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    Lucid Self Sabotage and a Lesbian Affair

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    StephL
    , 12-10-2013 at 03:23 PM (573 Views)
    Quite grumpy with myself.
    The alarm was set on 5 am - I woke up half an hour before - and neither did I journal - nor get up.
    I have a marvellous ability to not hear an alarm, when I just slept a little bit before it goes off.

    But I know this - and I also have to deal with it, if I need to get up for work.
    Actually - I used to have a really monstrous alarm-clock - but it disappeared with my last removals.
    The new monster will not be enough for work - good test, sort of.

    So - dream-recall gone from there - to make it worse yet - I got again ripped out of sleep later by angry doorbell-ringings - my husband had forgotten something on the way to work and was too lazy to search for his keys - well - seems they were somewhere, where they donīt belong..
    He didnīt like my reaction.
    Me neither in hind-sight.

    But there is something interesting anyway:

    One dream had me going shopping for clothes - funny - this also comes up time and again.
    But itīs been a long time, I actually went out and bought something new to wear - or even went "window-shopping".
    Maybe I should ..

    Anyways - I was there - and there was also a very nice and attractive woman - maybe in her 50s.
    I didnīt like myself in anything - mainly because I had some skin blemishes - bit of acne, like I had it in my teens.
    But I was my current age of almost 40.
    So - she started rummaging for a make-up.
    Found it - told me to sit down and close my eyes - and I received a wonderful face-massage with this application procedure.
    It was very sensual - and after some meaningful looks back and forth - she took me back home to her, after her shift was over.
    I was watching the ongoings until that - enjoying the "show" of other women coming in and out of cubicles with ever new interesting outfits - always keeping and eye on her, and she back.

    Suffice to say - we took this quite a lot further - and it was a very, very pleasing dream.

    Since this is also a first as far as I know - I shortly thought - maybe it is a sort of residue again - being a bit disappointed with my self about having had a male body two nights back and not exploring it or using it in "specific ways".
    But maybe not.
    Got gender experimentation on the plate this week it seems.
    Oh well - I like it!
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    1. LucidHealer's Avatar
      I had a dream last week about having a female body. This is very rare as far as I can remember. I have not yet had any gay dreams that I recall.
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    2. StephL's Avatar
      Yeah - well - me neither I guess.
      But with my bad recall even still - there was nothing for a long time - so - I donīt know it.

      It could be also the aiming for lucidity and the inner conviction of a wealth of possibilities that triggers these experiments.
      Last time being male was really about having that voice.

      In a way - I knew I was dreaming in the above dream - now that I think of it - in the way that I thought - aah - I leave this run and will really enjoy it. Without having to think about any consequences what so ever.
      I somehow knew this was so - I felt free to just exactly do whatever I took fancy in.

      Maybe some sort of sub-lucidity and wishful thinking .. hehee..

      But Iīm getting into it - like especially enjoyable dreams are having a storyline, which actually makes dream-sense. Not only disconnected story fragments and pictures.