops up. The weapons seem to change though, first they're really old but as the game progresses they change into World War 2 weapons, and then modern ones. I'm being cornered in a basement by everyone on the server, they're intent on taking me out. I throw grenades and shoot them in the face with a shotgun. After a long time Henrik asks if he can play. "I'll just die first" I say and check the score. 89 kills and 10 death's. "Wow I rock" I say and continue to kill people.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Telekinesis in my next LD, hopefully tomorrow morning.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a random dream last night, only remember bits and pieces of it now though.

22.30: Sleep

05.30: Dream
*I'm in a school, I see my brother and we greet. After a while we meet again. "Man you're everywhere!" he says to me. "Come on follow me." We head out the school and enter a car. Martin starts explaining how he tricked our uncle, he bought some weed from him. We end up in a parking lot and I get to drive this huge black pickup truck. I hit the gas and the car's fron wheels starts to go up. I have to be careful not to crash.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 7 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! This is how many dreams and lucids I had 2011. This is only for me to be able to count easily in the future.

Dreams: 594
Lucids: 91

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Finally had a little bit of lucidity, and I got to meet my teammate fOrceez. Didn't do much, but I guess I completed two tasks, one is describing him and the other meet him.

02.00: Sleep

08.00: Tennis and school
*I'm playing tennis with someone I don't know. There's no net though, but we both imagine one being there. The balls go all over the place and I'm getting my ass kicked. One flies off and lands nearby an older guy playing. He picks up my ball without looking down and starts playing with it. I let him have it and take out my spare ball. I'm getting more and more frustrated as I'm being played. Suddenly I miss the ball all together and it disappears behind some pipes. I find it and head back. A ball from the other people comes bouncing and I grab it.

The older man who took my ball before starts whining. "This is my ball, you took it from me before!" I tell him angrily. We start an argument, he's being a stubborn prick. After a while I agree to let him have it, only if he plays on the other side of the court. I know why he's being stubborn. "You won't go anywhere in life if you don't stand up for yourself and take what you want, right?" I ask him. "Yes, precisely!" he tells me and goes back to play some more.


*I head through the doors to my school, I check the clock on the wall, it's a few minutes over six which means I'm late, but I don't care. I've already gotten my math's grade. I look around the common room and find two of my friends there. They've got a table each filled with Warhammer 40k figures. I look at them and recognise them as another friend's. "He lent me them" the guy tells me. The other one has a book open, I walk over to him and ask him which ones he's going to play with. "How about these? Thousand sons, they're cool" I tell him and point. "Nah, I haven't decided yet" he says. "Matte! Come on, you're going to miss class" someone calls out behind me. I look around and my teacher is standing in a doorway to a classroom. I walk over to her and head into the classroom. I check the clock on the wall, it's one minute before striking six. "Hah! I'm not late, awesome" I say out loud and head for my seat. Two cops in dirty uniforms are sitting nearby. 'Uh oh, I hope they're not looking for me...'

08.00: WBTB 5 minutes

12.20: Work
I'm at work, a coworker, Christian, is talking to some high shot. "We need to enclose this area with fences, you can't have it like this" he tells Christan and me and points at some electric cables. We take a walk to a road. "Here we need to dig to see what's underneath" he says and points at a speed bump. Somehow the tiles and stones are removed and we're trying to heat the ground underneath. "Hold on, let me try" I say and reach out with my hand. I use weaves of fire just like in the epic series "The Wheel of Time." It's not ground but some huge metal tower on the side, buried in the dirt.

The metal doesn't seem to react to my weaves. I focus as much as I can and by now the metal should be glowing white, but it's dark. "No one can use this much power except me, and it won't even heat up" I say. "Check this out, I'll use the same amount on something else." I reach out my hand and heat up the big metal wall next to us. The top of it starts to melt right away. "Oh well, we'll have to discuss what to do" the big shot says and leaves us. I start talking to Christan, who looks a bit sick. "Are you okay? When are you coming back to us man?" I ask him. "I'm just here for a single job" he tells me. All of a sudden two people rush by and into the construction site. "Hey! Stop!" Christian yells after them. I can't be bothered.

Christian takes off after them when I realise they're carrying a big light green bag. 'Oh shit they stole his measuring instrument!' I run the opposite direction to make sure no one else steals anything. I arrive at the place his instrument was at, a laser is lying on the ground in pieces. I pick it up and assemble it again. I pick up some other stuff lying around and put it back in the bags. Christian shows up panting. "They got away" he says. "Oh man that sucks..." "Yeah, my personal stuff was in there too, my phonebook and all." "But why did they run that direction? Wouldn't it have been better to run like up into that forest?" I ask and point. We start laughing. "Yeah, any way other than towards the construction site would have been better." My tongue starts feeling big, a common dream sign I have.

12.20: Bus
I'm on a bus with a few friends including Monica. We're all the way back in the bus and we're just talking about random things when an old lady infront of me turns around a bit and I recognise her. "Grandma!" I say. She turns around more and I realise it's my other grandma. "Don't you recognise your own grandma?" she asks me and laugh a bit. Infront of her is another person who looks just like my other grandma. "Wait, two of the same? How does that work..." I say and start thinking critically. I can't figure out how I can have two grandma's on my mother's side at the same time. The dream fades.

12.20: fOrceez is weird DEILD?
I'm left in the void but visualize the bus again and all of a sudden I'm in the front of the bus. Monica is next to me. "I'm dreaming!" I say out loud. "Yeah you are!" Monica replies with a big smile. The bus stops at a mall and I get out. "Forceez!" I ask out loud. "Yeah?" I hear behind me. I turn around and a small asian guy is walking towards me. He looks very young, not older than thirteen but other than that he looks just like in his pictures. He's smiling at me. "Tja!" I say, he doesn't reply. 'Oh shit that's right, he doesn't know Swedish.' "Hey man!" I say and shake his hand. We start walking into the open marketway. "Wow you're so small" I say. "Oh, perhaps it's because I'm so tall?" "So, what do you want to do?" I ask him. "First I gotta use telekinesis" I reach out with my hand toward some clothing racks up ahead. Forceez taps my arm and points to my right. It's a clock store for girls or kids, everything in it is pink.



"Seriously?" I ask and he nods. "Okay then." We head into the store and Forceez walks up to the wall and checks out the different watches. I realise the dream is becoming a bit unstable so I start touching stuff. I am careful not to press any buttons on the wall as I realise I'm touching their security pad. The dream becomes more stable. "Finding anything?" I ask. All of a sudden I start floating. 'God damnit, this dream was hard to stabilise!' I rub my hands and land again. He's holding a stack of boxes, I can see a sex swing set on one of the images. 'Uh, okay?' "How much for all that?" I ask the woman behind the cashier. "You know what, here" I put my wallet on the counter. "Keep it, I don't care" I say and head out the store, stepping over a box to get out. As soon as I get out the dream fades.



Probably the reason my subconscious thought of him as barely a teen, who knows?

12.20: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10½ hours

Supplements: None

Tasks completed
BASIC ADVANCED TEAM

Successfully stabilise, Basic summon, Meet your teammate, Describe what your teammate looks like

That's it! Sweet lucid, now if only fOrceez can meet me, then we'll have loads of points for our team.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!