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    10 June - From a semi-lucid dream to lucid

    by IndigoRose on 06-10-2021 at 11:48 PM
    comment dream semi-lucid lucid

    The dream before the lucid parts wasnít much coherent, my settings and my companions were very changeable, so I simplified it slightly, I am using the word companions instead of being specific and I am starting from a point from which I remember the dream reasonably well but it was actually longer.

    We were inside a building and we wanted to go outside to look for Karin, who was some kind of magical creature, maybe a fairy. She went out and didn't come back for a long time.
    I went outside and my companions came with me. There were gardens around us and it was dark, and we walked through the gardens and there were flowers, but Karin was nowhere to be found.
    Then we walked on the lawn around the building and there were soldiers walking towards us. They had the division number written on them - 100something. I knew their general and I remembered that I was in the 80th Division. But I didn't want to approach them because they would certainly want to know the details and I didn't remember the details. They walked past us and ignored us.

    Then I explained to my companions that it is our presence - that with our presence and attention this world grows stronger and becomes more detailed and real, that it is like the shadows in Amber and we travel through them like the princes of Amber... but I stopped because I understood that they didn't know Amber and my comparison or explanation didn't mean anything to them.
    Anyway, we should find Karin quickly and get out of here because more and more things are going to be happening around here. I also told them that it was fascinating how I remembered being in the 80th division, but that I was a little sad that it was actually a false memory.

    Then we were at some greenhouse or walled garden and I think we found Karin there and she came with us, or it stopped mattering.
    We were back in the building, now there were soldiers and infrastructure. We arranged at the window of a female clerk to hear us in a closed room. I also wanted her to arrange for me to talk to the general in private, as I was still feeling emotional about my membership in the division.

    We were in the room with her, me and two companions, there was someone there with her too, sitting across the table from us. I turned off the light and it was morning twilight and I said, "How about we make our own light" to my companions. "Or would that get everyone in this building on their feet?" In the sense that I wanted to make it clear that we were magicians, but again, not to stir up the whole building.
    I cast the Lux spell and so did my companions. I remembered that it didn't work in my recent LD (9 May) and now it didn't work either, my palm was empty. But there was something there, or was it just my imagination? I looked closely and there was a small light, the size of a pinhead. I tried to focus on it to make it bigger, but it seemed to be trying to escape my focused gaze. It glowed brighter for a moment, then I lost it for a second, and then it reappeared and was a cluster of little balls. It was still trying to move and escape. I physically grabbed it in my hand, it had a feel like plasticine, and tried to combine all the little balls into one bigger ball.

    At that moment I realized "I am lucid" and said it out loud.
    I was also immediately intrigued by the transition from semi-lucidity to lucidity. I debated whether to continue the dream story, but I figured I'd had enough of it (it was a good dream!) and it was time to do something else.
    So I was deciding where to go and what to do and I was tempted by something to do with water and remembered that my plan for Prague involved water, so Prague it was. Standing in front of the door, I quickly visualized the towers of the city and opened the door.
    Behind the door was still the corridor, but it looked different and the building was set up for an event related to my hobby activity (and related to Prague).
    I walked down the corridor further, to the left was the exit to the outside, straight ahead the corridor continued. I wanted to go outside, but on the corner between the turn and the continuation of the corridor was a lobby separated from the stairs leading outside by a glass wall, and I saw a table and a couple on it.
    Spoiler for sexual:


    Notes
    - I really liked the Amber analogy. I've been recently reading a lot about dream control and dreams formation and this is how my brain connected things together. BTW I recently met Corwin of Amber in a non-lucid dream, I would love to meet him lucid one day.
    - Going lucid in this dream - the "I am lucid" as "I've always known this is a dream but now I noticed that I know and can do something with it". Like when you do something and then stop and ask yourselves "what am I doing" and remember that you wanted to do something else. Like being there the whole time but stopping being distracted. Very smooth transition into lucidity.
    - Regarding the lucid dream sex: I always wake up quickly. I know some people say it is about expectations but it is not - I used to wake up from dream sex before I even knew what lucid dreams are and before reading anything about them online. I wake up simply from physical arousal, sometimes even into an orgasm (not this time). In both lucid and non-lucid dreams, I wake up after a similar time, which isn't realistic to the progress of the sexual intercourse in the dream (20-30 seconds of foreplay, usually). I don't mind, I still like it.
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    29 May - False lucid and real lucid

    by IndigoRose on 05-30-2021 at 03:04 PM
    comment dream lucid

    Thinking a lot about dreaming before falling asleep.

    Ramp
    Driving a motorbike off a ramp, jumping into the air. It was supposed to test something, maybe how someone got killed. Beaches all around and low tide.

    Walk with V
    With V in the forest, talking about how often I go out. I told him I help my family walking their dog.

    Hair
    I was talking with someone about which hairstyle I would like.

    False lucid
    I was walking down a path, playing some game. I think I did it for a second time and in an opposite direction, but that was just a vague memory. The rules were that you had to be lucid and do various tasks.
    There was a corner of a rock where the path led along a narrow ledge and I met a boy and a girl there. I offered the girl if she wanted to sit with me for a while and we crawled into this grassy alcove, letting the boy pass.
    I asked her what her name was and she told me her name. I told her I was Indigo. I asked how it was going so far and she said good, but she actually wanted to go so she wouldn't waste her time. So we said goodbye.
    It occurred to me that I've been lucid for a long time, that I've never had a LD this long, like 2 hours. But good for me - long LD = better chance of winning for me, while others have to do it in parts.
    I checked the paper with the tasks and it said to rubb our hands, so I did it, even though I thought I didn't need to, but I saw the organizer in front of me, so I wanted to get points.
    Then I saw more organizers around the corner and there was a fridge and I climbed on it and rearranged some food. I suddenly knew they were evil and decided to confront them - I told them I knew who they were and that they were serving the dark lord. They had a gun. I said they could kill me, but I had a plan to escape by waking up
    I closed my eyes and opened them and nothing, I was still there. That surprised me. I tried again and failed again. I remembered the reddit poll "can you wake up from a LD" and my answer "yes, reliably". That's what I get for that.
    I tried blinking really fast again, but it didn't work.
    Then I was in this labyrinth of big metal cabinets. I felt like I'd been lucid for an awfully long time, hours. I asked the organizers what they had done to my body in reality, that I was still asleep. They grinned, which worried me. Maybe I'm in a coma or something. But maybe not, and I have to wake up sometime. I figured there was probably a purpose for me there, something I needed to do. Somehow save everything and defeat them.
    I had this stick in my hand with some roots on the end. I've been poking around under the cupboards with it, seeing if there's some object that will allow me to save everything. I must have a reason to have that stick for...
    I felt myself waking up, and I thought "finally".

    I knew instantly that I was waking up from a false lucid.

    I logged keywords for the dream because I really liked it and wanted to remember.
    I felt confident that there could be a LD after this. I reiterated the intention to lucid dream. It took me some time to fall asleep again.

    Train to Birmingham
    I was at the station and it was about trains. Z said there was a train leaving for Birmingham and she was going to take it. I said that the train to Birmingham was useless to me, that we usually go via Manchester, and she was surprised.
    I walked with her on the way to the trains and there was the time and the Birmingham sign by the steps to the platform and it was flashing as if the train was about to leave. I hesitated for a moment but let it go, it wouldn't do me any good.
    I went back to the main concourse to look at the departures board to see what else was coming. The board was just changing.
    That's all I remember - the next was probably the transition into the false awakening.

    Real lucid - Meeting my dream guide
    I woke up in our bedroom and immediately suspected it was a FA. But as soon as I realized it, my vision got worse and I could only see two blurs. I was afraid I was going to wake up, but I knew I was still in a dream. It occurred to me to start picturing a deck chair and a beach or something, as what people do when they have sleep paralysis.
    Suddenly something disturbed me and I opened my eyes and I was awake and it was still a FA. Yes!
    I sat on the bed and R was awake next to me and there was also J. I knew I could ignore them, but I wanted to make them disappear with a snap of my fingers like in the daydream rehearsal, so I tried, but it didn't work, which I guess amused them a little.
    I started looking at what was the same in the room and what was different. Almost everything looked the same to me. There were these shelves and these pictures. I noticed that the frames of the pictures were a different color than they were IRL (actually, almost everything was different and we had no pictures or shelves IRL).
    There was also a wall cabinet with a brown fabric curtain and I had the feeling that something green was peeking out - an iguana. I went to look, but my cat came out.
    Goals! Verbal commands and then meeting my dream guide. I try "Clarity now!" but the dream already has great clarity, so what can improve? On the contrary, it gets slightly worse. But only for a moment. I leave the room and try "Increase lucidity", but nothing noticeable happens. I see a green jacket on the rack and I try to make it disappear. Might be easier than with humans. But nothing. I try again and the whole hallway to the living room disappears in a blur.
    I use the door to the second bedroom and walk into a large room that looks like a gym. There are mats, exercise equipment, and large windows facing the city street.
    I try to do a somersault on the mat, but I stop halfway through and just roll. The movement feels realistic.
    Goals! I walk across the room and shout "Dream, dream, give me my dream guide".
    I turn around and there's a curtain to the left of the windows (probably a mini room with more equipment) and my guide comes out from behind the curtain. She's a black woman, in her fifties, maybe early sixties (probably not, her hair is still dark brown/black and not grey), curvy but not obese, with big boobs. I met her once before in a daydream and she was an old white woman but I know itís her.
    I said, "You've been here the whole time." She nods.
    We go and sit down on the leather upholstered couch that's appeared there for us. I said I didn't know how much time we had, or maybe she asked, either way, I knew she wanted and needed to know.
    I replied, "I'm not going to lie to you. I didn't come straight here. But I tried not to linger too long."She nods.
    I asked: "Will you teach me something?" She smiled.

    I started to wake up. Maybe she wanted to teach me DEILD? But more likely I was too excited

    16 May - Bad night with very high awareness

    by IndigoRose on 05-20-2021 at 12:36 AM
    comment dream lucid

    Falling asleep approx. 5
    I vaguely remember having a FA in the first cycle.
    Awakening, canít sleep because I am not feeling well. Time approx. 7. Taking ibuprofen to be able to sleep.

    Double FA
    I was sleeping in a long room with a bed. Then I was examining the room because I didnít like something about it.
    I wake up in our bedroom. There is a wide blue ribbon hanging in our window, decorating the curtains. At first, I remember the long room - I am not there anymore - and I realize I woke up from a dream.
    Then I realize what the blue ribbon means. R wakes up too, also notices the ribbon and is confused. I tell him that it is a FA. Jokingly, because it is not real, I start to bite him like trying to eat him. But he screams like itís real, so it isnít funny. I want to ďcorrectĒ the false awakening, focus as much as I can and wake up for real.

    Time approx 9. I donít like the stupidly wasted opportunity but I can tell that my baseline awareness tonight is high and I am confident there will be another lucid dream later.
    Our cat starts doing noise, wanting to be let out of her room.
    Then she gets quiet and every time I feel like falling asleep, she starts again.

    The cat problem
    R went to solve the cat problem (blocking the door so she canít scratch them and/or letting her out).
    R and I are again in the long room, there is another bed this time and two more people - a well known politician and his wife.
    Then there is some police activity going on and someone related to IT, there is a capable young IT guy doing something.


    I wake up from the dream because the cat makes noise again!!! How is that possible, when I remember RÖ ok, that was a dream. But I am confused for a while. Then I tell R, who also isnít sleeping, to go and do it for real.
    Time 10:55
    I try to WILD but R next to me canít sleep and I feel too distracted by him tossing and turning. Then I (almost) fall asleep but I wake up because I can hear his frustration - he says I was snoring. This happens once more. I donít feel like sleeping but I know I canít really tellÖ
    I am getting seriously frustrated because heightened awareness means nothing when I canít fall asleep deeply enough to be dreaming.

    Seeing squares
    I am with my mother, in a room that resembles the long room from previous dreams but there is no bed this time. There are two windows, I peek through the blinds to look outside. I donít see much the weather is bad and the visibility low. I try the second window, there should be mountains visible but I donít see anything and my vision is bad, like there are square gaps.
    I sit behind a table with my mother and parts of my vision are still like pixellated, with some squares gray, which surely isnít normal.
    I tell my mother that I think this could be a dream and she strokes my hand, looking pleased that I figured it out.
    I am not 100% sure yet, more like 99% sure. I get up and run towards a distant door, focusing on how it feels and quickly getting 100% sure. As everything around me gets slightly blurry, I slow down.
    As I reach the door, I decide to pass through it just because I know I can. It works like in the previous dream, the door open in the middle to let me pass through, like a double door. I do it once more with another door.
    I am outside and there is a black basketball player, looking like Michael Jordan, practicing shooting. I take the ball from him to try it too. We are very far from the basket but this is a dream, so certainly I can throw further than I would in reality. I try it but the ball doesnít go far enough and it veers off to the right. I donít feel like I want to try again.
    I stop for a moment. What am I doing? Donít I have some goals?
    I finally remember I wanted to try creating a teleport portal and going to Prague. I go back inside, to the area between the two doors, to be alone and without distractions. I create a portal with my hands, as I planned it and imagined it. No visuals of the portal but that doesnít mean anything. I spin around to give it something more. Then I try to go through the portal, thinking ďPragueĒ. It doesnít work. Again, I donít feel like trying again.
    I go back to the main room, which now isnít a small room but a big hall. There is a stall with some cakes. I just take some with my hand, ignoring the seller. I make a mess out of her cake display but whatever. As I go towards the main entrance to the hall, I try to eat the cake but it doesnít have much taste and there is too much buttercream.

    I wake up.

    Time 12:34
    I slept more after this but I donít remember any additional dreams.
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    9 May - Defying gravity

    by IndigoRose on 05-12-2021 at 09:13 PM
    Sunday is my WILD night. 10:35 five minutes WBTB, then WILD attempt but I wasnít in the right mindset, I had problems with both concentrating and falling asleep. After some time, I went to sleep normally (setting the intent for watching for the dream and my favourite ďif I see something = dreamĒ) but had problems falling asleep.

    Non-lucid
    I am running from someone, I think itís my brother, but I donít remember why. I try to be smart - choose a different direction than he expects and changing direction often. I am running through some town, keeping my pace.
    Then I get to some kind of club, I am in a room and there are people. They are hanging six persons, they all already have the rope around their neck and they are told the sentence. I think they are traitors. But in the last second, the execution is stopped and they let them go, it is like a learning experience for them.
    I really like the club. They meet every week and I think I want to visit again next week to become a member.
    They leave and I am alone in the room. There is a huge duvet, filling a large part of the room. My brother appears and I try to hide in the corner, behind the duvet. He can see only the top of my head but he notices. I try to tell him something and I tell him about that club.
    Then there is a woman on a mattress. I donít know why but I think sheís evil.


    Getting lucid
    I suddenly notice that I am doing something, seeing something and not trying to fall asleep anymore. Obviously, I am already sleeping and dreaming. And I can see that this isnít some shaky half-dream, this is perfectly stable. Time to have fun.
    I want to leave the club room but the evil woman is still there, holding my hand and preventing me from leaving. With my other hand, I reach behind me, like trying to reach for something that could be used as a weapon. I canít see anything in my hand but I try anyway and stab her. It works, she looks hit and in pain, holding her stomach. To be sure, I stab her again (and it works again, although slightly less this time) and I leave the room, entering a corridor.
    I go down the corridor, I walk very quickly, much more quickly than humanly possible. I donít worry about the stability of the dream at all but when things get slightly blurry from my speed, I slow down and touch the wall. I notice that I wear gloves and canít feel much but it doesnít matter.

    Doing magic
    The corridor gets wider and I want to do my goal - magic. I want to do two spells, inspired by the books I am reading at the moment.
    For the first spell, I use the word ďLuxĒ and a simple gesture with my hand, it should result in a werelight hovering above my palm. I try it for the first time but I still have the gloves, so I take them off. I try for the second time, nothing, for the third and fourth time, nothing. I remember that the hero in my book had to practice this for a long time, I probably just need more practice too.
    For the second spell, I try ďImpelloĒ which is basically telekinesis. I use it on a small ball and it levitates approx. one meter above the ground. I realize I have to use my willpower to keep it floating and to guide it, it isnít just the word and the gesture.

    More magic and Jedi mind control
    I have a memory gap here. I took everything too quickly, locations shifted quickly and I donít remember all details.
    I remember trying the impello spell again. This time, I shouted the word and focused on the gesture with my hand. I moved a ball (or something else, bigger?) up, then to a side, and then I lost control or overdid it a bit and it flew with a great speed maybe twenty or thirty metres from me, falling on the heads of some DCs. I found it funny. I guess I need more practice with this too.
    I also remember trying some Jedi mind control and the moving the hand thing on some DC but I donít remember why. He said ďthese tricksĒ but did what I wanted.

    Flying
    I am on the stairs of my school and I think I could fly, maybe jumping from the top landing. But I am not sure.
    Then I am in a large hall, it is a mall or a marketplace with a roof. I want to jump from somewhere but all higher spots and the upper floor with a gallery are not accessible. So I try the superman style, with my hand up.
    It works and I can touch the ceiling but then I look down and itís like in those cartoons, I am looking down for a second or two and then I start falling. I fall on my legs and partially on my hands too, cushioning the fall, the impact is a little bit hard but ok.
    I try again but this time itís different, itís like I am teleported to the ceiling and I levitate there like no gravity exists and I can examine a chipboard tile in the ceiling. I can remove it but decide to stop damaging the building and get back down on the floor - I am there instantly.
    I am not sure how much time I have left but I suppress the thought. Surely, I have plenty of time. No reason to think otherwise.

    Passing through a wallÖ or a gate
    The next goal on my list is passing through a wall. I donít like the walls around but there are big doors, more like a gate and it is closed. Good enough.
    I try to pass through the gate and I can feel its solidity. I tell myself ďthere is no wallÖ or gateĒ and continue the movement. I donít pass through but the gate opens like it was never closed and I am on the other side.

    Eating
    There is another hall, this time with many small shops and stalls. I am running out of ideas on what to doÖ I know, I want to eat some food.
    I go around the stalls but itís all just clothing. Then there is a table with packages of tights or some underwear and among them jars of pickled gherkins. I casually open one of the jars (a woman DC with a kid, standing nearby, throws an offended look at me but I donít care) and take the longest gherkin.
    I continue to walk and bite a piece of the gherkin. It tastes as it should but itís also weird, like eating a gherkin first thing in the morning, just after brushing your teeth. Very sour and somewhat off, I donít like it. I want to find something better.
    There is a small shop with vegetables. I walk in, seeing some carrots (small, raw, and dirty) and potatoes. It is very small there, thereís a fat middle aged woman shopkeeper, a counter and space for maybe two people. I can see they have some salads behind the counter and I decide to get some.
    I remember the discussion I recently read online about ďcan I getĒ vs ďmay I haveĒ and choose the proper version ďMay I have a small saladĒ (in English, which isnít my native language but I use it in dreams often because I live in an English-speaking country).
    The shopkeeper nods and asks me something which I have problems understanding. She wants to know if I want something else. I say ďNo, just the salad.Ē She asks if I want ketchup with it. I say ďmaybe some dressingĒ but this time, she doesnít understand me, so I say ďjust the saladĒ.
    While she is putting grated carrot and something else into a small plastic cup, I notice there are some cakes too. I would prefer them over the salad but too late. A big fat man appears behind me and I donít like it because he blocks my exit and my plan to take the salad and leave without paying could fail.
    The shopkeeper puts the cup on the counter and asks for money. I know I donít have any but try to find some in my pocket anyway. Nothing. I want to leave but the shopkeeper and the fat man are angry.
    The vegetable in the cup changes into water with red sugar and starts to boil. I know I am doing this but it wasnít my intention to do it. Itís like my magic has got out of control because I am in an uncomfortable situation. I squeeze around the fat man and I tell them that they should be grateful to me for showing them such an interesting magic trick. They are confused.
    I walk out and wake up.

    My heart is racing.
    Categories
    lucid , memorable

    22 April - Forest changing into a city? I am not having this!

    by IndigoRose on 05-11-2021 at 11:37 PM
    comment non-lucid lucid

    The last dream of the night.

    I am in beautiful mountains with some other people (at least initially). We are on a freshly mown meadow, itís sloping and we are going uphill, there is a forest. It is morning and it is still slightly dark and it is also very cold, I can feel the cold. We consider making a fire but we want to find a more sheltered place, closer to the forest.
    I go uphill, I think I am on my own now and there is a road and a crossroad, on the edge of the forest. I can see light through the gap in the forest created by one of the roads. There is a city. But it gets very foggy (as in real foggy weather) and I canít see much, the trees around disappear in the fog. Then I see a car and I am worried how they can safely drive in this fog. The fog clears a bit and I can see a modern city with skyscrapers and there are houses where the forest was before.
    That annoys me a lot. I was in a beautiful forest, I want my forest back.
    I am not having this. I feel like fuck this,
    letís go lucid and I say ďnope, this is a dreamĒ.
    I hear whoosh and itís like going under water. Everything gets dark and shaking. I want to stabilize but how? I canít see anything. Suddenly I find myself squatting or sitting instead of standing and I can feel something solid in my hands, which is good, but I am confused. Is this my real body in this position? If it is, I mustnít move. But I move my legs anyway and I can see them and they are trembling.

    It starts feeling almost like vibrations and I start to feel my real body, noticing it is relaxed and in a normal position. I try to calm myself and DEILD but I am not successful, I am too awake.
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    lucid , false awakening