whitedreams

*i was at my grandmas house and was sneaking around way passed bed time looking for stuff in a shed that was also alanis morasets editing studio. *instead of softwaret here were tapes and stuff. before hand i wiais at camp pilssburry and we were doing something with a like fight in the wilderness on the rudgged landscape but no one could decide on th eight place. so we kept aimlessley *taking pictures of *shit around us. 2 kids hot in a fight i believe they were both black and there fight did not make any sense. Also i remember being really freaked out about relapsing on like ecstasy then saying well it is only a dream so fuck it and then i dropped some acid and asked daren sabien for some lil pills. he gave em to me but i dont think i took em. weird how i was like semi lucid. it is almost as if i konw that the only place i can relapse is in a dream so perhaps thats wehre i go for that. Wonder what it means