Mydera

Still not much going on in the matter of a dream life right now. Waking life is getting in the way lol.

Dream One: I'm at the Cabin at the lake with a bunch of other people. It's got to be a party or something. I decide to walk down to the water, but when I follow the path to the water I end up at my moms old house instead. I go inside, and there are a lot of people there too. I turn left and go into the living room where my husband is talking to my friend L. They're talking about anime, and L is saying he likes bleach. I'm pretty sure in waking life he's never seen it lol. I start agreeing that I like Bleach as well and we talk for a bit about how bad ass Ichigo is. Then I get up to go to the bathroom. When I get to the bathroom though I decide I need to do laundry not use the bathroom. I open the bathroom door and it's dark inside, but when I go to turn on the light I hear someone say Woah! Some how L has gone from being in the living room to being in the bathroom and is completely naked. I try to apologize, but he tells me to turn the light on and get a better look. I laugh and shake my head not daring to turn the light on now that he's told me to, and then grab the laundry and duck out quickly and embarrassedly. I duck into a room that I seem to think is mine even though I never lived in that house with mom. I take off my clothes and put them in the laundry basket and grab a pretty dress with rainbow stripes. I throw on the dress and grab a bandana off the dresser next to me. I start trying to figure out how I'm going to wear it, wrapped up as a head band or folded in half to cover most of my head. As I look in the mirror trying to figure out what looks best, I find that my hair looks like it's shrinking. It's like it's growing in reverse, getting shorter instead of longer and at a really quick rate. Then I lean in closer and my face is getting dark and I have a five O'clock shadow coming in. I rub my hand on my face and freak out that I have a beard coming in! I watch as my face starts to morph and look more and more like my husband. I start to flip out and panic, thinking to myself that I don't want people to see me like this, looking like a guy. Then I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I start telling myself over and over to calm down, there is no way that I am growing a beard. I do not look like my husband and I do not have facial hair. This will go away. It works, and my face is back to normal when I open my eyes, though I haven't realized it was a dream. Then L walks in, and tells me that my dress is the tackiest and ugliest dress he has ever seen and he loves it. I make a sarcastic crack about how sweet that was, and then I wake up.

I haven't been taking my vitamins like I should, so my dreams are so blurry and fragmented it's crazy when I even have them. But here goes, lol.

Dream One (Fragment): I'm standing on the pier at the lake talking to my friend J. He's talking about how babies are being born with clear skin and insides, and that there is a small glowing blue orb inside each baby. He says my best friend Ambies is worried that I am going to want to have one because I like strange and paranormal stuff, but she really thinks it's a bad idea. I try to reassure him I don't want anymore babies, not even see through babies with blue orbs all the while He's really worried that I'm lying to him.

Dream Two (Fragment): I'm running down a hill past some shops. I suddenly realize there is a big body of water and I'm about to run right into it. I reach out and grab a tree and use the momentum to swing myself around the tree and turn around before I end up in the water. I slide on the hill side though and manage to scrape up my leg as I fall. I get up and start jogging slower this time up the hill. A man with dark hair comes out of one of the shops and asks me if I am ok. I say yeah, and ask why he thought something was wrong. He frowns and says he saw me fall and just wanted to check on me. I thank him for his concern and then wake up.

Dream Three (Semi-lucid): I am bareback on a horse with my arms wrapped around a woman. I realize it's my neighbor, and we're riding the horse over by my dads house. I feel us slipping and I start to freak out that I'm going to get hurt, but then I realize I won't get hurt this is just a dream. I'm not hit by that euphoric wave of OMG this is a dream! but I still understand I can control the situation. I let go of the neighbor and grab the horses mane instead. When I do this the neighbor vanishes and I'm laying flat on the horses back hugging it's neck and mane for dear life whispering shhh shhh until it stops and I slide slowly around it's neck and look at it face to face. I decide it's a pretty horse, but I want to change it. So I think about it being a unicorn, and it's fore head glows and a horn grows on it. I climb back up and ride the horse only a minute or so more to see if it's any different riding a unicorn. Then I decide I'm lonely. I close my eyes and let myself slide off the horse, trying to imagine where L might be with the thought that I'm going to find him and hang out with him. I open my eyes and find myself in a brown carpeted room with golden yellow walls and lots of Manga, alone. I try to close my eyes and imagine falling again to L's side. I find myself in a grassy area with a short wooden table like you see in Anime all the time. There's a woman in a kimono having tea with a man, and then there's L walking towards them. For a moment my lucidity slips and I start to go have tea, but halfway to the table I realize this is still a dream. I change my course and run to L and jump on him. I start yelling, "I'm Lucid! L we're dreaming and I'm lucid. Listen to me, I am lucid and you need to be too!" But of course I must not have been very lucid or I wouldn't be trying to convince the DC he was dreaming lol. He tells me it's ok, he knows, then he leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back a bit shyly of course, but then I'm like what the hell, I'm only dreaming anyways, I'm going to make out with him, lol. Then he shoves his tongue in my mouth and we end up rolling around on the grass making out. A few times I got super excited and realized I'd wake up if I didn't stop so I had to push him back and calm myself down. This is definitely progress for me, because I struggle with waking up when I get too excited. I know I'll never talk to Kurasawa for long if I don't learn to get past it because he tends to end my dreams quickly by kissing me when we meet lol. I am disappointed though that I didn't go looking for him, but finding him will be easier if I work on my control and stabilization anyways.

Dream One(Fragment): I was in a tangle of bodies. I think they were Band aids from Almost Famous. WE were just laying down and singing Pendulum songs, lol.

Dream Two: I'm with My bff Ambies. She's eating cup cakes with yellow and green frosting. Sudden;y she starts acting funny and I think she's been brainwashed by these cupcakes. I wish that where ever the cupcakes were made was destroyed to that no one else could get brain washed. I see it happen on a nearby tv, a cupcake factory blowing up. Ambies gets up and leaves, and then I take the wrappers and the left over cup cake and start to throw it away. Then I think better of it and instead glob the frosting off the remaining cupcake and use it to write a message on a tray. I can't remember what the message said, but it was for my mom so she'd know to reverse engineer whatever was in the cupcakes and find a cure for Ambies. Suddenly the house goes dark and the tv starts flickering. I go into the living room to find the tv isn't even on. The flicker is coming from flashlights out the window. A group of guys in suits like Agents from the Matrix burst through the door. One of then starts walking lazy circles around me and talking to me about my involvement in blowing up the cupcake factory. He wants to know where the cupcakes are and I tell hi I don't know. He tells me they can't find a cure for Ambies without the cupcakes. I finally decide to just let him have the frosting and message meant for my mom to look at. My mom suddenly shows up and she's with him. The promise to find a cure for Ambies. I wake up.

I keep forgetting my vitamins so my recall is terrible. Plus Insomnia is rearing it's head again. Oh well, PLus side is I'm not having dreams I don't understand anymore lol.

Dream One(Fragment): I'm in a group of people who are fighting over a puzzle. There are two sides that are fighting over it, and say fuck it I don't want a stupid puzzle. Then I turn around and walk off.

Dream Two(Fragment): I'm trying to talk on a phone, but the person can't hear me. I put the phone down, and see that it's broken into a bunch of pieces. I start to put it back together, then decide it's not worth the effort and I really don't care to try to talk on it.

These dreams were all about apathy, lol. Not a usual subject in my dreams, but I'm pretty sure I know where this is coming from... too much talk with my bestie about efforts wasted in life.

Insomnia again, so just a couple of fragments.

Dream One(Fragment): One of my friends, D, was cutting down and moving big trees. I was amazed that he was actually picking up this gigantic logs trees and carrying them rather than cutting them into small pieces to move them.

Dream Two(Fragment): I'm standing at a door with my kids and a baby and my bff. We can't get through the door because it's locked, so I grab a bag of Fruit loops out of my purse and throw one on the ground. There's a pop and a bright flash, and we can get through the door. Then I realize that the Fruit loops are like Flo powder from the Harry Potter series and I start throwing Fruit loops on the ground and yelling places to go. It works a couple times, but then it doesn't work anymore and I get frustrated.

Insomnia is striking me tonight. I slept maybe 4 hours :/ now I'm awake several hours earlier than usual, oh well. I have a dream fragment from today and one from yesterday that I didn't remember until this morning.

Dream Fragment from yesterday: I was looking for Hentai (anime porn, lol) on the internet and couldn't find what I was looking for. I think I was looking for something that had a character similar to the Red eyed guy in the dream prior to this fragment, but I couldn't find any with characters that looked like him. Not an important dream, but I'm hoping not to lose my recall and it gives this entry more length.

Dream One(Fragment): I was writing on Facebook, only my facebook looked different. Instead of a blinking line that showed me where my curser was in the text box, I had a beautiful burgundy flower with a gold outline and swirls on it. I typed something about being the queen of fairies, and how my favorite part of the job was my pretty new magic Facebook scheme. Then I went for a walk and I saw tall grass and a horse laying in it. I turned and walked away not wanting to spook the horse. Then I thought about my facebook post and wondered if my friends would think I was weird because I was a fairy now.

If I manage to get back to sleep and dream I will post more later.

So I had a nap, and it was awesome. I'll explain why after the dream:

I was at my grandma's house and leaving. I walked out the door and it was instantly in the cracked map from Call of Duty Black Ops multiplayer. I saw a helicopter overhead, and I ducked under some concrete to hide. My phone makes a little noise, and I realize I have a notification or text message. I check it, and it's a message from a facebook friend. I don't expect one from him because I sent him a message days ago and never heard back so I thought he was ignoring me. I check the message, and he's saying something about gummy bears? lol Then he tells me to drop a line and talk to him sometime. I think this is odd, but then I read that he's the one in the Helicopter and I think this is even weirder and so I am wondering if he can see me. I step out from hiding to wave at the helicopter but he's flying away. I shrug it off and start walking through town. I find myself in a mall with my kids, and I start chasing them around the mall. Someone says Stephen King is there signing books. Eventually I find a Dollar tree where everything is a dollar, and I think I want to go in so that I can get some pretty printed stationary to write notes to my BFF. I can't find what I'm looking for, and a lady stops to help me, but she has no clue what I'm trying to explain to her. Eventually I realize that this Dollar Tree doesn't have everything for a dollar, in fact everything is like thirty dollars or more and it's a complete rip off. So I thank the lady for her help and then leave with my kids. I wake up.

And when I woke up, I really did have an unexpected message from the friend. I found that strange and cooley prophetic!

Dream One: I'm in the car with my husband driving on an interstate. We pass a red roof inn and I realize we're on vacation and that's the hotel we're going to be staying at. We exit the interstate to the right using a little hidden exit. It's dark, and the exit is surrounded by woods and trees. I can't see the road but I'm sure that my husband can because for some reason I think he has a better view in the drivers seat. I call my BFF, Ambies, thinking that she's following us and I want to warn her to be careful. The exit ends up exiting at some sort of moving platform. We drive the car onto the platform, and then it takes us on some sort of tour talking about a girl who died by drowning, and then the tour says that since we listened to her story the girl would keep us safe on our journey and protect us from drowning ourselves. Then the platform stops in the middle of a lake where I can see someone has built a road just under the water to create that "safe from drowning" effect to give the tour a cool end. My husband doesn't see the road though and drives the car off it and into the actual lake -_- I freak out and tell him he was supposed to stay on the road, and he tells me the tour said we'd be safe from drowning! But the car is sinking anyways, so somehow we stick our feet out of the car Flintstones style and walk the car back towards shore before it grows too heavy for us to carry. We climb out the windows and my husband says he's sleepy right now, we'll have someone tow the car in the morning.

Dream Two: I'm in a small pond or pool with a little pier that extends into the pool so you can see into the water and feed the fish. There's a huge mansion in the distance, and a guy with long dark hair, dark circles under his eyes, and bright red eyes. He's sitting on the pier cross legged. It's the middle of the night but it's a full moon so I can see really well. I swim closer to the pier and I can see the guy is eating. I feel like we're good friends, and so I decide to joke with him. I ask him if what he's eating is a red eye meal, referring to how his eyes are red. He says yes flatly and then goes on to explain that it has blood in it and would make me sick if I ate it. From this I gather he's probably a vampire or something. I swim along the side of the pier towards the shore, and out of the water. I start to walk back up the pier soaking wet and apparently wearing a long white gown that's stuck to my skin. Suddenly there's a big gust of wind that blows me backwards causing me to fall to the ground. The guy jumps up, and half turns to me to ask if I'm alright, but never takes his eyes off the water. I look out across the water and see a young teenage girl hoovering above the water. She's wearing long flowing grey layers of sheer material that float around her in the wind. She also had the same red eyes as the guy. She floats in the air to the pier, and then kneels down at the guys feet. She looks up at him and calls him her love and asks him why he's shunned her. He doesn't reply, instead he grabs her by the face and lifts her off the ground, then tosses her into the water. Apparently, once she touches the water, she starts sinking and screaming. She's struggling to stay above water, reaching up, but she can't even tread water because it's like she's being pulled downwards and engulfed by the water. I am completely freaked out, but the guy is unphased and merely says that she shouldn't have tried to hurt me. He walks towards me and helps me up off the ground then pulls me by the elbow towards a gate in an iorn fence around the house and it's grounds. He tells me that this place isn't safe right now, and as we're walking through the gate we are surrounded by people with faces like in that painting "The Scream". The people twist and float and scream around us about how their master, the one who fed them, is dead and it's all the guys fault. He tells me that these people are no longer people, but ghosts given physical form by drinking the life blood of a vampire. He seems to think this is something forbidden, but also that he can not defeat so many ghouls at once. I wake up.

Dream Three: I dream about waking up and drinking a bottle of water because I am soooo thirsty. I actually wake up and drink a whole bottle of water afterwards. I felt like I hadn't had any water in ages I was so thirsty!

Dream Four(Fragment): I'm at the lake and my son is playing with a rainbow beach ball. It keeps rolling down hill into the water and I have to get it for him

Dream Five(Fragment): I'm in a class, sitting in a circle outside. I open my purse and pull out a little book that says "Disciplinary notes" and I flip through it. They're mostly blank, but some say Merry Christmas. One had a picture and a joke written on it about a hippo and crack, but I can't remember the joke now that I'm awake.

Dream Six(Fragment): I'm going to a shop where you can buy crochet supplies. They're offering a free knitted sweater to anyone who makes a purchase. Someone asks me if I knit, and of course I tell them no but I know a bit about crochet.

Dream Seven(Fragment): I'm a ghost hunter on some sort of tv show. I'm revisiting a house that we once featured. For some reason our sponsor is a phone company, and all our shows participants get free phone service for a year. The woman who owns the house complains that the phone company cut her off before her year was up with no explanation. I promise to talk to my producer and find out what happened for her and get her service back if possible. I wonder for a moment how we reached her to set up this appointment when she had no phone, but then we all sit down to dinner and I let it drop. At Dinner her son goes upstairs, then there's suddenly a hole in the ceiling. I think her kid is in the ceiling, but it turns out to be a ghost.

It started with me being in a store and my BFF called me telling me she was on her way down to NC. She was so upset that she just couldn't stay in Ohio anymore. It was like the middle of the night, but she drove down here to hang out and just get away from Ohio. I stepped out of the store and she was in the parking lot, so we went back inside together. Inside, she was alternating between laughing loudly and suddenly bursting into tears. I wish that T had been there to help her, and suddenly he was. He asked her what was wrong, and she told him that she just had to get away from Ohio and burst into tears. So he grabs her elbow and tells her to come on, he's got someone she needed to see. So we start walking to the registers, and I have some things in my arms to buy (can't remember what they were though) So at the registers stand the Blond J she hung out with in highschool. You see him and say his name, then he opens his arms and she runs into them and just breaks down in the biggest sobs ever. He wraps his arms around her, then walks her out of the store to console her. Tracy stays with me while I check out, then I go outside and he offers to give me a ride home. When I accept, we get into my grandma's truck and suddenly I just know this is a dream. Realizing I'm dreaming I am scared that I'll wake up and everything goes black. I reach to my side to grab my cell phone, and find that the phone I grab is a flip phone, I'm still dreaming! So I look through my contacts, and I find L's number (which I don't really have, lol) and call him. I tell him to meet me at the bus stop in front of Walmart. Then I tell Tracy to stop the truck at the buss stop so I can get out and wait. He's not wanting to stop because it's dark and late and he says it's dangerous for me to be alone in town at night and the bus wouldn't run until daytime so I wouldn't have anyone to pick me up. I told him I was sure then jumped out o the truck. The buss stop was more like those smokers chambers at the local college, not a buss stop. All glass and benches, covered so you won't get rained on. As I walk towards the bus stop it's becoming day, and I curse dream time and say out loud, "NO!!! It's still supposed to be night!!!" and the dream goes back to night time So then I go to sit on the bench and it disappears! I remind myself it's a dream and it's still there even if I can't see it, mentally not out loud this time. The bench reappears and I sit on it. I look to the left towards walmart and across an empty parking lot. Then I see someone walking alone the empty parking lot towards the bus stop. It's a short little guy with a bald head and he looks kind of Asian. I realize this is supposed to be L coming to visit me, so I jump up and run up to him. On closer inspection he looks old too, and I'm thinking really?! THIS is supposed to be L? My brain couldn't have been more wrong! So I try calling out to the DC and yell his name at him, "L!" and suddenly he stretches taller and his face shifts and he looks all the world like high school L but with short hair. I am ecstatic that it worked, and he smiles really big at me so I run up and hug him. It gets a little odd when after I hug him he lets his hands linger on my waist. I remember our conversation last night, so I tell him to come here and pull him towards the buss stop. I stop right out side the bus stop and lean back against the glass while he catches his balance after me pulling him so hard in that direction. Then he asks me why I brought him here and if I wanted to talk, I tell him that I could wake up at any minute so there's no time for that now. Then I reach up and gently pull his head down to mine and kiss him. And of course everytime I kiss a DC I wake up, so that's where it ended, lol.

My bff and I had talked the night I had this dream about how she kissed L once, and I asked her if he was a good kisser. She couldn't remember. For some reason I forgot I actually wanted to ask L why I keep seeing him in my dreams because all I could remember was the conversation my bff and I had that night and not having the answer to my question, lmao. It's sooo hard to remember my waking world plans when I'm dreaming, things I decide on weeks in advanced are totally forgotten for things I passingly wonder about the night before >.< I'm totally kicking myself for that

Dream One (Fragment): I'm with a bunch of people in some sort of storm. We're taking cover around a bridge or building with columns or something. I'm lucky that I survive the storm, and then go to try and find survivors to help.

Dream Two (Fragment): All I can remember is seeing an ex-boyfriend with some chic. The chic and I are talking, and she's very suspicious of me and doesn't want me to talk to him because she has no idea who I am. I tell her she doesn't have to worry, I don't want anything to do with him because I dated him once and he was an asshole.

Dream Three: I'm outside a city gate, it reminds me of Venice in Assassins Creed II, everything is old and there's water everywhere. For some reason I know I'm banned from this city, but I want back in. I have my kids with me. I tell them to stay put behind a small house, and I go about trying to figure out how to sneak into the city. I find a tower, and start to climb it, but then see guards coming, so I shimmy around tot he back of the tower, then climb up and back down. On the tower I saw that I could hop across some poles in the water to get back into the city. I make my way back to my kids to tell them, and I see my husbands ex-fiance there with her kids and husband. She stops me and asks me why I'm there since I'm banned from the city. I tell her I was just looking around trying to figure out how to get my things that are left in the city. She offers to help, but I decline saying I'll figure it out. Then I tell the kids about the poles, and we hop across the river and make our way to our home in the city avoiding guards surprisingly easy as we go.

Dream Four: I'm in a car with my kids and there is a man driving. He has long dark hair and facial hair, and I'm pretty sure he's supposed to be Ezio. He's telling me that as long as the men who are hunting me are alive, there's no where my kids and I can be safe except by his side. He drives onto the interstate, then rams into the back of a limo causing the limo to swerve, then tip over and roll a few times. He quickly exits off a ramp to the right that curves under the interstate, and parks the car under the bridge. Then He tells us we're going to go finish him. We follow him at a distance as he walks up the embankment and makes like a concerned citizen and acts like he's helping the dude out of the limo, but instead he shoots the man and then we get back in the car. We drive to a college, and get out. Ezio seems to think the next target is a professor in the building. We go inside, and then Ezio slips into a classroom and my kids and I stand against a wall and try to look like we belong there. After a while, I realize it's taking Ezio a long time and something must be wrong. I don't hear any shouts or screaming so I know there's nothing bad going down, but I wonder if he needs a way out, so I peek my head into the classroom and motion to him. He comes out and grabs my little little girl and pics her up and asks her if she missed him, acting like a father would. We move away from the classroom and to a bench, and he thanks us for giving him an excuse to escape and giving him cover by making him look like a family man and not an assassin. He believes that his target has figured him out. He kisses the top of my forehead and thanks me for coming to his aid. People are walking all around us at this point, but ignoring us completely. There's a table nearby with a bunch of men in suits talking, and a couple of skinny chics in flight attendant outfits walk by. Then I see a guy with dress pants and a pink button up shirt with a tie walking with another man. I know the pink shirt guy is the target, and he's got a folder open and showing it to the other man. He's telling the other man that he swears that the assassin walked into his classroom this morning and tried to kill him, he was lucky that the assassin was interrupted by the witch and her children pretending to be his family. The other man laughs at this idea, and tells him that assassins don't do jobs after they have settled into a family life, and that he probably just saw a man who looked like the assassin with his family. Ezio pushes me gently forwards on the bench, and I take that as my cue to get the kids and start moving. I walk right past the guy in the pink shirt, and am careful to catch his eye as I do so. He looks at me and turns pale then starts to say, "There she..." But he's cut off when he's shot by Ezio's secret gun. Everyone screams, and so do I, then I make like I'm trying to cover my children with my body to protect them from more shots, even though I know there will be no more. Ezio comes running and acts like the concerned husband, trying to block up from gun fire, asking if we're ok, and then finally telling us to run in case the shooter returns. We run a few hundred feet away to a bridge over the lower floor. We stand there close enough to still see where the target is laying dead, but far enough that we don't look like anything more than curious bystanders. Ezio starts to thank me for being a distraction and giving him his opening, but I wake up in mid-sentence.

Dream One: I'm at a water park with some family and friends. Everyone seems to be having a great time, but I'm stressing out over something. I don't remember what it was, but considering I had so much go wrong yesterday, I'm sure it's carried over depression and probably not anything specific. There's a guy there with long blond hair, but I'm pretty sure it's not Kurasawa He actually looked a bit like Yo from Deadman Wonderland but several years older and more... hardened? tough? Scruffy? All of the above I guess, lol. Anyways, I'm literally pacing back and forth in front of a pool, and it's dark so the only lights are the ones coming from inside the pools. This guy is standing about six feet away from me at the closest point just watching me pace and wring my hands. I start getting even more upset because no one seems to notice me at all except this guy, and he seems to me indifferent to the fact that I am so upset. He doesn't feel like just some random guy either, in the dream I feel like we're really close, and so being ignored by him makes me even more upset. I feel like I'm going to burst into tears at any moment, and so I just switch to bitch mode and tell him I'm sick of this place and I'm leaving. He reaches out and grabs my arm as I walk past him to the exit though, and spins me around to face him. He asks me if my headache is that bad still, and I look at him like he's crazy. I don't have a head ache, so I ask him what he's talking about. He claims that I posted on facebook I had a headache last night, and he thought the reason I was pacing and wringing my hands was because the migraine hadn't gone away. Apparently he didn't want to say anything because he knew sounds and light would make my head hurt worse. I can't help but laugh because the whole time I thought he was ignoring my mood, he was actually being really considerate, he just didn't understand what was wrong. He gets flustered that I'm laughing and tells me that "father" asked him to watch over me when he was gone, and it's not funny that he's struggling to fulfill that duty. I get dream memories of this "father" actually being a good friend, not really a dad, but we joked and called him father because he was always watching out for us and keeping us out of trouble.

Dream Two: I'm hanging out with a friend that I haven't seem in years. I'll call her G G is skyping with her boyfriend, but when I see the guy on the screen he looks really familiar. I'm pretty sure in fact that I dated him once, but he's giving her a fake name and acting like he's someone different. SO I hide out of view of the camera, pretending to play Legos with my daughter and listen trying to catch the dude making a mistake in his lie. My daughter gets mad at one point and really surprises me telling me the rockets don't go in the hanger they go in the weapons bay. I actually make the comment that my 3 year old knows the difference between a hanger and a weapons bay, I didn't even know there was a difference! Then I look out the friend's back door, and notice that we're on the beach on a fifth or sixth floor with a balcony. I stand half out the door and watch the water below. I see something red floating in the water that looks like a big red barrel, and I think that's really odd. I wake up.

Dream Three: I'm walking through a foggy dark tunnel area. I have two different vision options, like in Assassins creed you have "eagle vision" and I'm fighting monsters kind of like Pokemon. I have a little radar that tells me when one is nearby, but some can only be seen with the special vision while others can only be seen with normal vision. I reach a set of four monsters that I can not beat. I have to beat them one at a time, and can skip one monster that I choose, but for some reason they kick my but and I get game over three times before I finally wake up.

Dream Four: I'm in the dark walking through a field with my two kids. I see a gypsy wagon nearby, and I walk towards it. There's a lady selling candies in the wagon. She's pretty, but then she smiles and is missing several teeth and looks a bit creepy. I try not to let it bother me, and my kids can't see her because the wagon is so tall. I buy a couple of suckers from her for the kids, but they're not like suckers, they're more like sweet tarts on a stick. I let the kids start eating them, and I start walking towards this glowing campfire. I pass by some bleachers to get there, and wonder if this is a football field or something with no markings. There's a group of people at the campfire, and a guy standing on a box in front of them all, talking loudly and happily, like he's teaching and telling a story at the same time. Again, it's a guy with long blond hair almost to his shoulders. The kids and I get into the ring of light from the campfire, and then the guy jumps down excitedly and fishes me out of the crowd. Everyone seems happy to see me, and I'm not really sure who all the people are. The guy tells me he's glad I showed up when I did, we need to go over some of our plans. Then he pulls me to the side, and all the people give us distance. We sit down on the grass and he starts rambling off plans that I feel like I need to write down. I tell him to hold on I need to write this down, and I grab a pencil and notebook out of my bag. I reposition myself so I'm laying down on my belly next to him now and can use the ground to write on. Suddenly though, he tenses up and stops talking. I start wondering if maybe I'm too close, maybe I shouldn't have laid down to write because it seems to be making him uncomfortable. He starts talking again, but when he starts to talk with his hands, and his elbow bumps me he goes silent and scoots away. I look up to see my kids still with the group of people eating their suckers and laughing and making silly faces. I feel upset, and I wonder why I'm so upset, nothing bad has happened, but I'm still really depressed suddenly and every little thing is making me sad. My kids having fun without me, the guy suddenly moving away and not finishing talking so I can take notes. I wake up, and can't manage to go back to sleep.

I at least know the reason behind the sad theme to my dreams last night. I had one of those days where it feels like everything is going wrong. We got a water leak, I was supposed to get a new phone but didn't because the salesman couldn't tell me what was reliable and didn't know jack about his phones, my husband didn't watch the kids while I was trying to talk to the salesman so they literally climbed the display at the phone store, when we got home my phone decided once again to start acting up and stopped charging (but this morning it charges with no problems, wtf) and when I go to listen to music to make me feel better, my mp3 programs decides it's going to crash everytime I open it. Yes, it was a bunch of trivial crap that shouldn't have bothered me, but putting it on top of the crap that's been going on for the last month (and had made me so disinterested in dreams as of late) it was enough that I actually cried tears of relief when I got my mp3 player to work.

My phone deleted my notes, so I can only remember a few quick dreams from this night:

Dream One: I remember is being in an old roman like city, underneath a statue. the head has been knocked off the statue, and I'm trying to repair it. There's someone with me, and I'm telling who ever it is that there didn't used to be a hose attached tot he head, but when it was broken we discovered that there were hoses and pipes all throughout the statue and we didn't know what they were for.

Dream Two: I'm going through some school halls carrying books in a stroller. I'm with my husband and some other people, and we drop the strollers off at a concession stand window at the gym. Then My daughter grabs a cookie and starts eating it, and everyone's freaking out because the cookies weren't cooked yet.

Dream Three: I was running away from a snake in the woods at my grandpa's house. Somehow I end up carrying a bunch of stuff too. I walk up the stairs because the snake is no longer behind me, and I think I should reality check because I should always reality check when something odd happens. I look at my hand that's carrying a steering wheel, and I count my fingers. I count five fingers and a thumb. I recount, still five fingers and a thumb. I shake my head and say, "That's not right, I should have four fingers and a thumb!" And I recount a third time still convinced I can't be dreaming. This time I have the appropriate number of fingers and move on with the dream, never becoming lucid. I went inside and talked to my cousins, but what about I can't remember as the rest of the dream is fuzzy.

I had a couple of long dreams last night, but I'm lazy and going to shorten them :p

Dream One: I was at my grandpa's house (who has been dead for over a year now) My brothers ex girlfriend was there, and she had a horse and a dog, but only one lead line for both. They kept getting away, and I'd take the lead line and fetch one, then by the time I got the one animal back to the house the other would have taken off into the woods or towards the street and I'd have to go rescue that one, just to have the cycle repeat. At last I insisted we find another lead line, and when I was looking for it in a shed, I ended up finding a cat with kittens. At some point the horse starts rubbing it's neck against me, and I remember how warm and happy I was to hug the horse. I forgot how much an animals "hug" can feel like hugging your best friend, lol.

Dream Two: I was in an old historical area driving downtown, trying to find my way and constantly getting lost.

Dream Three: I'm looking at a store display for a new sims game, and thinking to myself that I've seen this game in my dreams. It was a 60s style stuff pack for the game, and I kept thinking this is so awesome! I dreamed this pack before it came out. If only I'd realized I was STILL dreaming -_-

I should have wrote these this morning before my husband started working on my computer, but I didn't, so now I only remember little bits -_-

Dream One: I'm standing under a swing set in a field. I look up and see that there's a space ship flying in the air above me. It looks strange, and I notice that it has similar textures on it to the roof textures in the Sims games. I say something about it, and point it out to someone who's standing nearby. They tell me it's just a garbage ship, and the ship actually dumps a load of trash on the playground nearby. Then I see a real space ship. Somehow I end up on a balcony talking to people about the space ship.

Dream Two: I'm at a party with a bunch of people. Ar first I'm hanging out with my husband just kind of crowd watching. Then I see a couple of friends, including my dead friend's friend L and a guy I knew back in high school that we called Moose. I think about going and saying hey to L, but Moose grabs me before I can. He's always been the flirty without meaning it type, and he pulls me into his lap and starts asking me when I'm going to get my husband to come fix his cable. He suggests that his cable bill is too high, and I need to give my husband "A little something something" so he'll cut my friend some slack on their cable bills, and I laugh and tell him that if he wants a better deal on cable I'll ask my husband if there are any new packages or specials he can get. Then I see L again, and I ask him if he needs help with his cable too, and he tells me he doesn't have cable. Then for some reason everyone decides to go outside, and we start goofing off and seeing who can jump the farthest. I run and jump with all my might, and go pretty far. I'm really impressed with myself for jumping so far and landing on my feet! Then My husband jumps, and he ends up landing on his butt. As I reach down to help him up, L jumps. He also hit the ground, but he rolls forwards instead of falling on his butt. He puts an arm out as if he's going to take my hand and let me help him up too, so I offer my hand to help. When I help him up, my husband looks at me angrily in the dream and I wonder if helping L up too had crossed some line or something.

Dream Three: My friend S is missing, and I'm looking for her. I'm wandering around looking for her, when I see L. I yell out to him and ask him if he knows where she is. He tells me he does, but that it's dangerous and I should try not to get involved. I insist that if he knows where she is he needs to take me to her. He refuses at first, then I end up force him to somehow. He drives me in this car to a little circle fountain in the middle of a small village or town very similar to the ones in Assassins Creed II and Brotherhood. I start to get out, and he tried to stop me, but I pull away from him and jump out quickly. There are a couple of shady looking guys lounging against the walls, and when they see me and L get out of the car, they ask him if he's brought another one for them to recondition. I think they mean to beat and brainwash me? L starts to tell them no that I'm a friend and not someone for them to mess with, but they push him aside and come after me. I start fighting, I can remember kneeing one of the dudes in the face and getting knocked down. I woke up during the fight so I have no clue who won lol

I was talking to my bff today about this change in my dreams. I'm not sure what exactly caused it all, but ever since that dream about my dead friend's family being in trouble three or four weeks ago, I've been dreaming of his friend and I don't understand why. At first we thought perhaps I was supposed to contact the friend to make sure MY friends family was ok, but the dreams didn't stop afterwards. I also haven't dreamed of Kurasawa since that dream shift. I'm trying to figure out why my night life has changed so much, and how I can change it back. I'd much rather be dreaming of Kurasawa and other random DCs than real people. It's way less confusing that way and easier to tell when I'm dreaming, or when a memory is real or just something I'm suddenly remembering from a dream.

I got up earlier than usual today, and was in a hurry so I had no time to think back on my dreams. AS a result, all I have is this:

I was playing Assassins Creed II, free running, but for some reason I was following Altair and Maria.

Dream One(Fragment): The dream starts out with me in a house at a door in the kitchen. For some reason there are two mirrors in the corner so they mirror one another. There's a blonde man standing near the mirrors, and I am standing on the other side of the door watching as people come inside. There is a set of twin boys, probably teens, there's a woman with dark hair cut short in a bob, and then a couple other men with beards that walk in. I get the feeling that the Blonde guy is standing in front of the mirrors to block them, but it doesn't work, and the Dark haired girl looks into the mirrors anyways. I notice that she is only reflected in one mirror, and in the other mirror only objects are reflected, but not the woman herself as if she were a vampire or something. We all go into the living room of this house and start talking. I can't remember what happened from there, but my notes say "Hitting Truck, Baby, Table" I just can't remember what they mean >.<

Dream Two: I'm at my dad's family's lake cabin. We're actually not near the cabin though, but on the vacant lot beside it. There is a man with long dark hair dressed in all black and two women also dressed in all black standing there. The women are hanging all over him like they're both his girlfriends or something. The man is some sort of leader of a cult, and he's asking me to join. I tell him no way, he may be my friend but I'm not stupid enough to believe something just because someone I know says it. I have my own unique beliefs and they don't jive with his. All the same, I ask him if they'd like to hang out as long as they stop trying to convert me. They say they're not allowed to go on the property near the water, and I feel kind of sad because I was looking forwards to hanging out.

Dream Three: I'm turning onto a road and find that my steering seems stiff. Suddenly my check engine light comes on, and I find that I'm having trouble steering. The car cuts off, and I somehow end up steering the car downhill and into a gas station. I look at the light son my dash, and it actually says "Needs Power Steering Fluid" so I get out of the car and go inside the gas station to buy some power steering fluid. A little girl around 8 or so with long sandy blond hair asks if she can help me pour it in, but I tell her I've got it. I pop the hood of the car and start to look for where to pour it in. I start to pour it into a white tube, only I stop because I realize that's where the antifreeze goes. I cap that back, and my husband comes up behind me and starts fussing at me for trying to put the fluid in the wrong place. I tell him I've got it, I can figure this out, but he keeps arguing that I'm not doing it right and I need to just give it to him before I waste it all. Then he pours it into the right tube, and uses the whole bottle, then complains that it shouldn't have taken that much and I must have wasted half the bottle. I look into the tube for some reason, and I see a bunch of floating plastic bottles in the tank, and question it. My husband replies that I should know what they're for and goes into some bs explanation about the bottles being the indicator that the tank is full or empty.

Dream Four: I'm sitting on a box at the end of a mattress. On the mattress is my bi friend M. She's talking to me, and as usual I'm pretty overcome by how outgoing and carefree she is, to the point I'm almost jealous. She pulls back the covers on the mattress and I climb into the bed with her. She asks me why i look sad, and I tell her about how I wish I were more outgoing like her. She seems to make friends so easily, and she doesn't seem to care what others think of her. Then we start talking about how to lose inhibitions and I wake up before I can actually hear her advice.

Dream Five(Fragment): All can remember of this one is that there was a giant circus tent, and I was inside with Shiro from Deadman Wonderland. I feel like I'm baby sitting her. The whole floor is a trampoline, and she's jumping up and down and doing flips while squealing and laughing. At some point we find a small tent pitched inside the giant tent, and Shiro reasons that the tent must leak, why else would the tent be pitched inside another tent? She then goes on to pretend it's a club house and I'm not part of her club, so she climbs in the tent and sticks her tongue out at me. Then I wake up.