non-lucid

Starts in the mall again but different area. I'm with my sister and my grandma and grandpa, this authoritative woman is talking to us and giving us directives, she said we need to go into do something but come immediately back to state the results. But when we go into the empty powerless mall we go into a store together and instantly begin looting. everyone separates within the same stores and grabs stuff and shoves it in their pockets. I'm stealing shoes, my sister stealing scarves, my grandpa stealing watches but he seems against it a little, and my grandma is stealing the gummy candies in a candy glass thing. I go with my grandma to get gummy candy with her but then this metal wall drops and almost locks us in, I just watch it happen and see my grandpa yell for her to get out and her yell that it's stuck but then my grandpa just lifts it up a little like its a curtain and she goes under and out. Then we all realize we can get in trouble for what we were doing and this woman security guard comes and tells us all to get against the wall to check if we took anything, while she is distracted with my family I sneak away because she never saw me, then when she's done checking them I sneak back into the group and the woman asks me if she checked me and I said yes. then we are sitting against a wall awaiting for the woman from before to come and tell us something. I realize something is in my back pocket, I take it out and see that it's some sort of voice recording device one like Ive never seen before. I show it to my family but not my grandpa, they look fearful because we realize the woman has been listening to us and testing us if we've stolen, so I mess with the device thinking I should record over all that was recorded, but the controls and button were so complicated, and there were so many buttons on the front, back, and sides. Two pairs of each button but looked different, finally when I realized how to re-record somewhat, the woman burst in and tried to get it from me so I couldn't delete her evidence, she wrestled me on the ground trying to retrieve it from my grasp but I managed to get away and I ejected the tape because i couldn't re-record fast enough and i found a trash can that has fire in it and I threw the recording device into it and I threw the tape into it and it melted and the woman just fell to her knees, then I awoke.

I'm in a mall with two people, some man and some woman. I see people being cleared out of the mall and everyone is panicking. Then the entire power grid goes down, and everyone is out of the building, but a security guard is skimming the area for people, me and the guy and girl decide to hide for some reason, we don't really have a plan, we just instinctively hide. Then we hear all the door getting locked up. The man walks off into a nearby store, and the girl and I start walking and you can see these victorian dresses in nearly all of the stores windows. She's swooning over different one's, I don;t care but point one out to her anyways, then she asks me to go get it for her, I tell her to go get it herself so she does. Then I feel a wall hit me from behind and I turn around and realize it's the end of the mall. I become overwhelmed with panic that it's almost too late and that I was supposed to grab something but I don't like anything there so I grab what looks like a black button up but when I turn it around it turns into a dress so I through it down and feel time counting down and I grab for this shirt up high but some man blocks me and stops me, and then we run but they get away without me and I'm stuck in a dark store.

I'm in my moms car, my sister is in the front passengers seat. We're driving somewhere and it's nighttime. I look out at the sky it's cloudless and dark, but all the stars are formed into evil shaped constellations, my mom and sister obviously panicked ask what's happening. I tell that I read this on the internet just before hand, that the holy spirit left the earth because it's almost time, so only the evil ones of another dimensions are here on earth with, we'd have to bear it until time. I see satanic symbolism in the stars. And then we get home and I contemplate whether or not to look up the stuff I supposedly read from before.

I realize I'm at my middle school, I'm with DC's I assume are my friends. The bell rings for us to go home, I know my mom is probably waiting to pick me up in the dirt lot across the street, but I want to hang out with my friends, we're exploring the campus. Then we walk near the exit and see this little blond boy, he looks like a 5th or 6th grader, he begins to chase us. I run over to this fence pocket with plants and wait, but then I see him come around the corner and I panic and hop the fence, I know he can't hop the fence so it bought me time. I'm at the bus pick up zone, there's 3 busses, and kids walking every where getting in the busses and I'm aware of the kids already in the busses staring at me from the windows. I realize I've noticed the area too long because here comes the boy. I run in between two of the busses and shove passed students. I get to the end of the busses and see my moms car in the dirt lot, I stand there wasting precious time thinking whether or not I should run to my moms car and go home, or still stay with my friends, but then the boy gets too close so I run across the street towards my moms car and the boy follows after me but gets stuck in the street with cars trying to drive and I hop into my moms car expecting her to be angry with me for being late, but she says nothing and just drives me away.

Dream Fragment: My moms cousin was using this website. I became interested and went to go check it out, it look suspicious to me in the back of my mind, it's red and black, but I continued on to create an account. During the process it fucked up and didn't create my account. I realized that this site was evil because it was called camission.com, ca- for calling, and commission. I meant if you sign up they do for you what you click for the price of your soul. I dodged a bullet, I almost joined the sight, and I went and tried to explain it to my mom and her cousin.

Dream: I was riding fixie bike, I saw that I was coming up to this what looked to be a daycare center, there was this lady going berserk in front of it, there were police and she was saying there was a pervert or something trying to get the kids, then she pointed at me and said "theirs one", I laughed because I didn't take her seriously, but then she started chasing me and I thought it the worst thing for her to lay a finger on me so I sped my bike up but she was keeping up, in fact passing me, so I rode into a field of dead weeds and she too went in and was gaining on me, so I turned into a neighborhood that I knew well that eventually led to my house, but then I thought I shouldn't lead her anywhere near anything I know because she'll bring the cops there later, so I made a u turn as did she, and I went into the backyard some how of some house, and went into the house and shut the door behind me and locked it and there were a little boy a little girl and their mom was in the garage, i didn't want to get caught by her so I went straight out the front door, but i heard the crazy lady get through the back door so sped into other backyards and got away.

Dream Fragment: I was in control of the body of this tall pregnant redhead with a sparkly red dress on with white platform boots who was chasing me saying her baby is mine and I couldn't catch me even though I was running in circles in a relatively small hotel lobby.

Dream Fragment: This man walks up to me and takes off his glasses and this puke yellow foggy light comes from out of the lenses and booms into us and then we see all this weird shit but I'm still aware of the room around us and I slowly walk away from him because it's freaking me out, but he really wants me to look into the yellow air with him.

Dream fragment: I'm laying in my bed, I'm messing with my teeth with my tongue. I feel one of my back teeth wiggle and it makes a click noise. I panic and run to the bathroom and look in the mirror. I put my hand in my mouth and tug at the tooth very gently, but it falls out, I take it out and look at it, it's completely translucent, but i see tan things in there. I panic and think that my retainers won't work anymore and my teeth will begin to migrate, but then when i tongue the spot it fell out from I feel a brand new tooth like a polished little mountain poking out and I feel relieved and that this is even better because the other one was see through and this one is bright white.

I'm in my Grandpas house, he's walking around whilst talking to my mom. My Grandma and sister are in the kitchen, Grandma is preparing lunches for all of us because we are going somewhere, but I don't know where. Then I go and walk into the living room while my grandpa walks past me to go into the kitchen, I walk up to this shelf that's holding books, a t.v., and some dvds. I push it on the right side and it spins into an opening to more crap on shelves, but I don't care so I shut it. Suddenly the weather stirs into something awful. Me and my sister go look out the sliding glass door and see that cold white foggy wind is swirling around us in repeated circles. I'm worried because I feel like the earth fell out of the gravitational pull or something, but then my sister tells me that this was supposed to happen, that a change was going to happen and that Jupiter would become visible from earth to the naked eye for seven years. For some reason me and my sister go outside while this crazy wind is happening, and we can't keep steady so we tie each other together with this black piece of trash that blew towards us. We regret it and try to walk back to my grandpas house, but then this bright light keeps flashing in my view and the sky is going in circles, I see the small moon, the small but blinding sun, and then something else, it's a HUGE planet and it's flickering light. We continue walking, and make it back into the house. Then the air calms down outside, and the visibility comes back and the sky is clear of clouds, and we all looked at the huge planet clearly that we'd see for the next seven years.

I am turning the corner into my neighborhood, I'm walking with someone, I don't recognize them but just assume they're my friend. We hear a voice call us from behind and we turn around to see. It's a male who looks to be in his late fifties. He asks us if we want to go to the acid field. We say no thanks, because he has the look in his eyes that there's creepy intent behind them. Then we start to walk towards my house again, but then he says something to us again, he says "let me give you a ride to acid field." I still don't trust him and want to go home, but my friend start walking with him, I don't want to leave her alone with him so I go with them. Then we are at this place in a hidden run down hangar. There's junk everywhere, and junk for seats. He tells us to go sit somewhere, so we do, there's about 30 other people my age here sitting, I recognize some of them from high school. We're all watching these two girls fight, and there's a pair of boy getting ready with the hand wrap to fight next. I come to the conclusion that the guy was collecting people to fight at his fight club and that I would have to fight, I looked around and saw no big competition from boys or girls so I didn't mind, but instead he sent me down this thin path that was lined with jungle, roots, vines and it was night. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, but then I knew without seeing her that my twin flame was here, and I completely submitted and laid down on the path. I was going to sleep near her. Then sudden;y it was day, I got up and continued walking forward and the jungle came to an opening and it was rows of unused farmland and I saw her green tent on the left side of the path and when I saw it move I ran into the field on the right of the path and kept running. then i woke up. [what a coward]

I'm laying down in the shed behind my house, I realize I've been there relaxing for too long because it's night time. I come out of the shed, and I see sights that horrify me, there's military cargo planes hovering low at every other house, there's one just next door, and flying in the sky highers the sky is filled with strange looking aircraft not belonging to human but are working hand in hand with the military. Their weird aircraft looks like it's monitoring the cargo planes though. I get low and sneak into my house, I go to warn my mom and sister but after checking the whole house I realize it's empty, I wonder if they were taken or killed or escaped, then sudden;y my grandma run into the room I'm in I assume looking for us, I tell her they're gone and that we need to get out of here. We exit the house and there are other people running away o the streets but there are young cops everywhere getting them, so me and my grandma run on the side lines into an area with high trees, I see air-crafts every and judge when we can run to remain hidden, then we run out into this park but two cops a male and female come at us and i wrestle one and his gun falls to the ground I pick it up and shoot them both in the head, then me my grandma and some other people run. Now in a different are, my grandma has turned into an old friend from high school, We're at a public area, people here aren't panicked yet, I guess they're only collecting people from neighborhoods so far, so I tell her we need to get out of here before they come, next thing I know people start panicking because a crowd of people are running for something and running towards us, so we run she follows me, and we go down this cement dip and I see the door that leads to the underground main working area has already been opened so that means other people are escaping here, I run in, and keep running through turns and doors, every time I turn around my friend seems tired and wants to go her own way, and now she's talking to two guys also down here hiding, but I know this isn't safe enough they probably have heat sensors, we need to go lower in the ground, so I just leave her, but then the guys turn possessed and start to go after me so I climb up the stone wall, they're climbing right up behind me so i jump over to the other side which leads me into a room with a hole on the upper wall that shows the outside, I climb up the wall and jump out before those guys catch up, then I run across the street through the panicked crowd and the calm possessed crowd and I climb up this wood pole that goes about 50 feet into the air next to a two story building, then the guys catch up and try to climb up the pole, they seem to be having trouble I guess they're not so athletic. Then when I reached the top I jumped onto the balcony and turned around and pushed the wood pole and it begins to fall and they fall to ground. I realize there is this guy up here on the balcony with me, I ask him if its safe up here, he says safe from the people, but not from the weird air-crafts, so we decide we need to get to a mall. I don't know why. Now we're dead center in a mall on the second floor, some people seem afraid, but the store workers are still trying to sell their shit, I follow the guy through a clothing store then through another, and then we go into a store connected to the outside that sells dirt bikes, he sits on one and puts on a helmet, the store worker runs up and talks to him as if trying to sell it to him and saying he should sit on it. Then I go and sit on a black one, and I grab a helmet and stuff it on, then we both start the bikes and begin to ride out while the store worker tries to grab us, we ride though the mall to the exit with a few people chasing us, then we hit the street and go across it into dirt and ride across shopping areas and then we get to place that has no one and it's shadowed, we roll our bikes up this ramp on to this wooden deck blocked off from view with nets and junk, it has benches on both side, then a few stairs steps that lead to a higher deck that can see the open sky. we put our bike down and pull the ramp up so no one can get here, but we start to let people up that look trust worthy, and they work with us. now there's about 20 of us up here, and it's late again we talk about how we don't think there's many humans left. whenever a possessed one tried to get us or a cop tried to get us we'd shoot them in the head, most of us had a gun. The lady with a smokers voice didn't have a gun and she complained the whole time. I went to the top deck and looked at the sky, I see one of those weird air-crafts, it flies over pretty slow and is black and has curled wings upwards, it flies over us then stops and begins to spin in a circle faster and faster until it disappeared, and it effected the sky from it, I look up and see the sky was broke apart like the sky was always a hologram, there's a gps map up there, it shows dots in areas, I notice one area with a lot of dots, it's of were we are. I tell them hiding it futile as they have tracking devices on us. So we look for them. I tell them it;s in our skin, we have to cut ourselves open to I do and first try I find it. The others find theirs and want to destroy it, i tell them not to, but for one of us to take them some were and leave them so they think we're over there. Then I tell them instead of fighting things on earth we need to kill those air-crafts because they're behind all of it, they agree but ask me how. I tell them that when it fly's it has time and space warped around it so we can't touch it with anything, but when it spins in circles to disappear it doesn't have a full warp on it. The dirt bike tells me I need to go to a gun store with him not for regular weapons, but for rpg's and grenades. So we get back on the bikes and i follow him to one hoping they weren't all taken. When we go into the store no one is around. there's seven rpg's piled on the ground, we strap them to the back of our bikes, them we put grenades in a back pack, lots of them and i put them on my back and we drove back. Then the ones of us who had the rpg's went to the top deck and aimed em at the sky and everyone else has grenades and waited at the bottom deck just in case. Then one of those air-crafts was slowly flying around like it was looking for something, I tell them to wait til it spins then it begins to spin, we wait til it's a little faster, then me and someone else shoot a rocket at it and explodes with a mushroom cloud. Then three more of those air-crafts come because of the explosion, that must be all of them, and they fly around slow so I tell the other people to throw the some grenades at them so maybe they'll spin and flee, none of the grenades hit them they just bounced of but it made them all spin and we blew them all up. woke up.

I'm laying on the floor resting with my head on a pillow near my sister's fish take which looks nothing like her fish tank in wake, and the house I'm in is not familiar. My sister is doing something to the tank, maintenance I suppose, she is trying to catch one of the fish with the little green fish catching net, the fish is so small, about the size of the tip of my thumb, and it's electric blue with a few black and white stripes. She gets it, but when she lifts the net out of the water it falls out, it falls out strange although we accept it as normal, it dropped then hovered still in a spot above my head for a few seconds, then my sister urged me not to move so she can retrieve the fish. In my view it slowly gets closer to my face, I yell at my sister to get it because it looks like she isn't even trying even though she says she is but she's doing nothing. then the fish disappears out of my view, I sit up fast and scream at her "where is it?" then she say's "I'm not sure" but tells me to hold still so she can search my head for it, I don't like the way she is giggling the whole time as I feel this is some serious shit. I'm imagining it went into my mouth, or in one of my ears, so I close my mouth and discern it's not in there, but I realize that my right ear feels soooo stuffy. It felt like it had 20 years of sticky warm earwax in it, and it's a little deaf, so I stick my finger in it trying to dig it out. I yell at my sister that it's in my ear, she tells me that we can go to this house with a family that has helped us before and given me a tattoo that I don't remember or something like that. So we're driving at night and within seconds are at the house, we get out and my sister walks ahead of me and knocks on their door and whispers something to the guy that opened the door, I can't hear, I suppose it about the situation. Then the man at the door smiles and lets us in, when we walk in my sister leaves me there and goes to the car and i don't like that. Then I turn back to the people in the living room, it's an older woman i guess their mom, then two guys in their late twenties, and a girl that looks a little younger than me. The mom tells me to sit in the chair next to one of her sons so he can do what ever to my ear while she continues talking about stuff we've supposedly done in the past, then i sit in a chair next to him, but he tells me "no the other one", so i get up and sit in the chair next to him on the other side of him. then everyone gets quiet and he picks tools and stuff up from this ironing table and messes with my ear, next thing I know I'm passing out, then I wake up and it's really dark but i see a night light on the wall so the light hits a few objects, i look around and see I'm in brown blankets on their living room floor, and all around me the rest of the family in brown blankets sleeping in different places on the living room floor, i wondered why no one was using the couch, the mom was by the window, the two guy near the door and i was by the couch with my head on the girls blanket and she moved in her sleep and bumped my head and she woke up from it and had this weird look on her face when she saw me looking at her and then she tried to explain to me something about she had to sleep near me to get my energy, then she grabbed my head and buried it into the side of her hip and fucked my hair up and i was just to lethargic to give a fuck i suppose and I was zoning out like she really was sucking my energy then when i fell back asleep i woke up.

I'm in a mall, I walk up to this store, it is as if it is the only store that represents current trends. It represents what the "follow the leader" youth are at the moment I feel. I feel so compelled to go to this store every day, and I enter and quietly go to the back where no one is. I avoid the groups in the store. I dig through the clothes, and I dig through the backpacks, and other accessories, but just as the other times I find nothing. Nothing resonates with me. So I quietly try to exit the store without the groups, or the worker seeing me with which might spark an unwanted conversation. I come back at I assume is the next day, I go to the back of the store to a place unoccupied, I dig through all the stuff, the fads have changed since the last time, it always changed, yet I find nothing. I try to exit the store unnoticed, but the worker stops me and comments on how I come in everyday, dig through stuff, then leave. I tell him that I come in with hopes of finding something everyday, but, then he finishes my sentence "but find nothing.", Some girl who was listening starts talking, I don't hear any of the words, but I begin to follow her and just leave the worker. I hate how she keeps talking, but doesn't make eye contact with me and I have to push through people to keep up with her, then I realize we are out of the store, then I can understand her words and she says "how old are you?", I tell her "22", then she sighs and says "it's a shame you're too old.", then she begins to walk again, I get frustrated and ask her "too old for what?", then she just kind of ends our conversation by smiling at me then walking away, but I keep following her from behind, then I wake up.

I'm in my room doing seemingly nothing, I notice loud music starts to reverberate through my house from across the street. I automatically assume they are having a party of sorts, usually I would bitch and moan about it, but I notice that I am completely alone in my house for some reason, I wonder where my sister has gone. I wait nervously until I decide to get dressed out of my pajamas into clothes, and sneak into the party across the street, I believe I can because it's almost dark and theirs a shit ton of people in their twenties walking in and out and in front of the party. So I quietly walk out of my house and walk a little ways down the street then turn around and walk along the sidewalk and fence nearest the part. Then I turn into the driveway, and I see a table with a girl and boy managing it, there's tickets on it. I walk up to it and they ask me if I'll be buying the underage tickets and pass, I tell them no I am 21, the boy doesn't believe me so I tell him I can show him ID, and he says yeah sarcastically, but then is shocked when I show it to him, then the girl hands me a sheet of adult tickets and tells me it'll cost $5, so I give her $5, then she says for $1 more I can get a bonus row of tickets so I agree and pay her the $1, then she put a neon blue wrist band around my wrist, then she asks me will I be eating salads or hotdogs? I immediately say hotdogs because who eats salads at a party, but then I contemplate what she meant by salads like if there was potato salad, macaroni salad, because I'd rather have potato salad to be honest, but it was too late she gave me hotdog ticket things so I just walked in and passed everything, the food, the candy stand that all I could see was pop-rocks, and I walk up the stairs and enter the house, hardly any people are in here but I see the parents who own it, they see me and look at me in shock like they know me, the DC's two men I've never seen in RL but I suppose they represent people because I feel the need to apologize to them for what my dad has done to them and that I don't want his blood on my hands and I told them I have nothing to do with him, and they somewhat forgave me but kept an eye on me, then the man tells me that on his bedroom door is a game so I went into his room and shut his door which is clear and play this game that has porno pictures as the puzzle, once I realize what the image is that I was trying to put together I freak out and try to erase it or turn the game off but I don't know how, but finally I turn the game off then walk out into the living room and watch drunkards stumble about.

I'm in the garage and the garage is open and there's other students I suppose with me. Then a woman walks in and she's our teacher, she tells us to make art out of blue glass, so we all do. Then she takes us to all these mechanical things in the garage and has me take them apart which I don't like because the stuff is covered in spider webs. Then she says we all have to look busy, and who ever looks least busy will have to stay and won't attend the field trip, so we scatter and try to look busy. The the teachers has us line up and she calls us by name one by one, the last person left will not go she says. It down to me and some boy, then the teacher says spizzle. Me and the boy looks at each other confused, that is neither of our names, then the teachers calls out for spizzle again so me and the boy assume we both aren't going so we show each other what we made out of the blue glass, then the teacher walks up to me and says shes been calling me and I tell her that my name is not spizzle, and she says whatever just get in line. Then we walk down the driveway, I stop and try to see this thing that's off to the side, it is red sticks in a plastic case, the teachers stops me from seeing and says it's just something she dropped the other day. Then we get into a large white van, I sit behind this girl, she turns around and shows me this magnet picture of her, I laugh at it and that offends her so I tell her I only laughed because it looks like she is getting hit by a car and there's a huge ass barn behind her in it...that's funny, but the other passengers in the car give me dirty looks, so I hand the picture back to her and shut up. Then we are suddenly on a tram or small amusement park train type thing and the girl is now in the front seat, we go through doors, and into the main lobby of the place and I see the characters in suit just walking around they ignore us and don't greet us. I get off and leave them and go through doors I assume lead into this amusement place, but then suddenly I am going up stairs, and their is a older man and an older woman, and I have to squeeze through the mess of stacks that are on both sides in the staircase, then I exchange a few words with them and they act as though they are my parents. Then I go through the door to the left at the top and it's roomy but this girl in there starts getting big and growing by the second so I run into the bathroom in that room and the girl now looks like a larvae and she reaches her finger in the bathroom at me to squish me but I yell at her to stop and for some reason she does, then I run out and down the stairs.