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Partner finds themself in a new office...talking behind new bosses back without realising new boss is already in office.
So they lose their job.
They try to apply for other jobs but don't have correct qualifications. One particular module needed is missing.

- Dream meaning
I once had a module on logistics (sucked) I needed to retake in order to improve my grade but as I was away (out of the city) I didn't take it. Although I Knew I should. Guilt is still with me...wow! things stay around until you unblock/learn the lesson

Had dream in 3 parts, kept falling back into same dream

Part 1 -
My brother was rewiring at a college, some structure outside their building. Was like a electronic stonehenge: grey monoliths in a circlular formation. He unistalled middle one, something to do with LED wiring
Due to signal down was able to set off in microlight helicopter thingy at angle to the horizon and spotted something.

Part 2 -
Shrunk down to size of an ant. Followed trail under a grey water reservoir thing, followed by loads of tiny orangey brown blobs.
Chased through concrete exit, escaped.

Part 3 -
Italy. Plane drop over church battlements. Landed on only one that did not have Vatican connections. Recovered large amount of money left there on holy day. Exchanged 50 thousand for other currency. Mission completed returned home from Italy by plane.

I told my daughter I hadn't had a zombie dream before, shes always having them...So I had one.

D1 - Protected school with colleague Rob from zombie infestation. We both armed ourselves with frying pans and hit zombies to clear the way for an escape. After some time it seemed a bit pointless, so we decided to dig downwards making a shaft instead. We escaped down into a shelter below and listened via a microphone to what was going on above.

D1 - House (groundless, sacral)
In a dark old house. Traditional house with front stairwell but pretty much in total darkness. Monster lurks in shadows feeding off me...only needs to move slowly as i'm captive prey.
It is darkness itself. I can see no eyes, only teeth and an outline
(like no face in spirited away but without face, maybe a cousin )
Shadows/darkness in house seem thick/alive. I escape but have to return everyday as it is my house.

I find help from someone and use stones (reference to new concepts) to throw at monster and keep them at bay. Hundreds of spiders now appear for me to fend off.
I decide the house is no longer somewhere for me to stay and I resolve to sleep outside in the open air, in the light.


Revelations:
I recognise the darkness as my negative self thoughts that I give my energies to.
Particularly my jealousy which is ever hungry (a strong synch here
(Jealousy of my past life experiences = nostalgia)
The light represents spending my energies on other things.

D1 - Driving (non-peacful)
Trying to get a parking space, doing a lot of driving around trying to find somewhere to park.

D2 - Shops (non-peaceful/powerless)
Trying to do shopping but people at shops wouldn't let me get my shopping out
Firstly they were telling me I had to go around and cue up again.
Then as a plan B to stop me the shopping assistants changed the conveyor belts around (like a toy race track) so that my shopping was going round and round but never getting to the till to pay.
I got fed up and left/ woke up.

D3 - Factory (non-peaceful)
I was trying to sabotage a government plan by getting into some factory or other.
I was doing it under a false name. Arrived at factory with metal door (looked a bit like lego construction). I used some kind of robotic arm to open door. (reminds me of James bond "Die another day" set). Lots of tropical plants (big ferns) inside greenhouse type factory.
Unable to escape due to snipers continually having me under their watchful eye.

I had the audacity to try and stop scary guy (king in GOT) from hitting someone (his daughter?).
So he picked me up by the throat and hit me about a bit then throw me to the ground.
I felt totally powerless...

(Evidently feelings of being overwhelmed from 1st day of school term)

Went off and met two guys, in dream were Australian workers having some lager. Recognised as teachers I knew.Plotted to go back and overthrow evil king.

I had decided not to try and WILD as this has been disturbing my sleep patterns.

I lay in bed and was just daydreaming when my daydream changed and became a dream of its own. I knew this as the dream character moved of their own accord and was very much in my face.
Why are dream characters always upclose in my face, it is very disconcerting.

Anyway quite shocked I awoke.

Dreamt computer had virus kept popping up crap on scrreen, made me late for work waaaa!

Dream One - Entering results on computer in stuff old looking computer room. Old chairs and furniture and carpet, musty and old. Mich arrives and tells me I shouldn't have entered good results as now everyone else is going to have to pronto. Then spend time unsuccessfully to try and reverse my actions. Repeatedly entering computer room but failing.

Dream Two - Large amount of people are on coastline to rescue/salvage? PP&S are there. Climb over to a large wooden boat with cabins via pontoon of floating upturned canoes with P. Find room uptop full of manga books but someone gets there and me and P can't get a look see even. Then meet RKs nan lol.

Woke feeling serene.

My sleep cycle is totally messed up or rather my awareness is.
Instead of shallow wakefullness between dream cycles I wake up between each all throught the night.
As a consequence I feel totally exhausted despite going to bed at 10pm approx and getting up at 8am

This is not good at all :/ I need to reset things

Noticed familar dream theme of Talking to locals at their restaurant on Holiday.

Keep trying WILD hoping to get acclimatised to sensations.

Tryed resting in heart chakra as noticed sensation of jumping back to head area on returning to wakefulness.

Reminded self that I would need to wake up lots of times to try and practise an "Indirect Technique" to catch false awakening.
Had set alarm for usual wake back to bed but didn't need it as...

For rest of night woke approx every 20-30mins had so many dreams couldn't remember them all :/

One recurring one early on about some guy, probably "Indirect Technique" guy.

SubCat: Not Peaceful
I was starting new academic year with my new class but having what felt like a lot of interference from my peers. Teacher in next class wanted my time during a lesson (1 of my buttons pressed) worried about what class was doing while I was gone. Told me about Chinese pupil who was problematic in his set.
When I got back TAs were letting class watch cbbc or something. I was incensed but was told by children that they were filling time while waiting for me. Felt foolish but told them only as a reward in future and fumbled to turn off.

23-08-2015

Had read lots of advanced stuff about LDs on a not need to know basis as a noob.

12pm ish
Had a dream that I had worked out how to be lucid in someone else's dream
Then had a follow-on one that it would be really easy to lucid just by myself. I was very pleased with myself that I was a neko cat in my dream and lucid (not) then dream was interrupted by disconnected visuals close up of my tongue(!) intense and in my face. Then dream plot continued as tho nothing had happened then crunched to a halt.
- Lay awake for ages wondering what was going on and how would I RC in my dreams that were so lacking in dreamscape and usually 3rd person view.

Next dream, my daughter (a younger version) asked me to play a n64 computer game, mario I think.
I was 1st person as mario playing the racing in the game. I was thinking this is all a dream. Then I was able to control the car I thought this is not me controlling it its just the dream doing it. Then I morphed the dreamscape which was a really multicoloured green patchwork, again I didn't believe I could be doing this.

- Awoke very puzzled as to whats going on.