non-lucid

It was my birthday and I snuck into neighbors house to takea usb. left and met her daughter who was sneaking out of the house. Her namy was Emy. Invited her over to have some cake.

Mom, dad, sister, yush, and myself were at a hotel. it was discounted because of covid. we started exploring outside and there was snow eveywhere. I was scared of getting my shoes wet but my family didn't seem to care. Everyone wandered off and it was just my mom and I. We did not say anything but just smiled at each other. The sun was shinning down on us.

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i was in a nintendo switch zombie game. The only thing the CPUs said was "im dying over here" and they would then chase me around. The only weapons were a gun and plasma grenades. I blew up a bunch of cars with the plasma grenades. there were hoardes of zombies. We were at a run down hospital. On the roof I jumped off the building. On the way down I was laughing thinking, "now I really am dying over here"

As a man this was a particularly strange dream. I first remember being at the hospital and going into labor. When I looked in the mirror however I looked really skinny and didn't feel pregnant at all.

Nevertheless, I was rushed into an operating room. I wondered how I would give a birth without a vagina. I think I actually grew a vagina at this point and my stomache had a weird feeling in it. Then I felt like I was going to have an extreme bowl movement.
A huge push and release and then out came the baby with all sorts of disguisting vile and feces. Additionally, there was this huge alien rock looking thing that came out as well. The doctors immediately took that away and gave me the baby.

Then dream skips a bit and I am at a department store lying on the ground wondering where my baby is. I face timed some strangers and they put my baby on there. They were taking care of my baby. I felt angry about this but too scared to ask for my baby back. I lied on the floor of the department store sobbing and weeping hoping someone would help me get the baby.

In the next part of the dream my sister and I were going to a music festival. There was some guy in our house who seemed to be using us just to get a ride their and back. I told him he could find his own way home.

Later I was watching a spy movie and got absorbed in it. There was a scene involving an office with a bunch of spies sitting around. An authority figure said he had a new top secret mission but would only accept the best of the best. All the spies started going around the room referring to themselves as "The gardener" and then a number (indicating rank) and bragging about their achievements.

It turned out this secret mission was a trap to lure all the office spies into a torture chamber. The authority figure apparently that they were double agents from russia.

There was an establishing shot of torture devices on the wall such as water picks, drills and so on. Gyms often have metal bar contraptions with ropes attached to them that people used to do rope and body weight resistance exercises. This is what the victims were attached to. Every victim was wearing what looked like extremly tight green
latex type material, but the front of their head looked like a tight version of a mask that a fencer might wear. The torture master poured water onto the mask of one of the victims who started struggling. There were many spies just hanging their life less on the bars. A new victim was brought in begging to be let go and even offering to give information. He was forced up a latter and into a coffin like device but in the shape
of a human body with a little face portion for his head. The head portioin was covered with small nails and two large nails for where is eyes would be. He begged not to go in but the closed the coffin on him and he screamed "my eyes my eyes".

I then remember him being removed and stuffed into one of those green latex suits left hanging their to be tortured further.

My sister was dying from cancer. I was crying on the couch. My mom was back from the dead comforting me.

This was a stressful dream. I think this a recurring dream, or perhaps nightmare.

I am back in high school. These are the classes I remember on my schedule
- Religion
- Film

But I know there was 8 other classes I can't think of. I was worried because there was a religion paper I had to hand in but I had not started or even gone to a single class.

I was worried that even if I completed the paper the teacher wouldn't know who I was. I felt so stressed and overwhelmed by the workload.

I went looking for my counselor and found her waiting for me in the lobby. She gave me a hug but said she couldn't remember my name. I started talking to her about wanting to withdraw from classes.

I woke up a few moments later relieved I am not in high school anymore.

Dreams are wonderful. It felt so real being back to school. How terrifying.

My dad was mad at me because I didn't tell my mom to pick me up at the correct place. She drove to pick me up but it was a dead end so she had to turn around. My dad and I got into a fight. He unleashed a mac miller song about junkie zombies on me and i was grabbed by a blue zombie. But i clenched my body and the zombie poofed into dust.

Worked event in a theater. Natalie asked me to put my phone on silent. I was sitting down in the theater. She wanted to talk. I was worried it was about me laying down on the job earlier.

In the brush with strangers who communed at the same place each night to discuss there problems.

Matt and Alec were on a discord chat with me. Matt asked me a bunch of questions about alec. I was mad at him cause I said some things about alec's social skills while alec was on the channel the whole time. Then Alec and I had a talk about it afterward. He sent me a message saying he likes french toast and has other interestes besides programaming such as cooking.
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at an amusment park and the rides were ridiculously high. Some friends and I were all of the sudden climbing a really high roaller coaster can suddenly became scared one of the cars would run us over on the track. We slid down a beam of the coaster. klefstad was in some of the arcade games
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Then I was in a locker room where they demanded to shave every part of my body
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Was at a family party and had apparently just completed some sort of hunger games like task. people applauded me and my aunt ask if i wanted anything and i requested white tea. my cousins took a hit form a bong
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was in a restaurant and had an idea a restaurant where the waiter doesnt go to you but you go to the waiter. and thats why they call him a waiter becasuse he is waiting for customers to come to him. somehow we ended up getting thrown out of the restaurant
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I was back at my grammar school and my little neighbor Arron was selling Girl Scout cookies. She was carrying this heavy looking box so I set down what I was carrying and took her box and joke "Thanks for the cookies" as I pretended to walk away. We all went and sat down by a chair. She pulled out a flip phone and called her mom to come get her. I remarked she had the same phone as me.

Earlier, I had been in the third grade and I had my own desk (like a big old teachers desks) and said casually, "I think I'll just stay here overnight". The teacher said she couldn't let me. I told her I understood because of the liabilities involved.

At Mcdonalds there was a car wash service. i started walking accross the street to the church and there was a car accident. the girl got out and started walking n side the church. i asked if she was okay.I was in Mark Mothersbaugh devo team. We were preforming our final show of the year at a church. i saw anthony. matt j. my foot got caugt on the microphone and i yelled at the congragation "if we are all of gods children your going to have to deal with me too. then something disturbing happened. i sat down in one of the rows next to soy. this guy came over behind soy and immediatly i didnt like him. i sensed trouble. then he sat next to soy and started grabbing soys dick inside his pocket. i got freaked out and asked soy if he consented to this attentin. he just looked confused. i stood up and punched the guy unconcious. I was very upset. I went out side and was crying. I had a better understanding/compassion for people were molested. Hayley came outside and comforted me. then it was 15 minutes until devo preformed, i went back stage. hayley her bf, some other girls, were all taking naps before the show. we were in a yoga studio or something. i laid down on the floor. then my alarm sounded.

Dreamt invot drafted to iraq. Was in a huge stadium with obama giving a speech. Was at a funral. Hit on a girl at peetes coffe

I saw a film called dead something . It was at am arcade inside of the games with a two person shooter inside a little room. The film was about two groups who teamed up to fight the enemy but after the enemy was defeated the groups fought themselves. I remember explaining this to damien. There were these to chicks trying to kill me and in the end i stabbed on of them and shot the other. They turned into skeletons really fast.

Almost had a wild but got too excited when the sensation stsrtd coming

I wasnt allowed to play the game cause i was sick. I ran into cody and he said his mom was coming to the game. I wsnt really sick the nirse just said so, i was furious. I broke a mirror. Fought some kid. So mucj angr in this dream

**dream fragments

ran onto a soccer field filled with girls holding those half curved throwing devices that you often see people at the beech with. The stadium was filled completly, except individual sections in the stand would be empty. I asked my roomate if he had ever played japense soccer.

borrowed my other roomates guitar and lit it on fire in several places. realizing what i had done, i tried to scrub off the ash with soap and water. i ended up in a college dorm room filled with girls. they spoke amongst themselves. some of them were naked and watching porn. i got naked to. they didnt pay me any attention.

ended up returning the guitar to my roomte. he asked if i had messed up his room. i said no.

finally ended up in some bar watching a rugby match. all the kids on my first rugby team were there. they were acting very stage like and dramatic.

**tried to wild but didnt stay self aware during the falling asleep proccess and in fact completly forgot about the WILD

I was running through a town on a race to get to some wedding. lots of other people were racing to this wedding also. i was competing with these people who had all these dogs i kept trying to trick the dogs. thery attacked me but in the end i outsmarted them.. at the game began was the referee in a yellow outfit.

This dream was nightmarish. First i was at a water park that required you to exercise while in line. some kids from high school were with me, i think joey rigger and his cousin or something. one line we ran in place. then we saw that the gruzzly didn't have a line so we stopped running in pace and went over there. i held the rope door open for a girl passing by. we got to the grizzly and could stand right infant of where the carts passed by. we saw a friend in a single car on the ride.

later we were at a caffe that happened to be in line of the roller coaster. i had an espresso with coffee and the server told me i was a child guy.

i eneded up being roomates with dalia and a bunch of other actor kids and i acted quite and reserved.

before all of this happened i was on a stage in a secret compartment, drew showed me that if you go under the stage there is turn table that rotates in a circle and can take you to the back of the stage. it was really fun. i said i wanted one in my room. i also told drew i couldn't be a plumber like my dad.

finally the scary part of my dream was that one of my friends was a zombie and kept trying to eat everone. he ate a couple of my friends and i drove off in a hurry. he tried to eat me on the 3rd floor of a parking lot and i screamed for help and slammed his head against a wall. i was able to throw him off the building but the ledge had a grassy hill instead of a 3 story drop and i think he would have been okay. i woke up anyway.

the other part of the dream was i imagined dracula had bit some girl and they were both flying around getting people. i was inside both of their mouths at the same time and could see their snake ilike fangs growing and hissing. It was like being in a snakes mouth. The room was gummy soft pink color. i could also see there eyeballs from the inside of their head. by the looks of her eye balls i determined, she was dead. Dracula, however, was in some other state.