Cities in the Astral

12/04/13 I really did have a fully non-lucid and was shocked. I have really had basically no bad dreams in years, due to always being semi-lucid. This was very uncomfortable. I am in a house and my sister is telling my wife about things that make me so angry. The things she is talking about did happen to my father and his sister, but in the dream they happened to us, and I want it kept a secret. My father had kept it secret his whole life, and his sister just recently told my sister the details. I got so angry that I told my sister I would beat her up if she were a man. My wife said what happened to me as a child did not in any way hurt how she felt about me. I grabbed the sprayer on the sink and sprayed it full into my sisters face, but even then she kept talking about it.

Well, I asked for some truly vivid fully non-lucids, so I guess I got that. I am not used to this, and it makes me cringe a little. I am not sure what to make out of it.