Quite grumpy with myself. The alarm was set on 5 am - I woke up half an hour before - and neither did I journal - nor get up. I have a marvellous ability to not hear an alarm, when I just slept a little bit before it goes off. But I know this - and I also have to deal with it, if I need to get up for work. Actually - I used to have a really monstrous alarm-clock - but it disappeared with my last removals. The new monster will not be enough for work - good test, sort of. So - dream-recall gone from there - to make it worse yet - I got again ripped out of sleep later by angry doorbell-ringings - my husband had forgotten something on the way to work and was too lazy to search for his keys - well - seems they were somewhere, where they donīt belong.. He didnīt like my reaction. Me neither in hind-sight. But there is something interesting anyway: One dream had me going shopping for clothes - funny - this also comes up time and again. But itīs been a long time, I actually went out and bought something new to wear - or even went "window-shopping". Maybe I should .. Anyways - I was there - and there was also a very nice and attractive woman - maybe in her 50s. I didnīt like myself in anything - mainly because I had some skin blemishes - bit of acne, like I had it in my teens. But I was my current age of almost 40. So - she started rummaging for a make-up. Found it - told me to sit down and close my eyes - and I received a wonderful face-massage with this application procedure. It was very sensual - and after some meaningful looks back and forth - she took me back home to her, after her shift was over. I was watching the ongoings until that - enjoying the "show" of other women coming in and out of cubicles with ever new interesting outfits - always keeping and eye on her, and she back. Suffice to say - we took this quite a lot further - and it was a very, very pleasing dream. Since this is also a first as far as I know - I shortly thought - maybe it is a sort of residue again - being a bit disappointed with my self about having had a male body two nights back and not exploring it or using it in "specific ways". But maybe not. Got gender experimentation on the plate this week it seems. Oh well - I like it!
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