dream fragment

Mom, dad, sister, yush, and myself were at a hotel. it was discounted because of covid. we started exploring outside and there was snow eveywhere. I was scared of getting my shoes wet but my family didn't seem to care. Everyone wandered off and it was just my mom and I. We did not say anything but just smiled at each other. The sun was shinning down on us.

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i was in a nintendo switch zombie game. The only thing the CPUs said was "im dying over here" and they would then chase me around. The only weapons were a gun and plasma grenades. I blew up a bunch of cars with the plasma grenades. there were hoardes of zombies. We were at a run down hospital. On the roof I jumped off the building. On the way down I was laughing thinking, "now I really am dying over here"

Was on a vacation at a hotel. Mom was there. I knew she was going to die in a few months and so did she. She said that she was really glad that we got to spend this time together and that I was able to appreciate her.

I don't remember many details about hanging out with her but the memory has a positive tone.

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On a bus I sat between two girls. I was inches away from one of the girls faces and was extremely uncomfortable. She on the other hand did not seem bothered. It sounded like they were speaking a foreign language. At one point I said "sorry".

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I was at a baseball game from middle school in the outfield. There were about 20 outfielders and I ran out there to join them. The outfield stretched enlessly back and at some point evolved into the grass of a music festival. Someone said to me "I can't believe you took acid during the game". This shook me because I did not remember taking any acid. At that moment someone hit a fly ball to me. As the ball soared in the air and I reached my glove out, the sky started splitting and changing colors. The ball seemed to be coming from multiple angles simultaneously. I kept running and running until I ran into a huge crowd of people. There was music playing and it sounded distorted but pleasant. I found a fancy bathroom which had marble (and I should have called bullshit at this point cause their an't no marble bathrooms at a music festival) I tried to collect myself. I thought "your mom came out here to see you play baseball" That sobered me right up and I attempted to leave the festival and head back to the game.

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I never made it out of the festival though because the festival morphed into some weird bob sledding course made out of mud. At the top of a hill, someone was handing out sombreros to be used as a sled. I took mine and put my ass right over the top part of it. The run was really intense. Even though I was going down hill, people were racing past me in the opposite direction. I veered to the left to avoid a collision and then I cannot remember anymore.

Yu came out into the hallway of a hotel outside our room naked. I was standing with these other girls Michelle and Tall Girl Sasha. Michelle and Tall Girl started groping her and making sexually aggressive comments about her body. Yu was really upset, crying and yelling stop. When she managed to get away, she started yelling at me thinking I was trying to setup a lesbian 4 way so she ran inside.

I think I punched Michelle and Sasha at this point and went inside my room.
Yu and I layed and talked for a while and I tried to comfort her.

Suddenly the door swung open and Michele and Tall Girl were back for revenge. They started punching me and we brawled until we were back outside of the door of the hotel room. We were many floors above the ground and I managed to throw both of them over the side railing to their deaths.


Then the dream took a really weird turn. I was in a college like environment and some guy was explaining the code for a game he wrote. But then a terrifying bug (literally a giant insect) emerged and started chasing me down. This was by far the most terrifying part of the dream. The bug was not only scary looking but it spoke directly into my head in a deep devil like voice.


The day before that I dreamed that I was having a really heart felt conversation with Lady Gaga. I felt a strong love for her (in a family sort of way) and blurted out "I love you to her". I realized then it is unlikely I would be conffessing my love to Lady Gaga and woke up. But, it was a false awakening and now I was departing off of a plane.

In the terminal, I stopped for a coffee. At the caffe, the cash register was on the second floor and I orded my drink their. I then went down an esculator to the first floor to pick up my drink

My sister was dying from cancer. I was crying on the couch. My mom was back from the dead comforting me.

My dad was mad at me because I didn't tell my mom to pick me up at the correct place. She drove to pick me up but it was a dead end so she had to turn around. My dad and I got into a fight. He unleashed a mac miller song about junkie zombies on me and i was grabbed by a blue zombie. But i clenched my body and the zombie poofed into dust.

Worked event in a theater. Natalie asked me to put my phone on silent. I was sitting down in the theater. She wanted to talk. I was worried it was about me laying down on the job earlier.

In the brush with strangers who communed at the same place each night to discuss there problems.

Matt and Alec were on a discord chat with me. Matt asked me a bunch of questions about alec. I was mad at him cause I said some things about alec's social skills while alec was on the channel the whole time. Then Alec and I had a talk about it afterward. He sent me a message saying he likes french toast and has other interestes besides programaming such as cooking.
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at an amusment park and the rides were ridiculously high. Some friends and I were all of the sudden climbing a really high roaller coaster can suddenly became scared one of the cars would run us over on the track. We slid down a beam of the coaster. klefstad was in some of the arcade games
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Then I was in a locker room where they demanded to shave every part of my body
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Was at a family party and had apparently just completed some sort of hunger games like task. people applauded me and my aunt ask if i wanted anything and i requested white tea. my cousins took a hit form a bong
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was in a restaurant and had an idea a restaurant where the waiter doesnt go to you but you go to the waiter. and thats why they call him a waiter becasuse he is waiting for customers to come to him. somehow we ended up getting thrown out of the restaurant
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Dreamt was on baseball field and a fat lady told everyone what position she would play.
I wanted to play on the infield but ended up trying to get a spot in right field.
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Inside of a haunted house of souse. Things in the house could move on there own.
There were a few objects that were alive and these objects could make other inanimate object alive as well. There was a plate that moved a little bit for example. I was in a living room watching the plates and other objects move slightly and a family was sitting on the couch in the living room all facing the same way in silence staring at me. I wondered if they noticed things moving.
I then think I told them that stuff was moving and we should leave the house. Someone told me that someone had already died.
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Mel had a party and her and her friends would periodically tell me that someone had a crush on me. I wondered who it was. It was a gay guy. Later Devin asked me for a cigarette and to turn on some classical music. Then Dev and a bunch of family members were sleeping in a a corridor on mattress pads. I was across from Devi
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Giveaways
- things in houses can't move
- mel and devin don't live anywhere near me
- why would my whole family be sleeping in a corridor on matress pads?
- I haven't played baseball in over 10 years
- why would i be in a womens baseball leauge?

Objects
- cigarettes
- classical music
- baseball

This little dream fragment from last night just came to mind. I was in one of those little mini cars that has two passenger seats

I needed to continue my adventures afoot so i casually decided to fold this car into a neat little suitcase. I grabbed the handle, stretched it out towards a bike rack, and locked it up.

Funny how you can do the must absurd things in dreams yet continue along as if everything was normal.

**dream fragments

ran onto a soccer field filled with girls holding those half curved throwing devices that you often see people at the beech with. The stadium was filled completly, except individual sections in the stand would be empty. I asked my roomate if he had ever played japense soccer.

borrowed my other roomates guitar and lit it on fire in several places. realizing what i had done, i tried to scrub off the ash with soap and water. i ended up in a college dorm room filled with girls. they spoke amongst themselves. some of them were naked and watching porn. i got naked to. they didnt pay me any attention.

ended up returning the guitar to my roomte. he asked if i had messed up his room. i said no.

finally ended up in some bar watching a rugby match. all the kids on my first rugby team were there. they were acting very stage like and dramatic.

**tried to wild but didnt stay self aware during the falling asleep proccess and in fact completly forgot about the WILD

dreampt i was at a music concert for a litle bit. at the concert there was a convenient store who was getting ready for the storm of people about to come in. every year toby would sell all there problems at a bargain after everyone came in.

was driving in colin car listening to some bass tunes on a cassette tape

was walking around some foreign land trying to find agar so we could go to the hotel. Igor wrote he could come anymore and to split the hotel three ways. they guy i was with kept talking to his brothers n the phone about going to tahoe. r

was at janis house. she looked a little bit pale. we were in a library facy house and i just wanted to take a nap.

at my backroom and a zombie apocalypse had broken out. everyone in the house was bit except me so i ran outside down my street. i got bit by a zombie hunter dog. these two guys were cheering me on. the dog got me but i killed him in the end.

i went back to my house where the zombie party was going on and was welcomed back in. i saw margaux there disguised as a zombie.

some guy had a little pipe and we smoked some weed.

then there was this big orgy festival later in the dream. we made a video and played it at the party. i was going to be part of a lesbian 3 some. but the dj fucked up and couldn’t figure out the music so it didn’t work out.

Dreamed that i was improvising with Alec and a bunch of others guys at an audition. Sarah was there watching us all. We were playing this game first were everyone would go around in a circle and copy the next guy. the first guy to go put a ball in his mouth, a little ping pong ball that is. i tried to copy but my mouth wouldn't open wide enough. the next game everyone walked over to a closet and pretended to come out as a monster. alec was before me and he came out as some monster that i can't remember. i found my my monster by sticking my left arm out and beginning to walk with a limp, i don't know exactly what i was maybe and evil scientist. i kept saying "yes ...hehehehehk eyes" and limping around creepily. Everyone laughed. i sat shook off the character and sat down. sarah was laughing which made me happy because it meant i did a good job and would maybe make it on the team.

before all this happened i was at a party with my sister i think. i didn't know everyone there.

before that i was driving around the mountain dirt roads with someone having a good time.

then later in the dream i had to drive through the same mountains but with my mom and she was freaking out about everything and really annoying me. i did not enjoy the drive as much

later i went back to the same parter my sister was at but with some girl.

10:40-6:00AM

dreamed i was playing rugby again. dreamed on the field i was going to get into a fight with some kid cause he kept breaking the rules. when i tried to fight him everyone urged me not to. i told him id let him win cause i just wanted the money. he agreed. we fought and punched each other in 3 different bouts. he looked like colin by the end of the fight.

after the fight i obtained a margarita and was drinking it infant of my family. colin rubbed the fact that he won the fight in. after i went to go look for food cause there was some ceremony going on.

i was at one point in a jacoozie with tommie. it was a bigger jacoozie then normal and it had s endless waterfall aspect to it. it was not in the normal place at the cabin also, we were listening to music in the jocose and tammy and were chatting. she also had made some type of desert that had hydrangeas in it. it tasted like cinnamon. i took of the plastic and hesitantly ate more.

there was also some serial killer aspect to the dream. it was like i was in a tv show and some serial killer named gill was returning to his lovers house who he'd killed last year. we got into a huge fight and he was trying to kill me. i had the chance to shoot and kill him but i didn't. i shot some one else but i couldn't shoot him.

i remembered the sound of glass had disturbed him so i followed him breaking glass everywhere i went hoping to upset him enough so he'd stop. then when he arrived at the place where he killed the girl, he merely did a promenod on the floor. i saw my dad getting food.

ii drempt i was inn bak seat of the car with a giirl who had crystal blue eyes. i really wanted her but she rejected me and went for shannon instead.

i tried that Sensory induced lucid dream where you lazily try and concentrate on the 5 senses for a few secons. sure enough i started going down the rabit hole. i remmeber being frightened when this started happening and i woke myself up. just gogta let go next time. its cool though watching myself fall asleep

i was at johns house and kept looking for my phone. i would go in his living room and everytime i entered his entire family would stop bowing before the TV screenn. It appeared to me they were practicing islam or some religion that required all day devotion. john tried to hide this from me. the family welcomed me to the papya on the stove. ihad some with jam it was really good.

later in the dream i was with jackie and she was but naked and asked if i wanted dto fuck her . i said yeah then her sister showed up and i rolled on top of her

last fragment was jerry peralta and me fighting about something. then olvia got brought up